Chapter 64
The Alpha's Rejected Silent Mate
Crack, rustle. The twigs cracking beneath our feet were loud in the otherwise silent forest, but to be honest, weâve both reached the point of not caring, neither one of us giving a flying fig about the sounds or possible rogues. Weâre just that exhausted. Johnathon is definitely not the travelling buddy of my dreams.
Thomas hasnât stopped at every single pack like we have, but both Johnathon and I are too worried about going in the wrong direction to avoid any of the packs along the trail we take. One wrong move and we could end up further away from Winter, instead of heading towards her like we initially planned.
Every move we make we analyze. Itâs exhausting.
It hasnât been the smoothest of travels, not when Johnathon and I donât see eye to eye on a lot of things. It doesnât help that the last few days and nights have been cold as well as rainy. Even wolves donât like to get wet and there was a storm brewing, judging by the dark black clouds gathering over our heads. Just what else we needed. I shiver slightly from the cold, feeling extremely frustrated.
âI think we should set up campâ I shout out to Johnathon, my hair beginning to fly wildly in the wind. I hope he can hear me, otherwise Iâm going to have to mind-link the blasted Alpha.
â He turns to look at me, as grumpy as ever. For an Alpha youâd think he would be used to bad weather and travel. Apparently not.
âThe pack up ahead is not too much further. I would rather spend time in a nice warm bed then sleep out here again in the bloody coldâ he grumbles. Yeah, I donât think weâre going to have a choice tonight.
I shoot another glance upwards. âWeâre not going to make it, best to set up campâ | argue. The next pack is several miles away and weâve spent the majority of the day in our wolf forms up until now. We need time to recuperate. Setting up camp is the best option for both of us, he just has to stop being so goddamn stubborn.
Besides who made Johnathon the bloody boss? I didnât ask him to come along, he insisted. I can tell heâs annoyed but I donât care.
âFineâ he snaps irritably, pulling the tent out of the backpack as I join him. Iâm already shivering from the cold and itâs not even raining. At this rate, snow was going to be inevitable as well. I smile at that.
Winter loves snow, always has. I guess thatâs one of the reasonâs I always felt that her name suited her.
God, how I miss my little sister.
âWeâre wasting time, doing thisâ Johnathon grunts as he begins to pull the tent up. I roll my eyes. I wish I could bury him in snow, just for some piece and quiet.
A loud crash of thunder, makes both of us jump. I give Johnathon a told you so look, which he pointedly avoids, scrambling now to get the tent up. We huddle inside, both pointedly keeping our distance from one another. As far as we can, considering itâs a very small tent and weâre both bulky teenagers.
âDo you think Winter found a pack to stay in?â Johnathon asks quietly.
I stop to think for a moment. I wish she has. I want nothing more than to find her and find out sheâs finally happy. Sheâs already been through so much, if anyone deserves to find true happiness, itâs her.
âI hope soâ | mutter as he falls silent.
âMaybe I shouldnât have rejected herâ he murmurs, presumable speaking to himself âshe wouldnât have run off then. I could have at least given her a chanceâ he says regretfully.
Iâm staring at him in disbelief. Did he really think that this was all because of his stupid bloody rejection!
That might be one piece of the puzzle, but Iâm betting the bullying and the beatings had something to do with it as well. He really needs to get over himself. Besides, what the hell is he going to do when we find Winter? I canât exactly see her welcoming him with open arms. Actually, I donât even think sheâll greet me with open arms. I wouldnât blame her though. Johnathon is an i***t. A big one.
âShe would have left anywayâ I say finally and he sighs, looking despondent and rather pathetic if Iâm being honest. âShe was bullied at school and was beaten at home. Iâm amazed itâs taken this long for her to run away from home and never look back. If it was me, I would have left a long time ago. But sheâs always been the stubborn type.â My voice cracks and I glance away from him. other whether we liked it or not. At least outside we could keep our distance and not be offended. The tent was meant as an emergency one but it was coming in damn handy lately, even if the Alpha snores so loudly, Iâm frightened that wild animals will get curious enough to investigate the loud sounds. I can at least be grateful to Johnathon for insisting we take a tent along. Thereâs something to be said about not freezing to utter death.
My nose wrinkles. I can smell dirt, pine, the smell of the rain as it pours down, but I swear Iâm picking something else up, something that we hadnât anticipated. Especially not in this weather. f**k, I think to myself with a groan. Not now. It smells absolutely putrid though and not something you can miss.
âCan you smell that?â I ask Johnathon and he nods, grimly peeking out of the tent and scanning the woods.
âThey might just be going throughâ he mutters to me âat any rate they are still a fair distance away.
Besides they donât like the rain, anymore than we do, do they?â.
Not exactly the right words to make me calm down. Iâm trying to think positively, at least from the smell, there appears to be only one of them and thereâs two of us. That made the odds better on our side, especially with a ferocious Alpha. Heck, Johnathon could probably take them down on his own and never even break a sweat. Thatâs what Iâm telling myself anyway.
âThe smell is getting strongerâ I tell Johnathon nervously and he nods, his expression looking grim.
Reluctantly, due to the rain and the cold wind, weâre forced to step outside. If we shift in the tent weâll only rip it to pieces and we very much wanted the tent to stay in tact. The smell of blood and rotten meat met my nostrils and I cringed. It was definitely coming closer. Was it looking for a fight? Because weâd give him one. But it was sheer stupidity on his part to approach an Alpha. Most rogues would have the sense to stay away, so why the hell wasnât this one? It was bloody infuriating Johnathonâs busy c*****g his head, listening for the sounds of the approaching rogue, his eyes wary as he glances at me. I give him a nod and move, keeping my back to him and trying to view this so called rogue from a distance. He wasnât that far out that we shouldnât be able to spot him. Especially with our shifter eye-sight. We can see for miles with it.
My mouth pops open, and I give Johnathon a nudge to his shoulder. He too stares in fascination. Weâre used to rogues being in their wolf forms and preparing to fight, that it actually takes us a moment to realize the man coming towards us was in fact one in human form. It was completely unexpected. If it wasnât for the smell and the glowing red eyes of his, we would have mistaken him for another shifter. A normal one.
The skinny, ragged looking man, holds his hands up as though surrendering. âI mean you no harmâ he rasps as Johnathon and I glance at each other in surprise. âI have information, I believe you may want.â
Iâm suspicious. As if heâs going to have any information we want from him. What kind of rogue is this? I thought they attacked on sight, but this one really does seem to be harmless, even as I remind myself to remain on my guard.
âWhat do you think?â I whisper to Johnathon, âI think we should hear him outâ he answers quietly âIâm curious to know what kind of information he thinks we want to hear.â
So am I. But Iâm not about to forget that heâs a rogue either. Iâm not about to let myself be killed, if I can help it.
âCome forward slowlyâ I tell him, firmly, Johnathon tense beside me, prepared to shift at a seconds notice. The man gives me a small nod and walks very slowly, forward until weâre meters apart. He keeps his hands up as though surrendering âWhat do you want for the information?â Johnathon asks. It was a good question. What did we have, that the rogue could possibly want? Well, besides our blood I think a little maliciously.
The rogue licks his lips. âSpare food and waterâ he croaks and Johathon grabs a water bottle and some food from our backpack and returns, throwing it to the rogue who eagerly catches it in both hands. He drinks thirstily and I realize, due to his malnourished and skinny frame, that he clearly hasnât been able to have a decent meal or satiate his thirst in a good long time. I actually find myself feeling sorry for this dude. How unreal is that? Iâm feeling sorry for a rogue.
âWhatâs the informationâ I ask and he pauses, wipes the water dripping down his chin with one hand, even as weâre still getting rained down upon. Must be a habit. Or a reflex.
âI heard youâre looking for a girl, one whoâse been traveling aloneâ he says gruffly and my heart skips a beat.
âWe might beâ Johnathon says cautiously âwhy would you tell us?â He sounds curious rather than angry.
The rogue hesitates, looks a little shame faced. âIf sheâs the one, Iâm thinking youâre looking for. She saved my life. I attacked her, desperate for food and she came out better off. Instead of finishing me off, she wrapped my wounds in bandages and left me some food to replenish my strength. She could have killed me, hell if Iâd been in her position, would have but she chose to help me instead. She did me a kindness and Iâd like to pay it back.â
That sounds very interesting. Winter of course would have her wolf long by now. But itâs curious she didnât kill the rogue. Most shifterâs didnât hesitate like she clearly had.
âCould she speak?â Johnathon yells out to him and the rogue shakes his head. âNoâ he said decisively and my eyes light up. It has to be her. âWhere did she go?â
The rogue comes closer and we donât move to stop him. The information he has is too important to ignore and could very well lead us to my missing sister. Besides he seems to be relatively harmless, especially for a rogue.
The rogueâs eyes are twinkling. âI can do better than thatâ he says with a small smile âI can lead you right to her. I kept an eye on her after she left me, wanted to thank her in some way. Then I hear from other packs once I seen she was staying where she was, that there were some boys looking for her.
One of them, being her brother, the other an Alpha. Figures it had to be you.â
âWhatâs in it for you?â Task suspiciously. âIf I take you to herâ the rogue says quietly âcan you do something for me?â âDepends what it isâ Johnathon says.
âTell her thankyou from me. Once Iâve done this, Iâm off to find a home, settle down and stop being a rogue. She gave me that motivation to change.â