Angel I'll ask some question will you answer them honestly ........rk asked after few minutes of silence and making sure that two person who were listening them were out of site. He had seen payal and arnav listening to them from two corner of room.
Khusi nodded her head agreeing with him.
You do love arnav right?????rk asked. He really wanted to know this. No relationship can survive without love so he wanted to make sure that khusi truly loves him or not.
How can you ask such question? I love him more than my life.......khusi said getting angry. How dare he ask such question.
Relax. Why are you getting hyper. Ok I got it you loved him. Pls don't react this way... simply answer my question...... rk said little afraid with her red face and angry glare.
Ok....... khusi said taking deep breath trying to clam herself.
And what about family??????? He was making sure that the way they behaved had not created any hatred against them in her heart.
Khusi in return glare at him.
Ok I got it... you loved them. You pls nod your head for positive answer..........it was not easy to handle any version of khusi ,may it be emotionally drained, crazy from and the angry khusi was out of question.
Ok so you love your arnavji and family member but don't trust them........... rk asked looking at her keenly. She looked confused with that question.
So you don't trust them......... rk stated when he didn't got any answer from khusi.
It's not like that. I do trust them ........ khusi replied immediately. How can't she trust her arnavji and her family.
Then, why didn't share your insecurities with them? When they first made comparision between arnav and arav ,why did you remain quite? At least you could have talked with payal.......... this question was troubling him so much.
I don't know. I thought being my family member they will be able see my insecurity ,the hurt they are causing . But how wrong I was. They were never bothered about me........ khusi chuckled remembering how no one notice her absence even for once.
Khusi. ........he called her softly. He don't want her to cry again.
Why could not they see what I was feeling rk?????khusi asked innocently.
May be because of your acting skill....... rk taunted.
Huh......
I'm sure you must have hide your every feeling behind the mask of happy go lucky girl..........rk asked while khusi looked down not being able to look at his questioning gaze .
And you know khusi we human have this special quality. We tends to ignore the one who is really important in our life.......rk chuckled.We take them for granted...... rk continued.
Now listen carefully. I understand they did mistake. The way they behaved was completely wrong. But khusi what you did was also not right..........rk stopped looking at her shocked face.
Yes khusi..... they did mistake by ignoring and you did mistake by being ignored. If they were out of their track it was your duty to bring them in right track. Being helpless is not solution. They are your family you have every right to scold them to show them they are wrong......
Sometime one can not see his mistake until someone pin point that. .......... rk stop his lecture getting tight hug from khusi.
Thank u........... khusi wishpered keeping her head in his shoulder. He knew his Angel was back but still not completely. And knew what he should do.
Who are you??????rk asked suddenly making khusi jerk her head from his shoulder.
Rk ?????? Khusi couldn't believe her ear. Did he just asked who I am khusi thought frowning at him. Just now he was doing so sensible talk giving back her self-confidence and now.
Yes, Angel you heard it right. Who are you?????? Rk said as if listening to her inner thought.
Khusi......... khusi replied confusedly not getting what was so wrong with him.
Just khusi??????once again he asked making khusi nod at him innocently.
No ,Angel you are not just khusi........rk stated looking directly at her eyes which were full of confusion.
Rk are you alright. Did you had fight with her?????khusi asked now getting afraid that he finally lost it.
I told you not to marry her. But no, you never listened to me. Now look what happen. What will I do now??????khusi started panicking.
Khusi relax I'm alright. And for your information I didn't fight with her......... rk replied rolling his eyes.
Then why were you saying I'm not khusi....... khusi asked narrowing her eyes.
You know you are of one kind......rk chuckled at his crazy Angel.
Rk ...... khusi whined like a kid.
Ok listen. I was saying you are not just khusi. You are Khusi kumari Gupta Singh raizada...........rk said trying to put some sense in her crazy mind which was always high at craziness no matter what situation she was in.
So what????? Khusi was not getting head and tail of situation.
Khusi you are Mrs ASR.......
Haan hame bhi malum hai........ khusi replied rolling her eyes. Something was definitely wrong with him thought khusi.
You're the owner of this house khusi....... no sooner he uttered this word khusi jumped fron her seat.
What are you saying rk? I don't want their property......... this was the last thing she expected.
When did I said you want their property. Being elder bahu of this house and wife of ASR don't you think you have right in this house. No one means.. no one can take that right away from you..... he paused to look at khusi who was trying to process what he was saying.
Not even arnav . Then how can you listen to someone from outside and feel hurt. Instead of showing who you are and what actually belongs to you ....... he completed.
You are right........ khusi said  finally gaining her lost confidence.
When they all are in my side now and trying their best to throw that sheetalji out from my life. And here instead of supporting them I'm busy crying.......... khusi said now feeling stupid all of sudden.
Yes now you should be the one leading rather then crying......rk encouraged seeing his Angel back.
Now I'm back.......
Sheetalji did...... before she could complete her sentence.
Did you just now said sheetalji???????rk asked rolling his eyes. Only his Angel can respect her enemies.
Haan tho.... I'm going . I need to talk with arnavji. You know only to waste my time......... khusi left from their leaving behind very shocked rk muttering bhalai ka tho jamana nai raha. .......
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On the other hand khusiji's dear arnavji was measuring length and breadth of terrace. Not being able to see his khusi crying so badly he had moved from there.
He was feeling guilty and angry both at the same time. Guilty for not being able to see khusi's insecurities and angry with himself for ignoring her. How could he always become the reason of her misery.
But how could she say that I don't trust. She is my life damnit. If not her then whom will I trust.......arnav spoke loudly now angry for different reason.
Arnavji...........
Khusi.......... arnav wishpered turning towards the source of sound. There stood his khusi with full blown smile playing on her lips giving him his lost life. Not having any patience left he reached her in two long strides and pulled her in bone cursing hug.
Khusi... why did you said that I didn't trust you? You are my life damnit. If not my life then whom would I trust. Whom will I love?How'll I survive without you? And what was with not needing. I need you not for this life but every life . You're the only one whom I have ever loved other than di. You are my life damnit . Pls don't leave me. I promise I'll never ignore you. Pls give one tight slap if I do such nonsense but pls don't say I dont trust you............. arnav confessed still hugging khusi not wanting to leave her even for a sec. Khusi on the other hand stood like statue not being able to believe her ear.
To be continued..........
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