âWhat am I looking for up here?â I despise the way my voice quivers as I lay on my belly on the damn roof because Iâm too fucking scared to stand up.
Six weeks. Thatâs all it took for this old man to get me to climb onto the roof. Imagine what he could do if he used his powers for the good of the world. Jesus, heâs a tricky son of a bitch.
âCount the rotting pieces. How bad does it look?â Pops is shielding his eyes from the sun with both hands, and I swear the old man just might be dancing down there too.
Climbing up onto the roof was not what we had planned to do today. But after we cruised through town yesterday, we went to lunch with his friends where everyone in the place had ideas for the Hideaway.
Apparently before we prioritize projects, we have to know what weâre dealing with. Unfortunately for Pops, I donât know a shingle from a gutter shield, something Moose had a field day with at lunch.
I stare at the black-and-gray rectangles in front of me. âI donât know, Pops. It looks old, and itâs saggy in some places.â
âWhat the hell are you doing up there?â a loud baritone voice booms to the sky louder than a Fourth of July firework.
Scrabbling around on my belly so my head hangs over the edge of the roof instead of my toes, I find Cian glowering in my direction.
Just what I need.
âAre you trying to kill yourself?â
âWeâre working here,â Pops shouts back, though it sounds a little petulant, even from three stories in the air.
âAnd I told you that when you were ready, Iâd come over and do it for you.â Perhaps Cian isnât yelling. Iâm beginning to think that his giant frame only comes with one volumeâloud and aggressive. âBrax, get the feck down here, will ya, before you break yer neck and Madi skins my hide.â
His Irish brogue is thicker toward the end of his sentence. Heâs pissed.
Army-crawling back around, I feel with my feet for the rungs of the ladder.
âAre ya taking the piss out, Braxton?â
I peer over my shoulder and see Cian sprinting toward the house.
âThis is the ladder you used? You canât place a ladder on a porch roof. Youâre really going to kill yerself.â
âMy ladder didnât reach the roof,â Pops explains while I creep forward a few inches and cling to the hot pieces of sandpaper I now know are roof shingles.
âAll the more reason to come get me, ya old fool. Braxton, so help me, St. Monica. Do not move from that spot. Iâll be right back with the proper tools, ya bunch of bubbletwits.â
âDid he just call us bubbletwits?â I call down to Pops, whoâs stuffing his hands into his pockets and whistling to the sky.
Why does everything feel like a trick with this guy?
Moments later, Cianâs muttering as he stomps up the driveway, hauling a giant ladder as if it weighs as much as a jump rope.
âIf one of ya gets hurt, thatâs going to hurt Madi, and when Madiâs hurting, so is Elle, and Elle is very, very pregnant. If one of you makes Elle sad, Iâll bury you in the backyard and build a dog park over you.â
âA dog park?â Itâs so veryâ¦specific. I bet up close heâs a scary motherfucker right now.
âPops hates when dogs piss on his lawn. Imagine how heâll feel being pissed on day in and day out.â
Pops grunts his disapproval, but I laugh so hard my belly shakes, and an involuntary yelp escapes when I slide two inches.
Cian returns to cursing while propping the biggest ladder Iâve ever seen against the house. He does something with it to brace it against the wood slats, then holds it steady from below.
âGet down,â he growls.
âNo arguments from me.â Iâm already crawling closer to him.
Iâve never been afraid of heights, but if I never climb onto a roof again, Iâll be a happy man.
Once my feet are securely and safely back on the ground, Cian rolls his eyes.
âBetty told me at the diner you fools were making plans over here. I didnât think youâd be idiot enough to go at it without any professional help,â he says evenly. But his massive arms are crossed over his chest with bulging veins from his balled-up fists, so I know heâs still upset.
âWhy pay you to do it when me and the boy can do it for free?â Pops rummages through the set of tools Cian dropped on the ground when he ran to get the ladder.
âIâve told you a hundred times, Iâm not going to charge you, Pops. Elle and I have our dream home thanks to you. Let me help.â
Pops mutters, but heâs also fully engrossed in inspecting everything Cian brought overâheâs a kid in a candy store.
I frown at Pops. Heâs assumed Iâll help and has bossed me around for six weeks now, so why is he hesitant with Cian?
âItâs that easy to tell I have no idea what Iâm doing, huh?â I laugh a little desperately, and Cian curses under his breath. I donât care what Pops says though, Iâll gladly take Cianâs help.
âLook at this drywall saw, boy. Weâve gotta try this out.â
Before Cian or I can stop him, Pops heads into the house, carrying a red and black tool I have no idea how to use.
âFeck,â Cian curses. âLetâs get in there before he has holes in every wall and the ceiling too.â
He moves quickly for such a big guy, and I follow.
âTo answer your question, yes. While itâs nice of you to help out, you donât look like someone whoâs ever worn a toolbelt.â
Feeling slightly defensive, I stand taller. âMaybe not, but Iâm a fast learner.â
Cian stops in the foyer and stares at me for so long, I nearly take a step back. Iâm really not trying to get a black eye to match my sore jaw.
âYouâd better be a fast learner, Brax. Iâve got about a month before my babyâs due, and Elle says Iâm driving her nutty, so she sent me over here. If weâre going to get the big stuff done in that time, youâll have to pull your weight.â
âNo problem.â In my head, I panic though. This might be a problemâa big problem because Cianâs right. I donât even own a hammer, let alone know how to swing one.
A buzzing sound interrupts my internal struggle as we take off for the kitchen, Pops stands in the center of the room, wearing a toolbelt and safety goggles.
âWe can use this to cut a hole in the ceiling to fix the leak,â he announces while holding up the power tool in his right handâhis own personal trophy.
âSlow your roll, big guy.â Cian steps forward and Pops reluctantly releases the tool, but not without a little tug of war with Cian first. âLetâs see this list I heard you were making at the diner, and weâll go from there.â His Irish accent is less pronounced when he isnât attempting to save people from rooftops.
Pops pulls out a folded-up sheet of paper and slaps it down on the island. Cian cuts a look my way, but not only am I in over my head, Iâm so deep I canât see sunlight any longer.
The big guy pulls out a stool, and I do the same while Pops leans against the sink. Somehow the old man manages to have the look of a preteen who knows heâs about to get into trouble, but when he winks, he proves that he doesnât give a shit.
What must that be like? To go through life not caring what other people think of you?
âIâm going to need all the fecking saints here,â Cian mutters. âChrist on a turdloaf. You told me you had half of this fixed already.â The guy certainly is colorful with his insults.
Pops drops his gaze, but not before I see something close to embarrassment in his downturned expression. âSomeâ¦ahâ¦investments didnât pan out as I thought they would.â
Cian stiffens next to me. âWhatâ¦investments, Pops?â
The old man kicks at the wood floor with the toe of his boot. Thereâs something so youthful about him, and I can fully imagine the hell he raised before settling down with Madiâs grandmother.
âI did it before.â Pops lifts his gaze to mine and quickly cuts to Cian. âBefore we found out.â
My hackles are officially raised.
âHow much did he lose, Pops?â
âWho are we talking about?â I ask.
The tension in the room is stifling.
âIâm a smart man.â Popsâ voice is almost fragile, something Iâve never heard from him before. âIâ¦I thought I was doing the right thing.â
âItâs not your fault. Harryâs a conman, Pops.â
That name, again. My fists clench until my knuckles are white. Why is it every time something goes wrong in this family itâs because of him?
âI gotta know, though, Pops. How much did you lose?â Cian gives me the side-eye. âAnd does Madi know?â
âIâm not bad with money,â Pops says defensively, and I wonder if heâs saying that for my benefit. âWe shouldâve been okay. I even had enough to leave Madi a little nest egg when Iâm gone.â
âHow much, Pops?â Cian asks again.
âAll of it,â he admits gruffly. âI didnât know until I went to make a withdrawal for the taxes two years ago. He said to give his partner time and that it was normal. I never trusted Turd, but his partner, he seemed like a real smart guy. When all that went down last year, I realized everything was gone.â
âWhatâs going on?â I finally ask. I hate seeing Pops soâ¦broken. This isnât the meddlesome, interfering man Iâve befriended. This is someone else.
âFucking Harry started running schemes after hisâ¦accident, but he had a friend who came to town a few years ago. He wasâ¦â Cian looks me up and down. âHe was kind of like you. Rich, nice to everyone, and smart. Harry talked a lot of people into letting this guy, Sam, manage investments for them, and at the time, most of us were still trying to help Harry get back on his feet. Hell, I even gave the guy some money. Sam appeared to have all the credentials and he said all the right things. Not only that, but he also spent time in town getting to know everyone. Now we know it was just a long con.â
Cian stands and paces the kitchen. âWe told you not to give him everything, Pops. What happened?â
Pops shrugs. âI wanted Madi to have a good life. I wanted her to stop working all hours of the day. I wanted to give her the security her parents took away, so when he showed me the return on my first investment and suggested I go bigger, I did.â Heâs so dejected, I feel sick to my stomach.
âSam and Harry preyed mostly on the elderly,â Cian informs me. âBut we all got swindled.â He stands in front of Pops. âWhatâs going on with the taxes?â
Pops waves at us to follow him, then leads us outside to the shed where he pulls out an old toolbox. Inside are a couple of envelopes from the IRS.
âI donât know what the hell this means,â Cian says, handing half of the stack to me.
As soon as I open an envelope, a heavy, old-fashioned key tied with a blue ribbon falls into my palms. The ribbon says The Hideaway on it. I turn the key over in my hands, then read the papers it was tucked into.
What the fuck? âMadi doesnât know about this?â
Pops grunts, then lowers his head. They were close to foreclosure due to back taxes right up until seven months ago.
The weight these papers carry sits heavily on my chest. My knees are about to buckle, so I lean against the old wooden structure. âHow did you know my grandfather?â
Pops shrugs. âAce was a good man. We played poker a few times, kept in touch over the years.â His answer is vague as hell, but Iâm still trying to work out why my name is on the deed to the inn.
âThis doesnât make any sense, Pops.â
âWhatâs it say?â Cian steps closer to peer over my shoulder.
âThey were close to foreclosure, then seven months ago, Pops sold a portion of the inn.â
âFeck me, Pops. You sold it? Why didnât you tell Madi? Criminy Joseph, this is going to break her. Whoâd ya sell to?â
My chest tightens, and sweat forms on my brow.
Pops throws his shoulders back and lifts his head, his pity party for one apparently over. âI did what I had to do. Iâm working with the police to get my money back, but this sale ensured we wouldnât lose her.â
âIt can take years, and thatâs if they can find Sam and if the cases are found to be fraudulent. Thatâs a lot of ifs, Pops. Itâs more likely that money is gone,â I say absently.
How the hell do I own part of Madisonâs inn?
âThis place is falling apart. You should have come to me, Pops. What if the other owner wants to sell?â Fear and sadness mingle with Cianâs words.
âHe wonât.â I peer up at Pops.
âBut how do you know? You arenât exactly turning a profit lately.â
Pops turns his hangdog look my wayâhe must have perfected that expression sixty years ago.
Pinching the bridge of my nose, I hold up the key in my hand. âApparently, Iâm the owner.â
âWait, what? How? Ace.â Cian says the four words in staccato. âAce, you said Ace.â
I nod. âHe was my grandfather.â
âHe came to Happiness a few times a year for about ten years now, I think. He always stayed at the inn.â
My head snaps up, and Pops looks slightly guilty.
âHe did,â Pops says. âAnd we became friends. He wanted you to be happy, boy.â
âSo, he bought stake in an inn and put the deed in my name? What the hell sense does that make?â
âThis is going to devastate Madi. Jesus, Joseph, and Mary. Elleâs going cry.â The desperation in the big manâs voice would be comical if the situation werenât so dire. âAnything else I should know?â
I quickly scan the files, and guilt swamps me faster than a heatwave in July.
âMitchell is my middle name.â I canât make eye contact with him. âMy last name is Reyes, just like Ace. And this says Iâm on the hook for all the repairs. I canât even think about selling or gifting the inn back to Madison until all the repairs are made and the inn turns a profit.â I lift my gaze to Pops. âThatâs why you were buying all those supplies from Huckabees.â
âWell, I didnât buy them, now did I?â This guy should have been a salesman.
âYou know, I came here to get away from people who were using me, Pops. This is some kind of bullshit right here,â I say, waving the papers in front of me.
âMm-hmm.â Pops rocks back on his heels, but heâs not whistling this time. Instead, he stares at the floor of the shed. Itâs how Sage would stand when he was younger and knew he was in trouble.
Somehow this betrayal doesnât feel as hurtful as the shit my parents have pulled, but I have no idea why.
âAce asked me not to. He wanted you to fall in love in Happiness before we tied you to it.â
âYou should have told me, Pops,â I say gently, choosing to ignore how he said âfall in love in Happiness,â not fall in love with Happiness. âAnd you absolutely should have told Madison. She has a right to know.â
He nods, and his neck bobs as though heâs having difficulty swallowing.
Pinching the back of my neck, I run through different scenarios, but the only solution I can come up with is to tell Madison the truth.
âWhat are you going to do? Help them.â Cian doesnât end his sentence in a question. He tells me, but Iâd already planned to.
âIâhelping isnât the problem.â I grip the key tightly in my palm.
âLike you helped Jessa over at the high school?â Cian smirks.
âOr the tip you left at the diner after you heard Bettyâs grandson needed physical therapy?â The humor in Popsâ tone is frustrating.
âI didnâtâ¦â
Cian chortles, which is a funny sound coming from someone his size. âCome on, Brax. You blow into town and suddenly good deeds are popping up wherever you go? It wasnât hard to figure out.â
Dammit.
âNo one knows itâs you, boy. They just got their suspicions is all.â At least Pops has the sparkle back in his eyes.
âYeah, but whatâs with the DDD? Thatâs fecking weird.â
âNo, itâs not.â I tug on the collar of my shirt. âItâsâ¦listen. I donât know what Iâm doing here. After my grandfather passed away, his attorney handed me a postcard of the inn. On the back, heâd told me to go find my happy, and Iâm trying, but itâs also the first time people donât treat me as though Iâm the bank. Does that make any sense at all?â
Pops pats me on the back. âYouâre a good kid, boy.â
Freaking boy. âPops, do you know that Iâm thirty years old? I havenât been a boy in years.â
âYouâre a boy until you prove your salt. But your secret is safe with us, right, Cian?â
Cian nods but doesnât look happy about it. âWhat are you going to tell Madi? You havenât exactly been sly around here, you know. People donât just drop the kind of money you have to stay at the Hideaway.â
The deed in my hand weighs me down much more than a piece of paper should. âI did that before I knew I owned the damn place.â
âIâm still trying to figure out why you did. What did you think you were getting from any of this? Because I have to tell ya, if you hurt Madi, I will fecking skin ya alive, you hear me?â
âYeah, I got it. And I wish I knew. But I donât know what to tell you other than I feel alive when Iâm here. I donât have to hide or pretend to be someone Iâm not. Iâve never had that before.â
Cian nods, then raises his brows and gestures at the deed.
âSo, what are we going to do?â he asks.
âEasy, weâre going to tell Madi she has a new business partner.â Pops says it so fucking merrily that a stranger looking in would think this was his plan all along.
âYouâre what?â Cian chokes on his words. âJust like that? Youâre going to drop this on her? This is her dream, Pops. Her life.â
âIt ainât like the boyâs a strangerânot really. Madi and I owned the inn fifty-fifty. I only sold Ace forty percent, that way she maintains control of all the decisions.â
Holding up my hands in surrender, I inch closer to the door. âIâm going to gift it back to her.â
âNope, ya canât do that. Itâs all in the contract Aceâs lawyer drew up. Ya have to get the inn back to fighting shape, then it has to turn a profit for three full years before you can even think about dumping it.â
My chin drops to my chest. âWhat were you two troublemakers scheming up here, Pops? Thatâs not a sound business deal in any way you look at it.â
âWell, you already made a deal to dump a shit ton of money into the place. I guess it would go over better if you were an owner. A silent owner,â Cianâs tone leaves no room for argument, but I meant what I saidâIâm not looking to take Madisonâs inn away from her.
âAll settled then,â Pops says, edging past me toward the shed door. âNow all you got to do is tell Madi.â
The tension in my neck crawls up into my forehead. âMe? Why do I have to tell her?â
Cian belly laughs at my side, then claps my shoulder a little too forcefully, and I hitch forward. âThat man has nine lives and then some. If you thought for a minute he was going to face Madiâs wrath over this, well, then youâve still got some learning to do here in Happiness.â
I snap my mouth shut, but not before a grin pokes through.
âI donât know why Pops has taken such a liking to you, Brax, and itâs not my place to question it, but what is my place is protecting Madi. Sheâs been like a sister to me for half my life, and she doesnât deserve the shit sheâs been dealt. So Iâm going to tell you now not to hurt her. And listen when I say that, because if you do hurt her, youâll never see me coming.â
âIâm not going to hurt her.â
He stops and scans me head to toe, but when he meets my gaze, I find a kindred spirit who is ruled by his protective instincts. âI hope not, Brax. I donât hate ya, so it would be a real bitch to have to kill you.â He starts walking again, then calls over his shoulder, âOh, and a piece of advice?â
âWhatâs that?â
âIf youâre going to spread good deeds in town and want to stay anonymous, stop dropping off twenty-thousand-dollar checks with your signature on them, you fecking boob.â
A bark of laughter rips through me. The neighboring town was having a fundraiser for girls in STEM, and I drove over there yesterday to drop off a check since they didnât have any way to submit donations online. âI didnât think anyone would be able to read my signature.â
âOh, youâre making a name for yourself here, Brax. Donât worry about that. But if you truly want your anonymity, then come to me and Iâll help you out.â
I stop on the grass. âYou will?â
He nods. âI may not understand you, but I get what youâre doing. Being the good you want to see in the world is noble. Iâm just sorry you have to be so secretive to do nice things. People will like you for you around here no matter what your bank balance is. Remember that.â
Cian stomps off in the direction of his truck.
âWill you be at the fundraiser tomorrow night?â I call to his back.
âHave you met my wife?â he replies over his shoulder. âShe wonât miss a social event even if I tied her to our bed.â
âKinky.â
He chuckles and waves as he walks away.
As I glance up at the inn, the calm that surrounds me here is replaced with worry. Madison isnât going to like anything I have to tell her, but there doesnât seem to be any other way around it.