BLAKE'S POV
When I woke up this morning Sophia was still asleep laying with her head on my chest. This is the most amazing feeling. Apart from the things we did last night. I feel so much closer to her now. Our mate bond is stronger, but we still are missing a few things. I can feel all her emotions now.
She is just an amazing person. Since our mate bond is nearly completed, we can start talking through mind link and listen to each others thoughts. I took advantage last night and listened to her thoughts when she fell asleep. She thought about seeing my mom again. About the twins, and how she is worrying and scared about Nevaeh.
She also thought about us and our relationship. She knew that because we are mates we are technically 'married', but she still wants a white wedding, and I'm going to give her exactly that. I know our relationship just started, I won't propose now, I will obviously wait a few months before I ask her.
I was thinking of getting married before she has to accept the role as Luna completely. So she has to do the pack ritual first. I'm freaking out about that because she has three stages to pass. The first stage is to fight one of the highest ranking warriors besides from me, my beta and my third. The second stage is to fight my beta. The last one is what is stressing me out, she will have to fight two strong rouges, one in human form, and the other in wolf form.
I can only postpone this ritual for two months. I'm just scared that she won't be healed completely before that and then she won't pass the ritual.
I was so deep in thought that I didn't even hear her waking up and rubbing my chest looking up at me. I looked at her and smiled. "Good morning my beautiful mate." I said leaning in for a kiss. She smiled and quickly turned her head away before I could even kiss her. The audacity that this girl has. "What the hell are you doing" I asked amusement lacing my voice.
"We have morning breath, it's gross. Let me brush my teeth first please" she said looking back at me innocently. Yup, it's confirmed, she is going to be the death of me. "Baby are you calling me disgusting? Do you know who you are talking to? I am the strongest Alpha in the world, I am not disgusting." I said holding my head high with mock pride and trying to hide my laugh.
"'Baby' you have morning breath and it still is very disgusting." She teased putting emphasis on the word 'Baby'. Oh my god, that is really so sexy when she calls me baby.
" Fuck, you just have a way of turning me on when you call me that." I leaned in to kiss her again but she flew out of the bed and ran into the bathroom.
"Will you be back soon baby?" I called after her, chuckling when I heard the faucet running. She quickly replied with a muffled yes.
It's a miracle that the twins are still asleep, when I looked at the clock it was just a bit past four in the morning. Wow, this is the first time I'm up this early, I'm usually up and ready for the day by five. Being the alpha and all, I have a ton of work to be done.
Soph quickly came out of the bathroom with a bright smile on her face." Can I get my kiss now?" I asked with a puppy look on my face.
"Not until you also go and brush your teeth sir." She says laughing and getting back in bed again.
I got up and quickly went to brush my teeth. When I came into the room I jumped on the bed and Sophia quickly squealed.
"So by the way baby, have you seen what the time is?" I asked her slightly laying on top of her with my weight.
"Can you get off of me you fatty, I can't breathe." she grunts trying to push me off of her. I laughed and roll over pulling her with me so that she is completely on top of me. " Thank you for listening peasant, and why are we up at four in the morning?" she asked again looking kind of annoyed.
This woman and her sleep, "Well my queen, maybe so that we can get some more time in for us, before we have to get up to get the day started." I suggested with a lustful look on my face leaning in to kiss her neck.
She giggled and pulled back and leaned in to kiss me. Once we started we couldn't stop.
SOPHIA'S POV
It is now six and Blake and I have had time to shower, together might I add, and get breakfast ready when the twins started moaning for food.
Blake took Nova quickly before I could grab him. "Babe, you need to get comfortable with feeding Nevaeh. I won't be able to be here the whole day everyday. I just want you to be fine with having them both alone." He said giving me a loving gaze.
"I can always ask your mom to come over to help me, or Shyla will always be here" I tried to argue while cautiously and uncomfortably feeding Nevaeh.
"Baby no, you are going to have to get used to you and the twins being alone for some days. My mother and Shyla can't always be here. They both still have their duties to do in the pack." he said giving me a worried look. Him being worried about me being alone with the twins is stressing me out.
I know that I can't always have someone here, I will get comfortable with Neaveh soon enough. It's just going to take a little while.
"I know Blake. I know that I will have to be alone with them. It is just taking me some time to get used to how things are now with her." I snapped. I stood up with Nevaeh and walked to the little sunroom we have looking out on the backyard.
Why can't he just understand that I need time to adjust with everything. I looked at Nevaeh with tears in my eyes as she was just sucking on her bottle and looking all around us.
I sat there with Nevaeh for about forty five minutes. She has already finished her bottle and I have burped her. She was starting to fall asleep when Blake walked into the room and sat in the chair across from us.
I was still very pissed at him. Why couldn't he just understand my point? And to also just tell me no like that as if what I said was a request. He has some audacity. I just sat there looking at Nevaeh, at how peaceful she looked.
She really was the most beautiful thing ever. I love her so much. "Soph, please talk to me. You can't ignore me forever. We have to talk this out." he pushed.
All I did was look at him, kept quiet and averted my eyes back to Nevaeh. I stood up and walked to the living room where Nova was fast asleep in his basinet. I laid Nevaeh down in her own basinet and switched on the monitor.
I walked to the kitchen and started on breakfast for me and the rude alpha I call mate. He has been on my tail since I left the sunroom and I still just ignored him.
I took out ingredients to make waffles, scrambled eggs and sweet sticky bacon. I placed them all on the island and began making the waffle batter. As I was adding the last ingredients and mixed it in Blake snaked his arms around my waist and twisted me in his arms so that I was facing him.
He growled lowly, I did the same, angry that he is stopping me from making food. He reached behind me and moved the bowl further into the island before lifting me up so that I was sitting on the counter with Blake positioned between my legs.
He held my tightly with his head nestled into my neck. He kissed my neck lightly until he reached the spot where his mark was going to be. That was my soft spot, and as he was kissing it and started nipping at it, my body betrayed me and I moaned.
Having enough of this I pushed hard against his chest until he actually stepped back. I hopped off of the counter and gave him a glare. He gave me a confused and frustrated look. He shouldn't think that sex was going to make every fight better.
This is just something that won't be fixed that easily. I know that he is the alpha and he wants control over everything and everyone, but I am his mate and I won't stand for his alpha tone and his bossiness. I still have a say with all of this, especially with everything that has to do with this family and our kids.
"Blake, not now. This won't always fix everything. I don't need you to boss me around like one of the other pack members. We are equal, and until you can start realizing this, I think it's best that you spend the next few nights away. Just until I've thought think through." I say turning my back on him, not wanting him to see the tears.
We stood there for a few minutes, the silence was killing me. Sapphire was fighting with me to not keep her and Max apart. This is what needs to be done. We both need time to think things through.
"What? No, Soph you can't just kick me out of our home. We need to work through things. We need to talk this through. You can't just always run away from your problems like you did with when you found out you were pregnant." He yells.
"What the fuck!? What does that have to do anything with what is going on now? Blake it's either you that needs to go somewhere for the next few days, or I'll find somewhere to go, and I will take the twins with me." I said sternly. Trying to keep my cool so that I won't say anything nasty to him.
"You will not go anywhere and you won't dare take the twins with you. You aren't even comfortable enough to feed Nevaeh on you own." He added.
I turned back around and just continued on with the breakfast. Blake tried to talk to me more, but I just ignored him.
For about the next thirty minutes we were in the kitchen in an awkward silence. The tension is so thick that not even a saw will be able to cut through it.
Once I finished with breakfast and Blake had made coffee, we sat at the kitchen island and ate in silence. This whole morning has been replaying in my head.
I need to get out of this house, even if it is for a few hours. I just needed to get out. After finishing breakfast I cleaned the kitchen up in silence.
Blake had disappeared out of the kitchen and into his study. I walked into the living room and grabbed my phone and went back to the sunroom.
I phoned Shyla to come and get the twins and me so that we can get out of the house for a few hours and just relax and let of some steam.
As soon as she said she'd be here in twenty minutes, I went and quickly packed a bag for the twins and everything they would need. This includes bottles, nappies, formula, wipes, bum cream and extra sets of clothing just for in case there is an accident.
When I finished I walked to the study door and knocked. I heard a faint come in and I entered the office. "I'm sorry to bother you, I just wanted to let you know that Shyla will be picking the twins and I up in about ten minutes. We are just going to a park probably, we both need the time to think and we need the time away from each other. We'll only be a few hours." I said not wanting to make eye contact with him.
"Hmm" was all he said and continued on with his paperwork. I sighed, rolled my eyes and walked downstairs. I strapped the twins in their car seats, just as I finished covering them, there was a knock at the door.
I opened the door and instantly hugged Shyla. We got the kids into the car and we drove off.
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