I wanna forgive you
Why is it so hard to forgive you
It's your actions that lead to this
Your words that are engraved on my skin
I've been in survival mode for so long
I don't know a way out or how to be relaxed
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I'm always waiting for disaster
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Unexpected changes at every corner
The moment I get comfortable it twists
I fall into a dark loop hole everytime
I close one you open another, never-ending
You did this to yourself and it hurts everyone
You believed you're enduring all this mess
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I'm always waiting for disaster
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I tried every other point of view
To try to understand you
I can't, with the memories you refuse to forget
There's no space for the ones I'd like to keep
I try to flip the glass to empty it
But you overflow it even more than I can take
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I'm always waiting for disaster
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You tend to take things out of proportion
It's miserable, how are you even living
I have no choice but to unfold the buried
Because you refused to process and deal
You left your body and went to live in gardenia
You're a wounded child never knew how to heal
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I'm always waiting for disaster