Little Brother Remembers the Old Days
My older sister is beautiful, but for some reason she casts a thin shadow. You could say, âSheâs a beautiful woman if you look closely.â
If you really observe her you can see how beautiful she is, but she is someone who wonât enter your field of vision unless youâre consciously looking for her. While all the other young noble women who were aiming for His Highness and that status of princess continued to call her the âDaytime Moonâ as an insult, I can honestly say I thought it was a little strange.
Because His Highness Elliott, despite being a man, really was sparklingly beautiful...........meaning that my older sister who liked to stay in the background really did fit the name Daytime Moon.
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âOi, isnât that George!â
George made an ever-so faint smile upon hearing Sykesâs slightly impatient, loud voice.
âAh, Sykes.......â
Sykes ran up to the garden steps where George was sitting.
âIâve been getting worried since you havenât shown up at His Highnessâs place lately........you look so awful what happened!? Is it lack of sleep? Are you eating enough?â
âNo, itâs not because of........Iâm just a little tired.......â
âTimes like these you need steak. All your fatigue will recover with a little steak. I think for most bodies eating around 500 units of cooked rare red meat will improve physical condition.â
âNo no, thatâs not the problem........â
George forced a smile while explaining to his friend.
âAlexandra returned home suddenly..........so, she said she was going to give me strict training in order to be a man worthy of her, and Iâve been crammed with intense education on foreign affairs ever since.........my head is already unable to handle it and feels like itâs about to burst.â
âI see! At times like this.........yeah, steak. You eat a lot, around fifty servings, and your mental fatigue will disappear before you know it!â
âOnly you could solve your problems like that.â
âBut Alexandra.........itâs been over a year since she left with her parents overseas.â
âYeah.â
âWhat. Did you get excited the moment you two met up again and kiss?â
âHow is that possible you idiot? It wasnât that kind of situation.â
Thereâs no way George could say she had been hiding, watching as he groveled in the dirt towards his older sister while begging that she not reveal every shameful thing he has ever done to their family though.
âEver since, Iâve been unable to show my face in His Highnessâs room even when I did have the time.........
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Sykes made a knowing grin and lightly punched Georgeâs shoulder.
âWell, you and Alexandra get along well. Meanwhile I just escorted Margaret.â
âMargaret is different from a fiancee, a more noble existence..........oi, before saying anything about me Sykes, arenât you in the same position? Does Martina know about you losing your head over Margaret?â
A villainous smile floated across Georgeâs face.
âMartina loves you so passionately. Compared to His Highness and Sis, and Alexandra and me, donât you have your own burdensome political engagement? Well, you could never marry Margaret anyway since she has His Highness, but wouldnât it be bad if Martina were to find out you were putting in so much effort for Margaret?â
Although Sykesâs fiancee is another engagement through politics, it seems as if she has been in love with him ever since they were children. She had moved away from the capitol, living along the countryâs border because of her fatherâs new job, but that doesnât mean her eventual marriage to Sykes was dissolved.
Before making fun of others, shouldnât he be thinking about himself? George looked down on Sykes feeling just the tiniest bit of revulsion...........
Sykes was vibrating.
That huge body of his, it was shaking with hyper fine vibrations like some kind of toy.
Looking closely, a good amount of sweat was pouring down his skin, his hands had gone stiff, and his eyes were completely hollow.
â.............sorry. I should have never mentioned Martina.â
Sykes eventually settled down.
George then muttered a few words to him.
â..........that past uproar, I just remembered it.â
âWhat the? You remembering the old days or something?â
âYeah, I guess you could call them memories..........though theyâre a little strange.â
George picked up a pebble near his foot and tossed it away. It lightly glided through the air for several meters before digging itself into the lawn like a stake.
âFor some reason I canât remember what happened before or after, just that one scene.â
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He couldnât understand if that was something he actually saw himself, or if it was something he experienced in a dream one night.
Perhaps it was a visual hallucination from a scene that had shocked him from a book, or it might have been a completely different scene, and it has just been transmuted into something else inside his head.
âThe weather was really good, the garden spread out beneath the blue sky........â
Perhaps he was remembering something from a garden party. There were children in Georgeâs vision. However..........
âThe problem is, thereâs a disconnect, and I only see the middle of the scene.â
A girl with reddish brown hair stood on the bank of a pond in a large garden.
The little girl was in a pretty dress, and she was staring at the surface of the pond for a long time. In her hand were some pebbles which she occasionally threw into the pond. It was something that little children often did........if there was nobody already there.
There was a boy in the pond, and he was drowning away from shore. He desperately reached out his hand, but the water pouring into his mouth prevented him from calling for help. He desperately struggled to rise up out of the water, but he just couldnât make it to shore...........because the girl kept throwing those damn pebbles.
Whenever that drowning child tried to make it to shore, that young girl threatened him with some sharp stones, acting nothing like how a child would. It was only at those moments when the little girl threw a stone that you could hear the boy scream.
âSo strange, that girlâs face.........â
That girl was making the boy drown, but she was so calm, with no emotion in her expression.
She wasnât sneering at the boy, looking down on him like a bully, nor was there any anger or hatred in her eyes. Just indifference, as if she were forced to watch her parentsâ lecture about, âMake sure the bonfire is out completelyâ........as if she were doing some trivial task in an office, a business face.
Then around the girl, there were a group of boys whose clothes had gotten all muddy. They were all sitting down, crying.
All of the boys were bigger than the girl, but with tear-stained faces they were all yelling, âPlease, forgive him already,â âHeâs going to die. Stop it already,â trying to convince the girl.........but the girl ignored all of them, continuing to watch the drowning boy.
Sometimes one of the children would try and get close to the girl...........but she was too quick, and the boy would always be repelled by another pebble.
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âThatâs all I can remember. Nothing before or after. Only that scene is seared into my brain.â
â..........what are you saying, thatâs a pretty surreal scene.â
âYeah. Itâs even more surreal that I canât say itâs just a nightmare. It might have really happened, but I donât understand what I saw. I heard from a scholar that it might be a metaphor or something, but I just didnât get it.â
âYou remembered it.........Hahah, maybe it has something to do with these recent events with your sister.â
âMaybe.......â
Georgeâs head dropped, crestfallen.
â..........I realized myself. This, my heart is being gouged out in the same way.........â
That vision, it wasnât a dream.
That was reality.
âNo part of that strange memory was a dream. I was simply remembering what had happened before my eyes.â
â.......possibly right?â
âYeah.......for some meeting, Sis threw sanctions on a boy simply because she didnât like him.......â
The two men fell silent, leaving the only noise to be heard the cry of a passing swallow, trying to induce a more cheerful atmosphere.
After a little while George lifted his head up.
âBecause of that. When I remembered that, I did notice one thing.â
â..........What? If itâs another scary story, could you spare me?â
âYou canât ask that when I donât even understand it.........I, am not good with Alexandra.
Although Alexandra is a childhood friend, honestly we arenât that close.
From the beginning she was cruel, abusive, and loved to play pranks. She always seemed like she was hard to deal with, and I remember her as a bully.
As youâd expect she calmed down recently, but even now she has a condescending attitude and is verbally abusive, so when she traveled with her parents on their overseas inspection, honestly, I was relieved I wouldnât be seeing her for a while.
âBut, that was also part of my misunderstanding.â
âMisunderstanding? I only knew her from a certain age, but hasnât she always been like that?â
âYeah. But when I think about it and connect that to the memory I remembered earlier.......I realized I got various memories confused with one another.â
The girl who did things to George wasnât alone.
âWhen I think carefully about what was done to me, I realize it wasnât just one girl. I canât remember her face, but there are times when the girl doing things to me has blonde hair, and times when she has reddish-brown hair.â
âOi, thatâs.......â
âThatâs right. It was the blonde girl who would always abuse me verbally. Meanwhile the reddish-brown haired girl would always silently do something........pranks, experiments she called them. Alexandra wasnât the one doing those experiments though. It was Sis.â
Sykes stared up into the sky. Today too the sky was high.
â..........Alexandra too is a victim of a misunderstanding.â
âThatâs how it is. I did a bad thing to her........the number one memory that made me dislike her, wasnât even her.â
â..........what happened?â
â..........I can only remember one scene from this memory too.â
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How old would I have been? In the garden, I was spending my time looking for, and playing with some snails.
Then before I knew what was going on, a girl came next to me, grabbed my hand, and took me to the back of the garden.........
That girl with the reddish-brown hair took me to a place where nobody would see, and suddenly pulled down my pants.
âWh, what!?â
âRight, a little.......could you lend me your butt?â
Like that, in the girlâs hand was a box of firecrackers...........
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âWait, hey thatâs.......What happened!? What did she do!? What the hell........No, as youâd think! Iâm too afraid to even ask!â
âHahahah, donât worry about it! Thatâs all I can remember! I canât remember what Sis did to me...................I canât remember.........â
The strange, high pitched laughter of two men echoed in the gardens as a passing maid tilted her head to the side, wondering what in the world was going on.
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Recently Sis has become more beautiful.
Perhaps itâs because sheâs living as sheâd like now, or maybe Iâm just stereotyping her and putting myself in her shoes.
But the true her genuinely sparkles, a person who is radiantly beautiful. At the very least she has a beauty that wouldnât be outdone by His Highness.
The true Sis, she isnât a Daytime Moon.
Sheâs a supernova whose explosive power is just about to devour the sun.