ââBout time,â Pops says with a chuckle, catching me off guard.
Why did I ever think weâd be able to sneak in this morning?
âPops, why are you waiting in the dark?â I turn on the foyer light, and heâs sitting in his recliner, wearing pajamas covered in turkeys with his hands clasped over his belly and a smile so broad his cheeks smoosh up like Santa Claus.
âWhy are yâall sneaking in at six in the morning?â
âAh,â Braxtonâs voice cracks. âThat was my fault. Uhâ¦â He cuts a nervous glance my way then flashes Pops an uneasy shrug. âWe had a flat tire?â
I groan, but Pops throws his head back and laughs while swinging his feet back and forth on the footrest of his recliner.
âTry again, boy. I didnât let Madi get her license until she knew how to check her oil and change a tire.â
âRan out of gas?â Braxton tries again, not even bothering to hide the humor in his tone this time.
âGas station ainât open yet.â If I didnât know better, Iâd say Pops is enjoying this just as much as Braxton.
âA bear was blocking the road.â Braxton crosses the room to sit on the sofa closest to Pops.
âWhat color bear?â
Braxton turns a cheeky grin my way. âBlack bear.â
âSheâs still telling folks thereâs bears around here?â
âPops,â I huff. Heâs supposed to be on my side.
âChinâs not lookinâ as bad as I thought it would,â Pops says, eyeing Braxtonâs face.
âNot bad at all.â As if to prove his point, Braxton works his jaw side to side.
âHowâd he get the jump on ya? That jackalope hasnât been sober since he crawled home again.â
Braxton leans back into the sofa and crosses his arms behind his head. How can he look soâ¦justâ¦at home here? âI had more important things to protect than my ugly mug, Pops.â
My grandfather harrumphs in victory. âThatâs right. And donât you forget it. This staying out all night ainât good for her reputation though. Whatcha going to do about that?â
Swinging my arms wildly in the air, I step in front of them both.
âI swear to all things holy, Pops. Iâm not a teenager, and this is not the 1950s. The only one who should be worrying about my reputation is me. Iâm going to start breakfast.â
Halfway to the kitchen, I spin back around and point a finger at my grandfather.
âWhat are your plans today, old man?â I narrow my gaze at the oldest child Happiness, Georgia has ever seen.
Pops tries to move me along with a flick of his hand. âIâm not your child, Madi. Donât you go worrying about me.â
âPops!â
âFine.â He huffs. âThe boy and I have a lunch date at the diner, and then weâre gonna check out the Chug. Havenât been there in a while, and I want to catch up on things.â
My shoulders inch toward my ears with guilt, and the sass Iâd been wielding escapes on a wheeze. âI know I havenât had as much free time to take you to all your activities, but we really do have a budget to stick to.â
He ignores me as he always does when I attempt to talk about our finances.
âPattyâs fundraiser at the barn is tomorrow night,â he says. âMoose is takinâ me, but the boy here, heâs going to help us get set up today.â
Braxton doesnât even flinch. Itâs as though he couldnât care less that heâs become my grandfatherâs gopher. In fact, he nods as if heâs enjoying every second of it.
âPops, Braxtonâs knuckles are all cut up from whatever the heck you had him helping with yesterday. He isnât your handyman or your rideshare driver. He has actual work he needs to do.â Turning to him, I frown. âDonât you?â
âI have some phone calls to make today, but Iâve got time to be Popsâ steward.â
âYouâre not helping,â I groan.
âHe is. Now, do you want to talk about why you were out all night with the boy, or do you want to get on with our day?â
âPops, itâs not like that,â Braxton says gently.
âLike what?â I ask, spinning on him. Why is it so easy to confront this man when I canât even tell my lifelong best friends that I donât want to go out for a stinking drink?
What am I doing? Iâm losing my dang mind, thatâs what Iâm doing.
Braxtonâs jaw jumps, and whatever heâs thinking has his irises shifting to a darker shade of amber.
âI didnât do anything to disrespect her honor, Pops. I swear to you.â Heâs speaking to my grandfather, but his gaze is saying something completely different to me. Something like, I didnât disrespect her honor, but I sure as hell wanted to.
He raises a brow in my direction, and my cheeks get hot and tingly.
âMadison showed me the Georgia moon, and she fell asleep trying to get me to count shooting stars. Sheâs been working so hard I didnât have the heart to wake her.â
âMm-hmm,â Pops says noncommittally. âAnd I sâpose you were watching for bears too.â
âYes, sir.â
âUgh.â The urge to stomp my feet in frustration is only dimmed when Braxton pulls his phone out of his pocket, and I see his face fall.
âItâs three in the morning in California. Iâm sorry, I have toâ¦â He answers the call. âGrey? Whatâs wrong?â
Pops and I exchange a worried expression. I donât know how much Braxton has shared with Pops about his life in Californiaâin fact, I still donât know much, but I do know that Grey is his family, and judging by the way Pops sits his chair upright and leans forward, resting his forearms on his thighs, he knows it too.
âWhen? Is Sage okay?â Braxtonâs gaze darts to mine, and my pulse rages in my ears.
Sage? Heâs said that name before, but I canât place it.
âOf course,â Braxton puts his elbows on his knees, and his shoulders tighten, but his stare never leaves me, and it secures me to the floor. His fear carries to me as though heâs the flame and Iâm the gasoline. âIâll figure it out before you get here.â He nods, but I see the pain in his expression. âWhatever it takes. Keep me posted, and Iâll have everything situated before you guys arrive. Love you too.â
He drops the phone into his lap, his hands flex, and his breath escapes in short bursts of air through his nose like a trapped animal.
âBraxton?â My voice is unsteady, and he swallows hard, but his gaze darts back and forth as if heâs trying to come up with a solution to an unsolvable equation.
âSon?â Pops asks. This time, Braxton blinks, and determination covers his features.
âThat was Greyson.â His voice is vibrating as if heâs trying to control himself. âHeâll be here in a couple of days.â
Pops and I share a look and nod.
âAny chance youâre willing to take on an extended stay for one more?â he asks. âIf not, I understand. The hotel probably has openings, I never bothered to check, but theyâll no longer be commuting between coasts. Theyâll need to be here, with me, forâ¦a while.â
âIs everything okay?â I ask. Pops is already lifting himself from the recliner and waving me over toward Braxton.
We both take a seat on either side of our guest who has quickly become a friend.
âWhat do you need, Braxton?â My head snaps up to my grandfather. It might be the first time Iâve heard him say Braxtonâs name. âBesides another room.â
Braxton lifts his gaze to mine, and I understand his pain without knowing the details. Itâs the same way Iâd feel if Clover, Savvy, or Elle were in trouble.
âAre they okay?â My throat is tight, expecting the worst.
He lifts his hand to his chest and scratches a one-inch space above his heart, then nods. âMy parentsâand maybe my siblingsâarenât happy theyâve been cut off financially. They went after Sageâmy nephewâto prove a point.â
Cut off? Just how much money does this guy have?
âDid they hurt him?â Are we safe? I spare a glance at Pops, but heâs not at all fazed.
âNot physically. Sage is, heâsâhe hasnât had the easiest life.â He drops his gaze to the floor. âHis mother died inâ¦childbirth, but heâs such a good kid. My father had him arrested for stealing my car.â His face hardens, the angle of his jaw more pronounced. âA car that I left for him. Itâs hitting the papers this morning and painting Ace, Greyson, and me as shitty role models.â
âBut why? Why?â Itâs all I can think to say. My body is growing itchy, and my lungs clam up as though theyâve been caught in a bear trap.
The media and I have a dark history.
âBecause when my grandfather passed away, he placed six-month contingencies on everyoneâs inheritance, but my father refuses to play by the rules. Heâs never thought they apply to him. Iâm sure in his mind, doing shit like this will scare Greyson into forfeiting his inheritance. Heâll probably come after all of us instead of doing what heâs supposed to.â
âYouâre safe here, son. This town will take care of ya,â Pops says with certainty in his tone.
âHeâll do all of this over aâa marketing company? What kind of things do you market?â I ask cautiously. The itchiness crawls across my skin at the thought of an innocent child being hounded by reporters. It triggers the worst time in my life.
Braxton takes my hand in his. Pink creeps across his cheeks, and his fingertips turn white where heâs digging them into his chest.
Is he embarrassed to tell me?
âItâs, ah, a worldwide, um, corporation. My great-grandfather started it so he could publish my great grandmotherâs articles. It was just a small-town monthly periodical that became a beloved magazine in northern California. Then my grandmother was more interested in movies and television, so when my grandfather took over the company, he expanded it so she could follow her dreams.â
âWhy do you sound embarrassed by that?â
He shrugs and drops his gaze to the floor. âIâm not. Itâs not my great-grandparents or my grandparents Iâm embarrassed by either. They led our company with love and compassion. Itâs my parents who attempted to ruin it. I never thought of it as my passion, but I took over by default because my parents had no moral compass. My grandfather supported me and Grey learning the ins and outs of the company in college so weâd be ready. I didnât earn my place there, but I spend every day trying to maintain the legacy it was meant to be.â
âI knew there was good in ya, boy. Weâve got plenty of room. Donât you worry about that.â Pops pats Braxtonâs knee with the fondness of a grandfather.
I swear dollar signs are lighting up behind his eyes though. âPops, we are not taking any more money from him, do you hear me? We have the room at the end of the hall, and heâs already overpaid. I wonâtâ ââ
âIâll make a deal with you,â Braxton says, and I purse my lips together. As much as I innately trust this man, he has a sneaky way of getting me to agree to things I wouldnât if he were anyone else.
âWhat kind of deal?â
âIâll help Pops fix up whatever needs fixing around here in exchange for room and board for Sage.â I open my mouth, but he squeezes my hand. Freaking hell. Iâd forgotten he was still holding it. âIf they stay longer than a few weeks, weâll renegotiate.â
âThatâs a very generous offer, Braxton. But I know my grandfather. Fixing up the inn is going to cost more than a few weeksâ stay.â
He shrugs. âThen itâs a deal you shouldnât refuse.â
It takes effort, but I remove my hand from his. âI donât understand why youâd do this. I love Happiness, donât get me wrong, but people donât just drop thousands of dollars to stay in a run-down inn. They donât make these kinds of deals. It doesnât make any sense, so forgive me if Iâm a little suspicious.â
Braxtonâs Adamâs apple bobs as he swallows. âI feel as though I have purpose here, Madison. For the first time in my life, Iâm doing what I want to do. Iâm making a difference. Iâm making friendsââ He drops his chin to his chest. When he meets my gaze again, I see the truth in his words. âAt least, I hope Iâm making friends. You asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up, well maybe this is it. Maybe itâs finally time I get to be the helper.â
Fist, meet stomach. Itâs an emotional sucker punch, but how can I deny him that? He wants to be a freaking helper, and all I want to know is how this kindhearted man ended up in my inn, spreading kindness like heâs some kind of stinking fairy.
âDo you have any idea what youâre signing up for here? In case you havenât noticed, my grandfather doesnât exactly believe in boundaries.â
Pops harrumphs from his spot on the sofa.
âI promise I wonât do anything I donât want to do, and Iâll make sure we stay on a budget too.â
I stare at a spot on the wall that used to hold a picture of me and my parents at the lake. We removed it when I moved in because it made me spiral, but thereâs something about that empty spot now that has my insides trembling. The picture hook it hung on is still in the drywall, and the longer I stare at it, the heavier and more out of sync my heartbeat grows.
I havenât had this sensation in years. Not since before my parents threw me awayâwhen I thought I knew what love felt like.
Itâs as though some hidden piece of myself is nudging me to trust Braxton, or at least to give it a try, and itâs so overwhelming. I nod and stand quickly.
My guest is not teaching me how to love again. Heâs just not.
âFine. That sounds fine. How do we claim that on taxes, and what will it do to the insurance and house evaluation? Would we acknowledge it as a gift? Or a grant? Are there scholarships for renovations?â
Itâs so off-topic and so far removed from the spiraling happening in my mind, I choke on a laugh. Itâs something Pops would do to ease the tension.
Gah. I cover my entire face with both palms. âWhatâs wrong with me?â
Braxton chuckles too, but itâs subdued. Iâm probably freaking him out, and he has enough to worry about, so I lower my hands to my lap.
âIâm not sure how youâd claim it, but I promise to find out,â he says with kind eyes that shatter my reserves.
âGreat. Breakfast.â
I spin so quickly, only one foot touches the floor before Iâm nearly sprinting for the kitchen.
âI signed us up for the peanut butter cream cheese brownies for tomorrow,â Pops calls through the swinging door, and I drop my forehead to the cold metal of the refrigerator.
âYouâre the only one who eats those, Pops,â I shout back.
âThe boyâll eat them too.â
The boy. In what world is a grown freaking man okay with being called boy all day long?
My world, apparently. Or the wonderland Iâve fallen into, anyway. Because thereâs not a dang thing about Braxton Mitchell that makes sense except that he makes my body sizzle in ways Iâve only ever read about. But if my brain doesnât get on board soon, Iâll end up right back where I was all those years ago.
And there isnât a man alive who Iâll allow to break me again. Itâs a good reminder for me. Braxton Mitchell is a guest, a passerby, a town visitor. I cannot get my heart involved.
Braxtonâs rich laughter booms from the family room, followed by Popsâ voice working a new scheme, and my body sings with familiarity. No matter how much I deny it, that man in there makes me feel safe.
Maybe itâs too late. Maybe my heart is already involved, and I donât know if thereâs anything I can do to stop it.