Ifumble with the tie, which is knotted and lopsided.
Groaning, I untie it, clenching my fingers around both ends to try again.
âEasy, tiger. Itâs already dead.â Wyatt moves closer, a shit-eating smile plastered on his face. âLet go. Iâve got it.â
âWhoever tailored this suit should have left more room for the tie. Itâs too damn long.â
He laughs. âIsnât this your brand?â
He removes the tie from my neck, lines the ends up, restrings it, and ties it.
âHell, I didnât design them personally. I just market them.â
âDonât say that too loud. Bad publicity.â He sits down on my couch. âYou know the tie isnât what youâre fussing about, right?â
My eyes dagger him.
âWhat, now youâre my shrink? Okay, Doctor Emory. Enlighten me.â
âBurns, youâre a nervous wreck. Youâre gonna be fine. Ravenââ
âWill you ever call my wife by her name?â I grumble.
âRaven sounds cooler, but maybe Iâll reconsider once you get through your vows without barfing all over that sweet outfit. She loves you, idiot. Youâve got nothing to worry about.â His words are the usual Wyatt crap, but the brotherly slap on my shoulder doesnât lie.
He means well, and heâs also the closest thing Iâll ever have to a brother.
âYou got cold feet?â he asks gently.
I look at him flatly.
âYouâre worried she does?â
ââ¦or that sheâll outgrow me,â I admit harshly.
âBut youâre willing to risk it?â
âObviously. I need to know sheâs mine.â
âListen, man, everybody freaks out about starting a new life till one day they wake up, and theyâre already living it. Youâll be fine, Burns.â
âBut what ifââ
âNo. Donât even. Youâre not me, and sheâs damn sure not Olivia,â he growls.
I check my watch.
âWeâve got to get the hell out of here. If Iâm late, Dakota might keel over, and I canât do that to her.â
Wyatt follows me outside to the limo. Louis waits with a bright-red boutonniere pinned to his lapel, holding the door for us.
âIâm sure youâll want privacy with your new lady,â Wyatt says in the car, leaning in. âSo Iâm taking Meadow camping for a few days while youâre starting your honeymoon.â
I roll my eyes at him.
âThereâs practically an acre between the guesthouse and mine. Itâs not like youâll be interrupting anything. Besides, our flight leaves the next day.â
âLincoln, this was never meant to last forever. Iâm back on my feet, and you might need a place to put up your in-laws for a few days if they want to go sightseeing after youâre gone,â he says.
âNevermore wonât let them stay in the guesthouse. She wants them in a spare room in my house.â I shrug. âIt works. We have plenty of space.â
Wyatt laughs and punches my arm. âSince Iâll be gone by the time they get here, maybe you can convince her.â
âHow are you liking the mailroom, anyway?â
âItâs a decent living. I have grunts to boss around. Everythingâs done neat and wrapped up at the end of the day. Itâs nice feeling useful again. Meadow got a job too.â
âNice. Where at?â
âA daycare. Turns out sheâs really good with little kids.â
More good news for Wyatt. I smile.
âHas she met Micha yet?â
He shakes his head. âNah. When school breaks in the spring, heâs coming for a couple weeks. Theyâll meet then.â
âYouâre doing well for a change, Emory. Iâm happy as hell to see it,â I say.
âYeah, no shit, because I owe it all to you.â
I laugh. âKarma repaid. Iâm only alive on my wedding day thanks to you.â
We both look away like weâve said too much. Itâs one of those awkward man moments where youâre so damn happy itâs hard to keep a lid on anything.
My phone buzzes, and I take it out of my pocket to glance at the screen.
The phone rings a second later and I swipe the green icon.
âTalk to me,â I say, expecting my girl.
âMy new daughter is freaking out. Where are you, son?â Ma practically screeches in my ear.
âAbout five or ten minutes out. Can you put her on?â
A pause.
âHello?â Dakotaâs voice quivers.
âAre you crying, sweetheart?â
she lies with a sniffle.
âWhy are you freaking out?â
âYou wouldnât elope, and youâre not here yet.â
âDakota, if the town car gets hit by a bus before we get there, I will crawl out of the wreck and carry Wyatt on my back.â I nod at him. The look he throws back says heâd totally be the one carrying me.
âWhat if youâre struck by lightning after that? There are hazards to marrying a Poe.â
Her voice is no longer shaky.
I laugh. âWoman, youâve already bewitched me. If lightning strikes after surviving the bus, Iâll put the fire out and keep coming.â
âHow?â
âWhat do you mean how? Stop, drop, and roll. Did you skip elementary school?â
Wyatt laughs beside me. âYou want me to tell her Iâll get you there?â
I shake my head. I enjoy flirting with my wife-to-be even if sheâs being ridiculous. The huge, splendid house attached to the golf club slowly comes into view.
âNevermore, weâre pulling up now. Iâll see you soon.â
âWeâre in the woods,â she says absently.
âI know. Youâll be the one in the white dress, right?â
âUm, wellâ¦â
âYouâre not in a white dress?â I canât tell if sheâs joking as I say, âI thought we picked the new Haughty But Nice line?â
âWe did. I just had it dyed black. It felt right.â
For a second, Iâm planted in my seat.
âYou dyed your wedding dress black?â
Wyatt barks laughter beside me, head back and fingers in his eyes.
âMm-hmm. But I have cool peacock feathers in my hair! Hair accessories by day, pens by night.â
One more look at Wyatt and I lose my shit. Iâm doubled over in my seat, laughing so hard I need to wipe my eyes.
âLincoln?â she says for the fifth time.
âYouâre lucky I love you. See you soon,â I promise.
âYouâre not upset I dyed the dress without telling you?â she asks in a small voice.
âSurprised, yes. Not upset. As long as youâre mine today, I donât care if you show up in palm leaves strapped together.â
âIâm already yours,â she whispers happily.
I smile. âAnd I want that on paper, Mrs. Almost-Burns.â
Weâre passing through the gated entrance, winding up to the walkway that will bring us to our spot in the woods where we have everything set up for the big show.
âSee you soon,â I tell her one more time, already throbbing at how sheâll look in that dress.
Wyatt looks at me with some insufferable bullshit clearly on his lips.
âWhat?â I prompt.
âYouâre getting married in the woods at dusk and your brideâs wearing a black dress. You really are wifeing up a Poe, dude.â
âShut up,â I warn, trying not to smile.
Because heâs too right, and I wouldnât have it any other way.
He gets out of the car ahead of me when Louis looks back and gives me his best wishes.
I trail behind my best friend and we start down the walkway. He moves quicker than I expect, well adapted to his new leg now.
The walkway takes us to a circular clearing tucked in a thicket of huge old trees. A judge stands in the middle of the circle with the Bible. Two lines of tall white folding chairs are arranged neatly around the paved circle, and my mom waits at the end in a lace dress.
I take her arm. âLetâs find you a seat. Iâm sure youâve been running your tail off.â
âOh, Lincoln, sheâs so beautiful today. Youâll cry when you see her.â She blots her eyes, already shedding enough tears for the entire guest list.
I laugh softly, pleasantly surprised.
I expected Ma to be taken aback by the black dress. Apparently, sheâs so happy Iâm tying the knot that she doesnât even mention it.
Wyatt and I lead her to the front row seating, and then I wait next to the judge. Wyatt stands beside me, adjusting his tie.
Then, with a swell of violins, my future begins.
Eliza steps out of the trees at the end of the aisle in a sleek blue Haughty But Nice bridesmaid gown, slowly walking toward us. She carries a small bundle of white babyâs breath and moves like sheâs gliding on air, only stopping when sheâs next to us, leaving a space for my Nevermore.
Dakota and her dad come out of the trees next, and sheâsânot wearing the black dress she promised.
My eyebrows pull down as I swallow a chuckle. My heart hits my rib cage at the same time.
âYou fell for it,â Wyatt whispers conspiratorially.
Iâd dart him a look if I wasnât transfixed on the angel in front of me.
âShe loves to harass me,â I mutter, grateful that Iâve got an entire lifetime of that ahead.
The dress she actually wears is white, flowing around her flawlessly like silk fog. With tiny rosebuds pinned in her blond hair, sheâd be the envy of every runway model up and down the West Coast.
âSheâsâ¦breathtaking,â I whisper, my voice stolen.
Wyatt smiles knowingly.
Her father, a large pleasant man with a round face and rounder gut, walks her to me and places her hand in mine.
âTake care of her for me,â he whispers, clasping my hand so tight in his it almost breaks.
âI will, Harold,â I promise.
âWe wrote our own vows,â Dakota says.
The judge smiles. âGo ahead and get started, if you please.â
âIâll go first,â she offers.
Oh, shit.
Dakotaâs first poetry book is already racking up acclaim with the critics. I donât want to go after her since itâll be a tough act to follow.
âSweetheart, let me,â I whisper, taking her hand in mine as she nods.
Iâm grateful itâs a small audience now.
The entire world seems to shrink and fall silent, condensing around us in this weird, remarkable bubble thatâs just her drumming heart and mine.
âDakota Poe, I never knew I needed anyone else in my life until the day you refused to give up a cinnamon rollââ
She giggles, so does everyone else.
âYou were beautiful and feisty and strong. I never expected to see you again after our run-in. Then you danced into my office and wrapped my staff around your little finger. You made me think. You opened my eyes. You rocked my entire world. I love you more than life because you made me whole, and you still do every single day weâre together. I know better than anyone that Iâm a work in progress. You, sweetheart, are muse. Will you be my forever?â
She smiles and nods vigorously with a heavy tear shining in her eye.
she says breathlessly.
Then she pulls her hand from mine and finds a folded piece of paper inside the bouquet sheâs still holding.
âIâm not doneâ¦â I remind her.
Though I wish I were because then I wouldnât be rendered nearly speechless. Her soft smile becomes a wide grin, and those dazzling emerald eyes stare up at me.
âFrom today forward, weâll love with a love thatâs more than love.â
Her smile deepens, even as she looks a bit puzzled at how Iâve butchered Edgar Allanâs line from âAnnabel Lee.â
her eyes say.
âHad to tweak it,â I tell her, leaning in to meet her eyes. âWith us, itâll never be past tense.â
Iâm not quiet enough. Mom laughs, and our entire wedding party beams at us.
âI love you,â she whispers, looking down at the piece of paper in her hand. âIâve never been good at big speeches, but I did write thisâ¦â
She clears her throat and begins to read her latest epic while I stand there like a stone, listening.
âShe lives between the black of night and shades of grey.
Then comes an ivory Adonis, all spinning light.
He, who woke a heart from cold dead.
Her white knight.
Her heaven thread.
He made a withered heart beat red, Terrified, she curled in dread.
âThis is no game,â he said.
âPlease take my name.â
Fear begs, âBut what if you change your mind?
Change your life? Leave me behind?â
âNevermore, get a clue.
I canât live without you.â
âThis is no game,â he said.
âPlease take my name.â
Heâs a white knight, but sheâs not hunting for a wedding night.
Still, he made a withered heart beat red.
Woke it from dead.
âYes,â she said.
She wasnât hunting for a wedding night.
Sheâs afraid to take flight.
But she owes him her life.
And he cherishes a wife.
Play with magic.
Dance with fire.
You must pay.
A lesson that slowly burns.
Burns who? Burns what?
Burns, me.
Burns, weâ
Both of us, Burns be.â
Itâs a small miracle Iâm still standing.
Without thinking, I reach out and cup Dakotaâs face, guiding her closer.
I canât wait. I bring her lips to mine, kissing her like Iâve wanted to ever since she sent the first draft of that poem. The words have changed a lot, but somehow without the sex, itâs even hotter.
Her flowers brush my back, skimming over my suitâs fabric with a as they hit the floor.
A throat clears somewhere.
Iâm too preoccupied to care.
âWe usually exchange the rings before the kiss, but go ahead,â the judge says.
I pull away from her.
âSorry,â I whisper.
âIâm not,â she says intently.
God. This woman drives me certifiably insane even when sheâs completely innocent.
âExchange rings,â the judge urges.
I turn to Wyatt, who hands me the ring.
Dakota takes the ring from a grinning, teary-eyed Eliza and slides it on my finger.
I push Dakotaâs ring on her hand, then bring it to my mouth and kiss gingerly. Even her little finger feels more precious than gold.
âThis is where Iâd normally say âkiss the bride,â but weâve already done that part. I now pronounce you man and wife!â the judge says.
With applause bursting around us, I clasp my wife by the hand and march forward.
I lead her down the patio pavilion where the reception will be with a bigger group of our family and friends. Itâs in a massive heated yurt tent thrown up to dampen the winter chill.
The sun slips toward the horizon as we come up to the patio, glowing with twinkling lights.
âSee? I told you this was the perfect time of day for a wedding,â she says.
âHell, marrying you wouldâve been perfect at three a.m.â I tighten my hold on her fingers.
She wraps her arms around my neck. âYouâve been very sweet today.â
âWhat? Iâm always sweet. You just got yourself a husband without going to pieces. Iâm proud itâs me, Nevermore,â I whisper, stopping to steal a kiss.
When we resume walking, I see her wipe away a glorious tear.
When we arrive, the first thing I see is a massive three-tier cake. Itâs white and decorated with a nearly life-sized black raven perched on a black tree that spirals down all three tiers. The groomâs cake is decorated with photos of us posing for the Haughty But Nice wedding line.
Eliza runs up later, holding Dakotaâs bouquet. âI think you forgot this!â
Nevermore takes it. âThanks, lady.â
âLook who I found.â Wyatt appears next with Meadow clutching his arm, her worn flannel and jeans traded for a sleek purple dress that accents her slender frame. Emory looks like he could have her for breakfast, lunch, and dinner, and Iâm sure theyâll be ducking out early.
âI rode over with Dakotaâs family. I didnât want to crash your special time,â she explains.
Mom runs toward us with her arms outstretched. I move to hug her, but she closes Dakota in her arms. âYouâre sooo gorgeous! The daughter I always dreamed of.â
âI donât know,â my mother-in-law says. âShe was grounded her entire tenth grade year.â
âOh?â I pull my wife closer to me. âI knew Nevermore had a naughty streak, but now I have to hear this story.â
âI do not!â Dakota lets out a mortified laugh. âAnd no, you donât.â
âThatâs nothing. She cost me two thousand dollars in ER bills after she jumped out of a second-story window,â her dad says.
I look at her.
âI wanted to go to a party. He was like a prison guard.â
I plant a kiss in her hair. âSurely, you could have let her go to a party.â
âA frat boy came home for the summer. It was his party and everyone there was older than twenty, not that she made it there,â her father explains.
âOh, letâs just get through this reception, so you two birds can take off.â Mom grabs Dakotaâs hand. âAs soon as youâre sick of this, you guys should go and weâll handle the rest.â Ma leans in, never one to be shy. âPlus, I need grandbabies, Lincoln, and Iâm not going to get them with you here gabbing.â
Goddamn, sheâs not subtle.
Dakota overhears and turns bright red.
âMa!â I whip out.
âOh, sorry.â
Itâs an interesting night. Mother keeps trying to shoo us off to make her a grandkid ASAP.
Meadow and Wyatt make out in a corner, while Eliza fights three other women out of the way and grabs the bouquet at the toss.
âIâd be next now that Dakota abandoned me,â she says.
Iâm just glad when itâs over and I finally get to have my wife alone.
We sit on the patio together, exhausted after two sleepless nights wearing each other out and then the worldâs longest flight.
Damn if it isnât worth it, though.
Crystal blue water washes over our feet, ripples back, and repeats.
âIâve never seen water so blue,â she whispers with awe.
âThe Maldives is a special place. Iâll show you around tomorrow. Youâre going to love it,â I say, smiling because itâs only my third time here.
âIâm sure I will.â She yawns, covering her mouth with one hand as she stands. âIâm going to go get ready for bed.â
I stand and draw her to me. âIâll be inside soon.â
I kiss her cheek and then her lips, tugging her close.
âI love you,â she says with a parting squeeze.
Nevermore heads in while I linger outside, watching the waves swirl like theyâre carrying away the last of our old lives.
I glance down at the simple solid gold band on my finger and grin.
Until I met this blond pixie, I never thought marriage was for me.
Now, I donât want to know what my life would be without the other half of my soul.
The waves must hold my attention longer than I think with a lukewarm beer in my hand, because the next thing I know, a soft voice behind me says, âLincoln.â
I look over my shoulder.
My wife stands in the doorway, wearing nothing but a soft blue bathrobe that barely covers her chest. Sheâs left it loose deliberately. Thereâs a body made for sin thatâs ready for me, and Iâm already aching.
I swallow the last dregs of my beer, stand, and draw her to me at the door.
My lips find hers like starving wolves.
She slides her tongue in my mouth, just as eager, her earlier tiredness gone.
I fall into the kiss, sucking and stroking, reminding us both that this is real.
This is mine.
This is us.
Dakota moans, thick and honey-sweet, without breaking the kiss.
When her leg goes around me, I move my hands under her ass and lift her.
Our bodies align perfectly.
Tongue to tongue, chest to chest, her all malleable softness while Iâm so fucking hard I think I have a lethal weapon attached to my body.
With a growl caught in my throat, I throw her down on the bed.
She giggles as I tear her robe shell loose, hurling it to the floor, baring her like the delicate flower she is.
This may technically be the third day weâve fucked since saying our vows.
I donât care.
With this woman, every time is just as electric as the first time, and as soulful as the last.
She looks up, her eyes wide, yanking my swim trunks away.
Once Iâm free, she traces my shaft with one finger, gliding it up my length in a slow, teasing stroke.
âFuck,â I grind out, capturing her eyes.
She draws a gentle circle around my throbbing head, looking up with a devilish smile.
There goes my last thread of control.
My mouth meets her as I rear up, climbing on top of her, my throat like sandpaper as I flick the head of my cock at her entrance.
My erection coats itself in her wetness and smacks her clit.
Goddamn, do I love that little pleasure sigh that always falls out of her.
She winds her fingers through my hair, pulling me closer, deepening the kiss with a hot moan against my tongue.
Her other hand rests above my bare ass.
Her knees come up and she arches under me.
The woman is a human radiator, burning for my fullness. Iâm happy to oblige.
I break our kiss, releasing a slow breath as I sink into her.
Her arms clasp my neck and she kisses my chin, shuddering under me.
With a silent look thatâs all fire, I drive in, bottoming out with my balls on her ass, claiming every last inch of her.
Our breaths come harder.
Weâre melded together, deliriously still, connected for God only knows how long.
I donât need more. I donât dare ask.
How could I when Iâm living in heaven?
I lower my head closer to her ear.
âI love you, Mrs. Burns.â A laugh falls out of me. Iâll never, ever get sick of calling her that.
âShow me how much,â she whispers back, drawing my thumb into her mouth and sucking it.
Fuck.
Iâm thrusting like a madman by the time her fingers rake through my hair, tugging, each moan falling out of her louder than the last.
Our bodies go to war, giving and taking, seething and sweating and pulsing in happy chaos. My hips crash down on hers with a mind of their own.
Iâm famished, and so is she, her little body twisting under me as my pubic bone drags friction against her clit.
Her pussy clenches like a second mouth, dragging me to madness, begging me to come with her with an illusion of choice.
I couldnât hold back to save my life.
Not today.
Not when sheâs like this.
Not when I want to mark my wife with seed sheâll still be leaking when we shower tomorrow morning.
âDakota!â I thrust so deep my spine bends.
âLincoln! Oh God, oh yeah, â
I fucking explode in a mess so hot I think sheâll have to peel me off the bed later.
Her body spasms around mine, a firing spring, all of my senses gone except the raging need to pour myself inside her.
She wrings me out for a small eternity before I pull away, still hard, and crash down on the bed next to her.
âNevermore.â I sigh. I tuck her head under my chin and hold her as we both struggle to find our breath. Once Iâve regained control of myself, I roll beside her and pull her into my arms.
She trembles as I trace a finger down her back.
âWhat? I just touched you.â
She shrugs. âMy senses are in overdrive after â
âAnd I love the way your senses react to me.â
Dakota falls asleep in my arms.
I run a finger through her hair and slowly fade off to sleep, my eyes drifting to that raven tattoo last. When weâre back in the States, sheâs getting that touched up.
The heart no longer broken. My name around it, a seal of trust and love sheâs promised as a wedding gift.
Itâs beautiful and itâs also sexy as hell.
My dick goes hard again as I fade out, thinking about taking her while sheâs branded with my name.
When I wake up in the morning glow, Dakota sits across the room, already wearing her swimsuit and a see-through wrap.
âYouâre too far away,â I tell her.
She smiles, holding up a small plate with a glazed bun. âI got you breakfast. No Regis rolls here, but they do have these Japanese cinnamon buns.â
âFuck pastries, sweetheart. I want you.â
âOh, I think youâll want to eat this one, hubby,â she tells me with a wink. âJust come here.â
My eyes narrow, wondering what sheâs up to.
âLincoln.â She holds up the plate again impatiently.
Fine. Whatever.
I stumble to the edge of the bed and take the roll from her hands.
Then I pick it up, take a huge bite, andâalmost break a tooth as she gasps.
âOh, be careful!â
Too late. I spit something into my palm. Itâsâ¦a tiny plastic person?
âWhat the hell, Nevermore?â
I look at the object in my hand. Itâs a small smiling baby.
When I look up, she smiles, her face turning vibrant red.
When it hits me, I fall back on the bed with a heavy bounce.
âOh, shit. Oh, Jesus, are weââ I pause, sitting up to look at her, probably with eyes bigger than marbles.
Grinning shyly, she nods so briskly her hair flaps.
âHow long have you known?â I ask.
âI found out the day before the wedding, but I thought Iâd save the news. There arenât too many things you can get a billionaire bad boy he doesnât already have, and besides a tattoo job, I figured this might make the list.â
âThis makes the list.â I reach for her, damn near bursting with excitement like a kid on Christmas. âCome the hell here!â
This is how I hope itâll always be with us.
When weâre too lost for words, we just kiss.
Of course, it has its hazards. Neither of us remembers Iâm holding a cinnamon bun until the warm, sugary mess is sandwiched between us when I peel back.
âShit, sorry,â I mutter.
Dakota tries to brush smashed pastry off her swimsuit. Itâs not really working. When she looks at me, laughter bursts out of her, explosive and bright.
âItâs perfect,â she says, drawing in a breath while I give her a puzzled look. âLook at us, Lincoln. Hot, messy, and still pretty sweet. I wouldnât have it any other way.â
âI would,â I whisper, plucking a strip of flattened roll off my abs and popping it into her mouth.
When we kiss again, itâs not just sugar and spice Iâm tasting.
Itâs Dakota Burns.
Itâs all of my tomorrows.