SLOAN
âOkay, so what is going on with that pretty little wrist?â Kade asks.
âA heart?â I wonder out loud.
âNope, too simple⦠Whatâs something only Sloan would want that no one else would understand?â
âA clover.â
âGood, why?â
âMy dad is Irish, my favorite song is âCrimson and Clover,â and the shape is kind of like the petals on a lilac.â
âSee, youâve thought about this.â
âI have.â
He starts to sing the lyrics to the chorus.
âAre you serenading me now?â
He grins. âItâs a good song.â
âItâs ~romantic~. He doesnât really know her butâ¦â
âYesâ¦? Sloan?â
âUm.â
âItâs okay, I already know what you were going to say.â He smiles like heâs won.
âYou donât.â
âGonna tell me?â
âNope.â
âThen I guess Iâll just have to fill in the blanks.â
I laugh. âYouâre rotten.â
âIâm growing on you.â
I giggle. âLike a fungus.â
My phone beeps. Itâs another text from Archie.
Archie
Donât be silly. Are you that mad?
Instinctively, I chuck the phone on the floor.
Kade jumps. âWhat?â
âArchie.â
âDonât answer him. Donât look at it until you feel better.â
âIâm not going to feel better for a while, and then heâs going to get mad at me.â
âSo, what? Youâre mad at him. Feelings are good.â
âHe called me silly,â I admit sadly.
âSloan, youâre not silly for caring about your work.â
âItâs just so annoying. I donât want to go to my own party alone.â
âIâll be at the party...â Kade lets his words hang in the air.
âI know.â
âSo, you wonât be alone.â
âItâs not just that. I think I secretly thought that if Archie saw what I did, he would be proud of me,â I admit.
âHe should be.â
âWhen I told him about the party, he said I was blowing up balloons and serving snacks and it was no big deal. Heâs always shutting me down before I can explain anything.â
Kade reaches across the car and holds my hand, and it gives me butterflies. I canât bring myself to pull away.
âKade?â
âIâm just supporting my friend,â he says sweetly.
Heâs right; this is no big deal. ~But then why does it feel so big? Why am I so nervous? Archie never holds my hand anymore.~
âLook, weâre here,â he says, smiling.
âNow Iâm nervous.â
âWhy?â
âHow bad does it hurt?â
âIt hurts, but itâs nothing you canât handle.â
âAre you sure?â
âYouâre stronger than you think, and Iâll even hold your hand.â
âNo backing out now,â I say, hoping that if I say it out loud, I might just believe it.
âThatâs right, letâs go.â
Kade walks into the tattoo shop, and everyone smiles and waves at him like they know him. He walks straight up to a big, tall guy, and they hug. âBrooks, I need a personal favor.â
âWhatâs up?â
âSloan, here, is getting her first tattoo, and she needs it right now.â
Brooks smiles at me and looks me over. âNever been one to say no to a pretty lady. Come on. So, what are we doing?â
âI want a clover on my wrist.â
âHow big?â
âI donât know, like, the size of a quarter?â
âI think thatâs perfect,â Kade assures me.
âColor?â Brooks asks.
Kade smiles. âSloan?â
âUh, I guess, I didnât think about that. Green isnât my favorite... Maybe just black?â
âAnd purple,â Kade adds. âLike LILAC.â
âYeah, okay, I like it.â
âLight purple, not dark,â Kade clarifies, and it just reminds me how much he listens to what I have to say.
âGive me just a minute to make a stencil,â Brooks says as he stands up.
âKade, Iâm so nervous, I feel like Iâm going to pass out.â
âItâs okay, look at me, at my eyes.â
I look into his eyes.
âNow, take a breath and hold it... Okay, let it out slowly.â
âWow, that actually worked.â
âOld stage fright trick,â he says.
âYou get stage fright?â
âNot so much anymore.â
âI hear youâll be selling out stadiums soon.â
âWho said that?â
âThe event planner was saying youâre about to blow up.â
He chuckles. âI donât know about that.â
âYou sounded good today.â
âAw, Sloan, thatâs the nicest thing you ever said to me.â
I laugh. âShut up.â
He chuckles. âIt was nice while it lasted.â
Brooks comes back and shows me two stencils. âOkay, here are two sizes. See what you think.â
âKade?â
âItâs your tattoo, babe.â
âBabe? Is Kade Lawson off the market?â Brooks chuckles.
Kade blushes. âIt just slipped out.â
Brooks laughs. âYeah, okay. Which one?â
âSloan is my friend...and I like the smaller one.â Kade smiles, but his cheeks still look pink.
âMe too,â I agree.
Brooks grins. âOkay, letâs do it.â
After he places the stencil, I actually think it looks really cute and I canât stop smiling.
âAre you ready?â Brooks smiles.
âAs Iâm going to be.â I reach my free hand toward Kade, and he slips it into his.
âYou just have to try not to move. If you need a break, tell me, but this should be quick,â Brooks assures me. He touches the needle to my skin, and it almost feels hot instead of painful.
I glance at Kade, and heâs smiling but heâs looking at me instead of watching the tattoo. Kadeâs grip on my hand is comforting, and I actually feel really calm.
Brooks is almost done with the black outline when I realize what is actually happening. ~Archie is going to blow a gasket.~ I start to giggle when I think about it.
Kade chuckles. âWhat? Does it tickle?â
âNo, I was just thinking about what Archie is going to say.â
âIs he going to really be that mad?â Kade asks, almost like he doesnât believe it.
âHis head might explode.â
He grins. âCan I watch?â
âYouâre so bad.â
âYou like my bad-boy side,â he says, obviously flirting.
âKade!â
I check out the tattoo, and Brooks is about halfway done with the purple.
âKade, keep distracting me.â
âHmm, okay, tell me what you would do with one million dollars?â
âThatâs tough, but I would probably pay off my parentsâ house for them, then find a house for myself and save the rest.â
He laughs. âThatâs way too sensible.â
âMaybe I would buy some really expensive shoes and then save the rest,â I admit.
âShoes?â
âYou know, designer heels or some really sexy boots.â
âBoots, go with the boots.â
âWhy, what would you do?â I ask.
âTravel, I think.â
âWhere to?â
âFunnily enough, probably Ireland. And maybe around the UK and then Germany and Italy.â
âWow, thatâs a long trip.â
âYeah, like take a year off, live for once. Really live.â He smiles wistfully.
âI like that; itâs better than shoes.â
âIâd bring you with me.â
âMe, why?â
âWeâre best friends, right?â
âYouâre so sweet.â
âTick.â
I laugh. âDammit, Kade, Iâm going to regret ever telling you that, huh?â
âMaybe⦠Or maybe Iâll just prove to you that itâs actually me.â
His words flood into my chest and suck the air out of me. ~How can he be so sure about this?~
âAll set,â Brooks interjects. âWhat do you think?â
âWow, I actually really love it. Thank you so much.â
âHere, let me wrap you up,â Brooks says as he starts to clean up my tattoo.
While heâs cleaning and covering my tattoo and giving me after-care instructions, Kade goes to pay for the work.
âKade! Why did you do that?â
He smiles. âItâs only fair. I made you get it.â
âYouâre too nice to me.â
âHate to sound like a broken record, but, ~tick~.â He laughs, and I smack his shoulder.
âFeisty,â he says, raising an eyebrow.
âThank you, Kade, seriously.â
âYouâre welcome, but itâs just because now youâre never going to be able to look at that and not think of me. Iâd pay any day for that.â
Itâs true! Iâm going to be eighty years old, and my grandkids will be like, âWhy do you have that?â and Iâll remember Kade.
âYouâre sneaky.â
âMm-hm. Come on.â
âWhere are we going now?â
âWe have beer to finish at your apartment.â