Chapter 39: ● T H I R T Y - E I G H T | Wants, Needs & Love ●

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† C H L O E †

There's a difference between what you want and what you need. Sometimes, love is knowing how to tell the two apart. When you truly love someone, you understand that wanting them is just the beginning, but needing them touches something much deeper. Wanting them close fills your heart, but needing them brings peace to your soul.

Desire may be sparked by wants, but a true connection grows from needs. Love is born in the soul. Wants might pull you forward, but needs will steer you right. And love? Love is the compass that always guides you home.

Want is a craving, need is a calling, and love is the reason we open ourselves up to both.

Hunger, longing, urges—they filled the air as Quinn and I stumbled our way up the stairs to the bedroom. Our mouths stayed locked in sloppy kisses, barely breaking apart as we moved. Every inch of my body felt like it was on fire, heat radiating from head to toe. A throbbing, tingling sensation pulsed between my thighs, and I could feel myself dripping with the warmth of my desire building, my body responding in ways I couldn't ignore.

As we reached the corner of the bed, our breaths came in short, heavy gasps. When I looked into Quinn's eyes, it felt as though I was falling into a galaxy—vast, endless, full of dreams and wonder. Each glance was a universe in itself, unspoken words sparkling like a thousand stars. It was powerful, intense, like I had stepped into a new dimension, where every feeling was amplified, overwhelming in its depth. I swear I could almost see my own reflection in her grey, dilated eyes, mirroring the same burning desire I felt in that moment. It was hypnotizing, like a force I couldn't resist, drawing me closer to her with an irresistible pull-like a black hole, pulling me in, consuming everything in its orbit.

Quinn's hands gripped my waist, but I shook my head, taking a step closer. My hands gently cupped her face. "Hands at your sides, Quinn," I said with a teasing smirk, still trying to catch my breath.

She groaned softly, clearly frustrated, but obeyed, pulling her hands away. "Stop torturing me, gorgeous," she muttered, her face a mix of desire and frustration, her teeth biting into the inside of her cheek.

"Anything, that's what you said, right?" I reminded her with a playful glint in my eyes. She nodded, her breath hitching. "Good," I whispered, a mischievous smile curling on my lips.

My hand trailed slowly down her neck, over her shoulders, and along her collarbone, until it reached the top button of her shirt. I gripped the fabric, pulling her closer, crashing my lips against hers again. Our kisses grew more urgent, sloppy with desire, as my fingers worked to unbutton her shirt. One by one, I undid each button, my hands gliding over her shoulders before sliding her shirt off completely, letting it fall to the floor in a soft heap.

"Rip it," I whispered against her lips, my breath warm as they parted slightly. She let out a soft chuckle in response, her eyes dark with desire. "You said earlier you wanted to rip off my clothes. I'm asking you to-"

Before I could finish, a sudden tearing sound cut me off. In one swift motion, Quinn had my clothes ripped apart, my breath catching in my throat. She smirked at my stunned reaction, her arm sliding across my back, her fingers teasing the band of my bra.

"May I, gorgeous?" she asked, her voice low and commanding, her eyes locked onto mine as she sought permission to unhook it. I nodded, unable to find the words, my body reacting before my mind could catch up.

Before she could make another move, I gently pushed her, watching as her back hit the wooden post of the bed. My hands moved swiftly to her pants, unbuttoning and unzipping them. With one quick motion, I pulled both her pants and lingerie down, a soft chuckle escaping me as I did. I lifted my head, meeting Quinn's surprised gaze, but she didn't falter—she just watched me intently as I slowly rose back to my feet.

"Hands up, baby," I ordered, my fingers grazing the band of her sports bra. She didn't resist. Slowly, she lifted her arms, and I carefully pulled off the last piece of clothing she had on. I had to admit, there was a rush of power in giving the commands, in being the one in control.

"Now stay still and don't move," I told her, my voice steady as I walked toward the closet. I went straight to one of the bottom drawers, my fingers brushing over something I'd been keeping hidden for a while now. I pulled it out, my steps slow and deliberate as I made my way back to Quinn. I hid the object behind my back, keeping her guessing.

When I reached her, I turned and threw it onto the bed. Quinn tilted her head, her eyes widening in shock as she saw what it was. There, lying on top of the mattress, was her strap-on. Her gaze snapped back to mine, her face a mix of nervousness and disbelief.

"Chloe..." she breathed, the words barely escaping her lips. "Are you serious?" she asked, her voice a little shaky.

I leaned in slightly, a grin spreading across my face. "Anything I want, baby. Right?" I said, my words dripping with playful confidence.

Quinn stood there, momentarily stunned as the strap-on landed on the bed. I let out a soft hum to catch her attention, and her gaze shifted up to meet mine. Slowly, she took a step closer, cupping my face gently, her touch warm and reassuring.

"Anything, baby. Anything you want, anything you need. I love you, and I'm all yours," she said with a genuine smile, her eyes filled with unwavering trust. It was clear she had no reservations, no hesitation, about whatever I had in mind. Her confidence and willingness were unmistakable, and it made me smile back at her.

Picking up the strap-on from the mattress, I held it out and asked in a low, steady voice, "Could you show me how you put this on, then?" She looked at me for a moment, then took the strap-on from my hand with a small nod, ready to follow through without a hint of reluctance.

† Q U I N N †

Love isn't about just giving someone what they want; it's about truly understanding what they need and choosing to be there for them. When you love someone, you don't just want them—you come to realize that you need them in your life, and it's for all the right reasons.

Love goes beyond satisfying a want or filling a need; it's about growing together, becoming something more than you could be alone. Wanting someone is a feeling that comes and goes, but needing them is something deeper and lasting. And loving someone—that's timeless, forever.

Love is when your wants and your needs become one, and you realize that in this person, you've found both.

I hadn't expected this, not really. I'd always wanted to give Chloe everything-do anything for her to make up for what I did. And I was happy seeing her take control, telling me what to do, undressing me, having full dominance over the situation. And in some strange, thrilling way, I was content in it. But seeing my strap-on lying there on her mattress caught me off guard, it was a whole new level of surprise.

Chloe's smile spread across her face, her eyes lighting up. That was all I needed. "Could you show me how you put this on then?" she asked, her voice low and full of curiosity.

I looked down at it in my hands, then back at her. "Baby, you need to take off your lingerie first," I explained gently, my gaze soft but firm.

She shook her head, a teasing smile on her lips. "No, show me first how you put it on yourself. Please?" Her voice was laced with desire, and she bit her lip as she watched me. I nodded, agreeing to her request.

Slowly, I began to show her how to wear the strap-on, my hands moving with precision. She lowered her head, her eyes focused intently on how I threaded it around my waist.

"There. That's it," I said softly. "I can help you if you want." My voice was calm, reassuring.

She hummed in response, the sound almost like a whisper of approval. "No, baby. It's fine." Her eyes, dark green and dilated, locked onto mine, filled with something I couldn't quite name, but it was enough to send a shiver through me. "Now sit down on the edge of the bed, will you?" she commanded, her voice soft but authoritative.

My brow furrowed in confusion. "But I thought—" I didn't get to finish before her finger pressed gently against my lips, silencing me.

"Baby, do as you're told, please. Sit down." Her eyes never left mine, and I felt an undeniable pull to obey. Slowly, I sank onto the edge of the bed, the weight of her gaze making my heart race faster.

Chloe leaned in slowly, her fingers brushing over the side of the strap. She pulled something out, and I realized it was a remote. A mischievous grin spread across her face as she held it up. "You wear it, baby. But I get to control it," she teased, her eyes sparkling with excitement.

I couldn't help but chuckle softly, nodding in agreement. My gaze dropped then, taking in the sight of her standing there in nothing but her pink lingerie and white heels. She looked like a vision, a perfect combination of sensuality and elegance.

"Like what you're seeing?" she asked, her voice low and teasing.

I nodded again, my heart racing as I tried to hold back my desire. "You look so damn gorgeous and sexy, baby. My hands are itching to touch you," I admitted, my voice thick with longing as I chewed on my bottom lip, trying to contain the need I felt for her.

I saw her cheeks flush, the pink tint spreading across her face at my words. Her eyes softened, and then, with a seductive smile, she whispered, "Take it off me, baby." She glanced down at her lingerie, her confidence undeniable.

I couldn't wait any longer. "Come here, gorgeous. Please?" My voice was filled with urgency, and she took a slow, deliberate step toward me. Each movement only intensified the ache in my chest. She was too close, and yet, I couldn't wait for her to be even closer.

Chloe was now just inches away, close enough that her scent surrounded me, a subtle sweetness mixed with warmth. I could feel the heat radiating between us, her skin glowing in the dim light. She stood perfectly still, her head slightly lowered, waiting, trusting me to do as she asked. Her skin looked like porcelain, smooth and flawless—as if she were a perfect work of art, it felt almost unreal, like a vision standing before me.

I glanced up, a smile tugging at my lips. "May I not use my hands, baby?" I asked softly, adding a playful edge to my tone. She raised an eyebrow, a bit confused, but nodded, willing to play along.

I kept my hands anchored on the bed beside me, leaning in until my face brushed against her left hip. With gentle pressure, I caught the edge of her lingerie between my teeth, tugging it down slowly, savoring every second. As the fabric slid lower, I heard her breath catch, a soft, surprised intake that made me chuckle. The sound was music to my ears.

When the left side of her lingerie hung just above her thigh, I moved to her right side, repeating the same slow, teasing pull. I glanced up, and our eyes met-hers were dark and full of longing, reflecting back everything I felt in that moment.

With one final pull, the last bit of fabric fell to the floor, leaving her fully exposed to me. I leaned back to admire her, my heart racing, feeling a heady mixture of desire and awe.

She moved in closer, and I stayed still, feeling the tension thicken around us. Then, without hesitation, she climbed onto my lap, her knees bent, straddling me as she settled down. The warmth of her bare skin against mine sent an electric current through my entire body, leaving me breathless. My pulse quickened, and I felt my chest rise and fall, matching her every move. The dildo attached on the strap-on between us is the only thing that kept our hips from completely aligning, yet the closeness felt nearly overwhelming.

With no warning, her hands slid around my waist, pulling me tight against her. Our bodies collided, her warmth searing into me, my throat going dry as I swallowed reflexively. She felt so close, so intense, like I was melting under her touch.

"You're driving me crazy right now, baby," I whispered, our lips so close they brushed with every word.

"Shh... patience, baby," she murmured, and before I could respond she leaned in, her lips crashing against mine, fierce and claiming. Her kiss was all heat and hunger, pulling me deeper, making me forget everything but her.

Without a word, Chloe pressed the remote, and I gasped at the sudden vibration between us. She chuckled softly, but even she couldn't hold back the moan that slipped from her lips. Her hips began to move, grinding slowly over me, deepening the tension, while our mouths stayed locked in a fiery, unbroken kiss. Our moans mingled, meeting and exchanging as the vibrating pulse from the dildo rippled through us both, heightening every touch, every second.

"Baby, let me hold you. Please." The words escaped me, raw and urgent. I needed to feel her, to hold her close. But Chloe just shook her head, her breath coming in heavy gasps as she held firm to her control.

"No, stay still, baby," she ordered, her voice low and ragged as she continued to grind, her movements torturously slow and deliberate.

A groan of frustration slipped out before I pressed my lips to hers again, more fiercely this time, trying to regain some control. Our tongues met in a battle for control, but her newfound confidence left me breathless and, ultimately, at her mercy. The power she held over me only deepened the ache, making each moment under her command more intoxicating than the last.

As our lips finally parted, we took a moment to catch our breaths, chests rising and falling in sync. Slowly, Chloe lifted her hips, her gaze fixed on mine, her eyes filled with that unmistakable hunger.

"Now, baby," she whispered, the words soft yet laced with urgency. I understood. I took the dildo and placed its tip against her pussy, my own breath hitching as I felt the undeniable evidence of her need, she was dripping wet. My thighs were already soaked, and I couldn't suppress a low groan of satisfaction at the thought of how much she wanted this.

As the tip made contact with her skin, Chloe pushed her hips down with exquisite slowness, sinking into the sensation. Her arms wrapped tightly around my shoulders, hands gripping my back, nails biting into my skin as if she needed something solid to hold onto. The sight of her-head tilted back, mouth slightly open, chest heaving—was mesmerizing. She tried to contain her moans, to hold them back, but the sounds escaped anyway, soft and raw, filling the room with their beautiful honesty.

Chloe's movements began in a slow, deliberate rhythm, sending waves of heat through me as she held on tightly. Her pace soon quickened, each movement creating an electric pull between us, intensifying the desire that radiated through every inch of me. My hands clutched the sheets at my sides, resisting the urge to reach out for her, but the effort felt almost impossible as my body reacted to her every motion.

Then, without warning, her fingers tangled in my hair, pulling just enough to tilt my head back. My breath caught as her lips brushed against my neck, her warm breath sending a shiver down my spine. Each kiss and bite marks she left on my skin seemed to fan the fire between us, her lips drawing soft moans from both of us as we moved together. The room filled with the sound of our breaths, mingling groans, and the quiet creak of the bed beneath us, building toward something powerful and overwhelming.

Chloe suddenly stopped, and so did the hum of the dildo's vibration. She stayed close, her face nestled against my neck, her breath coming in soft, uneven waves.

"I want you, Quinn," she whispered, her voice carrying a hint of urgency.

"What do you want, gorgeous?" I managed to ask, my breathing just as heavy.

"No... I need you. I need to feel you, baby," she said, her voice a low, breathy plea. "Will you let me?"

"Anything, baby," I replied, surrendering completely. I loved how she took charge, but still asked, as if my answer mattered.

Chloe stood up in front of me, reaching forward to undo the strap-on, her hands steady, eyes never leaving mine.

"Move further back, baby," she instructed. I nodded, shifting back on the bed, propping myself up with both hands as I leaned, watching her intently from the edge. She looked like a vision standing there, full of purpose and desire, and I was spellbound, anticipating her next move, feeling my pulse quicken with every second that passed.

Chloe climbed onto the bed and settled onto my lap, her warmth instantly enveloping me. She held my face with such tenderness and leaned in, pressing her lips softly to mine. It was a slow, passionate kiss, filled with a kind of longing that made my heart race.

"I've always imagined doing this with you, baby," she whispered, her words brushing against my mouth, her breath shallow, almost trembling. "I need to feel you against me. Is that okay?"

My heart swelled at her vulnerability. "Baby, I'm all yours. Anything and everything—I'll do it just to make you happy." I held her gaze, letting her see everything I felt. "I love you so much, Chloe."

I leaned in again, our lips meeting as if we were trying to savor each second, each sensation, as though we could stop time just for us. Every kiss was slow and deliberate, drawing us deeper, grounding us in that moment we both wished could last forever.

"I love you too, baby. So damn much," she murmured, her voice heavy with emotion as our lips parted, and she looked at me, her eyes full of warmth and love.

I could feel her body shift, moving closer until our hips were perfectly aligned. In that moment, I knew exactly what she was about to do. She lowered her hips slowly, pressing against mine, and I felt my body respond instantly, every inch of me reacting to the warmth of her skin. Chloe gasped softly, and I couldn't help but groan in response, still held back by the fact that she hadn't given me permission to hold her. Her skin, so soft and warm, pressed against me, slick with desire.

She leaned back, tossing her hair over her shoulder, and then placed her hands on either side of my thighs. I couldn't help but marvel at her. She looked so perfect, so beautiful, sitting on top of me like that. It was like she was claiming control, her every movement a declaration of the power she held over me. A sight so breathtaking it made my heart race.

Suddenly, her hips began to sway back and forth, and before I could react, my own head fell back. My whole body sank into the mattress, lying there completely still.

"Fuck! Baby-" I gasped, unable to hold back the words. Our pussies pressed together, every inch of us moving in sync, the sensation of our pulsing clits racing through me. It felt as if every fiber within me was ignited by the touch. My hands gripped the sheets tightly, barely able to control the overwhelming rush.

"Baby, look at me," she breathed, her voice laced with moans, yet still holding a firm, commanding tone.

Our eyes met as she moved, grinding faster, pressing her hips closer to mine. It felt like we were on fire, consumed by the need to feel each other completely. Our bodies moved together in a rhythm, lost in a dance of passion. The slickness between our pussies made everything more intense as we rubbed against each other, unable to stop.

"Damn it, baby. You feel so good against me," I muttered, my breath coming in shallow, quick gasps. Chloe's head tilted back, her hands trembling slightly, but she didn't slow down. Her movements stayed steady, and then, she picked up the pace, making everything feel even more intense.

Her nails dug into my skin, almost breaking it, while her knees shook and buckled on either side of me. Her movements began to slow, but she pressed her pussy harder against mine, her chest rising and falling with each breath.

"Baby, please... let me hold you," I pleaded, watching as her gaze drifted back to mine. She bit her lip and gave a slow, silent nod, too caught up to speak. My hands left the sheets and found her hips, one on each side, steadying them. Without a moment's hesitation, I guided her, moving her hips back and forth, faster and deeper, setting a rhythm.

"Fuck! Oh fuck, Quinn! Yes—" she gasped, her nails sinking even deeper into my thighs, but I didn't stop. The room filled with our moans, with the sound of our breaths mingling in the air.

A sensation began building deep within me, intensifying with each movement. My grip on her hips tightened, rocking her body against mine, pressing us together as closely as possible.

"Baby, I'm so close... please, don't stop," Chloe's voice rose, her tone edged with urgency.

My hips moved faster, syncing with Chloe's rhythm as I kept guiding her movements, holding her tightly. Her mouth fell open, eyes rolling back as the pleasure overtook her. Her chest rose, nipples firm and tempting, almost begging for my touch. The sight of her, lost in pleasure, drove me closer to the edge, my own breaths coming faster, my chest heaving.

"Chloe..." I moaned her name, and her eyes found mine again, filled with the same intensity.

"Baby, I–I'm coming! Please, don't stop," she cried, her moans growing louder, the sound a thrilling melody to my ears.

"Come with me, baby," I urged, my grip tightening as I guided her harder, faster, our voices mixing in shared pleasure.

Our bodies trembled together, each movement bringing us closer to our climax, every rock of our hips, every clash of our clits and every rub igniting our pussies in perfect rhythm. And then, finally, a long, shared moan escaped our lips as we reached that intense release together, our bodies finding that blissful peak in perfect unison.

Chloe's trembling body collapsed onto mine, her head resting softly on my chest. Both of us lay there, our breaths heavy and uneven as we tried to steady ourselves, feeling the lingering warmth between us. My hands remained gently on her sides, holding her close.

"Baby, can I hug you now, please?" I whispered through my labored breaths, my voice breaking with emotion.

"Yes, baby. Please," she answered, her own breathing just as ragged. She wrapped her arms around my shoulders, her fingers tangling in my hair.

I pulled her closer, my hands gliding over her back in a slow, comforting stroke. Our bodies, warm and slick with sweat, pressed together as if they couldn't bear to part.

"I love you, Quinn," she murmured softly, her voice carrying a tenderness that made me hold her even tighter.

"I love you too, Chloe," I replied, my heart full as I tightened my embrace.

We held each other tightly, sinking into the warmth of the moment, neither of us willing to let go. Tonight, we'd shared everything-our wants, our needs—and I loved every second of it. We savored each second, feeling completely fulfilled and at peace. Wrapped up in each other's warmth, we stayed close, and, without a word, we drifted into sleep, still tangled together.