Chapter 47: Chapter 45 get it together/god be with me

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Diamond

I wake up out my sleep a lot of pain in my stomach. I rush to the bathroom. I was bleeding from my  pants.  Lord please I hope my baby is ok.  Please be with me. Next thing you know I fell to the floor I don't remember anything.

Princess

I'm gone stop by Diamond house and check on her since I ain't talk to her today. I hope her and my brother get they shit together. I know they love each other and I know Amari wouldn't do anything to fuck that meaning he know how I am about my bestfriend. I finally made it to Diamond house.  I walk in the kids where screaming to the top of there lungs. I went and got Khari. I put her back to sleep. I went and check on B he was knocked out. Then I went looking for Diamond. She was know where to be found. Then I went to her bedroom she wasn't in the bed.

Diamond girl where you at quit playing. Then I open the bathroom door and saw her laying on the floor. I rush to her side. I call the police. I went and got the kids. We follow behind the ambulance. The thoughts that's running thru my head. I hope my girl is ok. Lord plz be with her. We finally made it to the hospital. I called Amari.

Amari

I got a call from my sister telling me to meet her at the hospital . It's an emergency. I hope everything is ok. Less than 5 minutes I mad it to the hospital.

Amari : was going on

Princess: Diamond

Amari: what happen

Princess: I found her on the floor in the bathroom unconscious.

Amari: damn I hope she's ok

Princess: me to.

Princess

We sat in the lobby all night waiting to hear news about Diamond. I hope she's ok. B been asking about his mommy all night. Amari and I been here looking out for the kids.

Doctor

Family of Diamond

Well she's going to be find. So I'm pretty sure y'all know she was pregnant but she miscarriage. The baby couldn't be save but we saved her. She had lost a lot of blood.

Princess: can we see her

Doctor: yes follow me

Diamond

I woke up in the hospital. I don't remember what happen or why I was here. I felt my belly I hope my baby is ok. Then my family walk in the doctors.

Doctor: how are you feeling

Diamond: I'm ok why I'm here

Doctor: you passed out and lost a lot of blood and you miscarried your child.

Diamond: no no

Doctor: I'm so sorry if you have any questions

Diamond:no I'm good. This not fair how could I loose my child.

Doctor:you was under a lot of stress

I just broke down crying. I really didn't feel like being around people but I didn't tell them that. They stay with me for a while then everybody left except for Amari.

Amari: how you feeling

Diamond : you really gone ask me how I'm feeling. I feel ducking horrible I just lost my damn child. Yo ass was putting me under a lot of fucking stress. That's why my baby gone.

Amari: so you blaming me for you loosing the baby

Diamond: yes didn't you understand the words that or coming out of my mouth.

Amari: man you tripping

Diamond: I'm tripping fuck you Amari. I'm done with yo ass.

Amari:wateva

Diamond: just leave me the fuck a lone.

I grab the remote and threw it at his ass.

Amari

I can't believe she blaming me for the reason she lost the baby is because of me. That's not the reason. She tripping. I went outside and smoked me a blunt just to calm my nerves.

Diamond

After Amari left the room I broke crying. It really hurts me I lost my child and Amari and I up here fucking fight. I cried myself to sleep.

Amari

After I finish my blunts I went back up to Diamonds room. She was knock out sleep. It hurt me to see her like this. But I'm just gone give her space. She ain't got to say shit to me but imma be here for her.

Diamond

I tossed and turnt all night I couldn't sleep. Anari was on the couch knocked out with no cover. I got up and put cover on him. Then I went to the bathroom like o king at my stomach. This still hurt but I know my child is in a better place. Then I came out the bathroom.

Amari: how you feeling

Diamond; I'm straight

Amari: you need anything

Diamond : I'm good.

Amari: I just want to let you know that this shit hurting me to I lost my first child. You ain't the only one effect by this.

Diamond: look ion want to talk about this

Amari : let me know when you ready to talk

Amari

I'm trying to be here for her but she keep pushing me away. I know it only been a few hours since she found out. But she can at least let me be there for her.

Diamond

I was deep in a sleep then I had a dream. I saw my unborn child. I would of had another little boy. My baby was in heaven. He was so handsome. I felt something grabbing my hand.

Sebastian: mommy I'm your lil boy

Diamond: I know baby. How you doing

Sebastian: I'm doing good. I need you to work things out with my father. Please get back cool and that lady tia is lying on him.

Diamond: how do you know

Sebastian: cause I know mommy I love you let my sister, brother ,and father know that. I will always be your guardian angel. It's nice talking to you. I have to go god is calling me home

Diamond: Sebastian please don't go stay with mommy

Sebastian: I can't I love you mommy

Diamond: love you more

I woke up from my dream crying couldn't believe I would of had a healthy baby boy. He look just like Amari.

Diamond: Amari

Amari: what

Diamond : can you come lay with me

Amari: sure

Diamond: don't talk just hold me

Amari: I could do that.

I fell a sleep on Amari chest. It feels good to be held. We still not cool until I get the truth.