Cade let me cancel my classes last week, but after Hudson and I discussed it when he got home last night, we decided weâd both go back to the gym on Monday. For him, that was this morning. For me, itâs tonight, and it feels good to be back. This is my last week of classes until January. Cade always suspends classes during the holidays.
Usually, I get antsy, thinking about two weeks of not teaching.
I donât just love teaching yoga for the extra paycheck and sense of security it helps me maintain. I love it for the way it clears my mind and strengthens my soul. Teaching even helps center me. Iâm more focused after a class. More relaxed. Those two weeks without my classes, and what they do for me, suck. But not this year.
This year, Iâm thinking about Hudsonâs sunroom and how much Iâm looking forward to bringing my mat in there in the mornings. Iâm thinking about long, late nights in bed with him and lazy mornings together. Christmas has never been high on my list of priorities. Brandon and I never made a big deal out of it before, and itâs never bothered me. But I think this year will be different.
Itâll be the first year I make new traditions.
âWhatâs got you smiling like that, sunshine?â Hudson asks as I clean my last mat of the night.
âNothing,â I tell him coyly, checking quickly to see whoâs around and am pleasantly surprised to find the gym completely empty. âWell, nothing I want to talk about here.â I lift up on my toes and kiss his lips, savoring the taste of him.
âYou almost ready?â His hand slips to my lower back, resting on the bare skin just above my yoga pants, and my blood heats under his touch.
I nod, unable to speak, and the cocky grin stretching across his face holds delicious promises.
âGet a room,â Cade yells with a laugh.
âSorry.â I blush, mortified.
âIgnore him, Mads. Heâs just mad he canât tell me anymore.â Hudson puffs up his chest like a proud peacock before I smack his pec.
âIâm a woman, not a girl. And I better be the only one.â I smile sweetly but with a little threat.
Cade smacks Hudâs back. âShe told you.â
âWhatever. Like my sister doesnât keep your balls in her Chanel bag,â Hudson chuckles.
With a devious glint in his eyes, Cade smirks. âOh, your sister can do anything she wants with my balls. I have no complaints.â
âJesus Christ, man. Gross.
What the hell?â Hud pinches his lips together, and Cade and I crack up.
âOh my God. You two are ridiculous.â I put away the cleaning solution and grab my bag from the locker room. âIâm ready.â
Cade shuts off the lights, and the three of us walk out together, expecting an empty parking lot, not the ambush we walk into.
As soon as we step out of the building, a camera is shoved in our faces. A reporter stands next to the camera man. And Spider Reynolds, the creep Hudson almost fought at Kingdom weeks ago, is with them, surrounded by a bunch of his team.
âWhat the hell is going on here?â Cade demands, vibrating with anger.
âGo inside, Madison.â Hudson steps in front of me with Cade sliding next to him to block me from these men.
âYeah, thatâs right. You wouldnât want your woman to see what a pussy you really are, King.â
I donât move.
âThis is private property, and I want you off it now before I call the cops,â Cade threatens. But Reynolds continues eyeing up Hudson.
âI bet you feel like a tough guy now, huh, King. You think youâre a killer.â I fist the back of Hudsonâs hoodie and look around him as Spider continues, âThat youâre untouchable. You still too fucking scared to fight me? Or did your balls finally drop after killing a worthless fighter like McGuire?â
Hudsonâs body is rigid as Reynolds gets in his face.
âYou know, when your girl wants to fuck a real man, she imagines itâs fucking her, King. I can get the job done in all the ways you never will.â He pushes Hudsonâs chest, and I try to sidestep Hud to see what else is going on, but he and Cade move closer together.
âHeâs twice the fighter youâll ever be, Reynolds. Now, youâve said your peace. Get the fuck off my property,â Cade threatens.
âIf your boy is twice the fighter I am, then heâll fight me like a man instead of hiding behind his familyâs money and his coachâs name.â
âYou wanna talk big. You want this fight because you say you wanna prove youâre better than me? That Iâm just a name with a trust fund? Just wanna prove something, right? And this isnât about the money, is it? Itâs about showing the world that Iâm a joke.â Hudson takes a step forward, and I drop my hold on him. âFine. You name the time and the place, and Iâll fight you.â
Reynolds smiles, thinking heâs won, but I can tell from Hudsonâs stance, something else is going on here.
âIâll fight you on one condition.â
Reynolds posturing stops, and he glares. âPussy boy needs a condition,â he announces to his buddies and the reporter. âThey wonât even call you after Iâm done with you, Kingston. Youâll be a fucking joker in my court.â
âSo, you agree to my condition then?â Thereâs a cockiness to Hudsonâs voice I recognize, but Reynoldâs isnât picking up on it. I donât know what Hudâs up to. Though I can tell itâs something good.
âOne condition, and youâll fight me for your belt?â Reynolds turns to the camera. âYouâre getting this on tape, right? I donât want this soft-fight, pansy-ass motherfucker to be able to back out.â
The camera man nods, and Reynolds turns back to Hudson. âName the condition.â
âAgree to it now, and Iâll fight you for my belt as soon as they can set it up,â Hud pushes.
Reynolds finally eyes Hudson carefully before agreeing. âNow, what the fuck do you want?â
âWe donate every penny either of us earns from the fight to Mason McGuireâs wife. No questions asked. No exceptions. She gets both payouts. Mine and yours. Agree, and this will be the only shot you ever get at my belt.â
I look between Hudson and Reynolds, watching these two intimidating men dancing this intricate dance, and fear slivers down my spine. Thereâs a dangerous charge in the cold air, making every hair on my body stand on edge.
Reynolds stares at Hudson in disbelief. âNo fucking way,â he shouts.
âNo sweat off my back. I can live my life with the belt Iâve earned five times. Youâre the dick who turned down your chance.â
The standoff between the two of them grows impossibly tense until Cade takes a step forward. âHeâs made his decision, King. Letâs go.â
âIâll do it,â Reynolds growls low, and a murmur of voices erupts from the group of men surrounding him, but he silences them with a look. âI want it soon, King. Dealâs off if you need months to get this done.â
Hudson scoffs like thatâs the most ridiculous thing heâs ever heard. âIâll call my agent. I could fight you tomorrow and win, asshole.â
âNow walk away,â Cade tells them as he holds his hands up in front of the camera. Then he pulls his phone from his pocket and makes a call.
Hudson holds his hand out to me behind his back, and I grasp on to it while I continue to peek around him wordlessly. He doesnât move until theyâre out of the parking lot, then he finally spins around. âI told you to go inside.â
I step into him and wrap my hands around his waist. âI didnât say anything this time, and I didnât get in the way.â I lay my head against his chest. âAre you really going to fight him?â
Cade hangs up and joins us.
âHeâll never leave me alone if I donât.â His fingers run through my hair, and I shiver.
âCan you win?â
Cade and Hudson look at each other and laugh.
I guess thatâs a good sign.
The rest of the week passes by without another incident. The fight is scheduled for the second week in January. Hudson swears heâll be fine. But it makes me worry, even if he says I donât need to.
Right now, Iâm trying desperately not to focus on the way my stomach churns every time I think about him stepping into the cage again. Meanwhile, heâs hyperfocusing on a Christmas tree. He had an errand to run earlier today but made me promise Iâd come with him to pick out a tree this afternoon.
âWhat about this one?â Hudson stands next to a towering evergreen in the middle of whatâs touted as Kroydon Hillâs oldest Christmas tree farm. âHow tall is this thing?â
Jace groans next to me. âToo fucking tall. What the hell, Hud?â
âYour debtâs not paid until you help me get it into the house and decorated, jackoff.â He holds the measuring stick up next to the tree, and the tree towers over the ten-foot-tall stick. âI think this is the one.â His goofy grin grows. âDo you like it, sunshine?â
I giggle. âHudson, Iâve literally had tiny Charlie Brown trees my whole life. Iâve slept in houses whose roofs werenât that tall. Get whatever you want.â
âGive it up, Maddie. Hud loves Christmas,â Jace warns me.
And thatâs how I end up spending the next hour watching these two fight over how to strap a monstrously large tree to Hudsonâs truck. Them trying to get it into the house was even funnier. Especially when Cooper came over to help. Carys and I popped a bag of popcorn and laughed while the three of them argued their way through standing it up in the center of the family room.
It only fell over twice.
. A twelve-foot tree fell over , and miraculously managed to miss every piece of furniture and every human in the room. I havenât laughed this hard in years. Eventually Sawyer stopped by. He didnât tell Hudson Jace called him in as backup, but he did tell me, then swore me to secrecy.
I wouldnât necessarily call him helpful though.
There may have been a chainsaw brought inside the house at one point.
Yup.
They decided the trunk was crooked.
I didnât have the heart to tell him we should have gotten the Charlie Brown tree I wanted. Carys and I sat there the entire time with tears streaming down our faces from laughing so hard.
Eventually, the tree stood on its own, albeit a little crooked. But there was no way I was telling them that. Chloe brought pizza, and our ragtag group ate, laughed, and did the worst job Iâve ever seen decorating a tree. But it was more fun than I remember having in years.
And now that everyone has left, and itâs well past midnight, Hudson drags me back into the living room to stand under the mistletoe and caresses my cheek. âI love you, Maddie.â
âI love you too, Hud.â I run my hands up his arms, and he winces. âWhatâs wrong?â
Hudson reaches back and pulls his dark thermal shirt over his head. His bicep is wrapped in plastic wrap. âDid you get a new tattoo today? Was that your errand?â
He ignores my questions and peels back the wrapping, then flexes.
On his bicep is my dragonfly flying in front of the sun. It blends perfectly into his sleeve, like it was always supposed to be there. âHudson,â I gasp and ghost my finger around it without touching. âItâs beautiful.â
âDo you like it?â He looks nervous, like a little boy who spent all his allowance on a present and is afraid the recipient will be disappointed.
âThe detail is amazing. The watercolor purples and greens. Theyâre perfect.â Suddenly, tears sting the back of my eyes. âI canât believe you inked me on your skin.â
âI wanted us to make the next big change in our lives together, Maddie. And I wanted something to symbolize that. Every line on my skin tells a story.â He runs a hand over the script on his chest. âI got when my stepmother died.â Then he flexes his bicep and tells me each story behind the ink on his body. Until he finally holds up his hand.
âThereâs nothing there. You donât have anything on your hands, Hud.â
âNo. Not yet, baby. Iâm not really a ring guy, So I thought once weâre married, I could get one tatted on my finger.â Hud tries to drop to his knee, but I quickly grab his arm, stopping him, and my stomach somersaults.
âHudson . . . please donât. Not yet.â He looks at me with hurt in his dark-blue eyes. âHud. Youâre so sure of the world and your place in it that you jump and know everything will be fine. Thatâs not me. I need to move a little slower than that.â
âBut you agreed to move in. I love you, Maddie. And I know you love me.â He holds my hand gently in his, and for a second, I kick myself for stopping what, no doubt, would have been a beautiful proposal.
My entire body trembles as butterflies take flight in my stomach. âI do love you with my whole soul. I just donât handle change well. Iâm a little slower than you. Iâm not saying I donât want to marry you. Iâm just saying I need to process these past few weeks a little longer before Iâm ready to think about what comes next.â
He picks me up, and I wrap my legs around his waist. âFine,â he pouts. âBut I know what I want, Mads. And Iâm not good at waiting. Any idea how long itâll be until I get my prize?â
âIâve never been anyoneâs prize before.â There go those butterflies again.
âI keep telling you, Maddie. Youâre my everything.â
When he kisses me, I think I finally believe him.