Staying away from Brooke is harder than I thought it would be. My fatherâs instructions were clear, and heâs not one to be trifled with. He knows exactly how everything should be run down to the last detail, and even though the role of Pakhan rests on my shoulders, I would be foolish to discredit his advice.
Brooke is a distraction.
And a dangerous one because she completely consumes my thoughts. For the past couple of days Iâve stayed away from her to try and make it easier when the time comes to ask her to leave. That doesnât mean I havenât been keeping tabs on her through the CCTV.
She reentered my life on one of the worst nights of hers. I try to tell myself that it will be okay if she stays but I know thatâs just wishful thinking. My father is right. I canât afford a distraction right now.
The Italians have had a handle on the gun-running business for as long as I can remember. Aligning with them means top-quality weapons for our men and a fat stack of cash for them, but they also claim to have morals, digging in their heels at every turn because they dislike how we run things. If it werenât such a delicate situation Iâd tell them to go fuck themselves. I donât judge them on how they make their money, they shouldnât be judging us on how we make ours.
But unspoken propriety laws keep me from saying such things out loud. As I approach the restaurant where Iâm meeting the Italian Don for dinner and discussion, I try to put Brooke and any irritation out of my mind.
It lasts until I cross the street, flanked by trusted men, and pass a jeweler with a gorgeous ruby necklace in the window. Rubies that are the same shade as Brookeâs lips. Instantly, sheâs back in my thoughts as I picture her wearing nothing but that necklace. My core tightens instantly and my cock grows hard.
Luckily, my phone rings and Iâm instantly distracted, hoping the Don is calling to cancel. No such luck. Itâs Selina.
âWhat have you got for me?â
âYou remember how the Irish were all up in arms about something?â Selina asks, her voice slightly breathless.
âYeah.â I halt at the end of the street. âAre you running right now?â
âTreadmill,â Selina chuckles. âI donât look this good without hard work.â
âHa. Iâm becoming out of breath just listening to you.â
âYouâre stalling,â Selina remarks. âYouâre near the restaurant, arenât you?â
âI am. But Iâm hoping you have some kind of bombshell news about the Irish that can turn this meeting into an email.â
âNot quite.â Selina sighs. âAs I mentioned before, Iâve been following rumblings about distrust amongst the smaller Irish families.â
âRight. Do we know yet what that internal strife is about?â
âMoney. And a lot of it. Someone misplaced enough money that theyâre panicking about getting it back. Itâs a large enough amount that Iâm guessing they donât want the Murphys to find out. But if we were able to find out about it, I canât imagine the Murphys will be in the dark much longer.â
I toy with the info. Is there an angle I can use here? The Irish arenât much more than the occasional thorn in my side. They werenât too happy when my father stepped down from power but I suspect thatâs because they wanted to be the only family benefiting from the vision of youth with their Captain Ronan being just a little younger than me. Unfortunately, thereâs nothing the Irish have that I want, and there are no pressing deals that I need to manipulate.
âRestlessness in smaller families is hardly a good sign, but as long as their strife doesnât spill into our territory, I guess I donât give a shit.â
Selina laughs dryly. âYou always say that, but donât forget about that Italian arranged marriage that went awry a few years ago. You were watching that like it was some kind of soap opera.â
I roll my eyes. âWhatever. Just find out what kind of money weâre talking about. If nothing else, it would be good to know what kind of cash theyâre moving.â
âWill do.â Selina sighs deeply. âHow is Brooke doing?â
I hesitate before answering. I was able to not think about her for a few minutes but now that Selina brought her up sheâs back in my thoughts raging like a fire. Damn Selina for mentioning her. Distance is doing nothing but making my desire for her stronger.
âSheâs fine,â I say. âStill recovering, I suppose.â
âPoor thing,â Selina replies. âHaving your business robbed, being attacked, and then having that same business burned to the ground all within a few days. Thatâs some really shitty luck.â
âHold on a minute.â My chest tightens like a sudden weight is pressing down on me. âWhat do you mean her business burned to the ground?â
âThe floral shop.â Selina replies. âYou didnât see her bawling her eyes out earlier?â
I hang up on Selina.
âSir?â One of my guards stumbles back as I turn abruptly.
âTake me home.â
âButââ He glances down the street at the restaurant.
âI said take me home.â
ââ
I find Brooke in Tiffanyâs bedroom, sitting cross-legged on the floor singing softly to her daughter, who is fast asleep in her brand-new toddler bed. Brooke leans down and kisses Tiffâs forehead, smoothing some curls away from her face before standing and turning around. She jumps slightly in surprise, raising one hand over her chest.
âLeon! I didnât hear you come in.â
Lingering in the doorway, I tighten my grip on the door handle. Her eyes are rimmed red, her cheeks flushed with noticeable tear tracks streaking through her make up. Sheâs obviously been crying.
Sheâs been in pain under my roof and I didnât notice because my father told me to keep my distance. I listened to him when I should have been with her.
âWhy didnât you tell me?â I ask quietly.
Brooke moves away from the bed, knitting her brows together in confusion. âTell you what?â
âThat your business burned to the ground.â
Thereâs a flash of pain in her eyes and her hands come together at her abdomen. Long fingers fold together as Brooke worries her bottom lip then shrugs and looks away. âI donât know. You were busy. Rik told me you had something really important today so I was focusing on Tiff.â
I glance over at her daughter sleeping peacefully, a flurry of emotions clashing withinâsympathy for Brooke, irritation at my father, anger at myself. I told her she would be safe here and one thing my father taught me was to always keep my promises. That means all of them, even the ones he doesnât agree with.
âHave you eaten?â I ask as my gaze darts back to Brooke.
âNot yet.â
âCome with me.â Instructing Rik to stay with Tiff, I lead Brooke down to the kitchen and begin rummaging around in the cupboards for something to make a decent dinner. The meeting I abandoned with the Italians crosses my mind.
Iâll make it up to them later. This is more important.
Soon, pasta is bubbling on the stove while Brooke grates cheese and I sauté garlic, shallots, and rosemary in a pan.
âTell me about your business.â
The grating stops briefly and Brooke lets out a soft, humorless laugh. âI might cry if I tell you.â
âThatâs alright.â
âDo you remember the night we met?â
I bite my tongue so I donât answer too eagerly. Barking out an enthusiastic yes will surely give the wrong impression, so I nod instead.
âI told you that I was celebrating a work thing. It wasnât a promotion or anything like that. I was celebrating the fact that I finally had enough money to put down a deposit on my shop and being able to sign on the dotted line. It was the best day of my life. So much had gone wrong up until that moment, but the second I signed that paper, it felt like I was stepping into a part of my life that was just for me, you know?â She resumes her grating at a slower pace. âIt was my own business. My chance to make money while doing what I loved. Something self-taught that Iâd learned through social media and videos, books at the library, listening to elderly people talk down at the allotments near where I grew up. I always knew I wanted to do flowers.â
She speaks from a place of honest love. I can tell by the tone of her voice and the subtle smile that creeps across her face that it really is her passion. It briefly reminds me of how fondly my father used to speak about the garden he poured so much love into with my mother. He hasnât stepped foot out there since she passed.
âI would pour myself into posts, advertising my home grown flowers and displays, showcasing every step of growth just so viewers could trust that my arrangements were natural and beautiful because of love. I had so many clients but still hit a bit of a rough patchâ¦â She trails off slightly. âBut what business doesnât?â Gathering the grated cheese into a bowl, she moves next to me.
In the low light, I catch a few unshed tears clinging to her lashes.
âNow itâs all gone and Iâ¦â Her breath shudders. âI have clients Iâll need to call. And the bank, the insurance company, andâ¦â She rubs one hand over her cheek, her gaze on my pan as I add in chopped tomatoes, mixed spices, and a bit of water, slowly letting the sauce come to a simmer.
âDo you know who would do something like that?â
Brooke looks up at me with a shocked expression. âYou think someone did it?â
âYou donât?â
Her gaze slides away. âI guess I just assumed it was an accident. Faulty wiring or something.â
Iâd believe her if her tone wasnât so uncertain. Someone did this. Itâs too much of a coincidence to believe otherwise. âThe man that attacked you and followed you, do you think he would do such a thing?â
âNo,â Brooke replies instantly, making me unwilling to believe her.
She tries to laugh it off and sniffles. âMaybe the person that broke into my store came back for round two.â
Something isnât adding up. Iâm inclined to believe that whoever broke into her store and attacked her is the same person, given how coincidences like that donât exist in my world. But Brooke is still cagey regarding details about her life. Her tale of always wanting to become a florist is the most Iâve gotten out of her since she arrived.
I canât fault her. I did immediately distance myself.
âI will have my people look into it,â I say.
âYou donât have to do that,â she says quickly. âThat would be a waste of time. It was probably some kid who didnât know any better.â
âArson is arson,â I reply simply.
âWould you have them arrested?â Brooke looks up at me with wide eyes. âWhat if it was just some kid letting off steam?â
âDo you think I would have them arrested?â Her innocence regarding what Iâm capable of is rather sweet.
âI donât know,â she says honestly. âYou have armed guards and live behind a giant wall. You donât seem like the average man.â
âIâm not the average man, youâre right. But I take care of the people under my roof and I will find out who did this to your business. As for what happens to themâ¦â I turn down the heat under the sauce and take a small spoon from the drawer, scooping some up. âI will let you decide.â