You know those days when you really want to do something, but you are just too tired to do anything.
Well yeah, I am having one of those days. I would really like to get out of the house and go somewhere, but I don't feel like having to get ready.
Besides my brothers would not let me go anywhere anyway.
Ever since what happened a couple days ago, my brothers have been breathing down my back. They are basically everywhere.
I could tell that they wanted to ask me what happened but didn't want to 'trigger' me.
I wanted to tell them, but it just wasn't the right time for me. I still wanted to know why Sally exploded on me.
I refuse to believe that the things she said were true.
In the middle of my thinking my door burst open and Jacob came into my room.
I closed my eyes and pretended that I was sleeping, I really did not want to talk to anyone at the moment.
"Come on Lisa I know you are not really sleeping." He said sitting at the edge of my bed.
I opened my eyes and gave him a little smile.
"That obvious?" I asked.
"Yes," he said.
"Come on what got my baby sister so down this bright and shining morning." He said doing a little spin.
I looked out my bedroom window and it was storming. I looked back at him and raised an eyebrow.
"You know what I mean." He said.
"Its nothing really I just feel so hopeless," I said getting out of my covers.
"Why would you feel like that sweetie?" He asked scrunching his eyebrows.
"Does it have something to do with your attack?" he said when I didn't answer.
I nodded tears welling in my eyes.
"Oh come here, sweetie." He brought me onto his lap and started patting my hair.
"I just don't know why she would say that I thought we were best friends. " I said crying some more.
I have been holding this back for way too long.
"We did everything together, went everywhere together, talked about everything together, and all that went down the drain because of some boy," I said regretting saying the last part.
I felt Jacob tense up a little at that part.
But he didn't say anything.
"I just really want to know why she said what she said," I said wiping the last of my tears.
"Oh Lisa I really hate that you are going through this, but the right thing to do would be to talk to her and find out what she really meant." Rubbing circles on my back.
"Oh, she seemed pretty clear," I said getting angry.
"We-"
"You know what I don't even care anymore she can jump off a cliff for all I care. She ruined this friendship, not me." I said getting off of Jason's lap.
"Bu-"
"And you know what else if she really had a problem with me she could have talked to me," I said pacing the room.
"Lisa"
"To be honest our friendship started diminishing ever since mom and dad," I said.
"Lisa"
"She could have been a supportive friend but no she just couldn't do that." I finally finished what I had to say.
"I sat on my bed with my heads in my hands."
"Maybe I am just a lost cause mom and dad were right."
"LISA"
I looked up at him startled at the sudden outburst.
He walked over to me and kneeled down.
"I don't ever want to hear you say that again." He said holding my hands.
"You are not a lost cause. You are perfect, and if mom dad or Sally can't see that we surely can." He said.
"We love you Lisa and that is all that matters." He said giving me a hug.
"Thanks, big bro and I love you guys too," I said hugging him back
~Overprotective~
2 hours later.
After my little therapy session with Jason, we went downstairs got some breakfast and now currently heading to the park.
"Do we really have to go, I could be doing much better things right now," Justin said slouching back in his chair.
"Hey, we are doing something that we haven't done for a while, besides it will be fun just us," Jason said.
"I think its a great idea we can finally get our minds off of things," Jacob said.
"Fine whatever, but I call first dibs on the swings," Justin said plugging his headphones in.
He such a child at heart.
Half an hour later we finally arrived at the park.
"Can someone please tell me why we decided to go the park furthest from our home than from the one closest.?" I asked wondering why we went so far.
"Idk had better ratings," Jason said killing the engine.
"Alright kids this park is a little bigger than the one near home, so please try to stay together," Jason said looking at Dylan and Justin.
"Hey don't look at me Dylan always wants me to get crap for him," Justin said.
Jason rolled his eyes.
"And Lisa if you have to go anywhere let one of us know before you go," Jason said.
"Yeah I know, I know," I said.
Every time we go anywhere my brothers always give me a long lecture on what to do and what not to do.
We finally got out of the car. It was a little chilly, but not too cold.
We were walking on the sidewalks when I spotted the ice cream shop across the street.
"Oohhh can we get some ice cream? " me and Justin said at the same time.
We started across the street not even caring if cars were passing by or not.
"LISA, JUSTIN" someone shouted.
We stopped midway and looked back to see the other boys caught up to us.
"Don't do that ever again," Jason said holding our hands.
"Oh sorry, Jason I forgot I just really wanted to get some ice cream," I said looking up at him and giving him the puppy dog eyes.
"Ok fine just be careful you could really get hurt doing that, you too Justin you are supposed to be the smarter one," Jason said.
"Ok, I actually take that as offensive."
I said to Jason.
"Hence the word supposed," Dylan said.
Everyone laughed at that. Except for Justin of course.
We arrived at the ice cream shop only to find out that they were closed.
"Ah-men I really wanted some ice cream," I said.
"Maybe next time," Jacob said ruffling my hair.
We finally arrived at the park, and to my surprise, there weren't many people there.
I immediately ran towards the swings.
"Push me, Jason," I said getting on the swing.
"Hold on kiddo." He said coming behind my swing.
He started pushing me and each time I went higher and higher.
This reminds me soo much of old times when everything was simple.
"Higher, higher." I laughed out.
I love this feeling.
"Ok," he said and I went even higher.
After a while, Jason stopped pushing me, and I eventually slowed down.
I came off of the swing and went near the pond.
"Do we have any food to feed to the ducks," I said out to Jason.
"Actually we do," Dylan said walking towards me.
"Well, where is it.?" I asked looking around noticing that he doesn't have anything in his hands.
All of a sudden I was picked up by Justin and Dylan.
"HEY PUT ME DOWN RIGHT NOW," I screamed out.
"I say we cannonball her," Dylan said.
" Hey, guys this isn't funny," I said tears welling in my eyes.
I was not the best swimmer and had a phobia of water, and I was pretty sure the water wasn't shallow.
"Okay boys put her down," Jason said walking over towards us.
"Awww we were just messing with her." They said as they put me down.
"You two always mess with me, it's getting a little old now," I said frowning at them.
" Oh come on don't be a party pooper," Dylan said smirking at me.
"Whatever," I said turning on my heels.
"Where are you going?" Jacob asked
"The restroom," I said.
"Dylan go with her," Jason said.
"Come on I Don't need a bodyguard," I said folding my arms.
Dylan came and put his arms around my shoulder.
"Now Lisa you must listen to your elders," Dylan said.
" hey I am not old, " Jason said
Dylan and I started our way to the restrooms.
"Don't think for a second that you are coming in the stall with me," I said looking up at him.
"Oh darn, I was looking forward to that." He said snapping his fingers.
I rolled my eyes and headed in the restroom.
"Shout if anything happens," Dylan shouted.
I went into the stall and did my business.
I came out and went to wash my hands when someone came out of the other stall.
I looked up at the person and continued to wash my hands and had to do a double take.
OMG........
~Overprotective~
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