Chapter 64: chapter 64

THE SILENT LOVE ...Chapter 63 :Swetha, being perplexed by his statements, stared at him with widened eyes without blinking them. Sreekar lost himself  in those innocent almond shaped eyes which were deeper than the ocean and kept drowning in them.They both lost in one another and kept glancing at each other. Sreekar’s hand crossed around her waist and pulled her against his body not allowing even the air in between them. Swetha’s hands landed on his chest trying to steady herself by clutching his shirt in her  fists.Sreekar’s hand slowly traveled to the nape of her neck  and gently pressed his lips on her luscious lips which passed electricity in both of their bodies.Unable to go through the  overwhelming foreign feelings, Swetha closed her eyes and tightened her hold on his shirt. A shiver ran over her body making her knees weak. She was about to collapse to the ground but his other hand sneaked around her waist and held her tightly giving the support for her to stand.Sreekar Initially wished to give a peck on her lips but after tasting them he couldn’t stop with a peck and slowly captured them, sucking the honey devouring  her mouth.Swetha’s body trembled with all the foreign feelings that were rising in her body which were not familiar in her territory. She was  holding him tightly and experiencing all the  new feelings with ecstacy.Sreekar slowly moved his hand to her waist and played with his fingers on her milky skin which made her shiver under his touch. After playing for a while he slowly squeezes her waist making her gasp loudly, bringing them into their senses.Both retreated themselves from one another's grip and took a step back keeping a safe distance between them. Sreekar couldn’t understand how he lost his control and felt ashamed to take advantage of her in the public place. He threw his hand through his hair and looked everywhere but not at her.Swetha was in a daze trying to realize it as a dream or reality. She felt like she was wrong and felt terrified thinking of her father’s reaction if he comes to know about her actions. This was her first kiss and the first experience to be so intimate with a man. She couldn’t understand how she allowed a stranger to take advantage of her, touch her and even kiss her.Being her first experience, Swetha felt a pang in her heart believing that she was at fault. Growing up in the village under her father’s traditional nurturing, she felt like she has become impure by allowing a man to touch her inappropriately. A wave of tears formed in her eyes threatening to fall down but she forced them to remain back of the eyes.After calming his mind, Sreekar slowly glanced at Swetha who was still in a daze and looking at him. He felt very awkward having no idea how to start the conversation and kept staring at her. He could notice her eyes getting glistened and felt a squeeze in his heart. He opened his mouth to say something but no word came from his mouth and closed it.Both stared at each other for a while and Sreekar, thinking of giving her some space slowly took a few steps back. Glancing at her for a last time, he turned back on his heels and left the place leaving her alone.Swetha kept glancing at the disappearing figure till he was out of her vision. She saw many mixed emotions in his eyes while glancing at her. The feeling of guilt, feeling of fondness, feeling of fear, feeling of care and affection everything make her feel suffocated, unable to understand his actual feeling.Standing in the same position for a while, she slowly turned to go towards the food section but got halted after taking two steps by watching the person standing there.