Itâs done.
Lia is now my wife, bound to me for life, whether she likes it or not.
If I wasnât so pressed for time, I wouldâve done this under different circumstances, after her leg was healed. It wouldâve happened anyway, but my methods couldâve been gentler.
However, not only did she fall pregnant sooner than I expected, but I also finally have an alliance with Lazlo Luciano without having to get her involved.
I planned it for weeks on end, creating the perfect circumstances so Iâd somehow end up in the same club as Lazlo during a meeting with one of the other Italian families, the Rozettis.
I had to make Yan into an assassin, have him kill one of the other Italians to save Lazlo, whoâs always been at the crux of territorial wars. Even though the Lucianos have been ruling with an iron fist, they have a bloody history with the Rozettis, so it wasnât a first that one of them would try to kill him.
By killing one of their capos and saving Lazloâs life, I assured myself a direct line to the Don of the Lucianos. One he confirmed when he invited me to his house over a phone call.
Today has been productive.
My gaze flits to Lia, whoâs sitting beside me in the car. She stopped pleading and trying to escape her fate, the desperation replaced by quietness. Maybe tying the knot has made her realize that thereâs no way out for her.
Though I doubt sheâll accept it that so easily. Sheâs never really gotten used to having me in her life, and now, Iâve taken it a step further. But as I said, sheâll have all the time in the world to process it. After sheâs safe from everyoneâaside from me.
I take my time observing her as the lights outside reflect off her soft features. Her hands lie limply on her lap. Theyâre as delicate as the rest of herâbreakable, even.
Just like her leg.
When her dream shattered in front of her, I felt a twisting in my gut. One I havenât experienced since Aunt Annikaâs death. I wanted to shield her from the world and everyone in it, and I knew that the only way to do that would be to bring her under my protectionâofficially.
Sheâd become a target, too, but as long as sheâs in my sights at all times, Iâll be able to take care of her. Because thereâs no way in fuck anyone is taking her away from me.
I may not be able to fully grasp the extent of my obsession with her, but the need to protect her and own every inch of her is a raging, insatiable beast.
Lia is still that delicate flower. However, thereâs always been a simmering strength behind her apparent fragility. An inner energy humming under the surface, waiting for a chance to burst free. Iâve felt it when sheâs underneath me while Iâm fucking her, and also during her nightmares.
She bottles things up until they eventually explode, whether in the form of passion or bad dreams, no one knows.
The dress is a perfect fit, hugging her soft curves and enhancing her elegance. This look is probably my favorite of hers, not only because of the wedding dress, but also because of what it signifies.
Sheâs my bride.
My wife.
Fucking mine.
A dark sense of obsession takes hold of me, urging me to rip off that dress and sink inside her tight heat.
It takes everything in me to stop such thoughts and focus on whatâs left to do tonight.
âThis isnât the way to my apartment,â she says meekly, her voice quiet.
âWeâre not going back to your apartment. Ever.â
âWhat?â
âThe lease is ending in a month, anyway. Besides, as my wife, youâll live in my house.â
Her hands ball into fists. âWhen were you going to inform me of such facts?â
âI just did.â
Her sharp glare cuts to me like a double-edged sword. âWhat if I said I donât want to leave my apartment?â
âThen youâd be lying, and I told you not to do that. Youâve been suffocating in there for the past couple of weeks, getting more depressed by the day because it reminds you of ballet.â
âAnd your house will be the magical solution?â
âProbably. Itâs also better secured.â And I can leave her without obsessively watching the cameras and splitting up my guards all over the place to keep her safe.
Her lips purse as if she wants to argue more but thinks better of it. âI want my things from my apartment.â
âThey will be in my house tomorrow.â
âWhy canât we go now?â
âBecause we have somewhere else to be.â
A delicate frown creases her features. âWeâre not going to your house?â
âNot yet.â
âWhy not?â
âYou need to pay respects to my Pakhan first.â
Her face pales and her throat bobs with a gentle swallow as her voice lowers. âDo I have to?â
âYes. We already got married without his presence and we canât forgo this step. You donât have to talk. Just kiss his hand when he offers itâthatâs all.â
âDoes this mean Iâll be part of your organization now?â She sounds spookedâterrified, evenâbut what she doesnât understand is that her taking this step was merely a matter of time. It wouldâve happened anyway, and the sooner she accepts it, the better.
âYouâre part of me, Lia. Thatâs all you need to worry about.â
Her lips part as if to say something, but she purses them again and stares out the window until we reach Sergeiâs house.
I help her out, then lift her in my arms when she struggles with her long dress and the crutch. I expect her to fight, but she doesnât, her tiny body remains inert against mine as I carry her inside.
Only Kolya follows us in as Sergeiâs guards nod at my entering. Lia watches her surroundings like a cornered animal searching for an escape, her brow creasing deeper the farther I stride up the stairs and down the hall.
While her arms are around my neck, her attention is elsewhere. I will have to deal with her attempts to pull away from me whether in body or in mind later.
I put her to her feet a few steps away from Sergeiâs office, and Kolya hands her the crutch. Before I can say anything, the door opens and Vladimir steps outside.
He pauses at the sight of us and runs his gaze over Lia in a mechanical observation. Even though thereâs no other intent behind it, Iâm tempted to poke his eyes out.
Lia steps into my side and I relish in the fact that sheâs chosen me as protection. In her eyes, Vladimir is a bulky bearded man with a permanent scowl, who appears as if heâs ready to murder everyone in his path.
Since Iâve known him for many years, I donât see him as a threat. However, this is Liaâs first encounter with him, and the initial impression people usually have of Vladimir is that heâs deadly, probably the most dangerous-looking among the elite.
âIs this why you asked for a meeting with Sergei?â he asks in Russian.
âYes, but I donât see why you should be here,â I answer in the same language.
âI came for other matters.â He stares at Lia one last time, then shakes his head and leaves.
I take Liaâs frigid hand in mine and lead her to the door. âNot a word,â I remind her before I knock.
âCome in,â Sergei says in Russian.
I push the door open and she hobbles on her crutch, following me.
We stop in the middle of Sergeiâs grandiose study which was originally his brotherâs, the late Pakhan, Nikolai. He hasnât changed a thing about it, as if heâs keeping Nikolaiâs memory alive through the grim decor and the countless book editions in Russian.
Sergei is sitting in the lounge area with Igor across from him. I called him over, too, because he needs to see this for himself.
After I broke off the engagement with his daughter, Igor demanded my punishment from the Pakhan, but since Iâm Sergeiâs âgolden boy,â as Kirill likes to call me, he gave me a chance to explain myself.
I prefer action over words.
Igorâs features contort with obvious displeasure as he studies Lia in her wedding dress and the bands around each of our fingers.
She remains in place, but her features pale when she recognizes him.
âI thought you didnât know her?â Igor doesnât hide his accusatory tone as he speaks in accented English.
Liaâs fingers stiffen in mine.
âI didnât,â I lie. âWe had a one-night stand.â
I can sense Lia peeking at me, but thankfully, she keeps her words to herself. Any misstep in front of these men and everything will be over. It doesnât matter that I put a baby in her or married her. Any show of disrespect, and they will take that baby and kill Lia.
âHow dare you?â Igor slams his glass of vodka on the coffee table.
âKristina said it was fine if I had any mistresses at the time,â I say. âYou can confirm that with her if you like.â
âSo what, Volkov?â Sergeiâs critical gaze slides to Lia, measuring her up like sheâs a maid he doesnât approve of. âYou chose to marry your one-night stand instead of Igorâs daughter. Is this your explanation?â
I can tell when Sergei gets angry. He turns eerily calm, like right now. Thatâs the difference between him and Nikolai. The late Pakhan would go on a killing rampage, but his younger brother will kill you with silence.
His point is logical. Sergei is taking offense on behalf of Igor, whom he hasnât only known for the past forty years, but is also the closest of friends with in the brotherhood.
âNo,â I speak in my signature composed, even tone. âI married her because sheâs expecting my heir.â
Both of their gazes flit to her stomach, as if they can see a child there and question him about his origins. The attention causes Lia to squirm, so I retrieve the envelope from my jacket and hand it to Sergei. The sooner weâre done with this, the faster I can get her out of here.
The Pakhan places his drink on the table and studies the sonogram and the doctorâs report, then sighs. âIs this truly yours?â
âWhy would I even give her the time of day if it wasnât?â Lia flinches as if Iâve slapped her across the face.
I struggle to keep my cool. I donât want her to think sheâs nothing to me, but if she believes it, so will they.
And I fucking need to get her off their radar. It wonât be easy, considering the position I hold in the brotherhood, but if they think sheâs only here because of the child, they wonât have any expectations of her and I can keep her safe from this life. Even if itâs only partially.
âI didnât want to disrespect Kristina by forcing her to raise a child that isnât hers, Igor,â I tell him. âShe deserves better than that.â
He takes a swig of his drink, refusing to answer me, but both he and Sergei know my views on raising a bastard child. I lived it and would never, under no fucking circumstances, put my son or daughter through that fate.
âAt least Kristina is Russian.â Sergei doesnât hide the disregard from his voice. âThis one looks American.â
âDonât worry, Pakhan. My child will be brought up the Russian way.â
âThat goes without saying.â He studies her crutch. âWhatâs wrong with her?â
âI broke my leg,â she says with a clear voice.
I tighten my hold on her hand so sheâll stop talking. She really doesnât want to attract their attentionâat all.
Sergei raises a brow. âSo you do have a voice. We went out of our way to speak English for you, and youâre only now delighting us with your words.â
âAdrian said itâs better not to speak, but I dislike being talked about as if Iâm not in the room.â
Fuck me.
The strength thatâs always lurking inside her bursts out, and even though her fingers are trembling in mine, betraying her fear of the two Bratva leaders, she still holds her spine upright and stares at them head-on.
I really need to keep her contact with the brotherhood to a minimum. Iâve seen that look before, the determination and stubbornness in a world filled with men.
My mother had it as soon as she got rid of Aunt Annika and married my father.
There was greed, too.
But her ambition was snuffed out before she could do anything. Anyone who challenges the Pakhan is sentenced to death, no matter who they are.
âI see Adrian has a lot to teach you,â Sergei says in a grim tone. âSheâs better when mute.â
Lia opens her mouth, probably throw a retort, but I squeeze her fingers until she winces.
âWill do, Pakhan.â
He nods me away, and I nudge her so she hobbles in front of me as we leave the office.
Time to teach my bride her first lesson.