Oh god why was he coming in after me. "Don't you have something to do?" He was leaving that's what I thought? "Nope nothing to do." God Ethan made me mad and hot at the same time. I was to confused on my feelings at the moment.
"What are you, upset?" Bro did he not get it. Well he's pretty stupid but at the same time I believe that he plays dumb. But it was so obvious. "I told you I was getting a drink and you bailed." Did I do something? Everything was going so well." He's right everything was going great until I started overthinking.
"Look there's definitely something going on." He says getting closer, don't give in don't kiss him. Too late. He kissed me and I didn't want it to end. I feel a hand wrap around my waist then under my butt. He picked me up. Holy.
He pulls away I'm still in his arms. I'm confused. "Look I wanna kiss you and do all of this but I don't want you to avoid me again I missed you." I'm dying I wanna melt away. He just said that maybe he is different. I put my head down. "Why were u avoiding me?" Just come clean, he obviously wants something with you if he just said that. "I thought you were flirting with those girls and I got mad I'm sorry."
"So you were jealous?" He says sitting down on his bed still having my legs wrapped around his waist. "Oh don't take so much pride." He just struggled it off, his smile made me happy even when I was supposed to be mad. I don't even remember why. He kisses me again. This time it was much deeper. He still kissing me moving his hands under my hoodie taking it off. I took his hoodie and removed it as fast as I could.
I needed him, more than ever. "Why aren't you wearing a shirt under it?" He says undoing my bra. Oh my it was good. We're both laying down on his bend. I turned, facing him and he tucked my hair behind my ear. "You know your so beautiful."
We were laying down cuddled up. I could get use to this. Use to being with him. "So you were jealous?" He wasn't gonna drop this was he. "Yea so what?" I replied why did he really want to know. "Well I mean we almost hooked up and then your flirting with like 5 other girls." Welp there goes the truth. "First I wasn't flirting, plus it was just a hookup we aren't together."
He's right we aren't together. I feel stupid, see I don't wanna cry but you know how sometimes water just drips out your eyes because of something said and you can't control and it just progressively gets worse well yeah this was one of those moments. I didn't want him to see the tears or that I was getting upset so I turned the other way.
"Avery," Ethan says. I think he knew what he said upset me now. He tried to pull me closer too see why I had turned around. "What did I say something? Avery what's wrong?" I guess he could see the tears in my eyes. Then he really acted like he hadn't said anything wrong.
"Avery please i didn't mean to say anything, can you just talk before you avoid me for another week?" I let out a little bit of a laugh. "It's not important." God just talk to him what's the worse that could happen, or what if he doesn't feel the same and all you are is a hookup to him, then not only have you made things awkward you have to live with him on top of that. I hated that I had feelings for Ethan and I hated even more that didn't know how to get rid of them.
authors note || js to let you guys know anytime I don't put a pov at the front it's Avery's point of you. I'll put a tag for Ethan's. Love you guys ð«¶ð¼ trying to post more chapters b4 vacation!!