Ok. So I've realized that I've left my jealousy get the best of my relationship with Ethan. Dylan has explained that Ethan wasn't flirting with them, he was just talking and those girls were giggling and laughing as they always do.
So I'm currently waiting outside my dorm room thinking of what to say to Ethan. Why I left so early that night and had been ignoring him for almost a week. I know he's in there because they have no practices today, I can't simply just tell him. Oh hey I left because I have feelings for you and girls were laughing so I thought u were flirting and I got mad when we aren't even together.
See where I'm coming from. I'm just standing outside in the boys dorm room like a damn fool. I currently just have to stand here in the boys hallway. This whole semester has been nothing but stupid, getting placed in the wrong dorm room not only do I have to stand out here with guys passing thinking I am a fucking one night stand.
But then again I think that would be better than my current situation. Ok I just gotta do this, Ethan will understand. Nevermind he's gonna think I'm crazy. Of course my luck guess who's door opens. Ethan walks out in sweats, a hoodie and a beanie.
He's fully covered and I can feel myself getting hot already. "Avery.. helloo," great I was staring I look up then again to be faced with him. I couldn't even imagine being with another guy this was off of subject.
"Hey is everything okay? You haven't responded to my text and I haven't seen you in a while." Did he miss me? Hold up did he care too. Maybe he did want me, damn jealousy blinded me yet again does he?
"Why? Did you miss me Edwards?" I look up at him someone's being confident considering you just cried for almost a week straight because a guy who you just met and made out with was talking to another girl.
"Maybe I did. Why does that matter?" He says starting to form a smile. "You would want me too right?" He says moving his hand onto my waist. Oh the things he has over me. He's killing me. "Oh someone's nervous," he says whispering but getting closer this time.
"You wish." This time moving my hands un top of his. See why does this have to be my love life? I wish this flirting wasn't just friendly. Or that I could have a cute movie like relationship. Like why couldn't there be cute dates. As much as it's sad to say some of those "cheesy" romance movies is just what I want right now.
Side not // Ethan's pov next ð¤
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