Evidently, a non-negotiable in Lincolnâs family was that on Tylerâs birthday, they all ate dinner together. While I would think that was a sweet way to remember him in most families, I was sure it was something akin to torture in theirs, after everything Lincoln had told me about his parents.
âYouâre not going with me,â Lincoln said calmly as he buttoned his white dress shirt in front of the mirror, refusing to even look at me.
âYes, I am.â
âIâm not putting you through that. Iâm not an idiot. Iâm not going to take the most beautiful thing in my life and put it in the same room asâ¦them.â
âYou would do it for me if the situation was reversedâwouldnât you?â I snapped, my hands on my hips. I was already dressed. Iâd thrown on a dress the moment heâd told me what his plans were, determined to go with him.
Heâd made so much progress this morning. Heâd actually smiled at points today.
I just knew his parents were going to destroy that.
Lincoln finished getting dressed, not speaking another word to me until he was done, breaking my heart because he looked so fucking amazing in his fitted suit.
He finally turned and stalked towards me, until I was backed up against the wall. His hand went around my neck as his other hand threaded through my hair.
âYou will listen to everything I fucking say when weâre there. And when I tell you itâs time to leave, weâre leaving.â
I would nod, but I couldnât move. Iâd never seen him like that, and my heart skipped, a mix of terror and happiness buzzing through me. The terror because I was about to go into the lionâs den, and happinessâ¦because he was letting me take care of him just like he always took care of me.
âI fucking love you,â he growled, kissing me hard as the hand in my hair grabbed one of mine, thrusting it under my dress until I was pressing against my core. His fingers pushed two of my fingers into my sex, thrusting inside me and somehow hitting that perfect spot just right.
He groaned as I came instantly, turned on by his aggression.
I was wide-eyed and feeling a mess as he pulled my fingers out and brought them to his mouth, slowly sucking them clean. His lips met mine again, and I could taste myself on his tongue.
Wowâ¦that wasâ¦hot.
âThat should keep me sane through dinner,â he muttered. I just blinked.
Because what did you do after something like that?
My heart pounded like a caged bird as we approached the looming mansion of Lincolnâs parents. The sprawling gardens and ornate fountains were like a grand fortress, dwarfing me like the mere speck of dust everyone in this household would think I was.
The door creaked open, and a stern, imposing woman dressed in a dark suit appeared. âMr. Daniels,â she murmured stiffly, not even bothering to acknowledge me, like I was a ghost drifting beside Lincolnâs side.
Was this Lincolnâs mother? Noâsheâd called him âMr. Daniels.â That would just be fucking weird.
âMs. Talbot, the house manager,â Lincoln muttered, not even bothering to greet her with anything else but a head nod.
I shot him a look becauseâa house managerâI didnât even know what that was.
We were led into a formal dining room where a table, longer than my whole old studio apartment, was laid out with crystal glasses and fine china. It was clear this was not the kind of dinner where you put your elbows on the table.
The dress Iâd thought made me feel so pretty an hour ago, suddenly felt like it was made of sackcloth.
I took in the sight of Lincolnâs parents, both impeccably dressed. Lincolnâs father was wearing a black suit, perfectly tailored to his frame. His hair was styled in a slicked-back fashion that oozed confidence, but also reminded me of how Iâd imagine the devil would look right before he ended someone. Meanwhile, his mother was stunning in a dark violet cocktail dress that seemed far too fancy for a dinner in her home. Her hair was intricately styled in an updo that looked like it had taken hours to perfect. They both looked like they belonged on the cover of a high-end fashion magazine.
The hate I felt for them could not be adequately described. I had the urge to throw myself over Lincoln, shield him from their horribleness.
Because they may have been beautiful lookingâsimilar to their sonâbut you could literally feel their uglinessâlike it was coating your skin.
âLincoln,â his dad said coldly, his gaze licking over me from top to bottom, a tiny smirk peeking out from his lips that made my blood freeze.
âFather,â Lincoln replied nonchalantly, like we hadnât just stepped into hell. He pulled out my chair for me and waited for me to sit before pushing me in.
Despite the fact they werenât speaking to me, their cold eyes were all over me as I sat there, judging my every breath.
âWine,â his mother finally announced, holding up her glass. I glanced around the room because there was no one in here. Was she expecting someone to just materialize from the wall?
Evidently, people did do that here, because a second later, a man dressed in a sharp gray suit practically materialized from a door I hadnât even noticed, hurrying to fill up her wine glass.
âLincoln, darling, when are you going to cut that hair of yours?â she asked, her voice dripping with condescension, staring across the table at him like he was a bug she wanted to smash.
I wasnât sure at that moment who actually had the worst childhood, me or him. My mother had been disinterested in me, sheâd forgotten me ninety nine percent of the time, but sheâd never looked at me with so much distaste as I was seeing right now, like she was regretting the day I was born.
âWhen you stop drinking, mother dearest,â Lincoln drawled.
Lincolnâs mother made an affronted gasp, before throwing back the very wine heâd just made fun of.
Lincolnâs father seemed bored of it all. He was lounged back in his high back chair, toying with the dark amber liquid in the tumbler in front of him. âThatâs enough, Shannon,â he said in a silky, dangerous voice that had Lincolnâs mother shutting up immediately.
I was sitting up straight as well, and I could see how heâd be a success in the boardroom, even having never been in one myself. There was something commanding in his voice, something dangerous that made you terrified to disappoint him.
I shot a quick glance at Lincoln, but he didnât seem to be affected by it at all, though.
âTonightâs a night for celebration after all,â continued his father, his gaze flicking briefly to one of the many empty chairs at the table.
âHavenât called it a celebration for a while, Father. Have you turned over a new leaf?â Lincoln asked lightly, playing with the knife at his place setting.
His father chuckled darkly, not seeming to mind the sarcasm in his sonâs tone in the slightest.
âIâm talking about the fact that Iâve set up a meeting with the board, to announce the start of your work with the company, the day after you finish that silly little game.â
My gaze bounced between Lincoln and his father, not understanding what he was talking about. That silly little game? I couldnât imagine someone would think Lincolnâs career as the most talked about hockey player in the NHL would be called âsillyâ or even âa little game,â but I guess there was a first time for everything. I wondered what it would be like to be that blind. To see a star shining right in front of you, and to completely ignore it.
It was beyond my comprehension.
âMonroe and I will actually be in the Bahamas celebrating our Stanley Cup win. So Iâm afraid we wonât be able to make it,â Lincoln said coldly.
Oh! He hadnât mentioned anything about the Bahamas before. I tried to think about my school schedule, even knowing I would follow Lincoln anywhere.
Lincolnâs gaze flicked to mine. âSurprise,â he said in a deadpan voice.
Lincolnâs mother, Shannon, suddenly snorted. âLincoln, youâve got to be kidding me. Sheâs just a child.â There was a slightly demented sounding giggle in her voice as she said the word âchild.â
I stiffened in my chair. I didnât like being called a childâor talked about like I wasnât in the room.
âHer nameâs Monroe, Mother,â Lincoln growled, the first sign of aggression in his voice at his motherâs slight insult towards me.
âMonroe,â she snorted, her gaze flicking across my dress like someone had shoved shit in her face. âA fitting name.â
âWhat does that mean?â snapped Lincoln.
âThatâs a lovely dress, Mrs. Daniels,â I blurted out, trying to avoid a fight when we were only five minutes in.
The three of them stared at me like Iâd lost my mind.
âAnd what is that delicious smell? I bet you were cooking for hours today. That was so kind.â
Lincolnâs whole body was shaking as his laughter broke free.
Shannon looked shocked. Her eyes widened as she glanced at Lincoln, then back to me. âWellââ
âMy wife hasnât cooked a day in her life,â drawled Lincolnâs father. Anstad. That was his name. I needed to use that in my head before he took on the life of Voldemort and I started referring to him as âHe Who Must Not Be Namedâ.
Anstadâs comment effectively shut off any commentary on my insane behavior, but luckily, peopleâstaffâstarted bringing in plates of food then, setting them down in front of us in something that resembled an orchestrated dance.
I had absolutely no appetite. I noticed Anstad was the only one who seemed to have one actually. Lincoln was moving his food around on his plate, and Shannon was justâ¦drinking.
I think sheâd gone through an entire bottle of wine already.
Besides the terrible atmosphere, I was a little afraid theyâd poisoned my stuffed chickenâbecause honestly, I wouldnât put it past them.
âI wonder what Tyler would have been like today. Where he would have led the company,â Anstad suddenly mused. âIf he hadnât drowned at your hockey exhibition.â
I heard Lincolnâs sudden intake of breath. Glancing at him, it was obvious that one had hurt. His fists were clenched under the table and there was a tic in his cheek.
âLetâs be honestâ¦he would probably have been miserable trying to please you at the expense of everything he wanted in life,â responded Lincoln, in an almost teasing voice. Anstadâs fork clattered on the plate. I was certain he would lunge at Lincolnâ¦or at least storm out of the room, but after a second, he picked up his fork and resumed eating, like nothing had even happened.
This was so unhealthy. Was it too soon to leave?
âDid he tell you, little girlâ¦Did he tell you how he killed his brother?â Shannon spat out, a sob in her voice.
Alright, that was it.
I couldnât take it anymore.
I sprung to my feet, my hands shaking with fury, my heart flickering in my chest so fast, I was afraid I would pass out. âHow dare you. Iâve never been more disgusted with two people in my lifeâand if you truly understood where I came fromâyou would understand that is the worst insult I could ever give you. You donât even care that you actually lost two sons that day,â I spit through gritted teeth. âThe fact that you canât treat Lincoln like heâs at least a human beingâ¦let alone like heâs your son.â I shook my head, adrenaline sparking through my veins to the point I was shaking. âYour son is the best person Iâve ever known. He is everything. And you two fuckwads donât even deserve to breathe in the same space as him.â
There was a short silenceâ¦but then his father and mother had the nerve to laugh, like Iâd just told a fucking joke. I grabbed my wine, prepared to throw it all over the two of them. But Lincoln caught my hand before I could do it.
âCome on, dream girl. Letâs get out of here,â Lincoln murmured, amusement laced through his voice. He threaded his fingers through mine before standing up.
âI say this with absolutely no respect,â Lincoln commented to his parents. âBut fuck off.â
He dragged me away then, and their laughter followed us out of the room.
âIf she only knewâ¦â I thought I heard Anstad cackle, but I paid him no mind.
I stepped outside the mansion, feeling the muggy night air on my skin, trying to calm down my racing heart. I was so fucking relieved to be out of that house. Iâd thought I could anticipate what it would be like, but that went so far beyond anything I could have dreamed upâ¦
I glanced at him, expecting to see him angryâ¦or devastated about what just transpired, but instead, he was staring at me like he couldnât help himself, like I was the answer to every hope and dream heâd ever had.
âYouâre going to be the end of me, dream girl. Youâre so fuckingâ¦everything,â he murmured, his voice thick with emotion.
We used that word a lot. That we were everything. And it seemed so fitting. It seemed the only word to use when explaining the fact that your soulmate was a living breathing being that set your world on fire just by looking at them.
My heart swelled, and there was just so much love thereâ¦for a second, I wasnât sure I could take it. It felt like too much.
âYou are too,â I whispered, knowing Iâd follow him anywhere.
We walked down the long sidewalk, the moon casting an ethereal glow over the trees and bushes. It was easy to imagine we were in the pages of a dark fairy tale, escaping the clutches of the evil king and queen.
âTheyâre so awful,â I said after a moment, my voice tinged with a deep sadness that settled over me like a cloak.
Lincolnâs grip on my hand tightened. But he just snorted. âI know. Beyond. But for the first timeâ¦I actually donât fucking care.â
I gave him a shy smile, realizing Iâd just called his parentsâ¦fuckwads.
Who even was I?
âA badass,â Lincoln murmured, and I realized Iâd spoken that thought out loud.
We drove away from that house of horrors, and I made a promise for both of us.
That would be the last time either of us set foot in that mansion again.