Chapter 15
Murder Notes (Lilah Love Book 1)
Iâm hurrying away from my family home, digging my keys from my purse in the process, a motion detector casting the driveway in a glow of light, when I hear my damn name again. âLilah!â
At the sound of Andrewâs voice, I keep walking and click the locks on the rental. I mean, whatâs a sister for if not to ignore her brother? I reach for the door to open it, but Iâm too late. Andrewâs big-ass damn body is now beside me, and itâs blocking my entry. And since heâs here and being as difficult as Iâm accused of being, I rotate and blast him with a question that suddenly hits me. âWhereâs your BMW?â
âI traded it for a Porsche.â
âOkay, smart-ass,â I snap. âWhereâs your Porsche?â
âIn the garage where all Porsches should be.â
âAnd Eddie and Alexandraâs vehicle?â
âAlready in the garage when I got here.â
âWhy are they even here?â I demand.
âI had no idea you didnât know about Alexandra and Eddie, but I should have known, since you donât know how to pick up the damn phone. And Eddieâs been at every family dinner for a decade. You know that.â
âYou and Dad both knew I wouldnât want him here.â
âI donât make Dadâs guest list,â he says. âYou know that, too.â
âFine. Letâs move on. Tell me you arenât considering making Woods a fall guy.â
âDo you really think that of me? Come on, Lilah.â
âI donât know what to think after everything thatâs happened.â
âEverything thatâs happened? What does that even mean, Lilah?â
âThe stunt Eddie pulled at the diner. Dadâs secret political aspirations. The suicide announcement at the press conference. Some random guy and a confession that you didnât call me about earlier. I can probably go on. Do you want me to try?â
âAt the risk of repeating myself, since you arenât listening, here we go: Woods is simply a suspect I canât ignore. Eddie is simply territorial. I tried to call you about Dad, but you donât take my fucking calls. You didnât show up to the press conference, and I had my hands full with press and locals all day. And finally, I never said suicideââ
âYou inferred it.â
âYou werenât there.â
âHow do you know I didnât watch it?â
âDid you?â
âYou inferred it,â I repeat.
âI inferred all options were open for consideration, as is the case with all investigations, and come on. You know the beasts that are the Hollywood and big-money types in this town when they panic. You know I need to manage that. Now, what else is your problem?â
âSamantha,â I say. âSheâs trouble, and I thought you were smarter than that.â
âI have one name for you to answer that worry: Kane.â
âThis isnât about me. Itâs about you. Sheâs dangerous.â
âSheâs not dangerous. Kaneââ
âKane again? Huh. Youâre deflecting with ancient history.â
âAnd yet, he showed up at the crime scene last night, not for his dead employee, but for you.â
âFor me? You donât know that. I just happened to be there.â
âBullshit,â he says.
âSamantha is not your type.â
âBut Kane is yours.â
âAncient fucking history, Andrew. Samantha is not for you.â
âAnd yet she is.â
âI donât understand you with her.â
âI donât either, but it works. I think you know about that, now donât you?â
Heâs right. Kane defines that answer for me, but Kane really was into me. Kane was in love with me. I donât want Andrew to get hurt. âAnd if I told you sheâs not faithful?â
âIâd tell you we havenât been exclusive, but Iâm about to fix that. And you and Kaneââ
âI hate him,â I say, because he wonât shut up until I answer him and because itâs true. âI hate the fuck out of him. Is that what you want to hear?â
He narrows his eyes on me. âDamn it. You still love him. Iâd hopedââ
âWoods,â I say, changing the subject.
âIs innocent until proven guilty,â he assures me, despite his behavior and that of his staffâs saying he believes otherwise. âI do my job and do it well,â he adds.
âAnd that includes sharing FBI business with Eddie?â
âEddie is the detective on the case. And why are you so damn against Woods as a suspect? What am I missing?â
âYou do remember Iâm investigating a series of murders, right?â
âAgain. Why are you so damn against Woods as a suspect?â
âIâm looking at this as a series of murders, not one.â
âAnd?â he presses.
âHe doesnât fit the profile.â
âThey donât always fit the profile. And maybe heâs a copycat killer.â
âThatâs insanity. This hasnât been in the local news. Justââ I hold up my hands. âI need that transcript.â
âIâll send it.â
âTonight.â
He scowls. âI already told you Iâd send it tonight.â
I nod. âOkay.â
âOkay.â
We glower at each other, and I decide to just go with the tone weâve set. âI donât like Samantha for you,â I say again.
He grabs me and kisses my forehead. âGot it. You donât like her.â He releases me. âStay around and you can harass her and me.â
âAnd endure dinners here, with her, Alexandra, and Eddie? Not a chance in hell. Iâm going home.â
âThis is home,â he says, reaching for my door. âRemember that.â
I back up and let him open it for me. âIâm pretty sure Dad will be glad for me to go back to LA and call it home.â
âNonsense,â he says. âIâll e-mail.â
âYouâd better.â I climb into the car.
âYou always need the last word,â he says, shutting me inside.
I roll down the window, shouting after him as he heads back to the house. âYes, I do!â
He laughs, a low, friendly, wonderful laugh that makes me miss my brother, but not enough to stay. I roll the window back up and sit there for several beats. Why am I so damn against Woods as a suspect? He doesnât fit. I dial Tic Tac. âYou donât give a person time to work, you know that, right?â he answers. âI guess I should be glad youâre not here and standing over me. What do you want to know?â
âWoods,â is all I say.
âI can confirm his clientele reaches beyond Manhattan and the Hamptons to LA.â
âWhich connects him to all the victims. Loosely, but itâs a connection.â
âLoosely is right. Thereâs no record of him building in LA or even visiting.â
âWe could probably connect dozens of contractors to those three places,â I say. âIs there any connection between Woods and the New York City victim directly?â
âNo,â he says. âNothing. No business dealings. No mutual friends. Not even a shared pharmacy. Thatâs how deep I went on this.â
âDid you cross-check phone records?â
âI checked pharmacies but not phone records? Am I an amateur? Of course I checked phone records. I havenât gotten to the LA victims as of yet, but as far as New York goes, I have. Woods had no phone calls, e-mails, or texting exchanges that Iâve located. Of course, there could have been unregistered numbers or e-mails with remote-location access that I canât see. Iâd need any actual devices you find to be sure. As of now, Iâve pinged the phone weâre aware he owns. Itâs dead or turned off. Iâm watching it and his e-mail.â
I have a bad feeling this guy is going to show up dead. âI need to know if our LA victims are tied to him. Get help. Get me answers.â I hang up and sit there a moment before I make a call I dread. I dial Murphy.
âAgent,â he answers. âI thought you needed space?â
âI need you to know that thereâs been a confession tied to the local murder,â I announce.
âSo it was a coincidence that it happened when you landed,â he says. âThat makes more sense. Had it been connected to the others, it would have been eerily timed.â
âIt is connected.â
âAre you telling me we have an arrest for all these open cases?â
âNo,â I say. âThereâs a manhunt for the man who confessed.â
âHe confessed, but he didnât turn himself in,â Murphy goes on to assume. âAnd you donât think he did it. Is that right?â
âNo,â I confirm. âI do not.â
âAre you thinking a setup? Blackmail?â
âIt feels like a cover-up of some sort.â
âThis is a difficult question, Lilah. Are we talking cover-up by local officials?â
âIt feels bigger than that.â
âWell then, screw the confession. Spare me the investigative details youâll report later. Do we have grounds to claim jurisdiction?â
âWe could, but what if Iâm right? What if this is a series of assassinations? Assassins are hired. I not only want to catch the assassin, I want to know who hired this one, and that means letting them believe this cover-up is working.â
âYou really believe this is an assassin?â
âYes.â
âAll right then. Iâll give you the benefit of your exceptional track record. What are you suggesting?â
âIdeally, we get to this suspect before he ends up dead and blamed for all the murders. Or even the local ones to push us out of New York. We get him. We talk to him. We convince him to work with us with the promise of protection.â
âWe can lend the locals immediate resources.â
âIâd rather those resources be funneled through me and quietly. That way the locals believe Iâm bowing out of this case but hanging around for personal reasons Iâll create.â
âThe locals are your people, Lilah.â
Itâs a statement, but itâs clear that he means it to be a question. âNot all of them.â
âA reasonable answer,â he says. âIâll assign you a point person.â
âI want Jeff Landers. Heâs already helping me.â
âHeâs not my typical choice for point man, but consider it done. That said, letâs be clear: Iâm not shutting down our local investigation on this end. I cannot have us back off a series of murder investigations and have your end amount to some sort of localized scandal, but Jeff will make sure there is no crossover.â
âUnderstood.â
âAnd I need to ask a question and have you answer it quickly and honestly. People are dead. More could die. Are you too close to this to do your job properly, Agent Love?â
âI am not,â I say firmly. âIn fact, Iâm uniquely positioned to recognize a problem someone else would not see.â
âAnd what happens if you find out that someone you love is involved?â
âIâll do my job,â I vow.
He is silent. One beat. Two. Three. Until finally he says, âMake sure you do. Communicate. Update me tomorrow.â He ends the call and his question replays in my mind, taunting in a way not even Eddie achieved tonight: ~What happens if you find out someone you love is involved?~
What indeed?
My mind turns to the easiest betrayal to swallow. Eddie and his hunger for power and a path to the higher ranks of the local elite. Alexandraâs stupidity, considering she and her money actually married the man. Of course, Pocherâs long-rumored corruption, in both the private and public sectors, has never been proven, but after looking into his eyes, I know at least some of the stories are true. Now that heâs involved with my father, I donât like what that says about my father, but political misconduct doesnât equate to murder. I hope.
And then thereâs my brother. Iâd been angry with Andrew inside the house, but the minute we were out here alone, our conversation was easy, and it had felt just like old times. ~Weâd~ felt like us again. His answers had been perfect. And yet, I go back to the existence of Samantha in his life. No matter what he says, she doesnât fit him. But then he thinks Kane doesnât fit me. Kane ~does fit me~, all too well, and too often, which is exactly the problem. Kane doesnât scare me. I scare me when Iâm with Kane. He connects with the parts of me I donât want to exist. He accepts them and makes it easier for me to accept them. He makes me embrace the real me that only he knows. Thatâs why I canât be around him. But that brings me back to Andrew. If he doesnât know me, then maybe I donât know him. I donât like that idea. I donât like the chatter in my head that says the bad has only just begun.
I need to find answers. I need to find Woods. He has the answers. And so does someone else. Kane might claim heâs not his fatherâs successor, but Iâve seen things. I know things. This is Kaneâs territory. He owns this town, as his father had before him. And Iâd once asked him how his father was as dirty as he was, and yet East Hampton Village, his home, remained so peaceful. Heâd told me his fatherâs cardinal rules: Donât work where you play. Donât kill where you rest your head.
In my determination to stay removed from Kane, I havenât let myself tap into how well I know him. Kane isnât behind this murder. That means Woods really did randomly choose to kill a woman that just happened to be Kaneâs employee on the very night that I arrived. Or someone wants Kane, and myself, to believe that, to keep one or both of us out of their business. If Iâm right on the latter, Woods will be framed for all the murders. And my family is either involved or being used to set this up.
~Holy fuck. Holy hell. Holy fuck.~
I need to talk to Kane and convince him to tell me what he knows, and I need to do it now. And that means convincing him our secrets equate to his immunity. I donât second-guess myself. I dial Kane. And, of course, this time he doesnât pick up on the first ring. It takes three brutal rings that feel like three hundred before he answers with, âAgent Love.â
âI need to talk to you.â
âIâm listening.â
âNot on the phone.â
âWhere?â
âThe Cove,â I say, a spot we both know well, and not because it represents pleasure.
Heâs silent for a beat, then two. âWhen?â
âNow.â
âIâll be there,â he says, and with his confirmation, I hang up.