The hangover was a kick in the ass the next morning. I wake up to Abby's alarm, oh it was Dylan's. Makes sense who gets up that early. Oh just like Ethan for practice. My heads killing me I didn't think I even drank that much.
The dorm slams. How I never wanted to kill a person this much. This headache was a bitch. Oh but Abby had more to drink and she's a ray of sunshine. I guess I'm just not exactly a morning person.
"Goodmorning," she says to me as she smiled, oh that's not a I'm a morning person smile that's a I just had sex smile. "Morning," I respond getting off the couch. I check my phone 3 unread and texts messages from Ethan. "Hey where'd you go?", "Are you with Abby and Dylan?", "I don't really know where u went just text me back please I wanna make sure ur home safe or with someone." Did he care?
Ethan was one complicated ass man. I'm scrolling through the texts deciding if I should respond. "Ooooo, did someone's boyfriend text her?" She says making kissy faces. Again she acts like a 2 year old. I just rolled my eyes.
"So you two aren't dating? Sarah told me you too were getting close last night in the car." I looked at her. Abby would understand. "It's complicated." She gave me the look. "Okay, so one second he acts like he wants to be together and the next he's talking to 20 blondes." I rolled my eyes. "So you do want to be with him?" Abby replies
It's like she's trying to aggravate me. "Okay and I never said anything like that." She giggles like a seven year as per usual. "And you're not denying it." It's just dumb that is what it is. He's a good looking hockey player who I would get with because I do have feelings but it's dumb.
Is it dumb because your scared or because u think he won't like you? This questions wonders in my mind. As the thought get interrupted by. "Are you scared that you might actually like him because of what happened with Zach."
The sad part is I think that's the truth. I'm scared of Ethan because of what happened if Zach. It's so dumb that I might just die. But damn these hockey players really take a toll on me.
Authors note || HAPPY BDAY TO ETHAN EDWARDS!! (My husband who doesn't know it yet) delusional besties fr.. sorry for not writing life has been weird ima update more dw summers soon!!