Madelineâs POV
I walked into the house and closed the door gently.
I didnât want to let Janet know that I was home. If Mike wasnât here, she would make sure to insult and threaten me.
âHoney!â I heard Mikeâs voice calling me from the kitchen.
A part of me was relieved that he was home. Another part of me dreaded going there and seeing Janet. My stomach was turning every time she would look at me. I could feel the hate radiating off her and it was making me sick.
âMaddie?â Mike called me when I didnât answer.
I took a deep breath and walked to the kitchen. Mike was making dinner. He looked up at me and smiled.
âHi, honey,â he said softly. âAre you hungry? I am making lasagna.â
I glanced at Janet who was sitting at the table. She was looking up at me with so much hate that I shivered.
âNo, thank you, Mike,â I mumbled as I looked back at him. âI ate at the diner.â
Mike frowned a little.
âAre you sure, honey?â he asked with a hint of worry in his voice. âDid you eat enough? Maybe just a small piece.â
His fake worry was really annoying. Did he care if I ate enough when he left my mom and me?
âI am not hungry,â I said politely.
Mike gave me a small nod and smiled.
âOkay, honey,â he said. âWould you like to sit with us and talk for a bit? I would love to know how your day went.â
I swallowed the lump in my throat. Since when did he want to know how my day went?
I was so angry at him and I just couldnât let it go. I could feel the anger eating me up inside, but no matter what I did or said to myself, I couldnât stop it. I was angry at him. He left me. He left my mom. He didnât care about me. He didnât try to contact me or ask about me. If my mom was still alive, he wouldnât even be in my life.
âI am actually really tired, Mike,â I said, my voice raspy. âI will just go take a shower and go to bed.â
I saw disappointment in his eyes. I didnât care though. It only made me angrier. What gave him the right to be disappointed?
âOkay, honey,â Mike said, giving me another small smile. âI will see you in the morning.â
I gave him a small nod and glanced at Janet. She was still looking at me angrily.
âGoodnight, Janet,â I said politely.
âGoodnight, Madeline,â she mumbled coldly.
I looked back at Mike and gave him a small nod.
I turned around and walked out of the kitchen. I wasnât lying to Mike, though. I was tired and I just wanted to take a shower and go to bed. I didnât ate at the diner, but I wasnât hungry. Even if I was, Janetâs cold gaze would make me lose my appetite.
As soon as I walked into my room, I put my bag down on the floor. I was just about to open my bathroom door and walk inside when someone barged into my room.
I turned around and froze when I saw a furious Janet standing by my bedroom door.
She looked furious and I felt fear washing over me.
âIs that a way to speak to your father, Madeline?â she asked as she took a step closer to me.
I furrowed my eyebrows a little. I wasnât rude to Mike.
Janet approached me. I tried to take a step back, but I was frozen.
âYou are rude and ungrateful, Madeline,â Janet sad as a quiet growl escaped her. âI wonât tolerate that in my home.â
I swallowed the lump in my throat.
âI am sorry, Janet,â I mumbled quietly. âI just wasnât hungry. Iâ¦â
She interrupted me by slapping my face so hard that I almost fell. I held my burning cheek and looked up at her wide-eyed.
âDo not answer back, Madeline,â she growled. âMike might tolerate your rudeness, but I wonât.â
I gulped and forced my legs to move. I took a small step back from her.
It was a mistake, though. It only angered her more. She took a step closer and grabbed me by the neck.
My eyes widened and I tried to move her hand, but it was useless. She was a Lycan she-wolf. Even if I had my wolf already, she would be stronger than me.
âDonât you ever think that you can escape me, Madeline,â she growled. âI will do whatever the fuck I have to do to keep you in line.â
I tried to gulp, but her hand on my neck barely gave me any room to breathe. Gulping or speaking was impossible.
She smirked and loosened her hand a little.
âDonât even try to complain about this to anyone,â she said coldly. âNo one wants you here, Madeline, not even your father. He took you in out of guilt. He agrees with me that you need discipline.â
My eyes widened again. I wanted to ask her why wasnât he in here then. If he thought that I needed discipline, why wasnât he in here then? I didnât ask because I was to afraid. I didnât want her to hit me again.
Janet smirked at me again. She let me go and took a step back.
âBehave, Madeline,â she said, making me tighten my jaw. âDonât make me hit you again because I will do it. Make it easier on all of us and make yourself invisible until you leave.â
I wished that could happen immediately. I wished that I could leave the pack today.
But I couldnât. Not until I got my wolf. Not until I earned enough money to start somewhere else.
Janet turned around and left my room, slamming the door shut.
I gulped and took a deep breath. I wanted to cry, but I refused to. She didnât deserve my tears. She wasnât going to break me. I wasnât going to let her turn me into someone weak. I wasnât weak.
I tightened my jaw and walked into my bathroom. I needed that shower more than ever. I needed to wash the memory of her hands from my face and neck.