I stood in the entryway to Fatherâs office, staring out over the sea of destruction that lay before me, trying to process everything that happened.
Weâd managed to win the battle but it had come at a heavy, heavy price. Twenty-one of our soldiers had been killed, along with two maids who werenât able to take refuge in the safe rooms before the attack started.
And Dayton. Poor, poor Dayton. Iâd failed him, and the guilt from that was eating me up inside.
Every room in the house had been torn apart. Completely destroyed. TVs and mirrors were smashed. Furniture broken. Cupboards and drawers had been raided, all our possessions thrown across the room and trampled on. Theyâd even gone so far as to piss on the beds and couches.
This wasnât a simple act of vandalism. No. This was about humiliation. Whoever was responsible, the mysterious âheâ Scraggly Hair referred to, didnât just want to hurt us. He wanted to humiliate us too.
Turned out though, we werenât the ones to be humiliated.
They were.
Weâd faced a small army, been taken completely by surprise and yet, despite all odds, weâd managed to prevail.
Lukyan was still in the middle of counting their dead, but last time Iâd checked he was up to twenty-seven.
Twenty-seven.
Our soldiers were good. One of ours would equate to roughly three of theirs. The rigorous training we put them through every day ensured that. But that didnât matter if you were overrun with much higher numbers. If it wasnât for the reinforcements that had arrived, this might have been one battle we couldnât win.
I stared at Fatherâs tracking chip sitting in my open palm. The tiny little thing weighed virtually nothing, and yet it felt incredibly heavy in my hands. The enormous responsibility that now fell on my shoulders didnât scare me. It was hard to be scared of something youâd been preparing for your whole life.
What scared me was the fate of my father.
The fact that theyâd cut out his tracking device and kidnapped him was technically good news. If they wanted to kill him, I would have found his body instead. But this begged the question of what they wanted with him.
Most people would think having the leader of the Bratva was a great bargaining chip, that it gave them the power to ask for anything they wanted. Money. Guns. Drugs.
Except that anyone who actually knew my father would know he wasnât the type to bargain for his life. His childrenâs lives, yes. But his own? No.
And heâd kill me if I tried to do it instead.
I hoped Nikolai was having some luck with the prisoners. There were only a few left still alive, however I doubted it would be for very long. Their injuries were life-threatening, and I wasnât going to waste the time or resources trying to save their lives.
âOh, Aleksandr,â a soft, feminine voice squeaked. âI didnât realise you were in here.â
I turned to see Flora standing behind me, a mop and bucket in her hands. She was one of the maids that permanently lived at the house. Iâd known her for over twenty years. Sheâd come here with us from Russia. I was glad to see she wasnât hurt.
âIâm just here to clean your fatherâs office,â she said, glancing over my shoulder at the bloody mess that waited in the room behind me.
I tucked Fatherâs tracking chip into my pocket and held out my hand. âIâll do it.â
She frowned slightly but didnât argue, handing over the cleaning supplies.
âTake the rest of the night off. Iâll call The Cleaners in to take care of everything.â There was far too much damage for one person to clean up on their own.
âI donât mind.â No, she never did. She never complained or argued about any of the work she had to do.
âI know. Itâs been a traumatic day. Just go take it easy.â
She placed a comforting hand on my shoulder. She didnât say anything, just stood with me for a moment in silence before she turned and walked away.
I faced the room, taking a deep breath. Iâd never seen my fatherâs office in a state like this. It was always neat and tidy. Never a thing out of place. Father was a man of order and efficiency. He didnât like messes, let alone in his private spaces. I swear, he spent more time in this office than he did anywhere else in the house.
I started cleaning. I cleared out all the rubbish and damaged furniture. I picked up all the books and put them on the shelves on the back wall, making sure each of them went back exactly where they belonged. Father had them organised alphabetically.
I righted his desk and moved it to its spot, which was hard because the thing was fucking heavy. A wheel on his leather chair was broken, which was an easy fix, so I just popped it in the hallway for now. Iâd deal with it later.
Something crunched underneath my foot and I paused in reorganising his desk, looking down. Pain squeezed my heart when I realised what Iâd stood on, and I had to take a moment to breathe through it. I bent down slowly and picked it up with as much care as I could.
It was an antique photo frame, and inside it was a picture of our family. The glass was smashed, blood staining the tiny little cracks that spread out across the broken surface like a spiderâs web.
My fingers hovered over the picture, sadness clutching my chest, threatening to overcome me. It was an old photo, back from when my mother was still alive. Lukyan and Illayana were just kids. We were all smiling, even Father, which was a rarity in itself. We looked soâ¦happy.
Life was good then. We were all together. Happy. Healthy. Alive.
And now?
I exhaled heavily as I sat the frame back on Fatherâs desk where it belonged, thinking about how much things had changed. How much I wished Iâd done things differently.
If I had come downstairs sooner, maybe I could have saved him. Like I could have saved my mother. Like I could have saved Dayton.
Guilt exploded inside me, so crippling I struggled to breathe.
Nik walked into the room and I quickly turned my head away, wiping the tear that had managed to escape. I cleared my throat, mentally berating myself before I turned back to face him.
Heâd paused in the doorway, a wet cloth in his blood-stained hands as he studied me with worried eyes.
âWhat did you find out?â I asked, going back to the task of setting up Fatherâs desk, pretending like he hadnât just walked in on me in a moment of weakness.
Nik played along, but the look he gave me made it clear he wasnât going to let it go completely. âA few things,â he said, stepping further into the room. âThere were six still alive. Two died before I got the chance to interrogate them. Their wounds were too severe. Out of the four, two of them were Dirty Vultures.â
âJust two? What about the others?â
âThey were part of another MC, The Chaos Lords.â
I frowned as I put a stack of papers away into the desk drawer. âNever heard of them.â
âMe either. But it turns out it wasnât just those two. They said there were four different MC Gangs that were a part of this raid.â
That explained where the numbers came from then.
âApparently, theyâd all been brought together by one man. None of them knew his name but they described him all the same. Big. Dark hair. Blue eyes.â He levelled his gaze at me. âRussian.â
I clenched my fists, a vortex of anger swirling inside me. âDominik,â I growled.
Nik nodded. âThese MCs are all small-time, not even a blip on the radar. Dominik has somehow convinced them all to work for him. Maybe heâs paying them. Maybe heâs giving them something in return. I donât know. But heâs behind this whole thing.â
I cracked my neck, battling the rage that threatened to take me over. I needed a calm, level head if I was going to figure out the next course of action. âRaynaâs death pushed him to attack.â
âYes,â Nik agreed, his face tense. âItâs something we should have anticipated.â
âHow could we have? Rayna was his daughter, but he never gave a shit about her. Not really. We all knew that. Fuck, even she knew that. No. He was using her death as an excuse to attack. A justification should Sergei question him about it.â My mind ran a mile a minute trying to piece everything together. âWhat I still canât figure out is why he kidnapped Father. Thatâs what I canât make sense of. The whole MC thing is easy. If theyâre small-time, he would have offered them something theyâd be dying for. Money and status. The ability to move up and finally be known and feared in the organised crime world. Heâs brought them all together under his leadership and convinced them to do his bidding. Heâs built himself his own little army and came knocking on our door, trying to take us down. He took Father. He ordered his men to take me alive. Why? What was his real goal?â
Nikâs face was grim. âI have no idea, but we need to figure it out quickly before he strikes again. I think the only way weâll ever know is if we catch Dominik himself.â
I nodded. God, I was tired. I just wanted to lie down and sleep for a week. My whole body was aching and sore. I had cuts and bruises all over me, and the stab wound on my shoulder was throbbing like mad, shooting pain all across my back.
âAbout Dreaââ
I groaned, running a hand down my face. âNot now, Nik.â
âYes, now,â he demanded harshly, giving me a hard stare. âYouâre too close to this, so you canât see it, but you need to let her go.â
âNikolai,â I growled, clenching my jaw. I wasnât in the fucking mood to hear this. I had a million other things flying through my head. A million other things to sort out and deal with. I didnât want this to be one of them.
Drea was so much more than what I thought. She was beautiful, kind, fierce, loyal, and a million other things that made her up to be the amazing woman she was. She could have run when the attack started. Just focused on herself and what was best for her and left.
But she didnât. She stayed by my side. She fought next to me and saved my life.
âWord of this attack has already hit the streets. Her brother is mounting a force and it doesnât take a genius to guess what he plans to do with it. If he attacks us now before weâve had the chance to recuperate, weâre done for. Keeping her does nothing but hurt us. I understandââ
âYou donât understand a thing,â I hissed, stepping up and going nose to nose with him.
âThen explain it to me,â he said back, glaring at me. He didnât move an inch, not the least bit intimidated by me. Nik never was.
âIf I let her go, she wonât come back.â
He frowned.
I growled, frustration twisting inside me, and I began to pace up and down the room. âI understand what I need to do. I know I have to marry Anya. But I donât want to let Drea go because if I do, she will never come back. She wonât sit idly by while I marry another woman.â
âSo you plan to force her to do it anyway? Force her to stay locked up in that room forever?â
âYes. If it means I get to keep her in my life, then yes.â
âEven at the risk of her hating you?â
âEven then.â At least she would still be in my life. At least I would still get to see her every day. That was better than nothing at all.
Nik shook his head. âAleksandr, I say this with all the love in the world, but you need to stop being such a fucking idiot.â
I blinked. âWhat?â
âYou heard me. I didnât fucking stutter. Thereâs a simple solution to all this and thatâs not going through with marriage. No, donât say a word. Shut up and listen to me. I donât know when you decided your happiness wasnât as important as ours. It is, and you deserve to have what you want. You think Lukyan and I havenât noticed all the sacrifices youâve made for us? For our family? Fuck this arranged marriage. Do something for yourself for once. Tell Drea youâre not going through with it and then let her go. You canât force a relationship, thatâs something Iâve learnt the hard way. If she wants to be with you, sheâll come back. But at least she can convince her brother to stand the fuck down.â
âItâs easy to say that, but itâs not possible, Nik. If one of us doesnât marry Anya Tarasov, Grandfather will kill Illayana.â
âIâll do it.â Lukyan stepped into the room, his face more serious than Iâd ever seen it before.
I exhaled, rubbing my temples. The stirrings of a headache were starting to form, and I could tell it was going to be a doozy. âLukyanââ
âI heard what you said at Arturoâs party.â
I stiffened, guilt twisting my stomach.
âIâm not unreliable,â he said, his voice cracking slightly, and that guilt inside me exploded, consuming me entirely. âI know I joke around a lot. I know I say stupid shit sometimes. But I can be serious. I can. Give me a chance to prove it to you.â
Blowing out a breath, I looked at my brother closely. There was nothing but sincerity burning in his eyes, this need to prove himself radiating from him. But it wasnât fair to force this on him either.
âLukyan, Iâm sorry for what I said. I didnât mean for you to hear itââ
âBut you think itâs true, donât you? That Iâm just a fuck up?â
âYouâre not a fuck up.â He waited for me to continue. âBut you do have this tendency to screw things up sometimes. And this is a delicate situation. If something goes wrong, it could put Illayana in jeopardy.â
âI can do this, Aleksandr,â he said, standing tall. âLet me do this. Trust in me. Believe in me. I wonât let you down, I promise.â
I glanced at Nik. He nodded earnestly.
God, I hoped I wouldnât regret this. âOkay.â
We went through the particulars, what was expected of him and the details of when heâd be heading over to Russia when the sound of a car door slamming shut made me pause, tilting my head in curiosity.
âWhoâs that?â
A second later Illayana came bursting into the room, her eyes wild and frantic. She ran up to me, gripping my arms tightly. âTell me it isnât true,â she breathed out heavily, her nails digging into my skin.
I didnât need to guess what she was talking about. Nik would have called her to tell her what happened.
âItâs true. Fatherâs been kidnapped.â
Her face crumpled, tears gathering in her eyes. âHow? How can something like this happen?â Arturo and her guards walked in. Arturo went right to his wife, wrapping an arm around her and pulling her away lightly, trying his best to soothe her.
It was a good question. I looked to Nik. âDid you have a chance to look at the security footage?â
âYes,â he replied, boiling with anger. âAnd you wonât believe what I found.â
Istood in the entryway to Fatherâs office, staring out over the sea of destruction that lay before me, trying to process everything that happened.
Weâd managed to win the battle but it had come at a heavy, heavy price. Twenty-one of our soldiers had been killed, along with two maids who werenât able to take refuge in the safe rooms before the attack started.
And Dayton. Poor, poor Dayton. Iâd failed him, and the guilt from that was eating me up inside.
Every room in the house had been torn apart. Completely destroyed. TVs and mirrors were smashed. Furniture broken. Cupboards and drawers had been raided, all our possessions thrown across the room and trampled on. Theyâd even gone so far as to piss on the beds and couches.
This wasnât a simple act of vandalism. No. This was about humiliation. Whoever was responsible, the mysterious âheâ Scraggly Hair referred to, didnât just want to hurt us. He wanted to humiliate us too.
Turned out though, we werenât the ones to be humiliated.
They were.
Weâd faced a small army, been taken completely by surprise and yet, despite all odds, weâd managed to prevail.
Lukyan was still in the middle of counting their dead, but last time Iâd checked he was up to twenty-seven.
Twenty-seven.
Our soldiers were good. One of ours would equate to roughly three of theirs. The rigorous training we put them through every day ensured that. But that didnât matter if you were overrun with much higher numbers. If it wasnât for the reinforcements that had arrived, this might have been one battle we couldnât win.
I stared at Fatherâs tracking chip sitting in my open palm. The tiny little thing weighed virtually nothing, and yet it felt incredibly heavy in my hands. The enormous responsibility that now fell on my shoulders didnât scare me. It was hard to be scared of something youâd been preparing for your whole life.
What scared me was the fate of my father.
The fact that theyâd cut out his tracking device and kidnapped him was technically good news. If they wanted to kill him, I would have found his body instead. But this begged the question of what they wanted with him.
Most people would think having the leader of the Bratva was a great bargaining chip, that it gave them the power to ask for anything they wanted. Money. Guns. Drugs.
Except that anyone who actually knew my father would know he wasnât the type to bargain for his life. His childrenâs lives, yes. But his own? No.
And heâd kill me if I tried to do it instead.
I hoped Nikolai was having some luck with the prisoners. There were only a few left still alive, however I doubted it would be for very long. Their injuries were life-threatening, and I wasnât going to waste the time or resources trying to save their lives.
âOh, Aleksandr,â a soft, feminine voice squeaked. âI didnât realise you were in here.â
I turned to see Flora standing behind me, a mop and bucket in her hands. She was one of the maids that permanently lived at the house. Iâd known her for over twenty years. Sheâd come here with us from Russia. I was glad to see she wasnât hurt.
âIâm just here to clean your fatherâs office,â she said, glancing over my shoulder at the bloody mess that waited in the room behind me.
I tucked Fatherâs tracking chip into my pocket and held out my hand. âIâll do it.â
She frowned slightly but didnât argue, handing over the cleaning supplies.
âTake the rest of the night off. Iâll call The Cleaners in to take care of everything.â There was far too much damage for one person to clean up on their own.
âI donât mind.â No, she never did. She never complained or argued about any of the work she had to do.
âI know. Itâs been a traumatic day. Just go take it easy.â
She placed a comforting hand on my shoulder. She didnât say anything, just stood with me for a moment in silence before she turned and walked away.
I faced the room, taking a deep breath. Iâd never seen my fatherâs office in a state like this. It was always neat and tidy. Never a thing out of place. Father was a man of order and efficiency. He didnât like messes, let alone in his private spaces. I swear, he spent more time in this office than he did anywhere else in the house.
I started cleaning. I cleared out all the rubbish and damaged furniture. I picked up all the books and put them on the shelves on the back wall, making sure each of them went back exactly where they belonged. Father had them organised alphabetically.
I righted his desk and moved it to its spot, which was hard because the thing was fucking heavy. A wheel on his leather chair was broken, which was an easy fix, so I just popped it in the hallway for now. Iâd deal with it later.
Something crunched underneath my foot and I paused in reorganising his desk, looking down. Pain squeezed my heart when I realised what Iâd stood on, and I had to take a moment to breathe through it. I bent down slowly and picked it up with as much care as I could.
It was an antique photo frame, and inside it was a picture of our family. The glass was smashed, blood staining the tiny little cracks that spread out across the broken surface like a spiderâs web.
My fingers hovered over the picture, sadness clutching my chest, threatening to overcome me. It was an old photo, back from when my mother was still alive. Lukyan and Illayana were just kids. We were all smiling, even Father, which was a rarity in itself. We looked soâ¦happy.
Life was good then. We were all together. Happy. Healthy. Alive.
And now?
I exhaled heavily as I sat the frame back on Fatherâs desk where it belonged, thinking about how much things had changed. How much I wished Iâd done things differently.
If I had come downstairs sooner, maybe I could have saved him. Like I could have saved my mother. Like I could have saved Dayton.
Guilt exploded inside me, so crippling I struggled to breathe.
Nik walked into the room and I quickly turned my head away, wiping the tear that had managed to escape. I cleared my throat, mentally berating myself before I turned back to face him.
Heâd paused in the doorway, a wet cloth in his blood-stained hands as he studied me with worried eyes.
âWhat did you find out?â I asked, going back to the task of setting up Fatherâs desk, pretending like he hadnât just walked in on me in a moment of weakness.
Nik played along, but the look he gave me made it clear he wasnât going to let it go completely. âA few things,â he said, stepping further into the room. âThere were six still alive. Two died before I got the chance to interrogate them. Their wounds were too severe. Out of the four, two of them were Dirty Vultures.â
âJust two? What about the others?â
âThey were part of another MC, The Chaos Lords.â
I frowned as I put a stack of papers away into the desk drawer. âNever heard of them.â
âMe either. But it turns out it wasnât just those two. They said there were four different MC Gangs that were a part of this raid.â
That explained where the numbers came from then.
âApparently, theyâd all been brought together by one man. None of them knew his name but they described him all the same. Big. Dark hair. Blue eyes.â He levelled his gaze at me. âRussian.â
I clenched my fists, a vortex of anger swirling inside me. âDominik,â I growled.
Nik nodded. âThese MCs are all small-time, not even a blip on the radar. Dominik has somehow convinced them all to work for him. Maybe heâs paying them. Maybe heâs giving them something in return. I donât know. But heâs behind this whole thing.â
I cracked my neck, battling the rage that threatened to take me over. I needed a calm, level head if I was going to figure out the next course of action. âRaynaâs death pushed him to attack.â
âYes,â Nik agreed, his face tense. âItâs something we should have anticipated.â
âHow could we have? Rayna was his daughter, but he never gave a shit about her. Not really. We all knew that. Fuck, even she knew that. No. He was using her death as an excuse to attack. A justification should Sergei question him about it.â My mind ran a mile a minute trying to piece everything together. âWhat I still canât figure out is why he kidnapped Father. Thatâs what I canât make sense of. The whole MC thing is easy. If theyâre small-time, he would have offered them something theyâd be dying for. Money and status. The ability to move up and finally be known and feared in the organised crime world. Heâs brought them all together under his leadership and convinced them to do his bidding. Heâs built himself his own little army and came knocking on our door, trying to take us down. He took Father. He ordered his men to take me alive. Why? What was his real goal?â
Nikâs face was grim. âI have no idea, but we need to figure it out quickly before he strikes again. I think the only way weâll ever know is if we catch Dominik himself.â
I nodded. God, I was tired. I just wanted to lie down and sleep for a week. My whole body was aching and sore. I had cuts and bruises all over me, and the stab wound on my shoulder was throbbing like mad, shooting pain all across my back.
âAbout Dreaââ
I groaned, running a hand down my face. âNot now, Nik.â
âYes, now,â he demanded harshly, giving me a hard stare. âYouâre too close to this, so you canât see it, but you need to let her go.â
âNikolai,â I growled, clenching my jaw. I wasnât in the fucking mood to hear this. I had a million other things flying through my head. A million other things to sort out and deal with. I didnât want this to be one of them.
Drea was so much more than what I thought. She was beautiful, kind, fierce, loyal, and a million other things that made her up to be the amazing woman she was. She could have run when the attack started. Just focused on herself and what was best for her and left.
But she didnât. She stayed by my side. She fought next to me and saved my life.
âWord of this attack has already hit the streets. Her brother is mounting a force and it doesnât take a genius to guess what he plans to do with it. If he attacks us now before weâve had the chance to recuperate, weâre done for. Keeping her does nothing but hurt us. I understandââ
âYou donât understand a thing,â I hissed, stepping up and going nose to nose with him.
âThen explain it to me,â he said back, glaring at me. He didnât move an inch, not the least bit intimidated by me. Nik never was.
âIf I let her go, she wonât come back.â
He frowned.
I growled, frustration twisting inside me, and I began to pace up and down the room. âI understand what I need to do. I know I have to marry Anya. But I donât want to let Drea go because if I do, she will never come back. She wonât sit idly by while I marry another woman.â
âSo you plan to force her to do it anyway? Force her to stay locked up in that room forever?â
âYes. If it means I get to keep her in my life, then yes.â
âEven at the risk of her hating you?â
âEven then.â At least she would still be in my life. At least I would still get to see her every day. That was better than nothing at all.
Nik shook his head. âAleksandr, I say this with all the love in the world, but you need to stop being such a fucking idiot.â
I blinked. âWhat?â
âYou heard me. I didnât fucking stutter. Thereâs a simple solution to all this and thatâs not going through with marriage. No, donât say a word. Shut up and listen to me. I donât know when you decided your happiness wasnât as important as ours. It is, and you deserve to have what you want. You think Lukyan and I havenât noticed all the sacrifices youâve made for us? For our family? Fuck this arranged marriage. Do something for yourself for once. Tell Drea youâre not going through with it and then let her go. You canât force a relationship, thatâs something Iâve learnt the hard way. If she wants to be with you, sheâll come back. But at least she can convince her brother to stand the fuck down.â
âItâs easy to say that, but itâs not possible, Nik. If one of us doesnât marry Anya Tarasov, Grandfather will kill Illayana.â
âIâll do it.â Lukyan stepped into the room, his face more serious than Iâd ever seen it before.
I exhaled, rubbing my temples. The stirrings of a headache were starting to form, and I could tell it was going to be a doozy. âLukyanââ
âI heard what you said at Arturoâs party.â
I stiffened, guilt twisting my stomach.
âIâm not unreliable,â he said, his voice cracking slightly, and that guilt inside me exploded, consuming me entirely. âI know I joke around a lot. I know I say stupid shit sometimes. But I can be serious. I can. Give me a chance to prove it to you.â
Blowing out a breath, I looked at my brother closely. There was nothing but sincerity burning in his eyes, this need to prove himself radiating from him. But it wasnât fair to force this on him either.
âLukyan, Iâm sorry for what I said. I didnât mean for you to hear itââ
âBut you think itâs true, donât you? That Iâm just a fuck up?â
âYouâre not a fuck up.â He waited for me to continue. âBut you do have this tendency to screw things up sometimes. And this is a delicate situation. If something goes wrong, it could put Illayana in jeopardy.â
âI can do this, Aleksandr,â he said, standing tall. âLet me do this. Trust in me. Believe in me. I wonât let you down, I promise.â
I glanced at Nik. He nodded earnestly.
God, I hoped I wouldnât regret this. âOkay.â
We went through the particulars, what was expected of him and the details of when heâd be heading over to Russia when the sound of a car door slamming shut made me pause, tilting my head in curiosity.
âWhoâs that?â
A second later Illayana came bursting into the room, her eyes wild and frantic. She ran up to me, gripping my arms tightly. âTell me it isnât true,â she breathed out heavily, her nails digging into my skin.
I didnât need to guess what she was talking about. Nik would have called her to tell her what happened.
âItâs true. Fatherâs been kidnapped.â
Her face crumpled, tears gathering in her eyes. âHow? How can something like this happen?â Arturo and her guards walked in. Arturo went right to his wife, wrapping an arm around her and pulling her away lightly, trying his best to soothe her.
It was a good question. I looked to Nik. âDid you have a chance to look at the security footage?â
âYes,â he replied, boiling with anger. âAnd you wonât believe what I found.â