Chapter 15: chapter 15

Jamuni paused for sometime, as she felt overwhelmed with all the emotions and pain which she had experienced in the past.Jogya asked her, "What happened next?"Jamuni kept quiet as she was lost in her thoughts, her past which never left her alone even for a second!Jamuni felt that this world is unfair with everyone yet it is worst with those women who try to break the boundaries of the norms set by the society for the women like her.She continued her story,"I was hopeless as my husband Neelesh had left me for another woman.People say that a woman is the worst enemy of the woman herself! I experienced it in my own life but in my case, my ex-husband Neelesh was equally involved with Maya as he destroyed my peace of mind as well as my dreams and happiness.I was not able to trust anyone after that incident. I went to Jiten as I expected from him that he might marry me as he had expressed his love for me on multiple occasions. He helped me financially till my divorce was finalized but for me the sky came crashing down on my head when I saw him with another girl called Kiara!When I asked him to marry me, he laughed like a crazy person as he told me that he can't marry every girl he falls in love with!"Jogya was shocked as he told her,"Why didn't you come to me, Jamu I would have broken all the bonds to be with you in heart and soul!You have suffered everything without complaining to anyone. You have proven to this world that you are a true mountain girl who never gives up in life.I can't imagine how people can do outrageous things in the name of love. No one understands that love means sacrifice!Nowadays, people ask themselves, "What will we get from this relationship? How it will benefit us in the long run?"The truth is that when you love someone, it is the biggest gift in itself!We want to live more so that we can experience the moments of bliss called, "Love" when we spend time with someone whom we love!Even if our loved ones are far away or even unaware of our feelings for them, still loving them makes sure that we experience pure moments of unadulterated love, when we even think about them and wish them to be happy in their lives.Even if they are happy with someone else, we still keep praying for their wellbeing and happiness in our hearts, because Love is never selfish as Love is selfless!True love lives forever as it never dies! True love means we love someone with all our heart and then let go of them if it is what they wish for and always hope that they make the best choices in their lives so that our love is truly justified and we feel happy that we chose the person to love in this whole world!"Jamuni was listening to him like a besotted girl who realised that Jogya had always loved her even though she was far away from his life and never met him for thirty long years!She brought chocolate cake for both of them and asked Jogya to give her company for a late night chit chat with some coffee and molten cocoa inside the chocolate cake.She smeared the liquid chocolate on her lips and enjoyed her cake and coffee line a little girl.Jogya asked her,"So, are you seeing a Doctor for your health problem, I want to know if I could help you as I am truly worried for you!"Jamuni became silent for some moments as if trying to come to terms with the fact that moments like these might get over very soon!She confessed her biggest fears to her true love as she felt that her days were numbered, "I don't want to give you pain by telling you how much my disease has affected my body as I have felt that my love will always live in your heart even after my death.My soul will be always there for you in spirit even if I am no longer with you physically!My heartbeats might stop but my heart will never stop loving you as my heart will never die as it will be merged with your heart in your body.Yes, it's true that we could never marry each other but we have always loved each other.We loved each other so much that we never interfered with each other's lives as we gave each other wings of choice and freedom to shape our own unique destiny.True love always inspires us to be our best version in this world so that our true love could be proud of their choice. True love never aspire to just get married and have lots of children with someone whom they love because if it happens then it's fine but even if they can't get married still nothing stops them from praying for those whom they loved with all their heart.Love is selfless just like the way in which you have always loved me, giving me space to become strong in life.Love says to us, "I will make your life magical but first let me give you enough time to become strong because strong people are capable of loving someone as love can't be sustained in weak hearts and souls!"Love is beautiful but one has to be strong to experience the true beauty of love.Jogya, it doesn't matter now how much I live as I have lived for eternity whenever you have spent even a single moment with me.Your love sustains me, my love as I am nothing without your love as you are my life's true destiny!"Jogya looked at Jamuni and felt that he was witnessing a true warrior in the making who was ready to face any challenge to overcome any hurdle which might stop her from fulfilling her true Destiny!