Present Dayâ¦
âAre you nervous?â
Felix slows the limo down at the corner of Baker St, just like he always does.
âOf course,â I giggle, my gaze drifting off to the future. âIâve never been outside of New York before, let alone the country, and now I get to go halfway around the world!? Itâs amazing, but also nerve-racking.â
âItâs also suspicious.â
I playfully swat at my bodyguardâs arm before opening the passenger door. âEverything is suspicious to you,â I tease.
âThatâs my job,â he shrugs, putting the limo in park. Before I can open the backdoor for myself, heâs there, making everything oh-so-easy. And oh-so controlled.
âThank you,â I remark, before ducking in. Even after all these years, I know my appreciation still means the world to him.
He gently closes the back door and I sigh, sinking into my seat and staring up through the tinted sunroof. The bright blue sky above looks darker from behind the black windows of my gilded cage. Usually, nowâs about the time Iâd start to get sad again. Iâm on my way back home. Back to my tower in the sky where no one can get in or out. Itâs why weâve stopped some four blocks away from my familyâs heavily guarded compound, so that I can switch seats and arrive at my walled off castle like the true mafia princess that I am. If my father saw that Felix let me drive in the front with him, heâd be livid. No one is to see me. All my life, Iâve been purposely kept in the shadows. As head of my security team, Felix is paid to protect me, but my fatherâs possessiveness runs much deeper than money. He controls every aspect of my life with an iron fist, keeping me close and under his watchful gaze through all the means of his ill-gotten empire.
Iâve lived this way for twenty years, and it feels like only now am I about to take my first full breath. Father is finally allowing me to follow my dreams. In three days, Iâll be in the Ukraine. Me, Elisa DâIgnoti. Free. Well, sort of.
âWhat are you most excited for?â Felix asks through the partition. He knows me well enough to know that I could sink if heâs not there to hold my head above the water. What he doesnât know is just how much lighter I feel now that there seems to be an exit at the end of my tunnel. The Ukraine. Not exactly tropical or even particularly exotic, but itâs somewhere different and thatâs an entirely new sensation to me. All of the shit Iâve had to go through to get there will have been well worth it in the end. Even that awful contraceptive injection Father made me take. If itâs the price of my twisted kind of freedom, then so be it.
âHonestly, the airport in Kiev,â I say.
That draws a hearty laugh from my middle-aged body guard. âHow thrilling. Why the airport?â
âBecause the second I step out of that plane and onto the tarmac, Iâll know itâs real.â A sigh escapes my lips and a flurry of daydreams flicker behind my eyelids. âAn adventure. Freedom.â
âFreedom for you,â Felix teases. âBut not for old Felix here. Iâll be working around the clock to make sure youâre safe.â
âWeâre not going into any warzones,â I shake my head with a smile. âWeâll just be helping people whoâve made it to safety.â
âNowhere is safe for a princess.â He knows I hate it when he points out that Iâm mafia royalty, but I can take a ribbingâwith a father like mine, it was a necessary skill for survival.
âEverywhere is safe when I have my Uncle Felix there to protect me,â I lilt back.
âDamn right.â
Ahead, the gates to my familial home open and a gaggle of guards wave us through. My gut churns, even more so than it usually does when Iâm returned to my prison. Iâm nervous. This sheltered life is all Iâve ever known, and now, Iâm finally being allowed to shed it all for something daring and exciting. But I keep waiting for something bad to happen. Something that will change my good fortune and lock me back where my father believes I belong.
A deep breath calms my nerves. This is what Iâve been asking for since I was a teenager. A chance to escape into the big wide world Iâve always read about in my books. Never did I Imagine that my father would ever actually agree to let me leave. But now, without much in the way of explanation, he has.
Felix is right to be suspicious.
If I wasnât so nervous and excited, I might have room to be suspicious too. Instead, Iâm just thankful. My father likes it when I grovel. Heâll get what he wants, and then, for a little while at least, Iâll be free.
Still, the knot in my stomach tightens all the more when we arrive at the front door. The entrance is packed with unfamiliar cars and men. Strangers, mired with heavy artillery pace back and forth on the marble steps.
âWhatâs going on?â I whisper to Felix through the partition.
âI donât know.â Thereâs a tension in his voice that puts me on edge. âWho are these men outside?â he asks into his radio, keeping the limo running, just in case we have to make a daring escape.
That first full breath of mine is put on hold as I watch the strange scene ahead. Usually, my fatherâs men stand guard mostly on the outskirts of the compound. The inner sanctum is only ever populated by his most trusted servants and guards.
âWell?â I ask, when Felix clicks off his radio and takes out his earpiece.
âYour father wants to see you,â he mumbles.
The knot in my stomach tightens even more. Despite all of his restrictions, my father is often distant. Still, Iâve been avoiding him like the plague ever since he agreed to let me go volunteer as a nurse-in-training over in the Ukraine.
The past three months have been the most exciting of my life, and I havenât even left the city yet. To prepare for my program overseas, Iâve been taking first-aid classes at a nearby hospital. Iâve met doctors and nurses and all sorts of people I would have never come in contact with behind these walls of mine. They all share the same dreams I have. We want to help people in any way we can, and for one reason or another we all chose to do this through medicine.
For me, that started when I first read about Florence Nightingale. The Lady with the Lamp gave hope to a young girl who saw no light at the end of her dark tunnel. I may not be able to help myself, but maybe, with a little persistence and pestering, Iâd be able to help others. So, when I came across an article talking about how badly volunteer nurses are needed to help the poor and starving in the Ukraine, I felt like I had found my calling.
But there was no way my father would agree. He didnât even let me go to university when I turned eighteen.
So, like a coward, I had Felix ask him.
Felix has been in my life for as long as I can remember. Heâs like a protective uncle, and as one of my fatherâs most trusted men, he has a little more say than most.
Still, I didnât have much hope. But then Felix returned with good news. My father had agreed.
It was the shock of a lifetime.
For the first time in my life, I was being allowed to go do something of my own. This morning was my final class at the hospital. Six other students will be meeting me in Kyiv on Friday. Theyâll all be flying in on the same commercial flight. Father obviously wonât let me do that. His terms for my trip include a veritable army that has to tag along with me. Only a private jet could carry all of his men and their weapons. Weâre supposed to take off tomorrow night. Something tells me plans have changed.
âWait out here.â The guard at the door orders Felix to stay in the hallway outside of my fatherâs office. Iâm to enter alone. Thatâs not unusual. What is unusual, however, is the sight that greets me when the door clicks shut behind me.
My father sits at the head of his grand oakwood desk, pale as a ghost. His dark eyes are blacker than ever. Heâs not alone either. Three other men join him. One I recognize. Dario Ganci. My fatherâs lawyer. The other two are entirely unfamiliar, but theyâre both huge and they loom over my father like monsters, draping him in their dark shadows and making him seem small in comparison.
A chill skates down my spine. These men are mafia. Itâs obvious at first sight. But they arenât Italian.
Irishmen.
My father hates the Irish, especially the criminals. He believes them to be savages, not organized and sophisticated like the Italian mob. What have they done to make my all-powerful father cower before them?
âStep forward, Elisa,â my fatherâs command makes me realize Iâve stopped in my tracks. Despite my trepidation, I do as Iâm told.
Still, the closer I get, the more weighed down by fear I become. My father is a mess. Sweat drips down his forehead, making a mess of a his usually well-kept hair. His gaze is fixed on me, but his eyes donât meet mine. âDad, whatâs going on?â By the time I reach the edge of his desk, it feels like Iâm at the bottom of the ocean.
Something bad is about to happen.
My father hesitates to respond, but the man standing directly beside him puts a giant hand on his shoulder, urging him to speak. My gaze follows the powerful arm up to its ownerâs face.
My breath is stolen from me.
The Irish stranger is the most handsome creature Iâve ever seen. His emerald eyes rage like a stormy sea, cutting a hole through my soul. He stares at me with dangerous intent. Iâm frozen still.
âThis is Aiden Kilpatrick,â my father croaks.
The younger manâs hand falls from my fatherâs shoulder. A strong dark energy emanates from him. Shadowy tendrils seem to creep from his powerful frame and wrap around my limbs.
âAnd that is his father, Rian Kilpatrick,â Dario adds.
With great effort, Iâm able to rip my eyes from the younger man to the older one next to him. Itâs no surprise that theyâre father and son. Besides the hair and the eyes and the age, they look much the same.
My mouth is too dry to say anything. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Dario push a document forward on my fatherâs desk.
âYou are to marry Aiden Kilpatrick in one month.â
The words are like a slap to the face. âWhat?â My eyes snap back onto my father. He holds back a sneer, trying to remain calm and docile. Itâs so unlike him that it makes my sudden burst of dread feel all the more terrifying.
I stumble backwards, but am confronted by a hard wall. Turning around, I see Cassius li Sacchi, my fatherâs mute war general. Felix has told me that his tongue was cut out as a boy. Iâve never heard the man talk. He just silently stands behind me, a threat, blocking me off from the door, trapping me into this new fate.
âDo not make me repeat myself,â my father growls.
Bile rises in my throat and the knot in my stomach nearly saws me in half. âI⦠what are you talking about?â I donât dare look at the strangers. The sides of my vision are becoming blurry with hot tears. It seems as though my body already knows what my mind is still trying to process.
Iâm being given away.
âDaddy,â I croak. âNoâ¦â
âEnough whining!â Father roars. He plants his fists into the desk and stands up. His hands shake as Dario leans around him and pushes the document towards me.
âPlease, Elisa, if you would just sign here.â He taps the bottom of the page with a ballpoint pen. I always hated Dario. The slimy sycophant. But now Iâm too scared to even shoot him a dirty look.
My hands shake like fragile leaves. So do my knees. I always knew this kind of thing would eventually happen. Father made no bones about it. Iâm a mafia princess. To consolidate his power, men like him arrange marriages for their daughters with those of a similar creed.
Still, itâs a complete shock. I guess I just didnât think it would happen so soon. Without warning. Suddenly, Iâm being told my life is over. And just as I was about to be given my first real taste of freedom.
âSign the contract,â Father demands. His voice is quiet and sharp, just like it is before he slashes people to pieces. But his air of authority runs shallow in these waters. Somehow, itâs obvious that heâs not in control. The strangers are.
This isnât some exchange of power for the benefit of both parties. Iâm being forced into the hands of someone who has scared my father.
Scared. The great don. Ciro DâIgnoti. As far as I know, heâs invincible. But his usually tanned olive-skin is as white as the paper on his desk.
Who are these men? What have they done to my mighty father?
With a blunt nod, my father orders Cassius to enforce his orders. A monstrous hand clamps around my shaking wrist and tugs me forward. A yelp in shock and pain as the pen is forced into my hand and Iâm pushed over the desk.
âLet her go.â For the first time, I hear the young Irishman speak. His voice is deep and booming, yet contained and focused. Domination laces his words and when I look up through my tears, I see that he has a gun out and pointed directly at Cassius.
The room goes so silent I can hear him click off his safety. The storm raging in his striking eyes goes still, frozen over by a cold focus. Cassiusâs grip on me weakens, and the moment his fingers leave my trembling arms, I collapse onto the desk.
My choppy breaths smack off the hard wood and rage back onto my burning cheeks as Iâm lifted by a new pair of hands. Theyâre even stronger than Cassiusâs, but less brutish. Iâm whisked onto my feet and when I look up again, Aiden Kilpatrick is gone.
âSign the contract.â His order comes from behind me now. The thick wall of his muscular chest presses up against my shivering back and Iâm engulfed by his green flames. Heâs holding me up, but he doesnât push.
âDaddy⦠I donât want to,â I can barely see my father through the tears, but his blurry image doesnât budge.
âDo as he says,â my father whispers.
âBut what about the Ukraine? What about my dreams? What about myâ¦â I choke on my own words before I can spit out the next one. Freedom. What about my freedom? I was a fool to think Iâd ever have any.
Aidenâs fingers burn into my skin. More gently than I expected, he sets me down against the desk.
âYou do as your told,â my father says.
Aiden picks up the ballpoint pen and signs the bottom of the contract. âSee, not so hard,â he says. I wipe away my tears and follow his hand.
⦠Sole property of Aiden Kilpatrickâ¦.
⦠In return for $30 millionâ¦
âYou canât just sell me like Iâm property,â I say, my voice weak and hoarse. âIâm a person.â
âElisa, this doesnât need to be any harder than it already isâ¦â a touch of humanity suddenly laces my fatherâs tone. It only serves to wreck me all the more.
âHow could you do this to me?â Heâs always been so protective. So overbearing. Sure, he prepared me for the eventuality of an arranged marriage. Itâs part of our world. But thereâs no sense of conquest in this room right now. At least, not on our side. This isnât some equal trade-off thatâs benefiting each side. My father is in trouble. And so am I.
âYou knew this would happen,â my father says.
Itâs true. âI⦠I thought I had more time.â Why did he agree to let me go to the Ukraine if he knew I never would be able to? Maybe just to give me a few months of hope before I was sentenced to life with a savage stranger? Would my father actually be so kind as to do something like that for me? To even think it? To go out of his way to let me believe, if even just for a little while, that I wasnât always destined to be someone elseâs prisoner?
âCan it wait until I get back from my program, please?â Begging to my father has always fallen on deaf ears. I turn around to the man whoâs supposed to be my new captor. âCan I get to know you first? I thought at least Iâd have a chance to date beforeâ¦â
âDate?â The growl is wild and unbecoming of the designer suit that surrounds the savageâs muscular body. âHave you dated before?â his eyes dart from me to my father. âYou said she was a virgin, DâIgnoti!â
âShe is! She is!â my father insists.
A sticky sickness crawls over my skin at the exchange. How perverted, my father and the man whoâs buying me, arguing over the sanctity of something so private. Itâs gross and disgusting and horrifying.
âIâve kept her locked away in here for all her life,â my father adds.
âWhere was she before this meeting?â
âStudying at the hospital.â
Aidenâs fire green eyes turn back on me. âDo you have a boyfriend, little flower?â He must be over six foot four of pure muscle. Iâm barely five foot three. The thought of going home with a man that big who has this kind of temper only serves to make me all the more terrified.
âNo,â I whisper. Itâs the truth.
Aiden cups my chin and focuses my eyes on his. My heart races. My knees shake. The fire in his fingers brands me right in front of my father.
âHave you ever been with a man before?â a cruel smile creases the subtle lines around his mouth.
âNo.â
He looks back at my father. âYouâre lucky I believe her.â
When I look to my dad, I see a broken man. Geysers of fury burst through the shards of whateverâs left of him, but he stops them before they can reach too far.
As far as I know, my father is supposed to be king of the underworld in New York. Most feared of The Family, an Italian crime syndicate that stretches its dark hand across the continent. What could these men be threatening him with?
The implications make me light headed with fear.
For all of his faults, my father has always provided for me. Heâs protected me in his own way, and kept me safe from the darkness of his world. In his more sincere moments, heâs told me that Iâm his most precious jewel, the brightest light in his dark life, the secret that no one can take.
These men must be truly dangerous. Whatever they have on him, it must be devastating. World-destroying.
⦠Life ending.
Father is the only family I have left in the world. If anything happened to him, Iâd truly be alone, forever and always.
I canât let anything happen. At least If heâs alive, then thereâs still hope. Then thereâs still someone out there on my team. Someone who cared enough about my happiness to lie to me. To let me think my dreams were possible.
âAre you sure?â I ask Father one last time, hoping that he might find a way to save me.
He just nods.
âBe a good girl,â Aiden says, handing me the pen.
I take it. My heart is heavy and full of a dreadful responsibility. My father canât protect me anymore, but maybe, if I do as Iâm told, I can protect him. At least then, there would still be hope.
My tears stain the paper as I sign the contract. Sign my life away to Aiden Kilpatrick. The devil.
My new captor.