Writers note
So, I got injured at work 2 weeks ago. And since we are on lockdown, I was getting really depressed. So I started writing. This is my first time writing so thank you for taking the time to read my story.
Today, I went to see the physio. I was hoping I could go back to work as I am getting bored at home. Anyways, I was advised against going back to work this week. I was really disappointed. So, I'm getting one more week to rest.
And I'm getting 1 more week to write. It has been helping me to cope in the lockdown.
Again, thank you for reading...
This chapter and maybe a couple of the next ones will be more about Macy.
Enjoy!!! ð¦ð¦ð¦
Macy's POV
Today is Saturday. Me, Loise and Adrian are going to the beach. I told Loise about Adrian coming and she was alright with it. She didn't really have a choice because I have already invited Adrian. I technically can't uninvite him because that would be rude.
Adrian came nice and early because the beach was an hour away. I made Adrian a cup of coffee first before we left.
This country is really beautiful. The long drive is never boring. The landscapes are very unique, it feels like you are in a different world.
We arrived almost the same time as Loise. I introduced them to each other and they hit it off straight away. However though, Loise texted me.
Loise: Adrian is gay!!! My gay radar tells me so....ð¤ª
Me: stop it!!! ð
Bulli beach is beautiful. The beach has no car access so you have to walk for at least 7 minutes from the car park to reach it. The shoreline is long and it's not very crowded. The water is clear and prestine. It has a lot of active marine life too. There are designated swimming areas so people won't swim in the corals.
Loise found a perfect place under a tree. So if ever it gets unbearably hot, we have a shade. We laid our beach towels on the sand. Adrian placed our cooler away from the sun. I brought fruits and crackers to munch.
I was already wearing my bathing suit under my dress for convenience. So I took my dress off. Adrian also removed his shirt while Loise was already wearing her 2 piece.
My phone vibrated.
1 messaged received.
Loise: he didn't look when you undressed. He is so gay!!!
I looked at Loise trying to tell her to stop the "gay texts".
It's not like I was interested with Adrian. He's good looking though but he is not my type. And I honestly don't want to be in any relationship right now.
Loise likes to surf so she spent most of her time surfing while I did a bit of running and of course I spent most of the time getting tanned. Adrian also did a bit of swimming. Around lunch time, we shared whatever food each of us had brought in with us.
Adrian shared so many funny stories about Mrs. Gibbs. While I told them about me being a doctor. I learned that Loise was actually 2 years younger than me and she has mostly spent her life with her siblings because their parents were busy with their family business. Which I could relate.
Adrian also shared that he is not really from here. He is an immigrant. He started as an international student first then did his on the job training at my dad's company and worked until he became the general manager. And he is the same age as me.
I have a good feeling that the 3 of us will really become good friends.
Anyway, our beach day ended with Loise telling us that we should go for a drink. I didn't really liked the idea so I said I'll pass. I went home while Loise and Adrian went for a drink.
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Time has gone really quick. It's now my 3rd month at the office with Adrian. And my 3rd month living in this country. I am grateful that I never get bored because of Loise and Adrian. Since our beach bonding, we have continued going on adventures every weekend, the 3 of us. And we have became closed friends. On random days, I invite them to my place just to bond and drink coffee.
Today, however, the three of us were suppose to go go-carting. However, I was really sick. I vomitted the whole morning and I couldn't eat anything. Adrian drove me to the hospital because he was worried I might have a tummy bug.
It's probably food poisoning. But I didn't eat out. But just to be safe, I got rid of all the food that was on my fridge.
We arrived at the ED. My blood pressure was very low and I was really dehydrated so they have canulated me and started me on a drip. I was also hooked on a heart monitor for a couple of hours as my heart rate was elevated. I didn't want to be admitted but Adrian insisted that I should stay over night at least. So, I didn't argue.
The doctors were very good. They did blood tests and urine test. They were going to do an xray. But the standard procedure for women of fertility age was to get a mandatory pregnancy test first regardless if you are married, single, sexually active or not. I didn't think I had chest infection anyway so I wasn't worried about the xray.
Basically, they had only given me fluids and antiemetic to help with my nausea. They need to figure out what's causing my sickness first before they could treat me so I have to wait for the blood test and the urine test results first.
I got transferred to a room then Loise arrived. They stayed with me all through out. They even brought food but I couldn't really tolerate anything at the moment.
At around night time my results came back. The doctor didn't look worried so I didn't worry as much. It was just probably gastritis or food poisoning.
"Is it fine to discuss your test results with your friends present?" The doctor asked.
I told the doctor that as long as it's not cancer, I'm fine with Adrian and Loise being there.
"The blood test came back alright. There's no infection and your blood levels are fine as well aside from your iron which is low but that could easily be resolved by supplements."
I was happy with the result.
The doctor continued.
"The urine came back clear so we can isolate UTI. But, if you don't mind, can I ask when was your last period?"
The question got me thinking... Sh*t! When did I have my last period??? I can't remember!!!
Loise was looking at me then at Adrian.
"The reason I asked is because you are 9 weeks pregnant."
It felt like the world came crashing down on me.
Oh my god! It hasn't cross my mind.
"Don't look at me Loise! I'm gay!" Adrian finally admitted.
I'm happy for him but I don't really care about him being gay right now.
The doctor said that she would do more tests to make sure my baby was alright.
The news hssn't sunk in yet. I didn't get the rest of the doctors words as I am shocked that I'm having a baby.
No no no!!!
I couldn't find any appropriate words to say. I broke down and started to cry. Should I be happy or sad???
Why am I so stupid?! I should have known better. I'm a doctor for f*ck sake! I should know that unprotected sex will always result to pregnancy. Why didn't I use any protection????!!! Why?!!!
What am I going to do now? I was so lost in the moment, I didn't realized that Loise hugged me.
"It's going to be okay... whatever happens, me and Adrian will be here for you." Loise was patting my back reassuring me.
I hate myself! I got drunk then got married and now I am pregnant!
I don't know how am I going to tell dad...
I got discharged the next day on a Sunday morning. Loise insisted on staying with me for a few days while Adrian told me that I could take a whole week off from work.
Everything was still surreal. I kept touching my belly trying to make sense what was happening with me.
I needed time to process everything.
I'm grateful that Adrian and Loise never asked about the father of my chuld because I wouldn't know how to explain my story and my current situation. I am also grateful that they never left my side.
A few days after I got discharged, I decided to call my dad. I told him the truth.
Dad: so how far along are you?
Me: the doctor said 9 weeks but it will have to be confirmed when I have my ultrasound next week. I'm so sorry dad...
I was now crying and ashamed.
Dad: are you going to keep it?
When I heard my father asked me this question, I suddenly felt being protective with this human that's growing inside me. I didn't answer the question.
Dad: whatever is your decision I will support you no matter what. You know that right?
After I heard him say that he would support me whatever my decision was, I broke down in tears. I wasn't really expecting for dad to say that. I was so scared that I thought he would suggest not keeping my baby.
Finally, my ultrasound appointment came. Loise and Adrian were present. They were my family away from home. IÂ am glad that they never left me since day 1.
"Congratulations! Looks like you are having twins. And you are about 9 to 10 weeks" The Obgyne announced.
Loise and Adrian were so excited, they asked more questions than I did.
I had a lot of doubts and hesitation when I first came to know that I was pregnant. Now that I've seen my tiny babies inside my tummy, I suddenly feel that I am full of love and I'm complete. I also feel the need to nurture them and protect them...