âAre we done here, boss? As much fun as itâs been, I have a mountain of work. Can I go?â She bats her eyes, utterly oblivious to what it does to me.
âNo,â I say sternly.
âWhy not?â
She has to ask? Like she doesnât know she went peeping through a very dark, private window into my life, and Iâm basically letting her off with a slap on the wrist?
âYou remember earlier when you said we were even?â I ask.
Nevermore takes a deep breath. Her eyes narrow. Everything is effort with her, the little brat.
âYes?â she whispers.
âWeâre not, but weâre going to be even very soon.â
âOh, yeah? What does that mean?â
âDid you notice Lucy wasnât here when you came in this morning?â I look down, rubbing at this minor smudge on my desk.
âI didnât have time to notice anything. This impatient nutter pulled me into his office and accused me of stalking and other high crimes.â
She gets my eyes.
My very tired eyes, thoroughly exhausted with this sniping back and forth.
âWell, sheâll be gone for at least the next eight weeks. Possibly longer,â I say.
âShe had her baby?â Miss Poe smiles.
âNot yet, but sheâs in labor from what I understand.â
That happy, well-wishing grin on her face fades instantly. Her eyes go wide with grief.
âWait. Wait, now you want me to play secretary, donât you?â
Itâs hard to pull back my smile.
Sheâs good at catching on.
âI have some additional work for you in the interim, yes. Donât worry. It comes with additional compensation,â I say flatly.
She looks iced over and unamused.
âSo Iâm going from copywriter to your stand-in assistant?â she asks with a visible cringe.
âNo. Youâre going to be my right hand, and since youâre killing it on the wedding line, youâll be doing both jobs. Doesnât that sound like fun? Iâll spare you a chance to make more jokes about what my hands get up to when Iâm hot and bothered. Iâve heard them before and theyâre not goddamned funny.â
She glares at me like a desert sun wanting to make me a pile of parched bones.
âItâs like a two in one,â I continue. âDidnât you tell me coffee duty seemed more like an assistantâs role? Maybe nowââ
âDonât even try it. Youâre on coffee duty this week. A dealâs a deal!â she throws out with a desperate look.
âGo ahead and move your stuff to Lucyâs space. Itâs a larger desk. You can write from anywhere, and it will be easier if my assistant is nearby,â I say matter-of-factly.
âAnd if I donât agree?â
âWhy wouldnât you? I just told you it pays more.â Then I remember the day I met Dakota Poe. She turned down five hundred dollars for a cinnamon roll. âRight. I forgot youâre not motivated by money like the other ninety-nine percent of the world. You also promised me ninety days. Tell you what, help me out and you donât have to write any runaway grooms. Youâll have full creative freedom to flex your muscles and produce whatever you want with my backing.â
In half a second, she goes from stiff as a board to a glowing red icon.
âReally? Youâd better be serious.â She scratches at the corner of her lip, deep in thought. I try like hell not to stare, to acknowledge what her expressions do to me. âBut what if Anna gets mad at me because I just came in and can do whatever I want?â
âIâll talk to her. She wonât be upset. Anna loves your ideas, and if anything, this just loosens them up.â
She puffs out her cheeks and then gives me a satisfied smile.
âFine. Iâll go move my stuff.â
Is it wrong that I can think of better things Iâd like to move?
Still, Iâd love to move her against the wall, hold her down, and teach those lips some sorely needed respect.
I watch like the half-mad asshole I am while she stands and walks to the door, her hips pumping, reminding me Iâm a slave to thoughts I shouldnât have.
âMiss Poe?â
âYes?â She looks at me over her shoulder.
âYou have me confused. Iâm not sure which is nicerâthe raven tattoo or the bird whoâs wearing it,â I growl against my better judgment.
She blushes.
âOh, shut up. Thatâs not even close to appropriate, â
I hold up a hand, hiding my smirk behind it.
âOne more thing, Miss Poe.â
âWhat?â
âSince weâve already made the mistake of getting personal, weâll be doing a lot more of it over the next few weeks.â
âWhatever you think, bro.â
âBro?â My eyebrows fly up and I hold in a laugh. âDid you just call me bro?â
She gives a rolling shrug.
âYeah, youâre a bro. Youâre acting like a big one today. Ciao.â
âOnce you get your stuff moved, if Iâm not in a meeting or on the phone, stop by my office. Iâll show you how to use Lucyâs EA Inbox.â
She exits without another complaint and a nice view of her plump ass, swaying with every switch of her hips.
Damn.
I donât dare stand before sheâs gone, or else how much Iâm enjoying that view will be on full display. Sheâll be back soon and Iâd rather my right hand not know the full effect she has on me.
Once sheâs gone, I gently punch myself in the crotch under my desk.
âOw, fuck,â I snarl, ripping my hand up.
Not gently enough.
It hurts like hell, but it solves my problem.
I made a mistake by hiring this nosy, rude, insufferable woman. Every day, Iâm digging that hole deeper.
Since I canât fire her, here I am.
Reduced to whacking myself in the balls like a slapstick comedian and praying theyâre a little less blue by dayâs end.
It doesnât work for long. I find myself glancing angrily at the clock every few minutes.
I feel like God himself is slamming a door in my face.
I can hear him saying.
More than an hour later, Poe hasnât come back, but Lucyâs emails are being sorted and replied to rather quickly.
Iâm equally impressed and relieved.
My EA is damn dedicated, but I canât have her working on maternity leave. Itâs not right.
I open my office door around noon after reviewing the latest ad mockups sent to me and find Nevermore perched at Lucyâs desk with the phone clutched in her hand.
âThe image with the logo isnât right. Whatever you choose needs more contrast with the background. This one just fades into it and doesnât pop.â
Sheâs quiet for a minute while I eavesdrop.
âYes, that appears on the page is part of the ad. If the image and text donât mesh well together, my work doesnât read right. No, thatâs not acceptable. If you canât find a better pic, try changing the background color. But please send it back to me before you submit it. Iâm not convinced this one aligns with our messaging anyway.â
I stare at her, wondering how she read my mind. Iâm certainly feeling more confident in my staffing decisionsâblue balls and allâuntil her whip of a tongue moves again.
âWell, the bossholeâs here and he probably wants something, so why donât you play around while I play secretary to the prince of entitlement?â
My jaw tightens.
How the hell does she even see me? Her back is turned.
And Iâm officially a âbosshole?â
âCan you have it back to me by three? You heard what Burns said. This line is a big deal and the clockâs ticking, to put it mildly. If the CEO has inserted himself in the creative process, you can bet itâs important. We need these ads in the pipeline and ready to go. The magazines where theyâll run have strict deadlines.â
Sheâs been here for a few weeks and already talks like a manager? I hide my amusement.
âOkay, four then. Sorry to rush you. I just need to see it before I leave and if it needs a quick tweak, I want to give you feedback before youâre out for the day.â Sheâs quiet for a minute. âOkay, thanks. Bye.â
She drops the phone into its cradle and spins around in her chair to face me.
âYou were supposed to come back so I could show you how Lucyâs inbox works. You never showed and sheâs responding to her email.â
âNo, sheâs not.â
âYes, she is. Iâve been CCâd on two already.â
âAnd if I Lucy?â She purses her lips. âLook, the poor girlâs busy pushing a bowling ball out of a coin purse. I get that you think youâre important, but today, she probably doesnât. The least I can do is fire off responses for her. I assure you she isnât responding to any email on behalf of Lincoln Burns without his input on anything critical.â
Fuck, I never thought Iâd hear a vagina described like that.
Thereâs the bucket of ice-cold water to the head I need when Dakota Poe is around, I guess.
I clear my throat before I say, âI think you may have just ruined my favorite part of the female anatomy. Also, I had zero intention of letting Lucy work while sheâs out.â
âHow? Iâm sure you had eighth grade biology onceâor were you too busy eating a cinnamon roll to pay attention?â
âWatch where you wag that tongue, Miss Poe.â I fold my arms, eyes burning down at her acid little mouth. âYou know what I need those damn Regis rolls for and youâre going to rag on me?â
A crease forms in her forehead. Her lips form a thin lineâalmost regretful, but trying so hard not to be.
âWhat you need them for? I know you bring them to homeless people, which is honestly kind, but Iâm still not sure why. You could feed ten more people with a simple loaf of bread instead of those expensive rollsâ¦â
Interesting. Her little spy game still hasnât helped her figure out everything.
âIf youâre standing in for Lucy, you need to know how,â I tell her, ignoring her probing questions.
âEverything has a folder and itâs color coded. Iâm not a complete moron, Burns,â she says sharply, looking up through her lashes.
Goddamn her and that stubborn little pout.
In another universe, Iâd grab her by the shoulders, not caring about any bystanders. Iâd find a better use for those strawberry lips that doesnât involve endless scorn.
âDid you reschedule the call with our Italian designer?â I ask.
âHer office is slammed. She requested the rescheduling, actually. I found an available time on your calendar and booked it in the system. Pretty intuitive.â
âI only take meetings at certain times.â
âDid I schedule it when youâre free?â she asks.
âYes. How did you know?â
âShe has a recurring space on your calendar for âno meeting blocks.ââ
âWhat about the invoices? They need to go straight to accounting. Proposals from businesses weâve established relationships with get forwarded to me, the proper department, and accounting. Unsolicited proposals can come to me if you think Iâd be interested, but only then. Anything else that comes through with an attachment needs to be printed and filed. The filing room is behind Idaâs office, and she can show you our simplified system.â
She nods briskly, that stark blond hair waving.
âShould I start filing from today? Or do I need to go back and check if Lucy had everything filed through the end of yesterday?â
âJust start with today. If she didnât have it filed through the end of yesterday, she can deal with it when she gets back. If an invoice goes unpaid, accounting will notice and you can print it then.â
âGot it.â
âSince itâs your first day on a new job, letâs go for lunch.â As soon as the words leave my mouth, I regret them. Private lunches with an employee who gives you a hard-on bigger than a Starship rocket arenât wise.
Too bad she takes her job seriously, though, meaning I have to respect her despite all the hell she gives me.
Even when she gawks at me right now, as frozen as a deer in front of a speeding semi.
âItâs tradition,â I explain. âEvery EA I take on gets fed while theyâre spending time with me. They should know my thinking, right down to my pastrami on rye. And since youâve been sharing my breathing space since I hired you and we never got the chance, weâre past due.â
âI canât, but thanks anyhow.â
I square my shoulders and blink. No one ever turns down a free lunch.
âWhy not?â I grind out.
âLucyâs been getting emails since one a.m. I need to go back and work on whatever needs filing, digitally or by hand. Cherylâs sending me a new ad mockup by four and Iâm sure itâll need corrections. Plus, I have to write a series of social media posts for Anna, soâ¦double duty, half as much time to chitchat.â
Why do I fucking hate that sheâs armed with good excuses?
My hand balls into a fist.
âCheryl Helenâs been here longer than me. Almost twelve years. Why are you correcting her ads?â I ask.
She gives me a dismissive flick of her hair.
âYeah, wellâ¦Iâm not trying to step on any toes, but Anna wasnât thrilled with her last round of concepts. Cheryl is worried about submitting it, and itâs got my copy attached. Sheâs just doing the visuals, so Iâd like it to look good. The colors are bleeding together, and Iâm not sure she sees it. You need an eye for that sort of thing.â
âIn your professional opinion, is Cherylâs current role a good fit for her?â I ask carefully.
Itâs not that Iâd fire her. If, however, I somehow missed optimizing my human assets, I need to know.
Dakota thinks for a few seconds too long.
âOut with it, Miss Poe. I assure you Iâm not looking to reprimand her,â I say, leaning in.
âWellâ¦I donât know her super well, but Iâm worried she might be going color blind. Iâve heard her talking about vision issues. Also, she prefers writing copy to graphic work, but Anna said her copy feels sorta dated.â
âSheâs worked here for ages,â I say, mulling over what she just said.
âDonât get me wrong. Sheâs very helpful, and she knows a lot. Deep knowledge. Iâm glad Iâm not management so I donât have to worry about these thingsâ¦â Poe frowns, a nervousness on her face at affecting any staffing decisions.
âSo youâre admitting I do hard things?â I say smugly.
Her face jerks up, souring at my mock ego.
Thereâs my little fighter. And if she needs my bad attitude to distract her from fretting over Cheryl for the rest of the day, so be it.
âSomeone has to handle staffing, I guess. Itâs probably easier if heâs self-absorbed,â she says.
âAgain with the selfish asshole remarks? You must rehearse your insults to keep them so fresh,â I say with a sarcastic head shake.
She ignores me.
âIf you were management, what would you do?â I ask, aiming to pull her out of her own head.
âWellâ¦I guess Iâd find some class on copywriting trends and send her to training for a refresh. And I either wouldnât ask her to choose color schemes and images or know that someone needs to check it over. If sheâs been here for a while, itâs not fair to hold her vision against her.â
âThatâs a fair solution, Miss Poe. Find a copywriting course and send it to me, not Anna. Problem solved.â
âIs that even a thing? Copywriting classes?â
âHow should I know? Itâs your idea. I just happen to like it, and everyone will benefit from utilizing Cherylâs talents,â I say.
With that, I walk past her desk.
âHey, wait. Where are you going?â she calls after me.
I stop, throwing a cold look over my shoulder.
âLunch. Are you coming or not?â
a voice screeches in the back of my head.
I know.
I know I shouldnât when every reckless part of me screams âCould you bring me something back?â she asks in a low, awkward whisper.
âDo I look like DoorDash? Join me if you want to eat.â This has to be what self-sabotage sounds like.
âFiiine,â she slurs, muttering something less flattering under her breath. I try not to smile. âWhere are we going?â
She pushes her chair away from her desk and stands.
âWhat do you like?â
âHot Italian beef sandwiches drenched in the salty tears of terrible bosses.â Her green eyes flash with wicked delight.
For once, I think sheâs cracking a joke that isnât meant to flay me open.
âHot beef sandwiches it is, but thereâll be no tears today.â
â
â
âYou enjoy watching people cry that much and you think the psycho?â I snort, nearly shaking my head off my shoulders.
I donât expect a breakthrough.
Somehow, we get through lunch without wanting to murder each other.
Somehow, we talk like normal human beings about entirely work-related business.
Somehow, we take a step back from holding knives at each otherâs throats.
A few days later, when I come up for air after dealing with suppliers, partners, and production, weâve survived an entire week with Dakota Poe as both executive assistant and copywriter.
Her work remains impeccable.
If she stays on track, sheâll single-handedly make this big launch a breeze. Thatâs easily worth more than the private bonus I agreed to pay out at the end of her ninety days.
But tomorrow, I need to check in on Wyatt since I havenât seen him for a few days, so I text Dakota.
I hate that I keep a hand over my phone, anticipating her reply. I barely make idle conversation with Louis as he fights our way through late evening traffic.
When my phone buzzes, I bring it to my face so fast I almost drop the damn thing.
I frown, wondering what kind of dress she picked out once upon a fucked up time. And what kind of shrimp-dicked little coward ruined what wouldâve been the happiest day of her life?
I send back.
A smile pulls at my lips, but doesnât fully form.
I start typing.
No.
I erase the text and slap my phone against my thigh.
Nevermore made it perfectly clear she doesnât want special treatment. She wants to fight, even if that means stirring up the phantom pain of a marriage that never was.
I only wish I knew why that scrambles my brain until Louis looks back with obvious concern, and I punch the privacy screen up.
I wish like hell I could stop counting how many times I see her smile around the office. Especially those rare, bright moments when she stops dishing out her hot takes long enough to shut it and listen.
To meet my eyes with her soul.
To grin and laugh before she catches herself and hides her heart away again behind its moat of past hurts and overprotective dragons snorting pure sarcasm.
Dakota Poeâs smile is my problem, not my life, and not my concern.
Itâs just a rotten new addiction I need to stop cold fucking turkey.
Nevermore sails into my office in a black-pleated dress the next day.
âRight on time for the call,â I tell her. âPull up a chair and Iâll put it on speaker.â
She pulls her chair around the desk next to me and sits. Her dress rides up a few inches, exposing a well-toned thigh.
Itâs like that leg has its own gravity.
My eyes want to jump right out of my head.
Fucking distractions.
A terrible part of me wants that dress up higher, though. A nastier part wants to shear it right off her, all the better to get my hot, tingling hands on her skin.
Would she still give me that mouth if these fingers put her in her place?
Would we finally understand each other if we fucked out this suffocating tension at a debased, animal level?
My reason growls.
I shake my head.
âIs something wrong?â she asks, staring at me like Iâve sprouted a second headâand if I have, it wants to taste her too.
âNot at all,â I lie, clearing my throat and shifting my weight.
Like clockwork, the call comes while Iâm still trying to quietly kill the hard-on from hell that has me shifting in my seat.
I punch the speaker button.
âHey, Isabella. This is Lincoln Burns and youâre on speaker. My assistant and copywriter, Dakota Poe, is joining us.â
âWonderful. Iâm the lead designer on your project,â she says in perfect English with a slight Italian accent. âIâll admit Iâm slightly confused by this call, sir. I was under the impression our designs were agreed and approved. Now you want changes?â
Next to me, Poe tenses.
âCorrect. Iâm simply requesting a revision. My marketing team brought to my attention that there isnât much in the way of simple fit comfortable dresses available in our current lines. Iâd like to have a couple new choices produced with comfort in mind first and foremost,â I say diplomatically.
âWhat do you mean comfort? These dresses are art, made to your precise specifications,â Isabella practically spits through the phone, harsh and offended. âYour bride will be draped in the finest silk that fits like a glove, Mr. Burns. What could possibly be more comfortable than looking like a goddess?â
Nevermore gives me whale eyes, green and unsettled.
âI have a few ideas,â I say coldly. âThe whole point is trying something new, Isabella. Thereâs certainly no one disparaging your work, past or present.â
I hear the woman take a deep breath, and so do I.
Before either of us can fire another barrage, Miss Poe cuts in.
âHi, this is Dakota. Ideally, weâre looking for something that doesnât require a corset bra, full bridal slip, or shapewear,â she says. âAnd you know any full gown requires a full slip or youâll have shadows in the pictures, and no one wants that.â
âSo you want slip dresses? Three slip dresses? Even then, most women need their shapewear. Very few of us are born perfect,â the design lead says with a little less venom.
âThatâs the point. We want the dress to be perfect so the wearer doesnât have to be,â Poe tells her.
âYou want me to build the undergarments into the dress? Itâs unorthodox, but I believeâ¦yes, maybe I can do that.â
âPerfect,â I say, giving a satisfied nod.
Dakotaâs eyebrow shoots up and she whispers to me, âHow is that better? Being wrapped up like a sausage gets draining no matter where the wrapping comes from.â
âYouâre exaggerating. Why would anyone feel like deli meat if itâs tailored?â I grumble.
Her eyes narrow and dagger me.
âYou just heard her say very few of us are perfect. Wedding dresses are made with models in mind,â she hisses under her breath.
âI have no idea what you want. The only way to do what youâre asking for is to go custom, and even then the options are limited,â I say.
âIf you go custom, what are the options that donât require any puffing or binding?â Dakota asks.
âMaybe a slip dress for a slender woman. A simple A-line with a flowing skirt. I canât really think of anything else youâd wear to a formal wedding,â I say, racking my brain.
âDo a long A-line then. If you can make it work, add an option for a train.â Dakota looks at me. âHow many dresses are in this line, anyway?â
âFive, butââ
âThe other two can be anything you want if you add options. Did you get that, Isabella?â
I shoot her a look from hell. I thought I was the CEO.
âYes,â the designer says, sounding brighter. âItâs possible.â
Dakota covers the speaker with her hand and flashes an eat-shit smile.
âYou have to give the artist some creative room,â she explains, moving her hand.
âYou have to give them rules as well, Miss Poe. Too much leeway and youâll alienate my customers.â
âThatâs where the customizations come in. Plus, I know Italian silk isnât cheap. Iâve been doing a lot of reading.â
The hell she has.
At least itâs a better way to spend her time than reading about âIs there anything you donât think of, Mary Sue?â I snap.
I shouldnât be defensive. Her input is solid. She just needs to remember I sign off on any and all decisions around here.
âIâve shopped for wedding dresses before,â she reminds me with a bitter look. âIf you donât want my experience, just say so.â
Her statement stirs my insides.
Something ugly and uneven and jagged.
Yeah, I want to punch her asshole ex square in the face even more now. Iâm that he ever got that close to her, held her heart, and presumably earned the right not to be called Captain Dipshit.
âYour assistant is right. I agree wholeheartedly,â Isabella says.
Damn. I half forgot she was still on the line.
Dakota grins at me triumphantly like the spoiled brat she is.
âFine. Send the amended contracts over, and weâll get them taken care of,â I say, hitting the button to disconnect.
With the call finished, Nevermore returns to her desk. Somehow, she still hasnât fixed that extra inch of skin showing on her thigh, and it draws my eyes like a beacon every time I walk by.
âDonât stay too late,â I growl as dusk settles in.
Sheâs refused to ride home with me several times. I still loathe the thought of her biking around in downtown Seattle alone after dark.
Later, I bring Wyatt his Regis rolls and have a coffee with him, but I canât stay long. I have to get back to the office. I have contracts with international turnaround times waiting to be reviewed by tomorrow.
I donât expect to see her lingering, hunched over her laptop when I return.
âWhy the hell are you still here?â I say, my shadow falling over her in the officeâs dimmer night lighting.
She blinks and lifts her head.
âOh, youâre back. Lucyâs job is a full-time gig. Iâm working on ad copy now. I just wanted to get it right before I take offâ¦â
âYou shouldâve just taken it home.â
âMaybe so. I lost track of time.â
âYouâre stuck here until I leave now. Luckily, I have a comfortable car and a driver waiting. Itâs a roomy vehicle, you hardly need to be up in my face for the ten-minute ride home,â I tell her.
Her lips twist. She stares at me silently, hopefully mulling it over.
âItâs too late for you to bike home. Also, itâs raining like hell now,â I say, nodding at the steady beads rattling the nearest window.
âOkay, Iâve tried to explain this before and it isnât getting through. You only me on salary, bossman. Once Iâm done for the day, I donât answer to you.â
âWhatever you think,â I say, fighting back the needles in my throat.
Is it truly torture sharing a car with me and saving her a wet, dreary, potentially dangerous journey home in the dark?
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â she asks pointedly.
âIf youâre so intent on getting mugged and catching cold, itâs not on my conscience,â I snap.
I need to simmer down.
Tonight, her standoffishness has me more on edge than usual.
She rolls her eyes, but doesnât bite back.
An hour later, Iâm surprised when I look up and she comes into my office, holding her shoes in her hands.
âSince Iâm not allowed to leave without you, are you ready?â She blinks a few times like sheâs struggling to keep her eyes open.
I flash her a surprised look I quickly wipe off my face.
âYeah. Let me pack up.â I fold up my laptop and drop it in my briefcase. âLetâs go.â
Downstairs, I send Dakota to the waiting town car. Louis gives me a hand loading her bike into the trunk before I slip in beside her.
In the car, sheâs an overworked kitten. She closes her eyes and drifts off to sleep barely a minute after she slides in.
Her head bangs the window softly as soon as we pull onto the street.
Damn, looks like the dual jobs Iâve dropped on her really are taking their tollâ¦
Against my better judgment, I slip an arm between her and the door, gently pulling her toward me.
Her head falls on my chest. I hold her in place with my arm.
Thereâs more traffic tonight than usual. A pothole job takes Louis on a detour that doubles our time to her place.
When weâre finally closing in on her street, Iâm face-to-face with a new Dakota Poe.
Fragile.
Exhausted.
Vulnerable.
She drools adorably on my sleeve. Holding her like this might be crossing a line I promised I wouldnât, but hell. At least this way sheâs not banging her head on the cold window.
I donât wake her until weâre outside her building.
âDakotaâ
youâre home,â I say, sharply correcting myself and jostling her gently. âIâll get your bike. Louis, you can stay here,â I add, lowering the privacy screen.
âHuh?â She blinks muzzily. I break away a split second before she realizes Iâm up in her space. âOh, thanks. Thank you, Burns.â
She climbs out behind me while I walk around to the trunk.
Iâm damned glad she accepted the ride now.
A proper late spring rain that smells like the sea pelts my shoulders. Itâs one of the steadier, long lasting night rains that blankets this city when it canât make up its mind if it wants to be summer just yet.
I watch Miss Poe walk to the entrance of the apartment building before I start moving, rolling the bike behind her.
âWhere does this go?â
She points to a bike rack stacked against the old building.
âDo you have a lock?â I ask.
She nods, pulling a lock out of her purse.
I secure the bike to the rack and then walk her to the main entrance.
âI can take it from here, bossman. You didnât have to escort me to the door,â she says softly.
Rain beads on her brow, spattering around us like a curtain of white noise.
For just a moment, weâre in our own silent world of wandering tongues that donât quite work.
âNo trouble. Youâre a heavy napper and I donât want you slipping and falling out here. No judging,â I growl, instinctively taking her hand.
I donât add.
Her lips turn up in a smile. Those big green emeralds stare into my eyes, glinting with too many questions.
She tilts her chin up, staring at me like Iâve turned into someone else.
I donât realize Iâm inching closer until my neck is very obviously craned.
Her lush lips are so close to mine I can smell her like never before.
Soft perfume. Fragrant. Cream and honey mingled with something likeâmint?
Goddamn.
Dakota Poe smell like peppermint when sheâs always boldly invaded my world.
I lean in a bit more, smelling her and possibly looking like a freak. Iâm past caring.
Only, a harsh warning in the back of my head rears up.
I snap backward so fast I rock on one foot.
âWhoa, are you okay?â she asks, blinking like sheâs still coming out of a dream.
âItâs slick as hell out here,â I lie through my teeth. âGood night, Nevermore. See you around.â
Without a glance back, Iâm in full retreat like a coyote denied its prey, head down and slipping away empty-handed. Or to keep the coyote analogy, empty Fucking hell.
That didnât just happen, did it?
Too close. I came too close to falling on my assâand I donât mean my sudden pathetic balancing act.
I almost kissed the only woman whoâs eternally unkissable.
I almost lit a match with my tongue and demolished our lives.
I canât help a quick look back before I climb in the car. Iâm not expecting to see her there, perched under the faint orange light and staring after me.
actually, before she whips around to face the door, waves a key card, and disappears inside without another glance back.
I just wish I knew why she looked so haunted.