Charlie
âLegally, he can do it,â Julie confirms as she scans over the document I had printed. âHeâs offering you voluntary redundancy.â
She flicks through it, searching for something. âI donât get it. Itâs a bit strange that the CEO of the Nexus Group is getting involved in low-level details like this. Heâs got hundreds of employees. Doesnât he have bigger things to worry about?â
âIâm the pathetic little sister. Iâm an inconvenience,â I mutter, taking my anger out on my wardrobe. Iâm searching for an outfit for dinner with Ben, and with the force Iâm yanking the hangers, Iâm likely to break the pole. âIâm not the right calibre for his company, and he needs to get rid of me quietly, so Iâll be a good little girl at Tristanâs parties.â
âIt would appear like that, yeah.â She shrugs.
I shoot her a look. âI didnât want you to agree with me.â
âThen donât ask.â
âSo, what do I do?â
She pauses. âDo nothing yet. You have ten days to think about this. Get your anger out with angry sex. Then youâll think straight. In the meantime, let him sweat.â
Ben and I are going to dinner tonight with some of his friends. Itâs a great opportunity for me to get out of my sex slump and stop festering over Danny Walker.
One of the perks of having a stinking rich brother is that you get freebies like access to exclusive restaurants and private members clubs. Usually, I decline because I canât be bothered with the ordeal of getting dolled up for these places, but itâs time Ben saw me for the vixen I am. Itâs make or break time.
Weâve been put on Tristanâs guest list for the new sushi restaurant in the Shard, meaning we get fifty percent off the bill. He would pay for my entire bill without blinking an eye, but Iâd rather not feel like a charity case.
Reliable Ben is at the door promptly at 7 p.m. and does a double-take when he sees me.
âWow.â His mouth hangs open. âI forgot you could dress like this.â
I open my mouth to tell him off, then falter. When was the last time Iâd dressed up for Ben?
Any time there is mention of a restaurant, Iâm diving into my elasticated stomach-expanding trousers. The priority has always been food over fucking.
âWait until you see what Iâm wearing under this.â I wink at him and grab my coat.
***
We are guided through the restaurant by a beautiful creature, and I silently thank myself for finding the willpower to dress up. Waitresses are never just waitresses in these bars; they are models with a canny ability to make you feel as attractive as a stone.
The restaurant is typical Tristan, a sky-high terrace with river views of the Thames through floor-to-ceiling windows while a live jazz band serenades in the background.
Londonâs most gorgeous people have been gathered in red velvet booths. Itâs a beautiful scene. You need to be rich, beautiful, or an oligarch to make the cut, or in our case, freeloaders of the rich.
At the table sit Mikey, his girlfriend Sarah, John, Bernice, and a couple Iâve never met. They look chuffed. Iâve clearly earned major points for landing us a table when getting one is notoriously difficult.
Ben wraps his arm around my shoulder and beams. âTony, Andrea, meet the missus.â
My shoulders stiffen. A flood of panic, fear, claustrophobia, and nausea wash over me. When did I become a missus instead of Charlie?
âHiya,â I reply shakily, taking a seat next to Sarah.
The men are gathered on one side of the table, and the girls on the other. A tactical move by Mikey and John, no doubt.
âWe were just talking about how beautiful these are,â Sarah says as she points to the white flowers in the middle of the table. âThey would be perfect on my two side tables in the marquee.â
I brace myself for a long night.
Sarah is talking about her wedding. Apparently, she is frenzied with preparation even though the event is over a year away.
Feigning interest, I smile.
âGorgeous,â Bernice gushes. âMixed in with lilies, right?â
John has been getting heavy hints from Bernice that she would also make a wonderful bride.
âNaturally,â Sarah replies with a chuckle. âYou know, finding the right wedding florist is an absolute nightmare. Iâve had five interviews already, and I still havenât found a satisfactory one. Five! I keep having these recurring dreams that I arrive at the marquee, and the flowers are sitting on the wrong table lopsided.â
Honestly, if you are going to have a nightmare about wedding flowers, at least imagine killer weeds suffocating the groom.
âYouâre so lucky,â Bernice says loudly, throwing eyes at her boyfriend. âIâll be a pensioner by the time John proposes.â
âYouâre only twenty-eight,â I point out. âPlenty of time.â
They laugh between themselves.
âCharlie, you never change. Such a free spirit.â
âWhat about you Andrea, how long have you been going out with Tony?â Sarah excitedly leans towards Andrea, hopeful for an extra number for her hen party.
âSix months,â Andrea replies shyly. âI guess itâs early days.â
âSix months! Mikey and I moved in together after six months. We just knew it was right.â
Bernice nods in agreement. âAlthough I had to wait nearly a year for John to take the next step.â
âI think weâll take it slowly,â Andrea gets in quickly before they invite themselves to her and Tonyâs home-warming.
âBen and I have no plans to move in together any time soon,â I tell them bluntly.
Bernice waves her hand dismissively at me. âYouâll change your mind soon. Just you wait.â
The talk teeters off to a discussion on Andreaâs blue shoes and what a great bargain they were but inevitably veers back to weddings.
â⦠I said to her, are you having a laugh? Brown rolls with the goatâs cheese salad?â
â⦠sometimes they just donât appreciate how much work goes into a wedding. Do they think the corsages just magically arrange themselves?â
â⦠the chairs are going to be wrapped in white linen with gold rimming, and NONE of the legs can be seen.â
â⦠waitresses canât be too pretty.â
â⦠was I being mean when I told Shelley to lose some weight to be a bridesmaid?â
â⦠but bridesmaids canât upstage the bride so she canât lose too much weight.â
â⦠I think the priest actually fancied her a little.â
They blather on for about an hour and a half while I quietly get drunk by myself, nodding and murmuring at suitable moments. At the other end of the table, Andrea does the same. I have a feeling Tony is going to be dumped after tonight.
I excuse myself to go to the bathroom. If I time it right, they will have moved onto the digestives before I return.
Iâm walking back from the bathroom, staring at my phone, when my face crashes into a wall of warm, hard muscle.
âSorry!â I start, but stop abruptly when I meet the familiar cold stare.
âCharlie.â His eyes drop down to my ankles, then follow a path up my bare legs, waist and breasts, before settling back on my face with a frown.
âDanny,â I choke out, ignoring the somersaults in my stomach as he says my name.
He clears his throat. âI wasnât expecting to see you here.â
âLikewise,â I fire back. âWhy are you here?â I glare at him. âI specifically asked Tristan if he was coming here tonight.â
âIâm not here with Tristan.â
I turn my head to see leggy Jen watching us. She flashes me a fake smile.
âExcuse me,â I say, narrowing my eyes at him. âI need to get back to my table. Unless you want me to move tables? Or restaurants if Iâm too much of an inconvenience?â
We stare at each other, the tension flowing between us like a live wire.
Such a damn pity I want this jerkâs hard cock inside me.
I wrench my gaze from him and step around him.
âWait.â His hand engulfs my lower arm, and I feel myself stiffen under his touch. âCan we start acting like adults? All this melodrama is giving me whiplash.â
I look at him flatly. âMaybe when you start treating me like one? You failed to tell me that you were planning to buy my company and get rid of me. We even talked about Dunley at the party! How embarrassing. So excuse me if I feel a little put out. You had this planned for ages, didnât you?â
His pause gives me my answer.
To my left, a camera phone clicks, and we both turn to see a Walkie groupie taking photos for the âgram.
âDonât fucking start this here in the middle of the restaurant, Charlie,â he growls, his arm tightening around mine.
âDonât you fucking start.â I jerk my arm away from him. âYou donât have to worry about me embarrassing you here, Danny. Or in the office or at Tristanâs parties. It was much nicer when we ignored each other.â
I march towards the table without looking back.
âWhatâs he doing here?â Ben asks when I return to the table.
âEating. Exactly like us,â I snap, and immediately regret it. âSorry.â
Benâs brows furrow. âI donât like the way he looks at you.â
âLike heâs going to kill me?â I mutter.
âNo.â He scowls. âLike heâs going to eat you.â
His scowl deepens as he stares over my shoulder. âHeâs watching you right now.â
Iâll give Danny Walker something to watch.
âIgnore him.â I lean into Ben and slide my legs between his. Then I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him in for what might be the longest, most passionate kiss of our relationship.
Grinning, Ben releases himself from my lock. âLetâs get the bill quickly.â He signals to the waitress.
She walks over, smiling. âItâs your lucky night. Your bill has already been paid by the gentleman on the corner table. As an olive branch to Charlie, he said?â She raises her eyebrows hoping weâll understand what that means.
The others look equally confused and ecstatic.
As I flip around in Danny Walkerâs direction, he raises his glass with a curt nod.
Incredulous, I stare back at him.
âIs that ⦠Danny Walker?â Bernice gasps. âDanny Walker is buying our dinner?â
âPrick,â Ben says, grimacing.
The waitressâs jaw drops. âThe Danny Walker?â
Thereâs a barrage of questions about why Danny Walker is buying our six hundred quid dinner.
âHow do you know him?â
âWhat did we do to deserve this?â
âArenât we going to thank him?â
âNo,â I reply through gritted teeth as I restrain Andrea from running at him.
If this arrogant git thinks he can throw money at the situation, he has another thing coming.
âExcuse me, Miss?â I turn to face the waitress. âHow much is his dinner bill so far? Iâm going to repay the favour.â
âAbout three hundred pounds, give or take.â She looks at me blankly. âYou want to pay for his dinner?â
This is going to be an expensive night.
âCharge it to my card.â I plaster a smile on my face as I hand her the card. âCan you give the gentleman a message, please?â
âOf course.â She beams, delighted to have the excuse to talk to him again. They always are.
âTell him that, unlike all his other women, I wonât be bought.â
***
âDid you have a good night, honey?â Ben whispers in my ear as we snuggle up in bed.
I smile at him fondly and lie. âThe best.â
âSorry the girls were wedding mad. I hope it wasnât too boring for you.â
âIt was fine.â I run my hand down his manly jawline affectionately, and he kisses me softly on the nose.
Ben really is a great guy. He is good to look at, good to me, and good to old ladies crossing the street. The man is a catch, and I donât deserve him.
âAre you happy, Charlie?â he asks softly, his eyes full of fear and hope.
âYes, Ben, of course.â I pull him close, and we share a comforting embrace. Why do I feel so guilty?
Ben drifts off to sleep quickly, content with my answer. I watch him sleep, wondering why Iâm feeling so restless myself.
I finally fall asleep at 4 a.m., and I dream of a white wedding where Iâm walking down the aisle, and everyone is smiling at me, but somethingâs wrong, and I canât figure out what it is. Is my bra too tight? Is my tan too orange? Ben is waiting at the end of the aisle.
âItâs the missus,â people are shouting. âItâs the missus.â
I jerk up in bed as I wake up in a sweat.
I look down at Benâs beautiful silhouette under the blankets, and panic rips through me.
A missus wears rollers, large support bras, cashmere jumpers with pearls on them and carries tissues in their pockets. My mother is a missus. I am most definitely not.
***
Danny
âYouâre late,â I mutter, watching the stunning hostess take off Tristanâs coat.
âWhen am I early?â He grins, handing her a twenty.
She purrs back at him, and I roll my eyes. Tristan has women hanging off him everywhere he goes; bars, offices, gyms, churches â¦. He even had the audacity to pick up a nurse when I was having shoulder surgery.
He nods to the three empty glasses. âI see youâve started without us.â
âLong week,â I grimace, downing my third scotch.
I nod curtly to the waitress for the same again. Unlike Tristan, Iâm not charming.
âHereâs Knight.â He nods to the club door where Jack is being led in through the curtain. âI can always rely on him to be later than me.â
âI heard that,â Jack responds as he flashes a large smile at the hostess. With her heels, sheâs at least six feet and almost face to face with Jack. Looking sheepish, he sits down. âI did a quick pit-stop at Yoga Teacher Saraâs.â
âYou dirty dog.â Tristan laughs loudly. âI hope youâve washed your hands.â
âPale Ale, please.â Jack smiles at the waitress and winks at us. âBetter wash my mouth out too.â
âJesus, Jack.â I shake my head. âItâs not even dinner time yet.â
âWhatâs up with you, Walker?â he asks as he loosens his tie. âYou seemed really uptight on the phone.â
âIs it Jen?â Tristan raises his eyebrows at me.
I stare at him. It takes me a second to register who heâs talking about.
âNo.â I almost laugh. Jen is not a problem at all.
âThe acquisition then?â he prompts, looking at me in confusion. âIâve never seen you this unnerved before.â
I grind my teeth together. Why am I so uptight?
I lost a sale worth ten million a year in revenue last week, and that didnât faze me. What the hell is wrong with me?
âItâs not Charlie, is it?â
I give him a double look. Whyâs he bringing up his sister? Itâs day three of being in the office with her, and Iâm wound up so tight Iâm exploding at everyone. They think Iâm a monster, just like she does.
âMate, you donât need to worry about how Iâm reacting. I get it,â he says when I donât respond.
âShe didnât take it well, Tristan.â I sigh, wondering why Iâm straying into this conversation. âHas she spoken to you?â
âNo, not really.â He shakes his head. âIâm getting radio silence which is why I know sheâs upset.â
He stops talking, distracted by the waitress placing our drinks tray on the table.
âYou did what you needed to do.â Tristan shrugs. âSheâll come round. Sheâs just proud. Itâs the first company sheâs ever worked at, and sheâs been at it a long time, so sheâs emotionally attached.â
âSheâll snap your offer up when she realises what a dick you are to work for.â Jack laughs. âDoesnât she read the papers?â
Tristan smirks. âTo Danny the Destroyer.â
They raise their glasses in a toast, and I roll my eyes.
ââWalker wipes out another competitor in his quest for dominationâ was the headline last week,â Tristan chuckles.
âDonât start.â I grimace. With every takeover, my reputation gets dragged through the mud further. Iâm the poster boy of the evil tech industry. âAnd quit with that fucking name,â I add. âIt makes me sound like a comic villain. Which I am, according to Charlie. Sheâs furious. No employee has ever talked back to me like she has.â
âThatâs Charlie, hot-headed.â Tristan chuckles.
Hot-headed? More like downright fucking difficult. Spurting out whatever is in her head without thinking, doesnât she know how to act in an office?
âI saw her at the restaurant last night.â My jaw tightens. âYou didnât say she would be there. She nearly burst my balls in the middle of dinner.â
âShe can burst my balls anytime.â Jack gives a low whistle. âSorry, Tristan, but the girl gets hotter every time I see her.â
âCareful, Knight,â he growls. Tristan would send both of his sisters to a convent in the mountains if he could. Since Tristanâs dad did a runner and left Tristan with the three Kane women, he took on the dad role, which involved vetting boyfriends. The minute there was even a whiff of any of us going near Charlie, he would have our balls in a vice.
âAs a peace offering, I paid for her and her friendsâ dinner,â I explain. âIt backfired,â I continue through gritted teeth. âShe threw it back in my face. When I went to pay my bill, she had already paid it. She said something about me trying to buy her.â
Tristan throws his head back, laughing. âYou just canât seem to win with Charlie. What did you do to rub her up so much the wrong way?â
I squirm in my seat as I recall the look she gave me after she crushed her breasts against my chest. It was as if I was the worst man in the world. I can do no right with the woman. I pay for her and her friendsâ fucking cocktails, and she takes a strop?
His brows lift. âWant me to talk to her?â
âNo,â I reply, too quickly. The less Tristan talks to Charlie about this, the better.
I know I was harsh with her over the redundancy offer. I thought giving her the offer myself would make it better, but it made it too personal. She knows exactly how to push my buttons, and I handled the situation like a jackass.
Sheâd been right, Mike was useless, and that wasnât her fault.
I figured sheâd be happy about the generous pay-out. I had her new company write an open start date into her contract, so she could take some time off and travel. Why wasnât she happy?
Of course, Tristan knows that too, which is why heâs been acting so reasonable.
âMate, I know Iâll get lynched for saying this,â Jack says. âBut as a red-blooded male, I think you should keep Charlie out of your cesspit of a friendship circle. Half of the cityâs financial district tried their chances at that party.â
My eyes widen. Drop it, Jack.
âThey wouldnât fucking dare,â Tristan growls, narrowing his eyes at Jack. âThat goes for you too, Knight, get any ideas of my sister out of your sordid mind.â
Jack laughs. âI wouldnât go there. I like having my balls attached to my body. Itâs just a warning, Kane.â He shrugs. âShe looks good. Every dick in that party was standing to attention. If you insist on inviting her to the same parties that you invite your sordid lecherous mates to, well, you only have yourself to blame.â
âFuckâs sake, Knight.â Tristan glowers at him.
I need to steer this topic away before Iâm exposed as a sordid lecherous mate.
âYouâve made your point, Jack,â I say. âDonât make him as uptight as me, for Godâs sake.â
âMaybe youâre uptight because the waitress is eyeing me rather than you.â Tristan grins.
âI can soon change that,â I respond, raising my glass to her suggestively. She gives me a flirty smile.
âSheâs all yours.â Tristan smirks at me. âYou and Jen arenât exclusive then?â
I shake my head. âNo. Iâve made it very clear; Iâm not interested in commitment.â
Jack tips his head back and laughs. âYouâre forty-one now, Walker. You have a beautiful young human rights lawyer who wants to have sex with you every night despite you having the charisma of a cockroach and you still donât want to commit? What exactly do you want?â
âVariety.â I grit my teeth.
âHeâs got the right attitude,â Tristan says dryly. âNo commitment, no chance of a fucking bitch ex-wife to deal with.â
âHear, hear.â I raise my glass, thinking of my own disastrous divorce. âWhatâs the latest?â I ask.
Marrying Gemina was Tristanâs most financially and emotionally expensive mistake, eleven years on, and he is still paying for it. As far as divorces were concerned, his was as hostile as they come. The woman was pure toxicity, letting him think Daniel was his son while she was shagging behind his back. He spent four years believing that he was Danielâs father, only to find out it was some bloke she met in a Monaco nightclub.
Now Daniel is six, and Tristan still treats him as a son but has few rights. He hasnât a leg to stand on legally, meaning Gemina can demand extortionate amounts in spousal and child support to fund her diamond fetish.
Tristanâs brows form a deep frown.
I donât know why I brought it up. It pains me to see how much stress the situation puts on him; itâs like a dark shadow over him. He needs to deal with it.
I know he lies awake at night worrying about never seeing Daniel again, that sheâll just take off with some geezer.
âSheâs demanding I buy her a holiday home in France,â he replies flatly. âSays she needs to be near her sister.â
âYouâve already bought her two houses,â I seethe. âHow many does she need?â
âIf itâs not a house, itâs a boat or a car or a fucking island,â Jack says. âHow do we sort this bitch out once and for all?â
âNo, Jack, we canât have her offed.â Tristan rolls his eyes. âI just have to keep paying if I want to see my son.â His face darkens. âI canât lose my son.â
âYou wonât,â I say quickly. âWe have enough cash to keep paying her until we find a better solution. Like death.â
âGlad I chose a rich godfather.â He chuckles as I beckon the hot waitress over to us.
She sashays over.
âNow, if youâll excuse me.â I drain the rest of my scotch glass. âHi.â I flash her a smile. âWhatâs your name?â