Chapter 80: CH 80

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Chapter warning: Mildly NSFW.

In the bathroom.

Under the gentle, warm light, Lu Zhi Wei and Sang Wan Ci looked at each other.

Even now, Lu Zhi Wei’s sluggish brain was still thinking about what just happened.

She had sat on Sang Wan Ci’s lap, and Sang Wan Ci had pulled on her wrist.

Sang Wan Ci said she wanted to bathe with her.

Looking into Sang Wan Ci’s eyes, she had inexplicably said: “Okay.”

Then here they were.

Sang Wan Ci leaned against the sink and Lu Zhi Wei stood in front of her.

Looking at each other.

Lu Zhi Wei’s face was tinged with a pale red.

She suddenly couldn’t tell if it was because of the charged atmosphere, or because of the slight tipsiness left by the red wine.

Her eyelashes fluttered as she diverted her gaze, her tongue dry.

She scratched her neck and coughed lightly, breaking this ambiguous silence first: “I, I’ll go fill the tub!”

She turned to walk towards the bathtub.

Sang Wan Ci’s house was very large, and the bathroom, naturally, wasn’t small either.

There was a large, white, round bathtub in the bathroom, housed in white marble by the window.

Once the white roller shutters were opened, one would be able to soak in the bathtub while taking in the night scenery outside.

Lu Zhi Wei had never experienced such a way of bathing.

Now, she didn’t have the mood to notice all this either. Her attention was completely on the person behind her.

Even her footsteps were light, as if afraid she wouldn’t be able to hear each breath from the person behind.

“Wait.”

She suddenly heard Sang Wan Ci say.

She turned back to take a look, and her waist was suddenly hugged as she got pulled towards Sang Wan Ci.

Blinking, Sang Wan Ci’s kiss had already landed on her lips.

With the number of times they had been intimate, they had long engraved each other’s smell into their memories.

Even the gentlest of touches could immediately provoke a response.

Involuntarily, uncontrollable.

This was all like a prelude.

What would happen next all seemed to make sense.

Lu Zhi Wei closed her eyes and kissed Sang Wan Ci.

She didn’t know if Sang Wan Ci was also tipsy, but she could feel a different kind of desire between them start to sprout.

Sang Wan Ci was caressing her wrist, and she quickly took off the black lace strap from Lu Zhi Wei’s wrist.

The prelude stopped here, as if a pause button had been hit.

Lu Zhi Wei slowly opened her eyes, a trace of drunken haze in them.

She couldn’t tell if it was because of the wine, or because of the person in front of her.

What are they going to do?

Was it what she thought?

Sang Wan Ci’s hand gently landed on her face, stroking it.

“It’s inconvenient to wear this.”

She was talking about the lace strap, referring to filling the bathtub.

Lu Zhi Wei immediately understood: “……”

—— Ahhhhhh Lu Zhi Wei you hooligan!

Filled with shame, she quickly turned around to reflect on herself while facing the bathtub.

Her little girlfriend never even thought about those things, but she was the one thinking about all this nonsense!

It was just bathing together, what was the big deal?

Didn’t they already bathe together multiple times before they even got together!

Lu Zhi Wei, how could you think of all this just because of a bath!

Lu Zhi Wei: 【I’m really a dirty adult.JPG】

The sound of running water filled the bathroom.

Sang Wan Ci came back to her senses, looking at Lu Zhi Wei who was wearing a long skirt.

Slender figure, soft waist.

The curved, smooth outline of her arms.

Her bare, slender ankles.

Unlike before, her eyes stopped on these parts and a secret desire buried in her heart seemed to be growing.

Even the black lace strap she was holding in her hand seemed to grow hot, to the point it was scorching her palm.

She forced herself to look away, turning to look into the mirror.

Her face was a bit red, she was indeed a bit drunk.

There was something else in her eyes.

Something that she only had towards Lu Zhi Wei.

…… She desired Lu Zhi Wei.

Whether it was because of the alcohol or whatever other reason, she wanted to take the next step with Lu Zhi Wei.

She knew what she was doing.

She also knew that she was already an adult.

But did her Zhi Wei want it?

She didn’t know.

But she could entice her.

The romance between adults could abandon innocence and have a little seduction to cross the line.

In front of Lu Zhi Wei, this was what she was most capable of.

Because of Lu Zhi Wei’s biasedness for her, so she could always make Lu Zhi Wei willingly give her everything.

As Lu Zhi Wei filled the bathtub, she tried to calm herself down.

—— Wan Ci is such an innocent child, don’t keep thinking of this nonsense. If the little friend finds out, where are you going to hide!

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Okay, she was done calming herself down!

She reached out a hand and tested the warmth of the water.

Okay, the bathwater was ready too!

“Wan Ci, the bath’s ready.”

She turned to see Sang Wan Ci standing in front of the mirror.

Hearing her voice, Sang Wan Ci slowly turned her head to look at her and nodded.

Then, she saw Sang Wan Ci’s lips part as she made an irrefusable request that caught her off guard ——

“Jiejie, help me take my clothes off.”

“!!!”

Lu Zhi Wei’s face immediately flushed red.

—— What is she doing! Does she know that this is a type of temptation to me!! This kid has gotten naughty!!!

“Okay?” Sang Wan Ci asked again, seeing her not move.

Lu Zhi Wei had no way to refuse.

Desire blinds the mind.

She walked over in a daze.

It was only when she had undone the first button that she realised what she was doing.

She stopped moving.

She lifted her eyes to look at Sang Wan Ci, only realising then that Sang Wan Ci had been looking at her all along.

Never taking her eyes off, with deep emotions.

She couldn’t help but ask: “Wan Ci, are you drunk?”

Sang Wan Ci’s reply was crisp: “A little.”

Then she continued: “But I know what I’m doing.”

The underlying meaning was that she wanted Lu Zhi Wei to continue.

Lu Zhi Wei’s lips parted, wanting to say something but not knowing what to say.

After opening her mouth for a while, she suddenly felt like her mouth was dry, her rationality following Sang Wan Ci.

So her movements were exceptionally slow as she undid the buttons, as if she had only learnt how to undo buttons today.

The pale expanse in front of her eyes grew even larger.

It was like snow on a winter day, clean and flawless.

Sang Wan Ci took in all of Lu Zhi Wei’s actions and expressions.

Seeing her red ears, Sang Wan Ci couldn’t help but smile, lifting a hand to touch the tip of her ear and saying in a low voice: “Zhi Wei, your ears are very red.”

Lu Zhi Wei was now completely numb because of all the flirting.

She grabbed Sang Wan Ci’s shirt, lowering her head to rest on Sang Wan Ci’s shoulder as she sighed: “Sang Wan Ci, you really are……”

Why is it that you can always make my heart race?

Do you know that I have no defence against you?

What should I do with you……

Sang Wan Ci’s amused gaze started to have a hint of smugness.

No matter when, as long as she expressed it, Lu Zhi Wei would accept it all.

Because she liked her, very much.

“Jiejie‘s favourite person.”

She leaned closer to Lu Zhi Wei’s ear, continuing her sentence. Her fingertips gently held onto the zipper for Lu Zhi Wei’s skirt as she pulled it down slowly.

“It’s time to bathe, jiejie.”

…

Lu Zhi Wei sat at one end of the bathtub, looking at the person opposite her with a flushed face.

Her brain was foggy, she didn’t even remember how she got in.

Desire blinds the mind.

Desire really blinds the mind!!!

She was blaming herself internally.

But she felt like…… Sang Wan Ci was willing?

It was as if it wasn’t a one-sided desire by her, but more like both of them wanted it.

Maybe some time ago, they had long reached this secret agreement.

It was just waiting for today, waiting for a joyous occasion and tipsiness to help them fulfil this moment.

Or how could her little girlfriend keep enticing her!

Wasn’t it the child learning to be naughty!

She looked at Sang Wan Ci, realising her ears were red too.

Who knew if it was because of the warmth of the water, or because of their “frankness”.

She didn’t know if she had seen wrongly, even.

She couldn’t help but draw closer.

Amidst the warm water and the steam rising up, the distance between the two people shortened.

Lu Zhi Wei started staring at Sang Wan Ci.

Sang Wan Ci’s pale ears were incredibly red now, but her face was still calm and serene.

Lu Zhi Wei suddenly found a bit of peace.

She wasn’t the only one who was shy.

Although her little girlfriend didn’t show her emotions, but her ears betrayed her.

It was too cute.

She learnt from Sang Wan Ci, reaching out a hand to pinch Sang Wan Ci’s ear: “Wan Ci, your ears are very red too.”

Then she was hugged.

Sang Wan Ci buried her face in the crook of Lu Zhi Wei’s neck, gently saying “mm”.

She had no intention to deny it.

Lu Zhi Wei paused, then put her hand down to hug the person in her arms.

An honest hug, an honest attitude, it didn’t need clarification, it was enough for the other person to understand.

She couldn’t help but ask lightly: “Wan Ci, are you sure?”

Sang Wan Ci: “Mm.”

She was very clear what she was doing, and she was very clear what she wanted right now.

Lu Zhi Wei was very happy she was willing to take things a step further.

But……

“Do you know how?” Lu Zhi Wei asked the most important question.

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Sang Wan Ci’s answer was as frank as always: “I don’t.”

Lu Zhi Wei fell silent.

“…… I don’t either.”

—— They were two inexperienced people.

Then, Lu Zhi Wei heard Sang Wan Ci speak, full of confidence: “But I’ve seen fanfics before.”

Lu Zhi Wei: “……”

Silly child, I’ve seen that too!

Besides, can you really learn anything from fanfics?

Sang Wan Ci didn’t know if she could copy it.

But she really wanted to try with Lu Zhi Wei.

There were countless first tries in life. If it couldn’t be done on the first try, then there was a second try. Practice makes perfect, there would always be a day when they were experienced.

Just like kissing.

They didn’t know how to do it at the start, but now they knew each other better than anybody else.

She hugged Lu Zhi Wei’s waist, kissing her neck then her cheek.

“Jiejie, do you want to try?”

Her voice was low, but gentle, like the wind brushing against the ear, enticing and hard to resist.

So Lu Zhi Wei was coaxed and seduced by her, nodding.

After Lu Zhi Wei nodded, she saw Sang Wan Ci’s lips curve upwards, showing a beautiful smile.

Her heart jumped and she leaned forward to kiss her.

Desire burned like a fire, burning on the tip of their tongues, burning in their hearts and mouths, the atmosphere getting hotter and more urgent.

Lu Zhi Wei could feel Sang Wan Ci’s hand brush against her skin.

Accompanied by the sound of rippling water, each slender, long finger carried the gentlest sense of love.

Her body tensed up.

Sang Wan Ci’s kiss was distracting her.

Their breaths intermingled.

Soon, she felt a probing touch.

Immediately, the embarrassment and fear buried in the bottom of her heart surged out.

She held Sang Wan Ci’s wrist, a restrained sigh coming from her mouth: “Don’t……”

Sang Wan Ci had just thought of something and was about to stop.

But Lu Zhi Wei stopped her first.

She asked: “What is it?”

“I’m afraid……”

Lu Zhi Wei suddenly felt guilty, unable to meet her eyes as she leaned her forehead against Sang Wan Ci’s shoulder.

“Wan Ci, I’m scared of pain…… You know that.”

She didn’t know how it would be like when they did it, she didn’t know whether the pleasure written in the fanfics was true or false.

She only knew that she was scared of the unknown, the first time that she had wanted to withdraw because of it.

She had let Sang Wan Ci down……

“Sorry Wan Ci, sorry……” She repeated guiltily.

The tipsiness had made her forget her own problem.

So she still needed some time.

Give her a bit more time, she would definitely be able to overcome this and take the next step with Sang Wan Ci, giving her everything she wanted.

Definitely!

How could Sang Wan Ci not understand?

She gently hugged her, patting her back and stroking her head, warmly comforting: “Don’t apologise, I understand.”

Then, she let Lu Zhi Wei look at her hand: “Zhi Wei, I was just about to tell you.”

Her fingernails were a bit long, it was clear it wasn’t suitable.

Lu Zhi Wei paused.

Sang Wan Ci kissed her forehead, apologetically saying: “It’s not your fault, I was too impatient.”

She wanted Lu Zhi Wei, so much.

To the point that desire had clouded her mind and she had forgotten that if something wasn’t right, it would hurt Lu Zhi Wei.

Thankfully, they had stopped in time, or if she had made her Zhi Wei hurt and cry, she would be guilty for the rest of her life.

Lu Zhi Wei didn’t blame her.

Under these circumstances, who wouldn’t be impatient?

She was even fantasising about it… So she also wanted to take the next step with her girlfriend!

Thinking about it, she lifted up her hands.

The two of them looked at it.

Her fingernails were all clipped short, neat and tidy.

Because it was her first time attending the Golden Autumn Awards, Lu Zhi Wei had tidied herself up, trimming her nails last night.

Sang Wan Ci touched her fingernails, speaking decisively: “Zhi Wei, you do it.”

Lu Zhi Wei: “?”

She was suddenly anxious: “But I don’t know how, what if I hurt you?”

She was afraid of pain, and she would naturally be afraid of people around her hurting.

Especially Sang Wan Ci.

Sang Wan Ci was calm: “I’m not afraid of pain.”

She kissed Lu Zhi Wei’s lips, encouraging and reassuring her: “We have to try a few times to get used to it, then it won’t hurt.”

Her intention to sacrifice herself for their happy life was clear.

If Lu Zhi Wei didn’t agree, she would feel like she was letting Sang Wan Ci down.

At this stage, she could only do it!

“Then…… Tell me if it hurts?”

Since her wife wanted it, then she had to satisfy her.

Even if she could use her hand, she could use something else!

Fanfiction, she had read it, and read others too!

Sang Wan Ci nodded and agreed.

Then she wrapped her arms around Lu Zhi Wei’s neck, letting her do as she wanted.

This suddenly made Lu Zhi Wei more motivated.

—— Lu Zhi Wei, do your best, don’t disappoint your girlfriend!

Lu Zhi Wei’s hand sank into the water, moving as carefully as she could.

Her heart was thumping in nervousness.

This was all too natural and too sudden, she didn’t prepare for it.

Seeing it, Sang Wan Ci hugged her, stroking her damp hair from time to time.

She was comforting Lu Zhi Wei and comforting herself.

Thinking back to the beginning, when she had stepped into this industry, she had never thought she would date anyone.

She had never thought she would fall for a woman, to the point of no return, wanting to spend every minute and second with her.

To even be willing to give herself to her now.

But her Zhi Wei was worth it.

The crisp and clear sound of the water moving travelled through the steam, floating into their ears.

Lu Zhi Wei’s fingers continued their exploration, finally reaching the target carefully.

She locked eyes with Sang Wan Ci, kissing her, slowly decreasing the space between them.

Her fingers were clumsy, but extremely careful, as if she was touching a rare treasure.

Even so, she felt Sang Wan Ci’s body tense up.

Sang Wan Ci held her tightly, feeling uncomfortable.

Lu Zhi Wei quickly stopped, asking her: “Did I hurt you?”

Sang Wan Ci shook her head, realising the problem almost immediately: “We can’t do it in the water……”

Lu Zhi Wei blinked in confusion.

Sang Wan Ci’s lips brushed against Lu Zhi Wei’s ear as she softly said: “Let’s change locations.”

Since she wanted to change, Lu Zhi Wei didn’t have any objections.

But Lu Zhi Wei didn’t know if it was because of the water, or because of her hand.

Thinking about it, Lu Zhi Wei felt it might be the latter.

Since she was inexperienced, it was normal to have problems.

But thinking about the fact that she had hurt her girlfriend, the pain-fearing her felt immensely guilty.

She decided to change the method.

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There was a hint of coldness in the middle of the autumn night.

But Sang Wan Ci felt the air surrounding her body was extremely hot as she lay on the comfortable bed.

The air was dry and hot, and even the love between Lu Zhi Wei’s lips was irresistibly hot.

It was as if Lu Zhi Wei was born with the knowledge of how to pleasure her.

Whether it was kissing or tonight’s intimacy, she liked it all.

She stroked Lu Zhi Wei’s hair, her voice tinged with pleasure and her love for Lu Zhi Wei.

“Zhi Wei……”

She called out softly, her chest heaving up and down.

Hearing her voice, Lu Zhi Wei stopped, lifting her head to see Sang Wan Ci’s helpless expression.

Her eyebrows, her red lips, everything made Lu Zhi Wei feel moved.

Lu Zhi Wei interlaced her fingers with Sang Wan Ci’s, moving close to her ear. Her eyes only had room for Sang Wan Ci.

“Wan Ci……

“My Wan Ci……”

Sang Wan Ci hugged her, sighing into her ear: “Jiejie, kiss me.”

She looked both obedient and full of temptation.

Lu Zhi Wei couldn’t refuse, obeying her request.

Their interlocked fingers were tangled near their heads, inseparable.

After a moment, Lu Zhi Wei heard Sang Wan Ci whisper beside her ear: “Use your hand.”

She looked at Sang Wan Ci.

Use her hand?

But she wasn’t very experienced……

Sang Wan Ci’s fingertips brushed against Lu Zhi Wei’s lips as she looked at her with watery eyes.

“From now on, jiejie has to kiss me more, okay?”

Her voice was light and gentle, as if she was sharing a secret with Lu Zhi Wei.

She was like a succubus who knew how to seduce others.

Lu Zhi Wei completely couldn’t think when she was being enticed.

In her head, she could only think: She’s so good at this……

In terms of how to flirt with her and seduce her, Sang Wan Ci was absolutely the master.

With just a “jiejie” and a glance, Lu Zhi Wei was willing to do anything.

It was both helpless and sweet.

“Okay,” She leaned down and kissed Sang Wan Ci’s eyebrow, her voice soft. “Whatever my Wan Ci wants.”

She was completely defeated by Sang Wan Ci.

If a person had to have faith, then you are my lifelong faith.

From now on, I’ll live for myself and for you.

Sang Wan Ci smiled.

She pulled Lu Zhi Wei into a hug again, biting her ear gently, using her most gentle, most affectionate voice: “I like you, I’ll like you forever.”

Lu Zhi Wei was on the verge of losing it from being kissed and bitten.

All her emotions felt like they were buried, only a subtle feeling was being amplified.

Making her unconsciously want more from Sang Wan Ci, or to give her more pleasure.

“Zhi Wei, tomorrow is a rest day.” Sang Wan Ci smiled, reminding her.

Lu Zhi Wei immediately understood her meaning, burying her face against her neck, suddenly embarrassed.

“You really are……”

“Jiejie,” Sang Wan Ci said in a low voice. “I want more.”

Lu Zhi Wei’s heart was immediately struck: “!!!”

—— If I die, it must be because she flirted with me to death!

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After the Golden Autumn Awards was over, they reached home around 10pm and had some wine and took a shower, unexpectedly achieving the great harmony of life, then rested after they got tired.

The exhausted Lu Zhi Wei lay on the bed, picking up her phone to take a look.

—— Good fellow, it was almost 2am!

In that moment, she didn’t know whether or not to be grateful that they had good stamina. Doing it really did take up a lot of time.

Although it was very pleasurable……

The main point was that her hands weren’t good, she had accidentally hurt Sang Wan Ci twice.

She felt like this was like her violin skills, they both had a lot of room for improvement.

The only difference was…… She could only use her hands when it came to the violin.

Putting down her phone, she was pulled into an embrace by the person behind her.

Sang Wan Ci chuckled in her ear: “Zhi Wei’s ears are still very red.”

She immediately felt even more embarrassed, turning as red as a cooked prawn: “Aiya, I, I’m more easily embarrassed!”

The only area where she was more thick-skinned was when she used another method to please Sang Wan Ci.

Because she was afraid of hurting her girlfriend, so she had unexpectedly become very daring.

Besides that…… She was basically a red tomato the whole night!

Sang Wan Ci chuckled, kissing the back of her head and hugging her waist tightly: “Thank you Zhi Wei, I’m very happy tonight.”

They had become even closer, and their interactions had become even more natural.

It was as if their souls had merged, not differentiating between yours and mine anymore.

Lu Zhi Wei turned back and stroked her face, feeling as if she was dreaming.

But the feeling under her fingers was so real.

The person in front of her had her own warmth too.

“I’m also very happy I could make you happy.”

She kissed Sang Wan Ci’s forehead.

“Be good, quickly go to sleep, you’re tired too.”

Sang Wan Ci nodded.

She covered her mouth as she yawned.

Hugging Lu Zhi Wei, she fell into slumber.

When Lu Zhi Wei was prepared, she would definitely let her experience it too…… Definitely.

……

The next day, past 11am.

Sang Wan Ci opened her eyes, blurrily looking at the clock beside her bed to realise that it was already so late.

She turned around to hug Lu Zhi Wei, who had just woken up as well.

“Morning, Zhi Wei.” Her voice was hoarse as she kissed Lu Zhi Wei’s lips. Then she thought about it and kissed her again, correcting herself: “Afternoon.”

Lu Zhi Wei smiled drowsily.

Was she just looking for an excuse to kiss her?

Oh, that’s not right, why would they need an excuse to kiss each other now?

They had already done everything, why would they concern themselves with such small details……

“Afternoon, my little friend.” Lu Zhi Wei replied indulgently.

Sang Wan Ci liked hearing Lu Zhi Wei call her that.

Not only did she like it, but she would take the initiative to let Lu Zhi Wei know that she liked it.

So she hugged her and continued kissing her.

Lu Zhi Wei was no longer impatient to get up and cook.

At this timing, aside from ordering takeout or asking Xiao Qiu to deliver food, what else could they do?

So she indulged her girlfriend.

Then, Sang Wan Ci’s phone rang.

——It was Zhang Xian Rui.

After picking up the call, Sang Wan Ci’s voice lazily called out: “Zhang jie.”

Lu Zhi Wei lay quietly by her side, not making a sound.

Hearing her voice, Zhang Xian Rui paused and looked at her watch, asking incredulously: “You wouldn’t have just woken up?”

“Mm,” Sang Wan Ci answered honestly. “I just woke up.”

Zhang Xian Rui tsk-ed in amazement: “What a miracle, I rarely see you wake up so late.”

Sang Wan Ci continued being honest: “It was too tiring yesterday.”

Lu Zhi Wei couldn’t help but look at her.

“?” Zhang Xian Rui was confused. “An award ceremony was so tiring?”

Sang Wan Ci looked at Lu Zhi Wei, the smile in her eyes growing: “Mm, yes.”

Lu Zhi Wei was embarrassed, reaching out a hand to cover her eyes.

Sang Wan Ci could only continue the call like that: “Zhang jie, what are you looking for me for?”

Zhang Xian Rui recalled: “Oh, Director Guo Hui sent a script over, she invited you to be the female lead and asked me to ask if you were interested.

“She emphasised that it’s a show with a same-sex relationship.”

Zhang Xian Rui explained it to her.

“If you accept it, this will be your second time working with Director Guo Hui, it’s pretty prestigious.

“I see that she likes you quite a bit, and the scriptwriter is the same scriptwriter from 《Questioning Deity Sect》, so there’s a certain standard there. They’re all familiar with you.

“How about it, are you interested? If you are, then I’ll get Xiao Qiu to send the script to your house, you can take a look then decide if you want to accept it or not.

“Oh right, there are also other scripts. After you won the Best Actress Award, a whole bunch of people want to work with you now.”

Sang Wan Ci listened calmly, only asking one question: “Who’s the other female lead?”

“You know her.”

Zhang Xian Rui’s voice was calm.

“Lu Zhi Wei.

“I heard the script was sent over, but she hasn’t replied yet.”

After those three words, Sang Wan Ci didn’t need to consider any further: “I accept.”

Zhang Xian Rui: “?”

You were never this fast when accepting shows in the past?

Lu Zhi Wei, who was clueless: “?”

Accept what?

T/N: Sigh Sang Wan Ci, cut your nails!!!