Aidenâs hand drops from around my chin and his fingers linger over my throat for a moment before he continues.
âWhere is he?â
My heart is racing so fast it almost hurts. âWho?â
Aiden doesnât like that answer. The tips of his hot fingers cradle the tender flesh of my neck. âDonât play dumb with me, princess.â
I struggle to think of who he could be asking about. He must know just how little I know. My father didnât train me to take over his criminal empire. He trained me to be quiet and obedient.
âFelix?â The name just slips out. For some reason, the image of my protector struggling against Aidenâs men as I was dragged away from the only home that Iâve ever known is suddenly front and center in my mind. Iâd never seen Felix look so worried. He was fighting against five men just to try and get to me. Some of those men even belonged to Father. But he was outnumbered.
He was also the only one who cared enough to try and save me from this fate.
Felix.
Where are you Felix?
âWho the fuck is Felix?â Aidenâs growl makes it immediately clear that Iâve made a huge mistake. That wasnât who he was looking for, but the obsessive fire glowing in his eyes has now turned onto a new subject. âWho the fuck is Felix?â he repeats, his fingers closing in on my throat.
âHe is my body guard,â I yelp. Aidenâs fingers stop their approach.
âIâve never heard of a Felix,â he says.
âHe works for my father.â
âYou donât belong to your father. You belong to me. Felix isnât your body guard anymore. No one will protect you, little flower.â His words slash through my heart. âWhy did you say his name? Felix. Why bring up a simple body guard⦠Unless heâs more than just a bodyguard to you.â
Aidenâs grip starts to tighten again.
I want to explain that Felix is like a protective Uncle to me. But Iâm not an idiot. I know what Aiden is getting at. Heâs jealous.
âItâs not like that,â I rasp. But a new energy has appeared beneath my fear. Aiden is jealous. What does that mean? What can I do with it?
âI said, donât play dumb with me, little flower.â
A gust of unexpected anger lashes across my heart.
âI wouldnât dare,â I sneer. Like a lightbulb turning on, it hits me. I realize who Aiden must really be asking about.
âThen tell me where he is,â my captor growls.
The ray of hope that Aiden crushed last night reawakens. But before I can latch onto it, a red-hot river of shame carves through my cheeks at the memory of how he made my body beg for him.
Along with that shame returns the pressure in my core. My legs clench together, trying to suffocate it, but the touch of my thighs only fans the fire. I desperately try to ignore it.
âMy father is missing?â
Aidenâs reaction is all I need to know that Iâve guessed right. Heâs furious. Iâm terrified. But at least there is hope again. Theyâve lost track of my father. Little flames of defiance rise up inside of me and battle against the pressure of arousal that is being stoked under Aidenâs hard body.
âI shouldnât have let him live,â Aiden says, his fingers crawling up my neck until they clench at my jaw like spider legs. âI should have known he doesnât really care about you. Princess. No. More like a pawn. Your father isnât stupid. He knows what Iâll do to you if he disobeys me. And heâs disobeyed me.â
My flames flicker against the raging winds of Aidenâs fury. Death stares me in the eye. I donât want to die. I donât want to be raped. But my fate isnât up to me. It never has been. Whatever Aiden chooses is what will happen. But at least I can choose to fight. Maybe, if I fight, Iâll survive long enough to be rescued. Or maybe fighting will just get me killed quicker.
No. Aiden needs me for something. He isnât marrying me just for kicks. Like he said, Iâm a pawn. But a pawn in what game? What move is he making with me?
âIf you tell me where he is, I will be gentle. Otherwiseâ¦â Aiden draws out that last words as his free hand wanders up my thigh. Iâm fully aware of just how exposed I am. This nightgown may be comfortable, but it is far too revealing to be wearing around such a carnal beast.
âHow would I know where he is?â I snap. âArenât you the expert on my father?â In reality, I hardly know anything about the man who âraisedâ me. I thought I knew that he was a powerful mafia don, but how powerful could he really have been to fall so easily? Or is Aiden just that strong?
âI know your monstrous father better than you could even imagine, little flower. Heâs evil and he deserves to be wiped from the face of the earth. But I donât know what holes that rat scurries into when heâs afraid. You do. Tell me. Now!â With that last proclamation, Aiden rips off my nightgown.
The straps snap against my shoulders and the sharp pinch makes me react. Before I know it, Iâve slapped him across the cheek. But itâs more than that. My nails are long, and they scratch. Red claw lines swell on the savageâs beautiful face.
It feels like the whole world freezes over. For the first time since he took me, Aiden is shocked still. But that stillness doesnât last long.
âMy father may not be an angel,â I blurt out, trying to hold him back with my words, because I know I have no chance physically. âBut heâs not like you. Youâre the true monster. Youâre evil. My father never kidnapped women and held them in cages!â
Slowly and without breaking eye contact, Aiden rips my nightgown to shreds with his bare hands. The thick material is like paper against his raw strength. The power evident in his bulging muscles makes me weak with fear and arousal. He can see my nipples now. Theyâre hard. I try to distract his greedy eyes with another slap, but heâs ready for me this time. He catches my wrist in midair.
âDonât you ever compare me to your father,â he growls, more beast than man. His clamp tightens around my skin. Rage glazes over his stormy eyes. His inky black tattoos somehow seem to darken.
âYouâre right,â I hiss. âYouâre not half the man my father is.â That was the wrong thing to say, but all I can do now is fight back.
Aiden isnât having it.
Before I can blink twice, he yanks me onto my belly. My tied hand twists painfully above my shoulder, but my yelp is muffled by the pillow that my face is shoved into.
I barely have time to process whatâs happening. In an instant, a red-hot pain spreads up from my bare ass cheek. Another smack follows close behind. Then another. Aidenâs giant palm brands me over and over again as I shout into the pillow, each cry filled with more and more hate.
I hate that he can do this to me. I hate that I have no choice. I hate that Iâm stuck. I hate Aiden for doing this. I hate my father for letting it happen. And above all, I hate that each smack sends a searing shockwave of pleasure rippling up my body.
Iâm so sick of having no control. âFuck you!â I manage to cry through my tears, tearing my head to the side so that my voice isnât muffled by the pillow anymore.
The flurry of smacks suddenly stops. After a second of tensing my whole body waiting for the next one, I manage to crank my head around far enough to see Aiden.
His dark handsome face is smeared in red moonlight and mangled with conflict. His hand is frozen in the air, as though my cries stopped him halfway through his rampage.
Slowly, our eyes meet. âYou should be thankful I got to you first,â he half-whispers.
âBullshit,â I cry. âHow dare you ask me to be thankful for this.â
Once more, Aidenâs hand descends onto my throbbing ass. But he takes his sweet time this go around. I flinch against his softer touch as he traces the outlines of his carnage.
âYou have no idea what this world is really like,â he says, so low it rumbles my insides. âYour father did you no favors by locking you up and hiding you from the world. It was selfish. He just wanted to keep you pure, so that one day he could sell you to a man like me.â
âYouâre a liar,â I accuse. My voice is so hoarse that the words shatter as they slip from my lips. âHe wasnât ever going to sell me.â But Iâm the liar. My father may have hidden the world from me, but he never hid the truth of my future.
Maybe, at best, Iâd be given a few years to play the role of an ordinary girlâgo to nursing school, travel to eastern Europe, have hopes and dreamsâbut I was always a mafia princess. That meant that my maidenhood was to be used as a tool to consolidate power. From the moment I was born, my future was written in blood. But Father never told me it would be like this. The way he spoke of my inevitable arranged marriage, I thought Iâd have some semblance of a choice. Iâd be able to choose my prince. Date him. Explore love with him. Experience some semblance of happiness.
Sure, my prince would be from the same dark and violent world as my family, but I would be able to pick him out from a stable of studs who would vie for my hand. And I would pick a good one. A diamond in the rough. I would never fall for someone like Aiden. The devil himself.
But none of it happened the way I expected. Instead, I was sold. Almost immediately. To the most ruthless prince there is.
There was never any choice.
Iâm still angry at Aiden, but suddenly, Iâm furious at my father. He locked me away all my life in the name of protection just to give me up when things got tough? And not only that, the second he gives me away, he runs for cover, tail between his legs, leaving me to suffer the consequences of his actions, of his failures.
The bastard.
A hot tear streams down my cheek.
âNow. Now. Princess.â Aiden bends over and plants his hot lips against the red hand marks heâs left on my ass. His kisses prick my skin. Wetness builds in my core. Swirling. Growing. For him. âI understand. You donât know where he is. You donât know anything.â
It feels like Iâm being torn apart.
What the hell do I want? Do I even know?
No oneâs ever touched me like this before. Made my skin tingle and burn. No oneâs ever even been allowed close. Why the hell do I seem to like it? Crave it.
Am I just as dirty as Aiden appears to want to make me? Am I so easily corrupted? Was I ever really a good girl or did I just do as I was told?
âWhy are you doing this to me?â I ask, hoping beyond hope that Aiden will shed some light on my hopeless situation. My legs wash over his thighs and the hardness of his cock pushes up through his pants. Thatâs his answer and I know it. But I need to ask.
âBecause I can. Because I want to. What do you want, princess?â Aiden cups my wet pussy and he has his answer too.
I thought I knew what I wanted in life. Freedom. But now, my body screams to be taken. To be trapped under this cruel princeâs savage body.
âI want to be free,â I whisper. My heavy head falls back into the pillow and I let the pleasure from Aidenâs working hand sizzle its way up from between my legs.
âThereâs a kind of freedom I can offer you,â Aiden says. âBut first, you need to give yourself completely to me. Do you want to give yourself completely to me?â
With every stroke, Aiden collects more of my dew with his fingers. Itâs obvious. My cherry wants to be popped. My fragile flower plucked and ravaged. My pussy wants to be fucked. By him. Only by him.
âIâ¦â the strength to say what needs to be said just isnât there. âI donât know.â
âYes, you do,â Aiden says, but he doesnât push any further. Instead, he releases my pussy and gently pushes me away. âYou just donât know it yet. My naïve, innocent little princess. Maybe you need to be kissed first. Maybe you need to be wined and dined. Maybe I will do that for you. Or maybe, next time, I wonât be so merciful.â
Thereâs no room to breathe a sigh of relief. Aidenâs words are not merciful, theyâre ruthless. Next time. Heâs only reminding me that Iâm still trapped. That, while he has only plucked a few of my petals so far, it is only a matter of time before he yanks me from my virgin soil and desecrates me with his desire. With the desire he has also awakened in me. Iâm being teased. Tortured. Corrupted.
Why?
Heâs not going to tell me the real reason. I may never know. And, unless I take matters into my own hands, Iâll never be free either. My father isnât coming for me. The coward.
Before Aiden leaves the bed, he unties me from my restraint. On his way out, he pauses by the window for a moment, as if contemplating whether or not he should shut the opening at the top.
I watch his dark silhouette as itâs soaked in the blood red moonlight. How can I marry this man? How can he marry me? We hate each other. Even if I give in to his power, to my lust, what next?
What will he do after Iâve satisfied his greed?
Kill me?
Love me?
No. A man like this doesnât have the capacity for love. He will never love me and I will never love him.
Without another word, Aiden turns from the bedroom window, allowing it to remain half open, and strolls to the door. Still shirtless, he leaves, locking me into my cage. Alone.
I donât sit around listening to him leave. Through the soreness of my still throbbing ass and the exhaustion of the encounter, I manage to sit up in bed and gaze out of the open slit of my cage. The moon glows brilliantly in a black sky full of stars.
I want to be free.
But my treacherous body wants to be taken.
Time drags on. The moon disappears. My eyelids are heavy, but by the time my head hits the pillow, Iâve made up my mind.
Iâm going to try to escape. I have to.
But Aiden isnât going to make it easy. This is his castle and those are his woods outside. How do I trick the devil into letting me out of hell?
The answer is simple.
By any means necessary.