âItâs been five hours,â I murmur, barely holding back the frustration and anxiety clawing at my chest. âHow much longer will it take?â
âItâs a complex procedure,â Igor reminds me. His words are steady but lined with the tension I know heâs trying to hide. The sharp angle of his jaw gives him away. âTheyâre putting the implant directly on the brainstemâs surface. We should be glad theyâre not rushing.â
Heâs right, of course. I know heâs just repeating what the doctors told us, trying to reassure me, but the logic doesnât settle my nerves. My hands wonât stop trembling, and the relentless tick-tock of the waiting room clock feels like a cruel taunt. Until I see Sofiya with my own eyes, until I know for certain that sheâs okay, I wonât be able to breathe.
âYouâll see Sofiya soon,â Igor says, reaching over to rub slow, calming circles on my back. âWe just have to give the doctors the time they need. Evangeline Tolliver is the best specialist in the world. This is her playground. Trust her to do her job.â
âEvangeline,â I scoff, rolling my eyes. âHer parents must have named her that just so she could be a pompous ass her whole life.â
Igor lets out a sudden, uncontrollable laugh that startles a few heads in the sterile waiting room. The sound bursts from him, so genuine and full of life, and despite the suffocating weight of worry pressing on me, I canât stop myself from joining in. Our laughter echoes off the blank walls of the hospital, startling a few curious glances from other waiting families.
For the first time in hours, I feel the smallest crack in the fear thatâs been weighing on me. His laughter is infectious, like the first drop of rain after a drought. Itâs tiny and insignificant in the grand scheme of things, but itâs a promise of whatâs to come. A reminder that thereâs still life waiting for us, shining out from the brilliant blue of his eyes.
âDo you want some coffee while we wait?â Igor asks, rising from his chair.
I nod, watching as he walks over to the corner of the room where a modest coffee station is tucked away. My gaze lingers on him, on the broad lines of his back and the way his jeans hug him just right. Despite the circumstances, my lips curl into a small smile.
Since weâve confessed our feelings for each other, itâs like my desire for him has been unleashed, a balloon stretched to bursting. The man who was once forbidden is now mine, and every time I look at him, the reality of it catches me off guard. Being with Igor, building a life with himâitâs a dream. Every morning I wake up beside him, Iâm reminded that dreams can come true.
My phone buzzes in my hand, pulling me out of my thoughts.
âVasiliy,â I answer, leaning back in my chair. âEverything okay?â
âIs she out yet?â he asks. The sound of barking dogs echoes in the background.
âNot yet. Igorâs getting us some coffee, and then weâll check in with the doctors,â I say, glancing across the room as Igor walks back toward me, two steaming mugs in hand. âHow was your flight?â
âToo long.â He sighs heavily. âI still donât understand why you and Nikolai insist on living so far from Moscow. It takes forever to get back.â
His words carry their usual gruff annoyance, but beneath it, I can hear the relief coming through. Things have finally calmed.
âYouâre the last Volkov who still swears by Russia,â I tease, smiling. âYou should try to embrace the USA.â
âI really donât want to,â Vasiliy replies with a chuckle, but thereâs a weariness there that I donât miss.
âWhatâs wrong?â I ask, my stomach twisting.
The silence on the other end stretches so long I almost think the call dropped.
âI crossed the line,â Vasiliy finally says, and the weight of his words makes my chest tighten.
âWhat line?â I press, catching Igorâs raised eyebrows as I accept the mug he offers me.
âThe only one my job had,â he says bitterly. âIâve been called in to speak with the president. Do you know what that means?â
âNo,â I say slowly.
âIt means Iâm getting fired,â Vasiliy states flatly. âThe president is the only one with the authority to fire me, and heâs going to do it.â
âYou donât know that,â I argue. âMaybe youâll get a promotion.â
Vasiliy laughs, dry and humorless. âNo, Katya. Thatâs not how it works here.â
âBut why are they firing you?â
âRemember your last court case in Moscow?â he asks.
âOf course,â I reply, though I donât see how itâs relevant. It ended in a mistrialâIgorâs men walked free, awaiting a new trial.
âI made sure the evidence disappeared,â Vasiliy admits, his tone steady and sharp. âI crossed the line to help you and the punk you call your baby daddy. It was a split-second decision, but I wouldnât change it. I just want you to know that.â
I donât know what to say. The weight of his words hits me hard, and I sit there, stunned.
âTell your boyfriend to keep his men in line next time,â Vasiliy adds, âand not to be so obvious when breaking the law.â
âI donât know what to say,â I whisper.
âDonât say anything,â he replies firmly. âIâll protect you, Katya. You and Nikolai. Always. Iâm your older brother. Itâs my job. Just⦠make sure New York is as nice as you and Nikolai say it is because I might not have a choice but to move there myself.â
A soft laugh escapes me despite the knot in my throat. âI love you,â I say, my voice thick with emotion.
âLove you too, sestra,â he says quietly. âLet me know when Sofiyaâs out.â
âWill do.â
As I hang up, Igorâs eyes meet mine.
âVasiliyâs being discharged,â I tell him, then explain what my brother confessed.
Igor blinks, looking genuinely surprised. âI didnât expect him to do something like that. Not for me.â
I smile softly. âItâs official now. Youâre part of the family. This is Vasiliyâs way of welcoming you into the fold.â
Before Igor can respond, Dr. Tolliver strides into the waiting room. Her scrubs are wrinkled, and her eyes look tired, but the smile on her face is reassuring.
I leap to my feet, practically sprinting toward her. âHow did it go? Howâs Sofiya?â
âPerfect,â she says with a small but confident smile. âEverything went as planned. There were no complications, and we were able to correctly position the implant. Sheâs doing great.â
Relief floods me, and my knees almost give out.
âCan we see her?â Igor asks, stepping up beside me and sliding a comforting hand around my waist.
Dr. Tolliver nods. âSheâs in recovery. Sheâll wake up soon, though she might be a little drowsy. Go ahead.â
Igor whispers, âLetâs go,â and I let him guide me down the hallway to Sofiyaâs room.
The moment I see her, my heart swells. She looks so small and fragile against the pillows, her face pale but peaceful. Her tiny hand twitches as we approach, and I clasp it in mine, feeling her warmth ground me.
âHi, malyshka,â Igor murmurs, brushing his fingers through her hair.
Sofiyaâs eyes flutter open, and when they land on Igor, her lips curl into a tired but unmistakable grin.
âPapa,â she whispers, her voice soft and full of wonder.
The word sends a jolt of warmth straight to my heart.
Igor leans forward, resting his forehead against hers. I reach out to touch his arm, not wanting to miss a second of this moment.
âWeâre here,â I whisper. âWeâll always be here.â
Sofiyaâs drowsy smile grows brighter, and I realize, for the first time in forever, I can truly breathe.