Brasi 2nd party is coming up. I have no idea what I'm going to do for it. Hell I barely had the money to have him a party. Paying bills and taken care a child was hard. I never had anything left for me but I didn't care at long as my child straight I'm straight. My baby boy was growing up so fast on me. I can't believe Karson missed almost 2 years of my son life. This really hurt me to see my child growing up without a father. Having a baby by the wrong mf can literally fuck yo life up. Then with that being said my parents turnt their backs on me. I was just lost for words. I just sat in my room crying thinking about this. Brasi is my main priority I can't give up I got to keep going no matter what obstacles I face. My baby boy needs me I will never give up on him like his father did.
Later that night I went to work. I did my daily thing I do. Working as a bartender and waitress wasn't cutting it. I got tired not being able to provide for my child bills and stuff pasted due, and getting evicted. I thoughts about becoming a stripper that's the only way my bills will get paid. I thought and thought about. I wouldn't be setting a good example for my son.