We have an away game on Thursday, and I spend the days leading up to it feeling off and not sure why. Other than a shiner that Piper helps her cover with makeup, Everly is fine. Or thatâs the story everyone keeps telling me. Despite the good conversation we had the night of the âblow job decking incidentâ as Ash has started calling it (cringe), we havenât really spoken since then.
Sure, we do the usual small talk, but neither of us seems to know how to navigate things anymore.
On Wednesday, Piper and Everly are sitting at the dining room table with a stack of college brochures next to Piperâs open laptop. I kiss Piper and then take a seat next to Everly.
âHeard anything back yet?â I ask my sister.
âNot yet.â She shakes her head. âBut Piper got into Madison.â
âWisconsin?â My gaze snaps to Piper.
She looks away quickly as she responds, âI applied to a bunch of places just so Iâd have options.â
âTheir campus looks gorgeous, and youâd be close to Milwaukee which is so cool,â Everly adds.
âCongratulations.â The information catches me off guard, but I wrap both arms around her in a loose hug. Iâm sweaty from working on my car in the garage.
She waves it off but doesnât pull away as I lean in for another kiss. I donât press on Madison, for now.
âWhat about you?â I ask Everly. âDo you have a favorite yet?â
âIâm going to whichever one will take me, assuming any of them will.â
âYouâre gonna get in somewhere,â Piper reassures her. I hope sheâs right. I think it hit me this week how important it is for her to do something. Iâm not saying it has to be college, but since she doesnât seem to know what it is she does want to do yet, then I think college is the safest bet.
Grace comes over after dinner and the two of them spread out in the living room to do homework. Piper pulls me upstairs with a knowing smile.
âSheâs not going anywhere,â she says once weâre in my room. I leave the door open and can faintly hear them talking downstairs.
I lay on the bed with my back resting against the headboard. âI canât shake this awful feeling. Not just about Everly. Itâs just everything.â
She sits next to me and curls up with her head resting on my chest. âYou have a lot going on.â
âYeah,â I hum my agreement at the same time Piperâs phone pings.
âThatâs going to be Heather. I promised her Iâd swing by and hang out for a little bit,â she says without checking. She hasnât seemed to want to leave Everlyâs side any more than I have this week, but since Iâm going to be gone the next two days, I encouraged her to take the night off and get out. She never complains about how we rarely go out (and the one time we did we came back to chaos), but I donât want to lose her as my girlfriend because I hired her to be the nanny.
âGo ahead. Iâm going to shower and go to bed early.â
She moves onto her stomach so she can look at me. Her face is inches from mine. âCan I wake you up when I get home?â
âIâd be disappointed if you didnât,â I tell her honestly.
She wiggles closer until her lips touch mine. I could get lost in her kisses right now, but if I do then she might never leave.
I lean forward to kiss her quick and hard, then sit up and force her to her feet.
She lingers another moment, stealing another kiss. âOkay. Iâm going. Call me if you need anything.â
âI will.â I absolutely wonât. Sheâs been a saint, and obviously the lines are blurred on what she does for Everly, and what she feels like she should do as my girlfriend, but I think the shit with Everly has exceeded what any rational person would sign up for on either front.
We split our away games, winning in Toronto and losing in Vancouver. The road was good to clear my head a bit. Everly is staying at Graceâs house tonight, and Iâm anxious to get back, kiss my girl, and show her how much I missed her. Her old roommates are having a party, and sheâs been torturing me with dress and shoe options the entire time Iâve been gone.
Iâm sitting next to Declan on the plane back to Minnesota. He has a tablet in hand, watching video of his time on the ice, but when I call Everly to check in, he pops his head over.
âHey, Little Sharpie.â
âHi, Declan.â I donât miss how her greeting to him is way friendlier than the one I got.
With him listening in, she gives us a few more minutes of her attention before she says, âI have to go. Iâll talk to you later.â
âI donât know how you do it,â I say to Declan when she hangs up. âYouâre the teenage whisperer.â
He grins. âI was a hellion at that age. She just wants to be taken seriously and feel like she has some control when everything feels out of control, you know?â
âWell, I know Iâve said it before, but I really appreciate everything youâve done for her. She looks up to you a lot.â
He nods slowly and works his jaw back and forth. âIâm no role model, but Iâm happy to help. We all are.â
A rueful laugh escapes my lips.
He drops the tablet to his lap and sits straighter in his seat. âIâm serious. Weâre a team, a family. I donât know about you but itâs a hell of a lot better family than I had growing up. So itâs no big deal, Ty. If you need something, weâre here. No tally. No judgment. Weâre just here. We look out for one another and we do it without a second thought because weâre all used to doing what needs to be done.â
His words silence me. I give him a nod and he goes back to his tablet while I close my eyes and mull over everything he said.
I doze off and wake to my name being called, and an elbow to my bicep.
âWake up, Ty.â
Sitting up, I look around. âAre we back already?â
Damn, it feels like we just took off.
âNo,â Declan says. âTheyâre grounding us in Spokane.â
âWhat?â I crane my neck toward the front. âWhy?â
âThey have to check something on the plane. Not sure. Looks like we wonât be back until morning.â
âNo.â I get up from my seat and move up to talk to Jack.
âHey, Rook.â He tips his head in greeting.
I skip all niceties. âCanât we take another plane back tonight?â
âEveryoneâs tired,â he says. âWe werenât going to get back until late anyway. Is Everly expecting you?â
âNo.â I shake my head. âSheâs staying with a friend.â
He lifts a brow.
âA girl friend. Sheâs good, but I was supposed to stop by a party with Piper.â
âSheâll understand.â
Heâs right. She will, but I hate that Iâm constantly having to disappoint her or change things up. Everything has to revolve around me and my schedule and my sister, and it feels like four years ago all over again.