First game of the second round, and it was going fucking awful. New York hadnât been a particularly hard opponent during the regular season, but tonight they were playing like their balls were on fire.
Iâd blinked and we were down by four goals. Bender, our goalie, was having the literal worst game of his life.
We were trying to rally when Ari was checked hard, slamming into the boards so forcefully, I was shocked he wasnât knocked out. As he fell to the ice, my blood boiled. I rushed over to Andrews, one of New Yorkâs douchebag forwards, and our sticks clattered against each other, the sound echoing through the arena. I threw my first punch and it connected with his jaw, sending him stumbling backwards. He recovered quickly, landing a hit to my stomach, knocking the wind out of me.
I gritted my teeth and charged back at him, as more players pushed into the fight. Someone hit me from behind and I stumbled forward. The crowd was a powder keg, their cheers a roar around us. Their energy pulsed through me.
Suddenly, the refs intervened, pulling us apart and dragging us to the penalty box. As I sat there, catching my breath, I glanced at Ari whoâd managed to somehow not get a penalty in the ruckus. He was grinning from ear to ear, like heâd just been to Disneyland instead of given a black eye. He gave me a head nod, because that was fucking fun, and then play started again.
After the fight, the team was fucking fired up. I was out of the penalty box in two minutesâthe âsuperstarâ special treatment I guessâand then we went to work, slowly but surely, starting to chip away at New Yorkâs lead. The crowd was going berserk with every goal, giving us new life with every roar.
As the clock wound down in the third period, we tied the game up, 4-4.
And then it was overtime.
The minutes dragged on, with neither team giving an inch. At least Bender had figured out how to stop a fucking puck. He was playing like a new man.
Finally, in the last minute of overtime, I got a breakaway. I skated towards the net, New Yorkâs goalie coming out to challenge me. It was a terrible mistake on his part, because I lived for that shit. I feinted left, flicked my wrist, and sent the puckâ¦soaring into the net.
The next few minutes were brief flashes of ecstasy. My teammates rushed onto the ice in a flurry of screams and shouts. I felt hands on my back, pushing me forward as the weight of everyone piled on top of me in celebration. The sound of sticks hitting the ice and skates clattering together filled the air as we all jumped up and down in elation.
If I had known the end was coming, I would have held onto that moment for just a little longer. Taken a picture of it in my head to take with meâ¦
Before everything changed.
Monroe
I was humming to myself, tucking the sheets under the mattress, when my phone beeped. I reached over and saw a message from an unknown number.
I frownedâ¦and a second later, a video popped up on my screen. At first, I couldnât make out what was happening, the video was grainy and hard to see. But as it played on, my blood iced over.
âWhat do you want, fancy pants?â my landlord Jared growledâ¦at Lincoln.
âI want to talk about Monroe,â he said calmly.
Jaredâs grin turned into a smirk. âWhat do you want with my sweet little tenant, huh?â
âI need you to evict Monroe out of her apartment. And I need you to do it tonight.â Lincolnâs voice was coldâ¦and matter of fact.
Jared chuckled. âNow, why would I do that? Monroeâs a good tenant. Always pays her rent on time. And sheâsâ¦very accommodating.â
I grimaced. He was such an asshole. I had certainly never been âaccommodatingâ to him in any way.
Not that it mattered. What mattered was that Lincolnâ¦
âI donât give a shit about that. I just need her out of here.â
Jared shrugged and leaned back against the door frame. âSorry, kid. Canât help you. I happen to like having her around.â
Lincoln lunged forward, scaring Jared to death. âListen, you little shit. Youâre going to do what I say, or Iâll make sure youâre very sorry. Got it?â
âO-okay, okay. J-just calm down, all right? Iâll do it. Donât hurt me.â
Lincoln pulled out a checkbook and wrote something. âGood. You donât deserve it, but Iâm going to make it worth your while.â He handed my landlord the check, and although I couldnât see the amount, I assumed it had been good, since Iâd never seen Jared look thatâ¦ecstatic.
The video cut off and I fell to the bed, a mess of disbelief.
Another video popped up. My hands shook so hard, I had to restart it twice to even watch it.
Lincoln was knocking on a door, and a second later, Dr. Kevin answered.
âLincoln Daniels, to what do I owe the pleasure?â he asked sarcastically.
Lincoln punched him in the face, and Dr. Kevin fell backwards into what I assumed was his house. I watched as Lincoln stepped inside calmlyâ¦like a psychopath.
âI just wanted to have a friendly conversation,â he said, smiling down at Dr. Kevin with a smile Iâd never seen before, a smile that made my skin crawl.
âFuck you,â Dr. Kevin spit, blood all over his face like a gruesome canvas.
âI want to talk about how tomorrow is going to go.â
âIf youâre worried about me stealing your girl, thatâs your problem. Anyone would want a piece of that.â
Lincoln kicked him in the chest, and even from how far away the camera was, I could hear something snap inside Dr. Kevinâs body.
I flinched as the video showed him screaming in pain.
Lincoln held up his phone, its screen displaying an image that was obscured from view. However, the effect it had on Dr. Kevin was immediate and unmistakableâa look of pure terror etched across his face.
âHow did you get that?â he snarled.
âWell, it doesnât really matter how I got it, right? It only matters that I have it. And if you donât do exactly as I sayâ¦Iâll send it to your partnerâ¦and your wife.â Lincoln patted his cheek condescendingly. âI donât think either of them would be too happy about this.â
âWhat do you want?â Dr. Kevin asked.
âYouâre going to fire Monroe. Tomorrow,â Lincoln said silkily.
I watched in stunned horror as he demanded Dr. Kevin fire me, and accuse me of being a thief.
Another video, this time of Lincoln on the phone, casually strolling through the penthouse. You could see me through the entryway, sitting on the couch, my head nodding up and down as I listened to some music with the fancy headphones heâd given me two weeks ago.
âDonât give Monroe any more jobs. Sheâs done working,â Lincoln murmured.
I heard Clariceâs voice through the phone. âOh, I love this for herâ¦â
And then, there was a video of him on a phone call with someone, giving him a list of all the places Iâd applied to and instructing him to call everyone and make sure they knew not to hire me.
The videos stopped.
One last text came in.
In my nineteen years on earth, Iâd been through a lot. Iâd been forgotten, abused, and unloved.
But Iâd never been betrayed.
Iâd never been destroyed.
I was bleeding from the inside out. The pain was a crescendo that built and built until it felt like my skin was literally going to explode from being unable to hold it in.
Those butterflies inside me, the ones heâd grown and nurtured and said heâd fucking do anything forâ¦they turned into dust.
There was a knife in my heart, twisting and turning with each second.
There were tears streaming down my face.
But it was like they belonged to someone else.
It was like the person sitting here, broken and shattered, was not me. My brain was having trouble comprehending how someone whoâd seemed so perfectly golden, a hero of a story I never could have dreamedâ¦
Had actually been the villain all along.
The worst part of the storyâ¦the one that would no doubt keep me up at night for the rest of my lifeâ¦
Was the ease of his lies.
The way heâd held me after manipulating my life, like he was a puppet master holding my strings.
Heâd held me in his arms. Heâd licked away my tears. Heâ¦
He was a monster.
That was all there was to it.
A monster behind a beautiful mask.
And Iâd never get over his damage.
Mama had been right all those years ago.
And I was a fool who hadnât listened.
You donât hear the advice of a dying woman, and say it means nothing.
It took me a minute to think about the next step. Because heâd taken everything from me.
There was that word again. Everything.
I just didnât know when weâd started saying it, what it really meant.
That he was going to take everything from me. Make me depend on him for everything.
And then destroy everything about me.
I knew what I had to do.
I had to leave.
It was a truth burned into my bones.
But I also knew the Lincoln I thought Iâd known, the one who Iâd thought had loved me like no one else ever hadâ¦or couldâ¦
He was a psychopath.
He was also out for a run at that moment, the only silver lining on a cloud so black youâd never be able to get through it.
I could gather some things in a bag, get away before he came back.
Yes, thatâs what Iâd do.
I quickly grabbed a backpack and started throwing some clothes and essentials into it.
My breath came out in harsh gasps the whole time, because my body was having trouble functioning.
The demise of my love story, my happily ever after, had been so sudden, so cruel, my body was having trouble taking it.
I grabbed my backpack and headed out of the room and down the hallway towards the elevators.
âHey sweetheart, whatâs the hurry?â Lincolnâs voice shot out from the living room. I froze, my heart pounding in my chest, so loud I was sure there was no way he wouldnât hear it.
And know what I was about to do.
I squeezed my eyes closed, and then finally turned to face him, pasting a placid smile on my lips, like his very existence at that moment wasnât fucking destroying me.
âI didnât hear you come home. How was your run?â My voice was perfectly calm, a feat deserving a gold medal, honestly.
He was standing there, shirtless as he always was after a run in the humid heat that had been building every day. A sun-drenched ripped god. My heart broke again just staring at all that beauty.
And knowing it was lost to me forever.
âIt was fine. But where are you going?â His gold eyes were searing my skin as he stared at me in that magical way of his, the one that had always seemed like love.
But I now knew it was madness.
âI have to go to the school to talk about credits for the upcoming semester.â
âIâll drive you,â he said, pulling his shirt from his pants and sliding it over his head.
Blind panic surged through me. No. I had to get away now. I couldnât wait until his game tomorrow. Iâd never be able to stay here, to sleep in his armsâ¦to pretend.
âUh, no, thatâs okay. I donât know how long itâs going to take, and then I was going to go to the library,â I threw out, trying to sound flippant, and hoping desperately that today would be the one day he wouldnât want to spend every second with me.
If only those stupid videos had come in five minutes earlier.
He frowned. âEverything okay?â
âOf course,â I grinned, the smile like acid on my lips. I walked over and pressed a kiss on his cheek. âIâll see you in a bit.â
I turned to leave, feeling his questions following me as I forced myself to walk slowly to the elevator.
And then I heard him chuckleâ¦
âSure you donât want to talk about those videos on your phone?â he called out casually to me.
I froze in placeâ¦goosebumps gathering on my skin.
âWhat videos?â I asked, unable to get myself to turn around and face him. I was a terrible actress, perhaps the worst actually.
His footsteps slowly approached me from behind. One stepâ¦then another.
I was trying to calculate what chance I had to make it to the elevator and close the doors before he caught me.
The answer was zero, though. Zero percent.
His breath danced over the back of my neck.
âYou really think after going to all this effort to make you mine, that I wouldnât be monitoring your phone too?â
I screamed.
But there was no one to hear me.
A second later, I felt a prick in my neck.
And then the world went dark.