âIs everyone packed?â I ask, glancing over my shoulder to make sure all the suitcases are in the car.
Katya nods, the sunlight streaming through her dark strands, making her hair glow like itâs caught fire. Itâs been less than a week since the incident, and while her bruises are fading fast, the sight of them still makes my jaw clench. Every time I see the faint shadows on her skin, a quiet fury rises inside me. I canât change what happenedâI can only make sure she and Sofiya never face anything like that again.
Iâve been treating Katya like a porcelain doll ever since, as if any wrong move could break her. And yet, every night when I hold her, weâre anything but fragile. Iâve made love to her in ways that leave me dizzy with how much I need herâso many times, in so many positions that the Kama Sutra would blush.
Across the yard, Sofiya runs around my parentsâ house, chasing imaginary butterflies, while Damien sits on the porch steps, staring wide-eyed at the newest addition to the familyâa tiny gecko theyâve named Arnold. The sight is absurdly domestic and strangely perfect.
âAre you sure you donât want to return to your apartment?â Katya asks, her voice drawing my attention back to her.
âWeâre starting something new.â My words are steady despite the storm of emotions churning inside me. I take her hands in mine, my grip firm but careful, as if holding on too tightly might shatter this fragile moment.
Thereâs a weight between us, heavy and unavoidableâthe unspoken conversation about her job in Russia and the possibility of her leaving. Iâve thought about it a hundred different ways, all the ways I could force her to stay.
She and Sofiya belong here. With me and Damien.
But none of that feels right anymore.
Itâs not who I want to be. Not with her.
I swallow hard, my thumb brushing across her knuckles. Iâve always been a man who takes what he wants, who shapes the world to his will. But with her, I am different.
She has to see it for herselfâhow much she means to me, how much this life Iâve built is incomplete without her and Sofiya in it.
âItâs only right that we start from scratch.â
She chuckles, shaking her head in amusement, but the light in her eyes tells me sheâs happy with the change. And how could she not be? Her first experience in my old condo wasnât exactly warm and welcoming.
âWhere is this new apartment?â she asks as I put the last of our things in the car.
I grin, unable to keep my pride in check. âUpper East Sideâs one and only Fifth Avenue.â
Her eyebrows shoot up, a playful smirk tugging at her lips. âWe can afford that?â
âOh volchitsa,â I chuckle, shaking my head at her disbelief. âWe can afford it several times over.â
With the recovered shipment and the paycheck that came with it, everythingâs fallen back into place. And as a suitable punishment for Olenko, I made sure he paid for every ounce of damage his family inflicted on mine. After the numbers were settled, I walked away as the proud owner of The Velvet Echo and three other clubs just like it.
âOkay, kids, itâs time to leave,â I call out, gesturing toward the car. Sofiya is looking at me, and I wink at her. While Iâm still learning sign language, she and I have gotten better at understanding each other. She smiles, a silent, sweet promise of trust, and climbs into her seat. Damien follows suit, gently cradling Arnold in his little hands.
Once the kids are buckled in, I slide into the driverâs seat, Katya beside me.
âTomorrowâs implant day,â Katya reminds me as I start the engine, her eyes scanning the agenda on her phone. âI know the initial results were good, but Iâm still nervous.â
Her voice wavers slightly, betraying the worry she tries so hard to suppress. Katyaâs always meticulous and careful when it comes to Sofiyaâs health, and the implant feels like a leap into the unknown. But I have faithâfaith in the doctors, faith in the technology, and most of all, faith in Sofiyaâs resilience.
âThereâs nothing to worry about.â I reach over to squeeze her hand.
âIgor,â she starts, her voice dropping low enough that the Damien wonât hear. âYou keep saying that, and I want to believe you, but what if it doesnât work? What if things donât get better?â
I glance at her, frowning as her words sink in. âWhat do you mean? Are we still talking about Sofiya?â
âYes. No. I meanâ¦â She exhales a shaky breath, running her fingers through her hair. âAfter everything that happenedâthat day at the apartmentâ¦â She falters. âGalinaâs still alive.â
âSheâs in a hospital,â I remind her firmly. âVasiliyâs men are watching her around the clock. Theyâll transport her to Russia as soon as her condition stabilizes. Sheâll never set foot outside a prison cell. Vasiliy has enough authority in the FSB to make sure of that.â
Katyaâs lips press into a thin line, and she stares out the window, her hands twisting nervously in her lap. âIâm scared,â she whispers. âNot that I wish her dead, but what if she comes after me again? Or Sofiya this time?â
The knot in my chest tightens. If anyone deserves peace, itâs Katya. And damn if Iâm not going to do everything in my power to make it a reality.
âYouâll have to trust me, volchitsa,â I say softly, reaching over to squeeze her hand. âVasiliyâs on a plane to Moscow with Boris right now. And while Iâm not a fan of the Russian secret service, even I have to admit, theyâre experts at making people disappear. Iâm just glad your brother is on our side, dealing with the Olenkos instead of us.â
Her expression softens, and a small smile tugs at her lips, the worry lines on her forehead fading slightly.
âThereâs one more thing we have to talk about,â she says hesitantly. The weight of her words hangs in the air between us.
âYes,â I nod, my heart thudding as I prepare for whatâs coming. âI have all my arguments ready. If you want to do this now.â
She draws a slow breath. âI have a job waiting for me back in Moscow,â she says, her tone weak, like sheâs trying to convince herself as much as me. âMy sabbatical is coming to an end next month. Itâs a good jobâan influential one. A job that allows me to make a difference. And I worked very hard for it.â
I take a deep breath, buying myself a moment to collect my thoughts. This shouldnât be so hard. I have no right to ask Katya to give up her career for me. But at the same time, I canât lose her and Sofiya.
The car isnât the best place for this conversation, especially with two kids in the backseat, but if Katyaâs ready to talk about it now, I canât push it aside.
I pull over to the side of the road and shift in my seat to face her.
âI understand everything youâre saying,â I begin, reaching for her hand. âNo matter what you decide, Iâll support you. We can make it work over long distance too. The decision is yours. Butâ¦â
She watches me, the fingers of her free hand nervously toying with her earrings, that little habit I find maddeningly sexy.
âBut I need you to hear me out. Can you do that?â
She nods slowly, her eyes meeting mine, and in that moment, I feel itâthe raw vulnerability in her gaze, the way sheâs looking to me for answers and reassurance.
âYou changed me, Katya,â I whisper. âYou came in like a tornado, sweeping away everything dark and stale. From the moment I met you, you unlocked something in meâsomething I didnât even know was there. You embraced my darkness. You gave my life meaning again. And damn if Iâm not going to fight for you.â
My voice catches, and I take another breath, my grip on her hand tightening.
âI want us to be a family,â I continue, my voice firm and unwavering. âI want you and Sofiya to stay in New York. I want you to be my wife. And if weâre lucky, I want us to have a few more kids.â
Her lips part, her eyes widening, and for a moment, the world stands still.
A tear slips down her cheek, catching the golden light filtering through the window. It clings there for a heartbeat before sliding down, and my chest tightens. She doesnât need to say much for me to know I hit the mark.
âThe love I have for you and the kids⦠Itâs a love that wonât dim or fade. I want to be with you, Igor. Butâ¦â She hesitates, her hands nervously twisting together in her lap. âIâm not built to be a housewife or a stay-at-home mom. I like working. I love my job. What will I do if stay here?â
It hits me like a punch to the gut. This is so quintessentially her. Katya is strong, independent, driven. Itâs one of the reasons I love her, one of the reasons I canât imagine a future without her.
I exhale deeply, inching closer, my hands moving to cup her face. Her skin feels warm under my palms, grounding me as I gather my thoughts.
âKatya,â I murmur, âYou of all people deserve the best. Hell, you are the best. So stay with me. Help me take care of our family and build something of your own. I know itâs not ideal to start over, but I promise Iâll help you set it all up. Whatever you need, Iâm here.â
Her lips part slightly, her bright green eyes searching mine. Itâs as if sheâs peering into my soul, dissecting every word, weighing every promise Iâm laying at her feet. I lean closer, letting the sincerity of my words hang in the air.
âYou can get a license to practice law in the States,â I continue, warming to the train of thought. âIâll figure out how. Hell, Iâll sit down and study with you if thatâs what it takes. You can take every step at your own pace, and Iâll be with you for all of it. Every late night, every early morningâIâll be there. Weâll make it work. Youâll never have to give up what you love, and youâll have us. What do you say?â
She blinks, and for a moment, I can see the weight of her fears lifting.
âI suppose we can try,â she whispers, her words trembling with the uncertainty of someone stepping into the unknown.
The words are like music to my ears. Relief courses through me as I pull her in for a kiss, desperate to show her how much this means to me. But before our lips can touch, a tiny green blur lands on my shoulder, startling both of us.
âArnold!â Damienâs delighted cry cuts through the tension, his voice bubbling with excitement.
The gecko clings to me, its small claws scratching against my shirt as I look over at Damien, whoâs grinning ear to ear. Innocent, joyful laughter fills the car, wrapping around us like a warm embrace. Itâs infectious, pulling a deep, unrestrained laugh from Katya. I glance over at her, and my chest swells at the sight.
Her smile is radiant, her earlier worry forgotten as she reaches out to gently pluck Arnold from my shoulder and place him into Damienâs eager hands. âCareful,â she warns, her voice soft and motherly, âdonât squish him.â
Before I know it, weâre all smiling, our laughter blending together in a way that feels impossibly perfect. We probably look like the happiest family on earthâand maybe, for the first time, thatâs exactly what we are.
With a content smile still tugging at my lips, I turn back to the wheel and start the engine. The car hums to life, and we pull away from the side of the road, heading toward our new home.
Katyaâs hand slips into mine, her fingers lacing through mine in a quiet show of trust. I squeeze her hand gently, silently reassuring her of everything we just talked about.
In my mind, I can already see itâthe apartment on Fifth Avenue, its wide-open spaces filled with light and laughter. Itâll be a place where Sofiya can grow up safe, where she can dream as big as she wants. A place where Damien will always feel loved and secure. A place where Katya can thrive, where sheâll never feel like she has to choose between her dreams and her family.
Because wherever they areâKatya, Sofiya, and Damienâthatâs home.
âTomorrowâs going to be a big day,â Katya murmurs, her head resting against the window as she watches the scenery blur past.
âYes,â I agree, glancing over at her. âBut weâre ready for it. Things are going to get better now. I promise.â
And for the first time in a long time, I truly believe it.