Leon was distant for the next few days, but after the visit from his father, I donât blame him. It gives me a chance to help Tiffany settle into this strange new place, catch up on sleep, and try to plan what comes next. All of that happens under the watchful eye of Rik, who seemingly refuses to leave my side.
I finally get to go and see my brother after being kept apart while he received medical treatment. Rik guides me to his location without saying a word. In the beginning, it was intimidating, but for some reason, Tiff enjoys his company so Iâm slowly relaxing into it.
As we reach the top of the stairs, I hear yelling coming from the other side of the door. A woman, looking all sorts of pissed off, strides out muttering something about how impossible he is then takes off down the stairs without looking back.
Rik and I exchange a glance, then he nods toward the half-open door. âYour brother is in there. Do you want to see him?â
Itâs not even a question. I charge through the open door with Tiff in my arms to find Ant grappling with a much taller, much larger man. The man easily shoves Ant away, and when he launches himself forward once more, the guard effortlessly shoves him again. Ant makes eye contact with me as he stumbles, the angry expression melting from his face.
âBrooke! Oh my god, I was so worried about you!â He steps toward me, a happy expression on his face.
Antâs room is more like a small apartment, with a small living room, a dining area adjacent to that, and an ensuite bedroom.
I set Tiffany down and straighten up. I guide her toward a small table in the adjacent room where a pad of paper and coloring pencils rest, encouraging her to entertain herself. Then, I walk back to Ant and slap him across the face as hard as I can. He reels back in shock and clutches his cheek. The guard leaves and Rik stands in front of the door to the dining area, blocking Tiffanyâs view, giving us a little privacy.
âWhat the hell?â Ant says with tears in his eyes. âWhy did you hit me?â
âWhy?â I snap. I shove at him, pushing him farther away from Tiffâs earshot. âWhy were you fighting that guard, huh?â
âBecause I was worried about you!â
âDonât bullshit me. Were you asking him for drugs?â
âNo! Why would you think that?â
âBecause itâs what you do! Itâs all you freaking think about!â
âIâm an addict, Brooke,â Ant sniffles. âYou donât yell at a cancer patient for wanting pain meds. I have a disease!â
âA disease called selfish stupidity! I needed you last night! I was out there trying to save your ass, and I came home after going through hell to find you passed out from shooting up while my daughter was in the next room!â I slap him again and he cowers away from me. âI put my life on the line for you, and you couldnât last one night, one freaking night, without humping a needle!â
âBrooke, please!â Ant cowers down on the couch and begins to sob, pulling at his clothes. âIâm sorry, okay? Iâm so sorry! I was scared about what you were doing, and Tiff was crying, and I just lost it, okay? You donât know what itâs like. Something inside of me takes over and I canât fight it, no matter how hard I try.â
My anger stalls. He looks pathetic, crying into his hands. Slowly, a bubble of guilt rises.
âI try so hard,â he weeps. âI wanted to be like you because you trusted me. I wanted to be strong enough to fight it like you were strong enough to face those men. But I have no control over it. I try to fight it but I always lose. Iâm scared it will kill me and I donât want to leave you all alone! I donât want to be an addict. I want to be better, you know I do.â
Despair rises in my chest and I approach him slowly. That part of me that aches for my brother comes to pieces in sympathy for his pain. In some ways, heâs right. I have no idea what itâs like to live each day as he does. No idea what itâs like to fight that hunger every second of every day. I pity him, and I miss the brother he once was.
But that doesnât negate how terrified I was last night. I could have died. Tiff could have died, or worse. As usual, all he cared about was drugs.
âYouâre an asshole,â I say, though it lacks some of the previous fire. âYou keep doing this. You keep letting me down. I could have died, Ant. You have no idea what I had to endure.â
âI know, and Iâm sorry.â He lifts his tear-stained face. âBut you did it, right?â
Thereâs a sudden note of hope in his voice as he clasps my hand between his cold fingers.
âWhat?â
âYou did what they expected of you, you slept with them, right? Is our debtâ?â He says in a lowered voice as he lifts his brow.
The anger comes back like a tornado and I cut him off. âOur debt? Are you fucking kidding me? This is your fucking debt! No, I didnât do it! They werenât looking for just sex, they wanted to torture and hurt me. The only reason youâre here right now is because youâre my only family. Otherwise, I would have just handed you over to them. While I was doing everything I could to protect you, you left my daughter toâ ââ
I glance toward the other room to check on her and freeze.
Sheâs gone.
âTiff?â No answer. I scream her name and sprint from the room. Just as terror grips me like coils of barbed wire, relief pours through me in the same instant. At the end of the hall stands Tiff, Rik and the woman who rushed past us earlier next to her. The woman is crouched down observing a drawing in Tiffâs hands.
âMommy?â she says as she spins around.
âTiffany!â I sprint toward her and immediately scoop her up into my arms. âOh my god, honey, you canât do that, okay? You canât just leave without letting Mommy know!â
âIâm sorry.â Tiff says. âI wanted to show my drawing and Mr. Rik said we could go.â
âGiven what I heard,â Rik begins, âI thought it best that we leave the area.â
âAnd I completely agree with Rikâs decision,â the woman adds.
I narrow my eyes at her. âWho are you?â
âIâm Selina.â She holds out her hand. âIâm one of the guards here, well, sort of.â
âOh.â I shake her hand while balancing Tiff. âBrooke.â
âI know who you are.â She smiles warmly and tucks a strand of black hair behind her ear. âYou look like you need some fresh air. Want to walk with me?â
I glance back at Antâs room, but I canât stomach facing him again so I nod and turn back to Selina. âSure.â
Somehow, Selina knows exactly what I need. She leads me downstairs and through a corridor, then through a conservatory that leads out into a beautiful back garden. I hadnât had a chance to see any of this last night in the storm and itâs stunning. Blossoming trees nestle amongst colorful flowers, all glistening from the leftover rain. The grass is a deep, dark green, and when I breathe in, the most delicious scent of floral and earth fills my senses.
âWow,â I say, setting Tiff down next to me and taking her hand. âThis place is beautiful.â
âYou wouldnât expect it, would you?â Selina chuckles, wrapping her cardigan around her tightly against the early morning chill while I embrace it. It cools the anger and makes me feel alive.
âNot at all. A garden was the last thing I expected to find here.â
âBelieve it or not, Leonâs father started it. It was his passion project for as long as Leonâs mother was alive. After she passed, he abandoned it. A few of us have kept it going. Itâs good for the mind and soul. Nothing works things out like spending a good few hours in nature.â
âI agree,â I chuckle. âAlthough Iâm more of a potted-plant greenhouse kinda gal.â
âOh?â Selina looks at me with curiosity. âYou garden?â
âTechnically, Iâm a florist.â Saying that out loud sounds alien after the past two days. âI do flower arrangements, weddings, special events, etc. Flowers and displays are my cup of tea.â
Something about Selina is oddly calming. Maybe itâs being able to chat with another woman or her positive energy as she leads Tiff and me through the gardens, but sheâs very easy to talk to. Before I know it, Iâm telling her all about my business and the enjoyment I get out of making people happy through flowers. She asks me to identify a few unknown flowers in the garden. I dig out my phone and show her some of the arrangements Iâve worked on while Tiff runs through the grass.
âYouâre so talented,â Selina says. âThese are absolutely stunning. And you have your own store?â
âYep, for four years now.â
âThatâs amazing. Are you online?â
I nod. âOn socials. You can look me up under Hive Blossoms.â
âYou know what,â Selina begins as she types the name into her phone, âI think I might have started following you when I needed some inspiration for a birthday party a while back. Let me see.â She taps away then suddenly her face falls.
She comes to an abrupt stop.
âHive blossoms? Thatâs you?â
âYes.â
Selina lifts her head from her phone. âIâm so sorry, Brooke.â
âWhy?â
When she turns her phone to face me, my heart shatters into a hundred pieces. On the screen is an article detailing the sudden and violent fire that swept through my store last night, burning the place to the ground.