I HADNâT BEEN able to lose the smile on my face all day. How could I when Iâd woken up in Archer Carringtonâs bed? When weâd spent all night giving each other mind-blowing orgasms and exploring every inch of each other?
Iâd fantasized about what that would be like more times than I could count, but even in my most erotic dreams, nothing compared to the reality. I could still feel him everywhere, could still smell him on my skin, and it had my heart lurching and my stomach tumbling all over again. I was already counting down to the next time I could be with him. I knew Iâd see him tomorrow at the Elysium, but that would just be hours of looking with no touching. Something I wouldâve been okay with before last night. Before knowing what his touch felt like.
TRAVIS:
Get your ass up here
Travisâs text snapped me out of my wayward thoughts, and when I checked the time, I realized itâd gotten away from me. I shoved my phone in my pocket and made my way out of my condo and up to the Cue Club, the billiards hall that was exclusive to residents of the Towers.
If Iâd had my way, Iâd still be at Archerâs in that big, comfy bed of his, but he was busy tonight, and I hadnât hung out with the guys since the night Iâd gotten way too drunk. If I skipped out on them again, Iâd never hear the end of it. When West and Donovan coupled up with their new guys, theyâd assumed theyâd get a pass from showing up for all the group nights, but they got so much shit from the rest of us that they ended up bringing their boyfriends along.
So, no, I wouldnât be missing tonightâs pool showdown.
âLook who decided to finally show up so we can get this shit started.â Daire threw back a shot from the private bar and then picked up his cue stick.
I raised a brow. âWaiting for me?â
âWe canât play teams if your ass is missing,â West said. A quick glance around told me he was missing his better half tonight, and before I could ask where JT was, West rolled his eyes. âHe got roped into going to some Christmassy shit with his family.â
âGood,â East said, rubbing chalk over the end of his stick. âHeâs still new at sinking balls, anyway.â
West shot him a choice finger. âDonât worry, heâs been practicing on the regular. But I donât see why youâre complaining. He only puts more money in your pocket.â
East narrowed his eyes. âI donât need Golden Boyâs money. I need a worthy opponent.â
âHello? Your competition, right fuckinâ here,â Travis said, spreading his arms wide.
âYouâve already chosen teams?â I asked.
âYep.â A wicked grin spread across Donovanâs face. âAnd youâve got Mr. Sunshine.â
My eyes shot to DaireâMr. Sunshineâand even though he wasnât the mostâ¦personable of us, he was aggressive enough that weâd actually have a chance to win this thing. As long as East wasnât hooked up withâ â
âGavin, you break,â East said, a smug tilt to his lips that had me groaning. The two of them were by far the best at this game, and their teaming up meant none of us had a shot in hell.
âThatâs bullshit. You two canât be on the same team,â I said.
âNo? We drew names fair and square.â
âYou just said you wanted a worthy opponent. Gavinâs that guy.â
âYouâre forgetting something,â Gavin said as he pulled balls out of the side pocket of the table, his naturally platinum hair gleaming under the overhead light. âOnce we knock out your teams, we face each other. So, really, weâre doing you all a favor. The sooner we kick your ass, the sooner we go out.â
He had a point, but I knew something they didnât. Iâd gotten in a few rounds of private training over the last couple of months with an instructor that had made a world of difference. I wasnât sure if it was enough to give Gavin and East a run for their money, but more surprising things had happened.
Likeâ¦spending the night with Archer.
The moment he popped back into my mind, my whole body warmed. It was supreme satisfaction that flowed through me, the knowledge that he wanted me just as much as I craved him.
As I reached for a cue stick off the wall, West moved in beside me, his arms crossed.
âAll right, what the shit is going on with your face?â
I blinked, the smile I hadnât realized was back falling. âExcuse me?â
âYouâve had this goofy look on your ugly mug all day, and youâre doing it again.â The words were accusatory, like Iâd personally offended him.
âYouâre saying I look funny? And ugly?â
âYou look like youâre happy and all off in fucking la-la land.â
âAnd that upsets you?â
West looked over to the others watching our conversation and motioned toward me. âCan I get some backup here?â
âHe has been a little off,â Donovan said from where he leaned against the chest of his massive boyfriend, Kelly, and when I shot him a look of surprise, he shrugged. âWhat? I didnât say it was a bad thing.â
Daire grunted beside me. âTheyâre trying to fuck with your head for the game. Donât let âem.â
Not wanting them to read more into why Iâd apparently been sporting a goofy grin, I decided to follow Daireâs suggestion and focus on the game. âWho are we playing first?â
âThat would be me,â West said, strolling over toward the empty table, and then he lifted his chin at Kelly. âAnd this guy, if he can manage to let Van go for an hour.â
âEh, maybe half an hour.â Kelly dropped his hands from around Donovan and smacked his boyfriendâs ass.
I couldnât exactly fault him for that, since if Archer was anywhere near me, I wouldnât want to keep my hands off him either. I let my thoughts wander back to him only for a minute, just long enough for West to rack the balls for our table.
I nodded for Daire to take the first shot. âYou can break.â He had enough power in his shots that he never failed to get at least a couple of balls in.
The thought made me snort out a laugh, though, becauseâ¦wellâ¦apparently Iâd reverted to immaturity at playing with a couple balls.
West gave me a strange look, like heâd caught me doing something out of character, and shook his head. But before he could start back up with the smack talking, Daire managed to sink three balls on his break, and West cursed.
Daire wasnât much of a smilerâthat would probably freak most of us outâbut he looked satisfied as he met my eyes across the grey felt. âStripes.â
I nodded and scanned the table for where to make my shot. When we played teams, we alternated play within our twosome until we missed a shot, and I didnât want West to even get a chance at the table. He was being too much of an instigator tonight already.
I easily sank the eleven ball into a corner pocket, allowing Daire to come in behind me for his.
âWhat the fuck,â West complained when we were down to two stripes on the table.
From the other side, East smirked. âLooks like you wonât be getting a turn tonight. Feel free to come chalk up my stick if you want to make yourself useful.â
âIâm not getting anywhere near your stick,â West mumbled. As I leaned down over the table, he hovered over me in an attempt to distract.
I wished I could say it didnât work, but I barely skimmed the side of the ball Iâd been aiming for, getting it nowhere near a pocket.
âHah! Success.â Westâs pout quickly turned into a massive grin as he shoved me aside to start playing the game. Finally.
âYouâre such a damn aggravatus, West,â Daire said. He plucked two shots off the tray the bartender carried, downing them in quick succession before I could grab my first.
I hesitated taking the shot, remembering the last time Iâd thought doing shots was a good idea. No. Not tonight.
I waved the bartender by, and as he headed to our opponents, East called out, âWhatâs wrong, Preston? Have a few too many the other night?â
âWhat do you think?â
âI think we had a good time.â Mischief gleamed in his eyes. âScared of round two?â
âIâm not doing that again,â I said, shaking my head. âThat was called stupidity.â
âThat was called a good time. Iâm not surprised you donât recognize it, but what was the reason for that again? You never did say.â
I could remember all too clearly the irritation Iâd been feeling at that moment over Archerâs texts calling me a mistake. No, the mistake had been getting Eastâs help to make me forget. Then again, if he hadnât, would I have shown up on Archerâs doorstep? Definitely not. Which meant it never wouldâve led to more, to last night and this morningâ¦
I definitely wasnât a mistake to him anymore.
Shrugging, I said, âIâd just had a bad day.â
âSeemed like more than that to me.â Eastâs eyes practically bored a hole into the side of my head, but I ignored him.
âWas it a bad day last night too?â West asked. âYou didnât come out after dinner with your parents.â
âOh.â Right. Iâd been so caught up in Archerâs note at the restaurant and meeting him after that Iâd completely forgotten weâd all been invited to an exclusive party in Soho.
Oops.
âSorry, dinner went long, and then Serena and I just wanted a chill night after,â I said. The lie came off my tongue easilyâI was so used to having Serena as a buffer that I didnât notice when all the guys stopped to stare at me.
âReally?â East perched on the end of the table, a curious expression in his eyes. âYou and Serena?â
âYes, me and Serena. Remember her? My girlfriend.â
âOh, I remember Serena. Always a ball of fun, that one.â
âSo youâre pissed we skipped a night out. Get over it.â
âYouâre right. Who am I to interfere in a coupleâs affairs?â East said, placating me. Behind him, Travis was shooting me a look I couldnât decipher. Like he was trying to warn me about somethingâbut Jesus, so I didnât go to some party. Big deal.
West cleared his throat and, like he was picking up what East was laying down, said, âThe thing is, thoughâ¦â There was a curious twist to his lips. âSerena? She was with us last night.â
The room descended into silence, but a rush of blood in my ears made them ring.
Shit, had I just fucked up, or were they trying to call my bluff? I ran back through my last conversation with Serenaâher telling me that she and the girls were going out last night, but for the life of me, I couldnât remember where. Was it possible sheâd been at the same party the guys had been invited to? We had similar social circles together and apart, butâ¦
Fuck.
Every one of the guys was looking at me like Iâd just royally screwed up and was hiding a secret.
My gaze shot to Travis, who only closed his eyes and shook his head, and that was enough for me to know they werenât lying.
It was me. I was the liar.
âNooo,â Gavin said, his grey eyes unable to hide his surprise and disappointment. âPlease tell me youâre not messing around on Serena.â
âOf course Iâm not messing around on Serena.â That would require me actually dating Serena to begin with. But if I told this bunch of ingrates that, thereâd be no stopping the barrage of nosy, wildly impersonal questions that would follow.
âOf course,â East said. âYouâre too polite for a messy fuck. So, whose pearls were you polishing whilst having boring missionary sex behind your girlâs back last night?â
My heart began to hammer as an image of Archer cleaning up his front door after Iâd come all over it sprang to mind. Yeah, I had no problem getting messy, and under any other circumstanceâlike my friends actually knowing that I was gayâI would have no problem telling them that. But suddenly the lies that had once been so easy were like an albatross around my neck.
âWell, Iâll be damned.â East took a martini from the bartender and took a sip. âPerfect Preston really is lighting his wick in someone else.â
âIââ
âYesâ¦?â East drawled when everyone else merely stood there staring at me with looks of curiosity and shock.
Serena and I had been such a tight unit for so long that the idea that things between us were anything but solid had clearly stunned them all into silence. So before this conversation got completely out of hand, the one thing I needed to do was make sure Serena didnât look the fool.
Donovan came around the end of the pool table and stopped in front of me, his eyes full of sympathy and understanding.
âIf you need to talk, if things are over between you two, you know you can always come to me. You donât have to keep it to yourself.â
âWait.â Gavinâs voice was soft as he joined Donovan in front of me. The pity rolling off the two of them was almost worse than Eastâs smack talk. âDid Serena break up with you?â
Oh God. Now they thought Iâd spent the night at home crying into a box of tissues. Did they really think Iâd be standing here grinning like a fool if Serena had broken my heart? This was getting ridiculous.
âNo. Serena did not break up with me.â
âOh.â West grimaced. âSo you really are sleeping around on her? Fuckinâ hell, man, Iâd hate to be you when she finds out. That girl is ruthless when mad.â
She really was. That was one of the reasons she fit in so well with our group. She could hold her own. But that still didnât help clear things up.
âSo, who are you boning?â
I glared in Daireâs direction, and he shrugged.
âWhat? I donât give a fuck either way. But the sooner you tell us, the sooner these gossipy bitches will let us get back to the game.â
My heart raced as I contemplated confessing everything: the truth about me, about Serena, about who Iâd been with and where last night. Was I really going to do this? What other choice did I have? Iâd fumbled the ball big time, and it was time to come cleanâand these guys, they knew how to keep a secret. Especially for one of our own.
âCome on, Preston.â West strolled over and slung an arm around my shoulders. âTell us.â
I swallowed around the lump in my throat, lifting my eyes to where Travis stood behind the group chewing on one of the little black straws. When his gaze dropped to my neck, the straw fell from his lips.
What was he looking at?
âThe fuck is that on your neck?â Daire said.
My neck? Oh fuckâ¦my neck. A flash of Archer sucking on it had me pulling away from West and straightening my shirt.
âYou been frolicking with vampires?â East commented, helpful as ever.
âWhat?â West reached for the collar of my shirt and pulled it aside. âJesus, man, who the hell made a mark like that?â
I shoved West off me. âNone of your damn business.â
âCome on, it canât be that bad. Itâs not like youâre fucking one of our parents.â
I tensed. Westâs words were so close to the truth that I could hardly believe my ears, and before I could tell myself to calm down, his eyes widened.
âHoly shit. Are you fucking one of our parents?â
Shit. This was not going well.
Eastâs deviant chuckle filled the room as he drained his martini dry. âThis just gets better and better.â
âHow do you figure?â West demanded.
âMy mother is out of town. He couldnât have been banging her last night.â
âEast.â Gavin shook his head. âDo you have no common decency? Thatâs your mother youâre talking about.â
âWho was tucked safely into her own bed, in her own suite, in Milan. She doesnât even let my father spend the night in the same room unless he has an appointment. Sheâs hardly going to make time for the likes of Preston.â East arched a brow in my direction. âNo offense.â
âUh, none taken?â
West whirled on me, pointing a finger in my face. âYou better not be putting your dick anywhere near my moâ ââ
âItâs Mr. Carrington.â
The room plunged into complete and utter silence. So much so, I couldâve sworn Iâd be able to pick out the different heartbeats pumping in the room.
Fuck. Did I really just say that?
Westâs mouth was still hanging open mid-sentence. He blinked at me and said, âMr. Carringtonâ¦â
âA man?â That was Donovan.
I turned to him and Gavin and nodded.
âSerenaâsâ¦dad,â Gavin said, and again, I nodded.
âOh. My God.â Eastâs gleeful tone as he slipped off the edge of the pool table and headed over to me had me sweating. âYouâre fucking your girlfriendâs dad.â
âIââ
âDeny it.â
I licked my lips and looked around the group. While most of them were in my face, Kelly had moved to stand with Travis, while Daire was behind the bar pouring shots that he clearly figured I was about to need.
He wasnât wrong.
âI canât. Thatâs where I wasâ ââ
âWith Mr. fucking Carrington?â West had finally regained his voice, and now his eyes looked like they might pop out of his head.
If I hadnât been trying to work out how to tell the rest of this story, I wouldâve found it funny that he was so shocked.
âOr fucking Mr. Carrington, apparently. Bravo. Prime real estate right there.â East gave me a proud grin, and I realized that shouldâve been the biggest red flag of all.
âHoly shit.â Donovan looked me over as though heâd missed something hugeâand yeah, they all had. âYouâre gay.â
âOr bi,â Gavin said, but I quickly shook my head, not wanting any more misconceptions to be inferred from my silence. âOh, so you and Serenaâ¦?â
âAre just friends. Best friends.â
âIncestual friends.â East waggled his brows, then looked to his best friend, West. âCould you please rewire your brain so you can pay me what you owe me?â
It was my turn to looked shocked as West pulled his wallet from his back pocket, shaking his head in disbelief.
âHow the fuck did you know?â he said to East as he handed over a couple of Benjamins.
âOh, please, what straight guy would sit through not one, but two, videos of Kelly pounding Van with his giganticâ ââ
âOkay, East,â Donovan said, glancing back to where Kelly winked at him. âWe get the point.â
âWell, you certainly got the point in all of those scenes. Something that apparently young Preston here enjoyed. So I made a little bet with West.â
âThat I was sleeping with Mr. Carrington?â I said.
âNo.â A wicked glint entered Eastâs eyes. âThat part was a delicious little morsel you added to the mix all on your own. I just bet him that you liked getting pounded by giganticâ¦points.â
My face heated, and Travisâs loud laughter filled the room.
âWell, itâs about fucking time.â
âWait, you knew?â East said.
Everyone in the room whirled around on him, and I took that moment to make sure I wasnât going to stroke out.
Iâd done it. Iâd finally told them the truth, and my world hadnât imploded. I was no doubt going to get shit for the rest of my life, but the relief I felt from finally having my friends know was worth whatever hell they decided to put me through.
âYeah. I caught him kissing Mr. Carrington at the charity event. It wasâ¦weird.â
âI canât believe this.â Donovanâs mind seemed so blown that I wondered if heâd need one of us to fill in and give him a quick Van Talk.
âYou canât believe it?â Travis smirked at me. âI was fuckinâ floored. The most perfect one in the group out-scandaled all of us, and has been for years.â
âYouâve been sleeping with Mr. Carrington for years?â Gavin sounded mortified.
âNo.â I licked my lips, hardly believing the words I was about to say. âLast night was the first time. Iâve wanted to forever, but he didnât know. He thought I wasâ ââ
âGoing to marry his daughter?â West snorted and looked over at East. âYouâre rightânow that the shock has worn off, this is going to be fun.â
I rolled my eyes at the two of them, but their shit-talking was making this much easier than having to tell a group of stuffed shirts that I was sleeping with my fake girlfriendâs dad.
âYes. He had no idea that I was gay and that Serena and I were, well, just friends. He was shocked, to say the least.â
âSomething he clearly got over,â Kelly said under his breath, as he came around the bar and handed Donovan a drink.
âNot at first.â I looked to East, who clued in real fast.
âAh, the shots.â
âRight.â
Travis snorted. âSo whatâd you do that night? âCause you sure as shit didnât come home.â
No, I hadnât. But I wasnât quite sure how to say that Iâ â
âDid you get drunk and go and seduce Zaddy Archer?â
Zaddy Archer? That was a new one.
âIs that what weâre calling him?â East asked.
âNo,â I said.
âWhat about Daddy?â
I glared at West, but before I could say anything, Travis jumped in.
âHe nixed that one too.â
âHow about by his name?â Gavin suggested, and everyone in the room groaned as he shot them all the finger.
âYou gonna tell them or should I?â Travis grinned, and I knew one way or another the nickname weâd given him would come out.
âFilth Carrington.â
Westâs eyes narrowed. âFilth? As in, heâs filthy in bed? Because that⦠Actually, thatâs fucking hot.â
That hadnât been the initial reason Travis and I thought of it, but after last night, it definitely fit.
âNo, moron.â Travis laughed. âF-I-L-T-H as in Father Iâd Like to Hit. Archer âFilthâ Carrington.â
âOooh, I like it. Good way to keep it on the down-low, too.â
âYeah, uh, about that.â I bit down into my lip, thinking about how complicated this all was and how it could really mess with Archerâs lifeânot to mention my own. âNo one can know. Like, not a soul.â
âDoes Serena know?â Donovanâs question was so quiet that I almost missed it, as everyone in the room fell silent waiting for my response.
âYes, and weâre good. I told her as soon as thingsâ ââ
âGot messy?â
I looked over to see Eastâs arched brow. âI thought I was too polite to be messy.â
âHmm, yes, but the more time Iâve had to think about it, Iâve realizedâ ââ
I wasnât sure I wanted to hear this.
ââthat anyone who visits his sex-on-a-stick massage therapist, Raul, on the regular is used to getting quite messy. Especially when they have him booked as often as you do.â
Busted.
âSo to summarize: youâre gay, you seduced your fake girlfriendâs dadâthen fucked himâand plan to keep sneaking around until Filth Carrington tells you otherwise. Do I have that all clear?â
âUh, yes?â
âVery good.â East looked to the bar, where Daire held a bottle of absinthe. âPour us all a shot of that, would you? I feel the sudden need to forget the fact that Iâve just been out-scandaled by Preston âPoindexterâ Abernathy.â