Considering we just divided our parentsâ worldly possessions among ourselves, weâre all in a pretty good mood as we make our way to our respective cars. I didnât say anything this morning when Everett and Storm were talking about it but knowing that everyone I care about is out in the open right now has wave after wave of nausea rolling over me.
I had hoped once we got here that it would settle, but the longer weâve been exposed, the more anxious Iâm feeling. The Russo family is ruthless, and Elijah Russo is the worst of them. He doesnât get involved in a lot of the politics within the city, but heâs a stone-cold psycho, and heâs set his sights on us. On me.
Security stand around each of the cars and the moment Everett moves away from me I feel the loss immediately. I donât know when, or how, it happened, but heâs quickly become my security blanket again, the only thing that can make me feel safe as we weather the storm the Russos are bringing down on us.
The door is opened for me and I thank the guard quietly as I take my seat, and the moment I do I hear a click as my weight settles. My stomach drops through the floor as tears spring to my eyes, horror washing through my entire body.
Iâve seen enough movies and read enough books to know what that sound is, and somehow the Russos have delivered their next move before we could even think of our own, before we could wade through our grief and come up with the best way to bring them down once and for all.
Before the meaning of that click can process, I call for Everett, needing him with me, needing him to tell me everything is going to be okay when we both know thatâs the complete opposite of the truth.
Thomas, one of the security guards, looks at me with panic in his hazel eyes. If I remember correctly from when heâs guarded me in the past, he was in the marines before he signed on with my family, so he knows exactly what that sound was and his face reflects exactly what Iâm feeling.
âWhatâs wrong?â Everett bounds toward us and I put both hands up.
âStop,â I shout. âYou canât touch me, you have to stay a few feet away.â
âWhat? Why? Whatâs going on?â
The rest of my family gathers behind him flicking from me to Thomas and back again.
âYou all need to leave. It might be a trap.â
âWhat might be a trap? What the fuck is going on?â Everett yells and I take deep breaths so I donât move suddenly.
âWhen I sat down, I heard and felt a click beneath my seat. Thomas heard it too,â I tell them calmly. âThereâs a pressure bomb under me, and if I move, if my weight shifts, weâre all going up in flames.â The calm that settles over me is eerie. Surely I should be panicking.
Everettâs face drains of all color as his eyes flick from my face to the seat Iâm sitting on and back again, but he doesnât say anything, he just stares, and I donât entirely blame him. Behind him the rest of my family stands with the same look of horror on their faces, the fear in Snowâs eyes, the anger in Stormâs, the rage in Rayneâs, and the terror in Emersonâs.
âGo,â I whisper.
âNo way.â Storm shakes his head as he takes a few steps forward until heâs standing next to Everett. âWho do we know that can diffuse a bomb?â
He shakes his head, as if clearing the fog and turns to my brother for a moment. âIt depends what kind of bomb it is. I need to get close enough to check if it has a timer, and then if itâs military grade or homemade.â
âWhat difference will that make?â Rayne asks as he steps forward as well. Every moment they stay is another moment my heart is lodged in my throat, and I can barely breathe around it.
âIf itâs homemade, weâre in trouble because we donât know how stable the explosive is, and they may have built it to be difficult to diffuse,â Everett explains.
âLike the one you designed a couple of years ago?â Storm wonders aloud.
Everett nods. âExactly. I designed that to make whoever was diffusing it second guess themselves. But we face another set of issues if itâs military grade because that means the number of people we can call on is limited without raising questions of our own involvement in illegal weapons and it will be very touchy. If Wynter moves even slightly it could go off because thatâs what theyâre designed for.â
âFuck,â Storm roars as he starts pacing back and forth.
âYou need to go. All of you. They could wipe out every Saint James and every succession plan we have and our whole company would be left in the hands of Tommy. Could you imagine?â I hear the hysterics in my own voice, even as the calm settles over my perfectly still body.
âI donât fucking care, Wynter,â Everett snaps. âDo you think anyone in this fucking parking garage gives a fuck about succession plans right now when youâre sitting on a goddamn bomb?â
âI care,â I growl. âI will not be the reason our entire family goes down before we can even make a move.â
Storm looks behind him and takes an unsteady breath before turning to Rayne. âI want you to take Snow and Emerson home. Go in one car, sweep the whole thing before any of you think about getting in. When you get back to the estate I want you all to go to the panic room and wait there until you hear from us.â
âIâm not leaving you here,â Rayne argues.
âYes, you are. Wynter is right. Everett and I will stay with her and get this sorted, but until then I need you to take our sister and your wife and get them to safety. I donât trust anyone right now because somehow this was planted with all of these fuckers standing here. Drive yourself, use the emergency failsafe system in the house to lock down every door and window, and go to the panic room.â Listening to Stormâs quiet instruction gives me something to focus on as the gravity of my situation finally settles over me.
Iâm going to die.
The startling reality should have dread seeping into my veins, but instead I canât take my eyes off Everett. He probably doesnât realize how much he affects me. How even though Iâm sitting on a bomb, I feel safe because heâs near.
There are so many things I havenât had a chance to say, so many things I wish we had time for, but our time is being cut short. All those years we wasted, all the time we spent apart, none of it matters anymore, not as I look death in the face.
All that matters is the stolen moments we have left.
Rayne hesitantly takes Emerson and Snow toward the car closest to the exit, but itâs clear none of them want to leave me. Storm made the right call. We donât know who we can trust anymore, and itâs becoming more and more clear we have a rat somewhere in our organization.
âEv?â I whisper.
His eyes shoot up to mine before he takes a few careful steps toward me. âWhat is it, dove?â he asks gently.
I close my eyes to tamp down the tears that rise to the surface. Fuck. I didnât think saying goodbye would be so hard, but I guess itâs not often you get the chance. Usually your life is torn from you and thereâs no opportunity to say the things that would remain unsaid. âI think you and Storm should go and evacuate the building in case this goes up, and then you should go home and bunker down with the others.â
âNo fucking way, Wynter,â he snaps.
I squeeze my eyes shut. âI donât want you to die because of me,â I whisper.
âDonât you get it, Wynter. If you die, my life isnât worth living,â he hisses.
âSo we should let Russo blow all three of us up?â
âNo, because youâre not getting blown up, Iâm going to figure out how to get you out of here, and then youâre never leaving the fucking estate again.â
I huff out a small laugh, trying to stop my body from shaking. âIâm surprised you were able to stay away for so many years with the level of caveman youâve got going on.â
âItâs only because he always had eyes on you. If not for that, he wouldnât have lasted the first year.â Storm chuckles as he pulls his phone out of his pocket.
I stare at Everett for a moment before he too cracks a smile. âHeâs right, you know. It never felt like I was away because I could always see what you were up to. Sometimes when you were on the phone, I would imagine you were talking to me, it was one of the ways I could stay sane during that time.â
I shake my head and hold the giggle that threatens in. âI should be really creeped out right now.â
âBut youâre not?â Everett quirks a brow.
âNo, Iâm not.â Because the idea that he was never far makes some of the tension in my gut ease. Maybe heâs right. Maybe this isnât it for me. If thereâs anyone that can get me out of this, itâs him, and I have a feeling heâll stop at nothing to be able to take me home when this is all over.