Charlie
I didnât sleep a wink last night worrying about this meeting. Why did he have to be so vague? Could he not have given some indication as to what itâs about?
He has some nerve. Emailing me at 9 p.m. the night before and expecting me to be on call at all times to check my emails. My contracted hours donât begin until 8.30 a.m. I am under no obligation to see this git before then.
Even his emails are devoid of manners as if every word is too much effort. An automated messaging service would have more charisma.
Of course, I didnât have the guts to say that.
Itâs 7:59, and Iâve been pacing in circles outside his office for ten minutes. Itâs an office heâs commandeered for the acquisition.
Iâm wearing my most professional-looking grey skirt and white blouse, ironed for the first time since I bought them.
I take a deep breath in, smooth my hair down and knock on the door.
Nothing. Did he hear me? I know heâs in there. Is he making me stew?
I knock again.
âCome in,â a gravelly voice responds after a minute.
I wish he didnât have that deep Scottish voice that triggers my heart to beat double time.
As I enter the office, I close the door and stand awkwardly in the centre of the room, shifting my weight between my feet. I donât want to get too close in case he can smell fear.
Behind his desk, he stares at his laptop and scowls. He doesnât even look up. âSit down.â
Suddenly Iâm irrationally nervous. I take the seat opposite him, pulling my grey skirt down to my knees when it creeps up. While heâs frowning at his laptop screen, I sneak a glance at him. Even at 8 a.m., the bastard looks sensational.
Something on the screen causes his thick Roman nose to flare. He always seems so angry. I wonder if anyone gets to see a softer side.
I rehearsed the scenario over and over in bed. I was going to walk in self-assured and composed, look him dead in the eye, and make sure he knew I was a confident, powerful woman unaffected by his presence.
Instead, Iâm just sitting here, gormless, watching him ignore me. To kill time, I pick at imaginary fluff on my skirt. The silence is killing me. Maybe itâs a CEO intimidation tactic. Or maybe heâs just an asshole.
âHi.â My voice comes out louder than I expect it to. âWhat do you want?â
His eyes snap up to mine as if taken aback. âGood morning, Charlie.â He leans forward in his chair, folding his large arms across his chest. His sleeves are rolled up to his elbows showing his muscular forearms.
I avert my eyes from his distracting bare arms.
âI hope thatâs not how you greet clients.â
âIâm Support, not Sales,â I reply bluntly. âI only talk to clients when theyâre already annoyed. Anyway, youâve never seemed one for niceties. Not with me anyway.â
âVery well.â He cocks a brow. âWeâll skip the niceties and get down to the reason I asked you here. Listen,â he starts in a smooth voice, rolling up his sleeves further. âI wanted to tell you as soon as possible given our ⦠common connection.â
Unease rolls through me.
âAs you heard in the intro yesterday, weâll need to streamline some of the companyâs departments into our parent company, Nexus.â
Streamline. Cutting the fat.
âItâs simply not economical to keep the team structure as it is,â he continues, scanning my face. âIâve secured you an excellent position in another tech company with the same package. And of course, your leaving package here will be very generous. More than any other pay-out, so Iâd advise you to keep it to yourself.â
I stare at him aghast. Heâs fucking firing me?
âYouâre firing me?â I blurt out.
âNo,â he replies, his eyes steely. âYouâre being offered a very generous redundancy package and a new job elsewhere. This is special treatment given the circumstances.â
I blink at him, confused. âHow have you decided this so quickly?â
âWhat with our connection to Tristan, I wanted to secure you a decent package quickly â¦â he trails off, searching my face for comprehension.
This is about me being Tristanâs sister? I feel my temperature rise. How dare he.
âSpecial treatment?â I explode, glaring at him. âYou think you can fire me and decide where I work?â
His eyes flash with anger. I guess no one talks back to Danny Walker.
He pushes his chair back and moves to the front of the desk, towering over me. âYouâll do well to treat me with some respect, Charlie. No one talks to me like that,â he growls, his hands gripping the desk hard. âIf it hasnât sunken in yet, I own this company. I say who stays and who goes.â
I draw in a sharp breath. âThis canât be legal! Iâve worked here for five years, and you fire me after day two ofââ
âYou are not being fired,â he cuts me off. âItâs a very generous redundancy offer. I can assure you our lawyers are very comfortable with this.â He lets out a harsh breath. âI canât play nice here. We donât need both support teams going forward. There will be forty percent redundancies, minimum. See reason.â
My eyes narrow. âYou havenât even looked at my credentials or what Iâve done.â
âWhat about what you havenât done?â he responds, his voice strained. âThere are constant outages. Development is crawling. Your department is inadequate.â
âI know that!â Iâm fuming. I canât believe Tristan is friends with this asshole. I canât believe I ever found him attractive. âIâm up all night trying to resolve the outages,â I splutter. âIf Mike didnât veto my proposed cloud solution, we wouldnât have any outages. Instead, all I can do is paper over the cracks.â
âAnd you just gave up trying?â he barks back at me.
âYes,â I snap. âAfter six months of trying. Have you met Mike?â
âThatâs a defeatist attitude,â he retorts.
âSeems like Iâm easily defeated by pompous men in suits who donât listen to me,â I fire back.
His eyes darken. âCareful, Charlie.â
I meet his unrelenting stare head-on, not backing down.
âListen to me,â he says, emphasising every word. âYou can accept my generous offer now, or you can try to convince my HR team to keep your job.â
âDo I have a choice?â I ask, trying to keep my voice steady.
His lip curls in displeasure as he studies me like Iâm a petulant child not eating my porridge. âRight now, yes. Iâve put an informal agreement on the table to make sure you are looked after. You have about ten days to mull it over. After that point, itâs up to my team to decide who to keep. Weâll be cutting 40% of the workforce. I canât offer you as good a package if you walk away from this offer now.â
âAnd you think I wonât make the cut on my own merits,â I reply, with a sharp bite. âIâm not just Tristanâs silly little sister. Iâve done a lot for this company this past year. Iâve saved us twenty percent in support costs this quarter.â
His square jaw clenches. âIâm not saying you wonât make the cut, however, be warned the calibre of the Nexus team is exceptional. Iâm giving you a chance to walk away, so you donât have to try. Tristan knows that and understands.â
âWait, what?â I jump from my seat to face him head-on. Or at least chest on since heâs at least a foot taller than me. Iâm going to have to buy higher heels for the office.
âTristan knows?â I shriek. âYou told Tristan before me?â
I stare at him incredulously. This guy is an absolute snake.
He bites his lip and has the decency to look guilty for a fleeting second. âI didnât have to tell you personally, but I wanted to because of our history and â¦â He pauses. âConnection.â
âHow lovely of you,â I deadpan. âA real saint.â
âLess of the attitude, Charlie,â he growls through gritted teeth. Heâs pissed now.
âItâs Charlotte to you,â I snap, crossing my arms over my chest. I need to bury my fists, or I might punch his stupid, gorgeous, arrogant face.
âJust read the package. Itâs already in your emails. Youâll be happy. Lots of people would love to be in your position. The new company has veryââ
âYou donât get to dictate where I work,â I interrupt.
Iâm done here. I canât listen to this guy any longer.
I storm out the door, slamming it so hard anyone already in the office turns around to stare at me.
Seconds later, the door flies open as Iâm halfway down the aisle, and I hear angry footsteps advancing on me.
My arm is yanked backward by a powerful hand, and I flip around dead in my tracks.
âThatâs the last time you slam a door on me, Charlie,â he snarls, staring down at me. Heâs so close I can feel his breath on my cheek with every angry word.
Staring back at him defiantly, I jerk away from his grasp. Everyone in the office is watching the show-down.
I canât think of a good comeback. Turning my head, I storm down the aisle, hoping he only saw the anger and not the hurt in my eyes.
***
Great.
Tristan knows already. That means Mum and Callie likely know. Iâm eighteen again, and they all know my business. Mum is probably telling it to Father Murphy in confessions.
I donât reply.
It sounds like a fantastic opportunity. Danny is offering a brilliant package. You can take some time off if you want, with your pay-out!
The dots indicate heâs typing more.
Iâm great x I respond, trying to close the line of questioning. I donât want to talk to Tristan about this yet. Itâs too fresh.
I stare at my phone, sighing heavily. I know heâs right. I read the package, and itâs decent, better than any redundancy package Iâve ever heard of.
It didnât make Danny Walker any less of an asshole.
I joined the company straight out of university, and for five years I had worked my way up to a mediocre middle management position by working long hours and putting up with Mikeâs shit.
The truth is, despite all my complaining, I like working here. I have friends here. Itâs my comfort zone. People respect me here. Iâve just been promoted, and now Iâll have to build myself up all over again somewhere else. Now all my long hours mean nothing. If I move to a larger company, theyâll never give me the same responsibility with my level of experience. Itâll be an instant demotion.
Sure, it isnât the best company to work for. We donât have a restaurant or gym like Julieâs office, and the offices are more skanky than swanky, but itâs my world.
Now within one day of taking over the company, Danny Walker destroys all that by sauntering in, swinging his dick, and informing me I need to pack my bags.
The whole thing just leaves a bad taste in my mouth.
He just assumes Iâm rubbish at my job and that Iâm not serious or intelligent enough to meet his standards. Not like Jen.
I know thatâs why he never offered me a job at Nexus. When I was looking for work all those years ago, he was willing to get me an interview at any other company, but never his. Never Nexus. Even when I saw jobs advertised at Nexus.
Iâm just an irrelevant and inferior pawn in his game of acquisitions that he needs to remove to save an argument with Tristan.
Then he implies I should be grateful for him setting me up with another job I didnât even agree to? Iâm not a charity case.
Truth be told, Iâm hurt more than angry. After ten years, he still sees me as a silly little girl.
He never even gave me a chance.
âYouâre the talk of the office,â Stevie announces, sliding his chair over to me. âThere are two camps, the people who think you are brave talking back to Danny Walker and the people who think you are an idiot.â
âGreat.â I snort. âEveryone knows about our little tete a tete.â
âLook, if itâs killing you this much, just ask him outright, why?â he suggests. âJust keep calm, no flying off the handle.â
Heâs right. I need to manoeuvre this calmly and rationally. Prove to Danny Walker that Iâm a mature woman.
My jaw tightens with determination as I open my emails and start typing.
Dear Mr. Walker
How dare you â¦
I delete the typing.
Dear Mr. Walker,
I would like to understand the rationale behind my redundancy offer. Can you elaborate with specifics on why I was narrowed out to be removed from the team?
Kind Regards,
Charlotte Kane
There, thatâll do. Before I can talk myself out of it, I hit send.
The response is instant.
Charlie,
Please set up a meeting with HR to discuss any outstanding questions. Rest assured that the team will take you through everything and ensure you are supported throughout this process.
Read the package first. Itâs an extremely generous offer.
Regards,
Danny Walker
I snort, and a few people beside me look up.
The atmosphere in the office is like a funeral home. We regard each other with suspicion now that we realise weâre competing against each other. People traipse in and out of meetings with the Nexus HR team like a counselling clinic. This may be the highest level of productivity our company has ever seen, as we all fight for a place.
I hit reply and hammer on the keyboard.
Dear Mr. Walker,
As you personally made the decision of removing me from my job and you personally notified me of this decision, Iâd like you to explain why I was chosen.
Is this A) because you think Iâm incompetent after doing zero research and relying on your own prejudices about who you think I am, or B) because I made a stupid mistake eight years ago that I bitterly regret?
Which one is it?
Kind Regards,
Charlotte Kane
I suck in sharply. Iâve never broached the dry hump incident before. Itâs always been the elephant in the room.
I wait.
And wait.
No response. Spineless.
Forty-five minutes later, an email pops up.
Charlie,
Itâs C) the companyâs new operating model requires streamlining, and we do not need two IT departments.
I made you a personal offer. The decision to accept it or not is yours, however, if you choose not to, you will be subject to the same redundancy selection process as the rest of your colleagues, whereby we will assess whether the job still exists under the new structure.
For what itâs worth, I am disappointed that you have regrets from eight years ago.
Sleep on it. Youâll come round and realise itâs the best outcome.
Regards,
Danny Walker.
I read it again, blinking. Then again, more slowly. Heâs disappointed that I have regrets? What the hell does that mean?