Chapter-61

I groan, rubbing my forehead with the tips of my fingers. Taking sedatives to sleep was not a good resolution afterall.

Ugh

The sunlight is hammering my eyes.

Putting my feet on the cold tiled floor, I curse myself for even opting for those shitty pills.

Last night was tough and I wouldn't have gotten through it without poping a few pills.

Thought they did help me curb my emotions of last night. They are wreacking a havoc over me right now.

This is the only reason I hate them with all my heart.

While they do put me to sleep but the next day I have to go through hell.

They just don't sit right with me.

That's why kuhu's voice feels so healing. It puts me to sleep without having to bear any consequences the next day. It's nothing less than a mircale to me.

And as her name pops up my mind slowly dwadles to the the events of last night. Walking out of that room was still fine but coming back to this hell of a room knowing I am leaving her behind made me feel like shit.

Especially when she confessed that she loves me too.

I don't know what took over me but as soon as those magical words left her mouth, my body was not mine. Slamming my lips on her and kissing her felt like the most right decision I have made in a long time.

If not for her fisting my shirt I wouldn't have stopped. As the initial passion faded I knew had to maintain my distance. But her softs pants, shying eyes had me inadvertently hold her in my embrace.

Still knowing what is best for her I had to let her know that I'll be leaving her.

The way her body went stoic after hearing my words almost had me bite back my tongue but it was for the best.

Sighing I let go of my thoughts. I can't deal with heartache and headache at the same time.

Getting up from the bed I move to my left, my feet wobbly as the sun rays hit me in my fucking eye.

Why the fuck is this fucking sun shining so bright?

Which bitchy planet is he trying to impress?

I know it ain't earth beacuse it's fucking hot in here.

Urgh.

I enter the wash room and immediately scrunch down in the basin. Twisting the tap I let the water run over my head for a few mins. As the cold water rushes over my head I feel my headache dissipating only by a minute fraction.

This won't do.

Standing up I pull my shirt over my head and get rid of my pants.

Moving towards the shower, I turn on the faucet and feel my body drenching in the cold water.

Fuck that is orgasmic.

Finally able to open my eyes fully. I glare directly at the sun through the tinted windows and flip him off.

Take that mother fucker.

And as the water flows away so does this stupid headache.

........

Rubbing my wet hair with a towel I move out of the bathroom fully dressed.

I take a breath of relief as I feel much better.

As I move in my room my eyes rake the yellow card kept besides the lamp on the table next to my bed.

Within few steps I reach the table and bend down to pick up the note.

A familiar handwriting graces my eyes.

Knitting my eyebrows I read the note.

You kidnapped me twice.

Flew me to a fucking island that I don't know shit about.

Kept me away from everyone.

Didn't let me leave even when I begged you.

And now when I have fallen for you, confessed my love for you.

You are flying back to Italy like a little bitch.

Well get one thing through your stupid little head that I won't let that happen.

You didn't listen to me when I asked you to. So I won't either.

I want you and even you can't stop me from making you mine.

I'll make sure that you stay beside me by hook or by crook.

-your sweetheart 💋

My fingers run over the lipstick mark once, twice, thrice... I don't know how many times but each time they does I feel my dick harden more and more.

Fuck!

Did I just get an erection by reading a letter that's threatening me.

That's fucked up.

I chuckle.

Well I like fucked up things.

My sweet little minx is threatening me.

How adorable?

My chest fills with pride as I read her words over and over again.

Even her terms of endearment are adorable.

Little bitch?

How cute.

I could feel my cheeks hurt with how much I am smiling right now.

If she ever ends up saying these words to my face I know I'll end up licking every inch of her sweet delectable body.

Shit, I want to fuck her raw now.

How fun it will be to fuck the attitude out of her and make her eat her words.

Folding the note gently, I open the drawer of the table.

Pulling out my wallet, I put the note neatly in it.

After ensuring that the note is safe in my wallet, I put it back in the drawer.

I hastily move out of my room in my quest to find my sweetheart.

..........

Where is she?

I ask myself for the unmpteenth time.

In my quest of finding her I have discovered palces I didn't even know existed in this house.

Yet she is nowhere in sight.

Moving down the stairs I see the huge living room. Sofas are sprawled across the room facing the entryway. To the left is huge patio. My eyes move from the entrance to the room and then to the patio, hoping to see her. But much to my dismay, still no sign of her.

I move towards the plush couch and see Mr vitalli already sitting there and reading a newspaper.

As he sees me walking towards him, he puts down the newspaper and wishes me.

"Good morning young man."

"Good morning."

I greet him back.

Sitting across him I run my eyes once again all over the room.

"Looking for someone?"

He asks raising a brow.

"No, absolutely not."

I say.

He looks at me dubiously but decides to let go. Picking the newspaper again he indulges himself in it while I sigh in disappointement.

"There you are capo."

I hear angleo and see him walk down the stairs with luca.

They both quickly make their way towards me.

Not these fuckers.

I groan.

I wanted a good start to my day by seeing my sweetheart. And now I have to deal with these two dimwits.

"Fratello fratello."

Luca sing songs like a hynea and lunges at me.

"What the fuck are you doing luca?"

I push him away and see him pout.

"You don't appreciate how much of a filial little brother I am."

He says as he juts out his lower lip.

Disgusting.

How do girls even suck his cock?

I ask knowing how explicit his sex life is.

I still remember when I walked in on him having two girls latched to his dick as if their life depended on it.

It was so gross.

I never want to go through such atrocity again.

Oh jesus protect me.

I pray internally even though I am an atheist.

"Let's have breakfast. I am really hungry."

Angleo says stifling a yawn.

"No we cannot."

Luca says

I just ignore their stupid conversation.

Where is my breakfast?

I question myself as my eyes are begging to be blessed my her face.

"Beacuse cognata said so."

Luca replies and my attention shifts wholly towards their conversation.

"Kuhu said so, why?"

Angleo asks

I smile looking at him.

Good question.

I internally praise him.

See Angleo is always the smartest in the room.

"Capo you are creeping me out with your vicious smile."

Angleo tells me and I realise I must look stupid to him while grinning like a knobhead at his question.

Pulling a neutral expression I act non chalant.

"I don't know she just said that wait for her and don't eat unless she is present."

Luca says shrugging his shoulders.

My eyes bore into angleo.

Ask him where she is? Ask him?

I internally scream.

"Ok I'll wait then."

He says brushing off the topic.

You stupid fucker.

He is the most stupid person I have ever encountered in my whole fucking life. I glare at him.

"Capo are you alright? Have I done something wrong?"

He asks me with wariness in his voice.

I just roll my eyes at him.

Missed the most important question.

"Fratello are you sure that you..

Luca begins asking charily.

"You what?"

I bark back at him.

"That you don't get periods. Such mood swings are not normal."

He says.

"Before I punch the shit out of you, shut up."

I say my tone clipped.

Just when I thought I couldn't get more infuriated I hear hurried steps walking down the stairs.

I turn and see Xavier coming down with nikolai in his arms.

And as I see his ugly face my mood sours even more.

I began standing up to move out of this stupid room but I halt as Xavier finally asks the million dollar question.

"Has anyone seen kuhu?"

I look up at him from my half sitting and half standing position.

Oh my god! I always thought of you as a dumb bastard who knew you could be of so much use.

As I am looking at with my emotional almost teared up eyes he gawkes at me with a disgusted look.

"What the fuck are you staring at me for?"

"You're scaring me?"

He says while flinching.

I settle myself down once again with a neutral expression on my face.

"Ungrateful bitch."

I murmur.

"Well has anyone seen her?"

He questions again.

"She went to a nearby temple and orphanage."

Mr vitalli voices out.

Why?

I want to ask out loud but with everyone in the room, especially Angleo, I act unbothered.

Yesterday I was ranting to him about how I am gonna leave kuhu. If now I start asking about her like a desperate bastard he'll goad me to hell.

"I don't know she invited me today for breakfast. I decide to come early to help her. But when I arrived she was leaving for the temple and the orphanage. So I decided to wait."

He explains.

I look over to Xavier and see him in a deep thought. His face a bit tense.

"What's the date today?"

He questions.

"18, why?"

I finally ask worried if something wrong might have happened to her.

His expression eases up as he nods his head in acknowledgement.

Getting irked at his lack of response I ask him again

"Would you now be gracious enough to tell us what exactly is happening?"

Even though he glares at him he answers

"Today is her mother's death anniversary."

I feel my body stiffening at his response.

"Every year, on this day she visits the temple to pray and orphanage to distribute sweets, clothes and toys among children."

He explains us and settles down on the couch besides Mr Vitalli.

My hands fists upon hearing his response.

I am informed so little about her and he knows so much about her. My jaw automatically clenches as I reminiscine about the events of last night.

Today is her mother's death anniversary and instead of being there for her I fucked it all up by pushing her away.

Shit.

How miserable she must be feeling this morning?

As I dwell deep in guilt I hear the screeching of car tires.

A black sedan stops in front of the entrance.

My eyes shift towards the back door which opens and soon kuhu steps out of it.

It's a treat for my eyes after seeing all these motherfuckers.

She stands there with a weird robe like cloth around her body. I have never seen her wear that before.

I don't know what she is wearing but whatever it is it looks fucking marvelous on her.

She is draped in a beautiful cloth looking nothing less than an enchantress.

Her brows are knit together, a bothersome expression marring her otherwise serene face. Gathering the cloth which is sprawled across her forearm she bunches it and settles it on her shoulder.

And as she does that her waistline becomes visible. The cloth rising a bit above her navel as it stretches across her stomach settling up at her shoulder.

My eyes are fixated on her belly sporting a chain which emanates a twinkling sound as she moves the cloth up.

As my eyes move up I notice she is wearing a blouse underneath that cloth.

I gulp as my throat feels dry.

It's a modest dress but I don't know why she is looking more ravishing in this dress than any of the dresses I have seen her in.

Slightly bending she fixes the pleats of the skirt she is wearing. I can feel my heart beat in my eardrums as all my blood rushes down south.

This is the second time my dick is hardening with in the span of few hours.

I am going to end up with blue balls at this rate.

Finally fixing whatever was bothering her she spreads the pinned up cloth from her shoulder across her arms, covering her up.

"Cognata."

Luca's shrill voice breaks my reviere as I cast my eyes away from her.

Luca stands up and waddles towards her. I look from my periphery and see her waving back at him.

Even though I am trying to avert my eyes away from her they still end up looking at her.

The driver comes near her with two boxes.

He is too close to her for my liking. I fist my hand angered by the proximity between her and the driver.

I want to yank this fucker away from her.

She takes the boxes from his hands and finally acknowledges luca.

Pinching his cheeks she smiles warmly at him and they both move in.

"Kuhu are you alright?"

Xavier says as he marches towards her.

"Yes, I am perfectly fine."

She answers back.

As Nikolai sees her he starts getting fuzzy. Outstreching his arms he reaches out for her. Handling the boxes to luca she takes Nikolai and settles him on her hip.

"He has been grumpy the whole morning."

Xavier states.

"I know, he needs me in the morning." "Right niko."

Kuhu nudges niko's nose playfully and he utters something gibberish in his baby language.

"Well I didn't know it was your mother's death anniversary. I thought you invited me for breakfast."

Mr Vitalli intervenes confusion evident on his face.

"I did invite you for breakfast and yes we are going to have a feast. I cooked a lot for today."

Everyone in the room was bewildered at her response except Xavier.

"Don't be so perplexed. It just a ritual that I started after my mother's death.

My mother was the strongest woman I knew. Even after all the hardships she faced I never saw her cry. She always told me..

"Kuhu, beta there is too much in life to cry about, to be upset about, to be miffed at and too little to cherish. Life offers very little joys. So even in you hardships always smile."

"She never wanted me to mourn her death. Instead she wanted me to remember her fondly and celebrate it. And true to her words death was her liberation from this cruel world who always inflicted miseries on her."

"So instead of being bitter about this day. I celebrate it like she wanted me too."

She explains with a smile on her face.

The woman in front of me never ceases to amaze me. The strength and the perseverance she has is truly commendable.

Unknowingly a smile grazes my lips as I look at her.

Sensing me staring at her she looks back at me.

I thought she would shy away from me but rather she smiles back at me. A smile that reaches her eyes.

I am the one breaking the eye contact as the shine in her eyes scare me.

What if I end up take that away from her?

A question echoes in mind grappling my deepest fears.

"Your mother would be proud of you."

Mr Vitalli remarks.

"Well I hate to interrupt this sweet moment but I am really hungry. So can we eat, please?"

Angleo asks

"Of course, let's eat. But before that I bought sweets for everyone."

She replies gesturing to the boxes in luca's hand.

"So who is ready for some sweets?"

She asks and everyone in the room raises their hand except me.

Even Nikolai has little hand up as if he understands her.

Seeing that only I am left they all scowl at me collectively.

"Not cool, fratello."

Luca remarks.

Sighing I pick up my hand and utter.

"Me."

And soon the room erupts in laughter.