LILLIAN
Lillian had been working at the tea shop for a few weeks now. It was a little over a month, which meant she had already received her first paycheck.
The amount was less than what she was accustomed to, but it was a decent sum for a part-time job. It covered her rent, and she could pay the rest of her bills with the money she had saved.
It wasnât the perfect solution, but it kept her from going broke.
She was mostly needed during the evening rush at the tea shop, but she found herself going in the mornings too. She did this voluntarily, assuring her boss, Mr. Aoki, that he didnât need to pay her extra for these hours.
She was having some trouble brewing tea the right way, which was absurd because it wasnât supposed to be that hard.
Mr. Aoki, or Hikaru as she called him, made it look so effortless, as if it were second nature to him. Maybe it was.
When she confessed her struggles to him, he just shook his head with a shy smile.
âBrewing tea is part of our tradition, but Keiko was the most talented at this,â he said.
âDo you ever give yourself credit for anything?â she asked, chuckling.
âFor convincing her to marry me,â he replied simply.
âAnd besides that?â
âThatâs the most important thing. She was the most beautiful girl in our hometown, and she had turned down several suitors before she said yes to me.â
âProbably because she was in love with you too.â
âIâd like to think she loved me as much as I loved her. People often said we were a perfect match,â he replied modestly.
âThe photo you have back thereââshe pointed to the wall behind themââis proof enough. But I meant, do you give yourself credit for anything not related to Keiko?â
âIâve always been good with numbers and money. I was able to provide for us and our children. Iâve even made some investments over the years.â
âReally?â she exclaimed, impressed.
âYes. Iâm not running the tea shop out of necessity. Iâm financially secure.â
âThat means you could go back to Japan anytime you want.â
âYes, I could. Now, letâs see if youâve got the hang of this tea brewing.â
Eventually, she did get the hang of it, but she continued to come to the shop in the mornings because she had nothing better to do. Sometimes, she even came in on her day off.
Hikaru joked that he would have to start paying her overtime if she kept showing up outside her scheduled hoursâor charge her for monopolizing so much of his time.
She just laughed.
She enjoyed being at the tea shop. It was either that or the library, but she couldnât bring herself to start reading in the city. Reading was for her hometown.
The tea shop was for the city, and she enjoyed Hikaruâs company. She also found herself liking the smell of tea, which was surprising.
She was tempted to start trying different brews. Hikaru said it would help her recommend the right tea to customers.
He also told her that if she stayed long enough, she might learn to anticipate their needs before they even expressed them.
When she teased him, asking if this was one of Keikoâs talents, he laughed and said it wasnât, but he always wanted to meet someone who could do that.
Hikaru was her only friend in the city.
Noah had been more than just a friendâthe bastard.
***
She couldnât help it.
She had been thinking about it too much.
She had to pass by there again.
They had stopped talking in Januaryâand now it was April. The weather was becoming more unpredictable, but at least the sunny intervals were longer and the parks were starting to bloom.
She liked that, and she liked that the customers at the tea shop seemed a bit more cheerful.
It was a Wednesday, her usual day off. Hikaru said that Wednesdays werenât as busy, but she would probably need to work longer hours on Friday and Saturday.
She didnât mind. She wouldnât mind working seven days a week if it kept her away from temptation, but that was illegal.
So, here she wasâstanding outside the building he had bought and shown her before they went their separate ways.
The building didnât look as deserted anymore. It was bustling with activity, especially on the top floor.
People were coming and going, moving things around. She tried to figure out what they were turning it into, but she couldnât tell.
âTravel agency,â a voice said behind her.
Sure enough, it was Noah. She shouldâve realized he wasnât inside, but she was too engrossed in her own thoughts. She swiveled around to face him. He was grinning, a cup of coffee cradled in his hand.
âIf Iâd known, I wouldâve gotten you one too,â he offered.
âI thought you quit coffee,â she remarked.
âIâm back to work now, and Iâve found I need a cup to kick-start my mornings. I try not to overdo it, though.â
âIâm glad youâve found a use for this.â She gestured toward the building. âAnd that youâre suddenly chatty and not craving solitude anymore.â
âLillianâ¦â he sighed.
âNo, itâs fine.â She forced a smile that didnât reach her eyes. âIt was nice catching up, but I need to get going.â
She attempted to sidestep him, but he gently caught her hand. She arched an eyebrow at him. He had no right to detain her.
âNoah,â she cautioned.
âStay.â
âYou donât need more alone time?â she retorted sarcastically.
âI have a job offer for you,â he declared, ignoring her jibe.
âA job offer?â she echoed. âCan you even afford to pay employees right now?â
âI need assistance and you were an exceptional assistant. Unless youâve found a better opportunity.â
âIâm waitressing at a tea shop three blocks from my place because I canât stand doing nothing while waiting for something better,â she confessed.
She couldâve lied and told him sheâd landed a dream job elsewhere, but she couldnât bring herself to deceive him just to annoy him.
âThen this is perfect timing.â He grinned at her.
âYou think?â she scoffed.
He nodded.
âWell, I donât plan on leaving a job that pays me regularly to work for someone who might not be able to pay me at the end of the month.â Her tone was icy, but beyond her personal resentment toward him, her logic was sound, and she meant every word. She was content at the tea shop.
âLetâs discuss it in my office.â
âYouâve already set up your office?â
âIt was the first thing I did, since so far Iâm the only one working here or trying to get the business off the ground.â
âWell, good for you, but I stillâ¦â
âAre you working today?â He gently squeezed her hand.
Again, she couldâve lied, but she didnât. She admitted it was her day off. He assured her it would only take a moment, and he wouldnât keep her if she didnât want to stay.
She followed him inside, not because she trusted his intentions, but because she couldnât resist. She still cared, and she was curious.
âIt does look empty,â she observed, slightly taken aback.
From the outside, it hadnât seemed that way, but clearly, the workers inside had given a false impression. Sheâd seen them laboring on the top floor, so sheâd assumed they were working from the bottom up, which wasnât the case.
The other floors were just as they were last time, only cleaner.
âI know,â he acknowledged, then added, referring to the workers, âElectricians and plumbers. I had to inspect everything, and once theyâre done, Iâll have to paint the entire place. I donât plan on doing more than that right now, because Iâll only be using the top floor. Maybe Iâll set up an information desk at the entrance in a few months, but I donât see the need for it yet.â
He was a few steps ahead of her, explaining everything. All the changes heâd have to make, and all she could think about was how this was too much for a small business.
âHave you considered renting out the space you donât need?â she asked abruptly as they approached the elevator.
He glanced at her over his shoulder.
âDo you think this will fail?â he asked, pressing the elevator button.
âNo, but you need to be practical. You spent all your money buying this place, and it might take a while before you start profiting, and you need to pay for all the renovations.â
They stepped into the elevator and began ascending.
âIâm aware of that, thank you,â he smirked.
The elevator chimed.
âYou couldâve bought an apartment instead and solved your housing problem,â she pointed out as he unlocked his office door.
âAsher let me stay at his place,â he informed her, gesturing for her to sit.
The office was a sight to behold, spacious and inviting. The furniture wasnât high-end, but it was practical and aesthetically pleasing, giving the room a modern, comfortable vibe.
From what she could tell, the view wasnât half bad either.
âDo you like it?â he asked.
She nodded. âYes, itâs nice. You mentioned youâre staying at Asherâs place?â
âCorrect.â
âI wasnât aware he had a place here.â
âNeither was I, until it hit me that he might have a place in town for convenience. I called him up and lucked out. Truth be told, I couldnât afford a hotel anymore, and my brother didnât need his city apartment, so he let me use it indefinitely.â
âThatâs fortunate for you.â
âWould you consider working for me?â
âNoah, you canât afford me. And honestly, Iâm quite content with my current job.â
âThe tea shop?â He chuckled. âYouâve never been a fan of tea, Lillian.â
âWell, I might be changing my mind about that.â
âIf you donât want to work for me, thatâs fine. But your excuse is a bit weak, donât you think?â
âDo I strike you as someone who makes excuses?â she retorted. âI genuinely enjoy working there.â
âI donât remember a tea shop in your neighborhood.â
âLike I said, itâs three blocks from my house. We never noticed it because none of us are tea enthusiasts. I stumbled upon it while trying to avoid Tamara.â
âWere you successful?â he asked, intrigued.
âAbsolutely. I canât stand her. If I had to face her, it wouldnât end well. Iâd probably end up punching her. I canât stand that woman.â
âI feel the same,â he chuckled. âI wasnât as lucky as you. She spotted me before I could escape. Sheâs upset because Asher is trying to replace her.â
âShe made her own mess. She should deal with it without complaining,â Lillian said coldly. âI wouldnât mind if I never saw her again.â
âIs that how you feel about me too?â he asked, settling behind his desk as she stood by the window.
âConsidering youâre still a jerk, I probably should.â
âBut you donât.â
âI warned you that getting involved would complicate things,â she chided. âYou didnât listen.â
âThere were no complications while we were in bed.â He smirked. âIâd say problems were easier to forget then.â
âProblems start after sex, Noah.â She rolled her eyes. âDonât play dumb.â
âIâm not. We werenât in a relationship, were we?â
âNo, we werenât. But we were together every day. Even friends donât spend that much time together. We were practically inseparable, which is exactly what I was trying to avoid when you showed up at my door.â
âSo, you were relieved when I asked for some space?â he asked.
She turned to face the window again, preferring the view. âI didnât appreciate how you went about it. As if it was my fault things changed, when it wasnât. But it seems we both needed it. I just didnât think it was fair for me to take the blame for something I warned you about.â
He nodded, letting out a sigh.