Chapter 30: A Little Bad
Lu Junting was born rich, with a good upbringing in his bones. Although the outside worldâs evaluation of him was extremely deep and ruthless, because of a good upbringing, he treated people and things politely. This kind of courtesy would make people subconsciously feel that there was a sense of distance from him, but Lin Xiyu had always felt that he liked to be intimate with people since she shared a room with him. Sometimes this kind of deliberately intimate little action with her would make people think that he was a little bad.
Just like now, she didnât know why she had to use such a shameful posture to apply an ointment to him.
But she was guilty in his heart today, and she thought, so be it. Lin Xiyu carefully applied the medicine to his face, and after applying the medicine, Lin Xiyu said, âYou can get busy first, I wonât bother you.â
Lu Junting did not give her a chance to leave, he directly picked her up in this position. Lin Xiyu was afraid of falling, subconsciously wrapped her arms around his neck, so the two became closer. Lin Xiyuâs face became hotter and hotter, biting her lip and said, âBrother Junting, what are you doing?â
âCarry you to rest, itâs time for me to rest after a busy day.â
âI can walk by myself.â
He ignored her, carried her into the room, and then went to the bed. Lin Xiyu kept pressing on him and threw herself forward.
Lin Xiyu struggled and was about to get off him, but the man said to her in a slightly warning tone, âYouâll be on top tonight.â
â...â
Later, Lin Xiyu didnât want to recall it, but she did sum up a lesson on it⦠it really took a toll on her legs.
Lin Xiyu just arrived at the club the next day, and Lin Xiqian came to find her.
âIâm sorry that I was a little too impulsive yesterday, and made things difficult for you.â
Lu Junting did not care, and Lin Xiyu did not need to bother, and said, âThe past is the past, but donât be so impulsive in doing things in the future.â
âSo what did Lu Junting tell you yesterday? Did he tell you that he suspected that I approached you to pay off my adoptive fatherâs debts?â
Lin Xiyu said, âHe didnât say that, donât think too much.â
Lin Xiqianâs expression suddenly became grave as he asked, âLu Junting is the same Lu Junting of Changheng Group, right?â
Lin Xiqian was probably not familiar with Ancheng when he first came here, and it was not strange that he did not know Lu Junting at first, but Lu Junting was still very easy to check. Lin Xiyu did not deny it and said, âItâs him, whatâs wrong?â
âI have seen reports about him. This man is calculating and extremely deep. What I experienced yesterday really confirms this. No matter how he brainwashed you, but last nightâs events were not as he said, in fact he was deliberately provoking me. He deliberately asked me if I approached you to get your fatherâs inheritance from you to pay off my adoptive fatherâs debt, he also deliberately said that I was ungrateful. I didnât have time to record yesterday, but the situation was really not what he described to you. I was so provoked to pour water on him yesterday not as I was annoyed by him saying my purpose, but because he touched my bottom line. He said that I was ungrateful, that my adoptive parents should be ashamed of almost adopting me, and that I had been guilty of not being able to contact my adoptive parents all these years. He said all of this, so how could I not be angry.â
For his words, Lin Xiyu did not believe much, after all, she saw with her own eyes that Lu Junting was polite to Lin Xiqian. How could someone hurt othersâ self-esteem while giving people polite dishes, while holding guns and sticks.
Lin Xiyu said, âWhy did he provoke you? It was also the first time you met that day, you and him have no grievances, he wonât do this.â
âI thought about it all night yesterday, and I can probably guess his purpose. He deliberately provoked me with bitterness to hope that I would tear my face with him, and you would alienate me for him. If he is really afraid that you will be deceived and can directly inform you about my adoptive father, he canât deliberately provoke me and use such a big circle, so I think he should have other purposes. He staged this plot in hope that you could alienate me, why must you alienate me? I donât think heâs worried that youâll be deceived by me, but that with my presence he wonât be able to control you anymore.â
Lin Xiyu was even more puzzled, âWhy does he want to control me? I have nothing for him to want to control me, and what does it have to do with him wanting to control me and letting you alienate me? You donât overthink it.â
âI donât overthink about it.â Lin Xiqianâs face was solemn, âBecause my existence gives him a sense of crisis, he needs to design to alienate you from me.â
âWhat kind of crisis can a person like him have, you donât know him well.â
Who was Lu Junting ah? You could see from his handling of the elder of his branch, a person who was so confident in mastering everything, could he have a sense of crisis?
âBefore I appeared, you had no relatives around you, but now with me, you have a maidenâs family by your side, a maidenâs family he canât control well, and of course he wants you to stay away from me.â
Lin Xiyu really felt that he was thinking too much and said, âI lived in the Lu family before, and the Lu family is very good to me, and they are also my maidenâs family.â
âThe Lu family is Lu Juntingâs family, he can control them, but Iâm not, he canât control me, because with me here, he can no longer control you.â
How could things be as complicated as he thought? What could not be controlled? Lin Xiyu said, âWhy should he control me? You donât know much about me and his life either.â He and Lu Junting were like strangers before they had little baby, and they were connected with little baby. Why should he controlled her?
âI still havenât figured out why he wants to control you, but deliberately designed to alienate you just for fear that you wonât be in his control one day. You can tell me about your relationship with him, and maybe I can find out from it.â
Lin Xiyu thought of what Lu Junting said yesterday, he said that she and Lin Xiqian had not seen each other for many years, and she did not know what he had become over the years.
Lin Xiyu now had an extra mind, she did not want to say her personal matters to Lin Xiqian. She said, âThings are not as complicated as you think, donât I know better than you about what relationship I have with Lu Junting? No matter what the outside world reported about him, at home he was very good to me and good to the baby, and that was enough.â
Lin Xiqianâs brows furrowed, and a trace of injury slipped under his eyes, âYou donât believe me, right?â
âIâm going to work.â
This meant to drive him away, and she really didnât believe him.
Lin Xiqian suddenly laughed, but there was a sense of sadness between his words, âLu Juntingâs purpose has been achieved, you are not willing to choose to believe me, just what he wants, he is indeed very tactful, easily able to make you alienate me.â
âDonât think too much, he didnât blame you for pouring him yesterday, and you donât have to think so badly of him.â
Lin Xiqian could see that she was angry. He knew that it was useless to say anything now, and the more he said, the more she rejected him.
Lin Xiqian sighed softly, âForget it, Iâll go first. I really hope you have a happy life.â
For Lin Xiqianâs words, Lin Xiyu really didnât take it too seriously. He didnât know about the situation between her and Lu Junting, he couldnât control her or anything.
After that day, Lin Xiqian had indeed not come to find her, but occasionally asked her how she was doing on her mobile phone. The days went by like this, she went back from work on time to take care of her child, Lu Junting would occasionally ask her a little. Although it might not be as loving as other couples, she and him live life like a real couple.
After about half a month, Du Ruoting suddenly came to her office and said someone was looking for her.
Du Ruoting squeezed her eyebrows and said to her, âGrand Aunt, you are really blessed, there are different handsome guys looking for you every day.â
What did you mean by that, what did you mean there was a different handsome guy looking for her every day? She remembered that the only handsome guy who came to find her was Lin Xiqian, so the person who came to her this time was not Lin Xiqian, who was it?
Lin Xiyu came to the reception room, and saw Lu Junfeng closing the curtains of the living room. Lin Xiyu was surprised, the person who came to find her turned out to be Lu Junfeng. Hadnât he been sent to the outside by Lu Junting?
Upon seeing her coming in, Lu Junfeng walked to the door and looked around a few times. Seeing that no one was following her, he then closed the door. Lin Xiyu was puzzled by this suspicious attitude of his, she asked, âWhy did you come here?â
The curtains were drawn by him, the room was a little dark, and she didnât know if it was because of the dim light, he felt that Lu Junfengâs eyes were darker than before. He was lively and bright before, his eyes were shining, but now he seemed to be covered with dust. Since living with Lu Junting, she had never seen him again. After such a long time, Lin Xiyu felt that he looked a lot more vicissitudes, and he had lost weight. The corners of his mouth also had a beard that he did not shave.
Lu Junfeng said to her hurriedly, âDidnât you say before that you would divorce my eldest brother after giving birth? Why havenât you divorced him yet?â
He ran here to find her to ask her this? Lin Xiyu replied, âI have decided not to divorce him, and I wonât leave the child.â
Lu Junfeng frowned, anger appeared under his eyes, âWhat? Are you in love with my eldest brother?â
âThis has nothing to do with love or not, my child is still so young, I canât leave him.â Lin Xiyu felt that why did she have to talk to him so much, she had nothing to do with him for a long time, and she said again, âAlso, I have nothing to do with you even if I divorce him or not, right?â
âAs I said before, Iâll take you away when you get divorced.â
âI didnât agree.â
Lu Junfeng suddenly walked towards her, Lin Xiyu felt the anger on him, and he gritted his teeth when he spoke, âJust tell me truthfully, are you in love with my eldest brother?â
Lin Xiyu was also angry, and asked in a cold voice, âLu Junfeng, what do you want to do? I still have work to do, so don't make trouble here.â
Lin Xiyu was about to leave after speaking, but Lu Junfeng grabbed her hand and said, âWhy are you so stupid? My eldest brother used you as a substitute and had sex with you while you were drunk. He was such a bastard, you actually didnât divorce him for the sake of his child?â
He was really talking more and more incomprehensibly. Lin Xiyu replied, âThatâs also my child.â
âI think youâre crazy, and out of your mind.â The more Lu Junfeng spoke, the angrier he became.
âYouâre crazy, you let me go!â
Lu Junfeng did not let her go, but opened the door and dragged her to the door. He kept dragging her out of the club gate. Lin Xiyu patted his arm and struggled, âLu Junfeng, what are you doing?! You quickly let go of me.â
âI will take you away now, you can only recognize the situation if you completely get out of his life.â
Lin Xiyuâs strength was no match for him, she saw a car park on the side of the road not far away. Lu Junfeng was dragging her to the side of the car at this time, and Lin Xiyu immediately panicked. She did not know what Lu Junfeng was crazy about and she said, âLu Junfeng, donât mess around. If you really take me, will your eldest brother let you go? Donât you think of yourself or your parents?â
Lu Junfeng did not stop and said, âMy grandparents are still here, what else can he do with my parents?â
They were getting closer to the car, and Lin Xiyu was so anxious. Lu Junfeng dragged her to the side of the car, pulled the car door and stuffed her inside, but Lin Xiyu refused to get on.
Just in the midst of the struggle, she saw a car drive to the side and stop. Lin Xiqian got down from the car and saw this scene. Lin Xiyu saw him and didnât care so much that she hurriedly rushed to him for help, âQuickly help me.â
Lin Xiqian stepped forward a few times and pulled Lu Junfengâs hand away. Lu Junfeng was angry, he was suddenly beaten and his anger was even worse. He said coldly, âWhere did you come from? It has nothing to do with you, youâd better mind your own business.â
Lin Xiqian pulled Lin Xiyu back and stood in front of her to block, âIâm her brother, where do you want to take her?â
Lu Junfeng laughed, âAre you brother brother? Iâve known her for so many years, how come I donât know she still has a brother?â
âIf you donât believe me, you can ask her.â
Lu Junfeng looked at Lin Xiyu, and Lin Xiyuâs bright eyes also brought her anger at this time. She glared at Lu Junfeng and said, âMy parents adopted him, he is also considered my brother.â
Lu Junfeng said, âYour parents have also adopted children? But even if itâs your parentsâ adopted child, so what, youâre not her real brother, itâs not your turn to take care of this.â
Lu Junfeng was about to bypass Lin Xiqian and grabbed Lin Xiyu. Lin Xiqian waved his arm to block him and said, âI donât care who you are or what relationship you have with her. Since she is not willing to leave, you canât take her away.â
Lin Xiyu took advantage of this gap to take out her mobile phone and said to Lu Junfeng, âYouâd better not mess around. If you do, Iâll call brother Junting directly.â
Lu Junfeng laughed angrily, âWhat? You even have to ask Lu Junting for help? Donât forget, this bastard took advantage of your drunkenness to force you, and he still used you as a stand-in. If you donât leave him, then forget it, but you still have to ask him for help? Begging him to clean me up? Iâm helping you by taking you away, and youâre doing this to me?â
âLu Junfeng, youâve had enough!â
How could you say such things in front of people?
Lu Junfeng mocked, âWhat? Still afraid of being heard? Isnât he your brother? You didnât tell him about the mess that Lu Junting did back then?â
Lin Xiyu started to press the number, âOkay, you have to say it, right, Iâll call brother Junting over, what do you have to say, say it in front of him.â
Lu Junfeng was probably also afraid of Lu Junting, he came secretly this time. Lu Junting always found people to stare at him, Lu Junfeng had also calmed down at this time. If Lu Junting was really coming, didnât say that he couldnât take Lin Xiyu, he would also be finished. He was unwilling, and in the end, he only snorted and get in the car to leave.
After Lu Junfeng left, Lin Xiyu was relieved. She put her mobile phone back into her bag and when she looked up, she saw Lin Xiqian staring at her.
âWhat did he mean by that? Lu Junting took advantage of you and forced you while you were drunk? And still treat you as a stand-in?â
Lin Xiyu simply had a headache, she rubbed her forehead and said, âThings are not like he said.â
âWhat does that look like, you tell me?â
Lin Xiyu did not speak, and Lin Xiqian said again, âcan you please tell me for the sake of the time we have lived together? I really want to take care of you, please trust me once.â
His face was full of sadness, and he was indeed nervous about her. Thinking that he had just helped her, anyway, he knew it, and it did not hurt to tell him. Lin Xiyu said to him, âLu Junfeng doesnât know anything, he just said nonsense. I drank that day, and brother Junting originally went to pick me up, but I drank too much⦠I seduced him first, and brother Junting did not force me.â
Hearing this, Lin Xiqian couldnât help but bring anger on his face and said, âHe didnât say it wrong, Lu Junting is indeed taking advantage of your danger. A man with a little moral character will not take advantage of a girl when she is drunk. Besides⦠The one named Lu Junfeng just said that you are a stand-in, whatâs going on? He didnât hold back that time because you looked like the girl he liked, right?â
Lin Xiyu did not say anything, but her attitude was also acquiesced. Lin Xiqian was even angrier, âThen you still marry him in this way?â
âBecause of having a child.â
Lin Xiqian fell silent, and he held back the raging anger and asked her, âYou and his child were born before you got married?â
Lin Xiyu nodded.
âSo not only did he take advantage of your danger and didnât even wear a condom?â
Lin Xiyu did not speak anymore.
Lin Xiqian took two steps in place to calm the anger. He was really angry now and wanted to beat someone, but in order to figure out the whole thing, he felt that he had to calm down. He calmed his anger a little and asked, âWhere did he sleep with you? Take you to the place where he lives or take you to the hotel?â
Lin Xiyu was simply big-headed, and she really did not want to talk to him about this kind of thing anymore.
âTell me!â
He suddenly raised his voice and made Lin Xiyu startled. Lin Xiqian probably realized his mistake, closing his eyes and taking a few breaths, then put a soft voice to ask her again, âTell me.â
âHotel.â
âThe hotel is generally equipped with birth control supplies, even if not, he can go to buy it. If he deliberately didnât wear a condom, itâs completely the performance of an irresponsible man.â
Lin Xiyu felt that Lu Junting probably didnât mean it, under those circumstances, who could have thought that much. It was really her who seduced him in the first place.
Lin Xiyu said, âLu Junting is not irresponsible, he said at that time that he would be responsible, and after learning that I was pregnant, he directly proposed to get married. Getting married is also very good for me and the child, and he has nothing to apologize to me for. Before I had a relationship with him, and there was no emotion between us. It was already good that he could do this. As for what stand-in or not, I donât like him, so I donât care. I just want to be by my childâs side. As long as Lu Junting fulfills the responsibility of being a father, I think itâs enough.â
Lin Xiqian felt that things should not be so simple, and he asked again, âYou said that you were not familiar with him before you slept with him. Since he did not wear a condom, did he not do any contraceptive measures afterwards?â
âI did, I took birth control pills, but I was still pregnant. Later, I wanted to abort and Lu Junting also helped me contact the hospital, but the doctor said that my uterine wall was too thin to be suitable for abortion, so I can only give birth to the child.â
âYou can still get pregnant after taking birth control pills?â This made Lin Xiqian even more puzzled, âWhat kind of medicine are you taking?â
âItâs called something like ting, but I forgot the specifics.â
Lin Xiqian dragged her hand and stuffed her into the car, Lin Xiyu was puzzled, âWhere are you taking me?â
âWhen I came here before, I saw a pharmacy near here. Iâll take you over, you see which kind it is. I donât believe that you can still get pregnant after taking birth control pills, there must be something strange here.â
â...â
Sure enough, he took her directly to the nearby pharmacy. He took her to the family planning supplies section, stood in front of the counter specializing in contraceptives, and asked her, âWhich one?â
Lin Xiyu did not know what he was going to do, pointed to the somewhat familiar box. Lin Xiqian asked, âAre you sure this is it?â
âIt should be.â
Lin Xiqian took the medicine and paid for it, and then took it apart and handed it to her, âThe pills are also like this?â
Lin Xiyu had a little impression and said, âIt doesnât seem so, the pills I took at that time were not divided like this. They were two pills connected together, and the pills were much larger than this.â
â...â
Lin Xiqian guessed some kind of possibility, he held back his anger and asked her, âWhich pharmacy did you buy it from? Did you buy it yourself?â
Lin Xiqianâs words suddenly made Lin Xiyuâs heart click. She remembered that the contraceptive pill she was taking was bought by Lu Junting for her. Lin Xiqian probably also saw something wrong in her expression, and he asked tentatively, âDid Lu Junting buy it for you?â
Lin Xiyu was silent for a while and nodded.
Lin Xiqian got it and said, âItâs possible that what he gave you was not a contraceptive pill, and the size of the contraceptive pill is this much.â
Lin Xiyu was baffled, she had never bought a contraceptive pill before, and the people around her had not taken the pill. She didnât know about the pill, if according to what Lin Xiqian said, then was it really not a contraceptive pill that Lu Junting bought for her, so she would get pregnant after taking the pill?
But why did he do it?
âYou come with me again.â
Lin Xiyu was pulled into the car by Lin Xiqian, and he took her to Jiangyuan Hospital.
âDidnât you say that Lu Junting helped you contact the doctor before, letâs do another examination to see if the uterine wall is really thin and not suitable for abortion.â
Lin Xiyu was now full of doubts, and she also wanted to know if even the thin wall of the uterine was not suitable for abortion. Lin Xiqian was a special doctor at Jiangyuan Hospital, he greeted the person in charge and Lin Xiyu quickly finished the examination.
However, the doctorâs words were completely different from what the doctor at the private hospital was saying.
âAlthough we do not recommend abortion for the first pregnancy, but Ms. Linâs uterine wall thickness is normal, if itâs indeed an accidental pregnancy and cannot have this child, itâs possible to have an abortion.â
Hearing this, Lin Xiyuâs heart suddenly became half cold. Coming out of the hospital, she felt that her steps were all vain, the medicine that Lu Junting gave her were not birth control pills, and the doctor he contacted also lied to her?
Lin Xiyu was now full of questions, there were too many things she could not understand, and she felt that she had to ask Lu Junting clearly.