GINGER POV
Great I will be alone for a month in our house, I hate being alone because I will just remember my mom and all the sad things that happened to me before.
Janine is also away for a week, I'm gonna miss her for sure. I sighed heavily while sitting on the couch, I don't feel like going to school today.
These past few days I focused on being with Janine, it's not that it's an obligation but I enjoy her company. I am starting to act civil towards Alessa as well and I am trying my very hardest to be happy for her though I am hurting.
When she's around with dad I always stay in my room just to avoid seeing them being sweet with each other, just like tonight, she's with dad in his room.
I know they're talking about dad's business trip and they will have sex after that for sure. I'm already hungry though I just ate so I stood up afterwards and headed to the kitchen to look for something to eat.
I smiled when I saw a box of red apple on the countertop. I sat beside it and took a piece of apple to eat. I love loitering in the kitchen because I love earring. I leaned my back to the while and closed my eyes to savor the sweet taste of the apple.
I opened my eyes immediately when I heard footsteps approaching. It's Alessa, I frowned when I noticed that her hair messy so is her shirt. I sighed because I know why. I sat up straight and didn't make any sound, she didn't notice me because the lights are dim.
She flinched when she saw me after closing the fridge. I smirked by her reaction.
"Did you have a good time? Why didn't you take a shower?" I can't help not to ask. I wonder who's better in bed.
"You stink of sex" I said flatly when she asked me why.
I don't want to start a fight with her, I'm just curious if who's better in bed.
I'm surprised when she told me that Janine slapped and threatened her. I know Janine won't slap her without a valid reason, I will ask her tomorrow about that.
"She will not do that trust me, I trust her to the point that I told her everything, yes you have your own life now and I will try my best to be happy for dad and you" it hurts knowing that she moved on from me already and has her own life now.
"Why are you so nice to me suddenly? Am I forgiven?" she asked curiously. I shook my head, I know to myself that I haven't forgiven her yet.
"I am not nice to you, I am being civil with you. Janine made me realize that there's no point in seeking revenge because it will only end up hurting dad, you're still not forgiven but I don't hate you anymore" I said truthfully.
"Do...do you love Janine?" she asked stuttering, I frowned by her question.
There's a part of me that's telling me to say no but I know to myself that I do love Janine, though it's not as much as I love her.
"Yes" I said flatly.
It's time to end things in a nice way, maybe she's asking me that because she wants to know if I already moved on from her as well. I don't know if I saw a glimpse of sadness on her face or it's just because of the dim lights.
She hugged me afterwards, I want to push her because I can smell my dad's perfume on her, it makes me want to puke but I held myself. I let her hug me because I missed it, her soft body that once became mine.
"Thank you for understanding my situation" she said before walking out of the kitchen.
I watched her till she disappeared from my sight. I flinched when I felt my tears streaming down my face. We already have the closure.
"I hope everything will be fine starting tonight" I muttered before wiping my tears.
I stopped when I passed by her room, I opened the door and sat on the side of her bed. I ran my fingers on it and smiled bitterly afterwards.
Goodbye Alessa. I said mentally before lying on her bed and drifted to sleep.
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I was awakened by the heat of the sunlight, I didn't notice last night that the curtains are open. I reached for my phone and checked the time, it's already seven in the morning and my class will start in an hour. I stood up immediately and took a bath.
After fifteen minutes I am already dressed up, I ran to the dining area to eat breakfast with dad. I frowned when the whole house is deserted, I tapped my forehead when I remember that they're already gone. I suddenly lose the appetite to go to school since Janine is also away.
I headed to the kitchen to look for something to eat, good thing the maids already cooked before they left. I reheated the food and brought it to the living room.
I decided to just laze around and watch movies. I love the suspense thriller genre but I'm afraid watching alone so I put the Hannibal movie instead and watched it with all my heart's content.
I'm too engrossed with the movie when my phone vibrated. It's a call from dad.
"Hello?" I answered flatly, he left me without waking me up and that kind of upsets me.
"Hey GG! Sorry I didn't wake you up. You looked so tired last night because you even slept in AA's room" He said cheerfully.
"Well yeah, I'm so tired and sleepy that I didn't notice that's it's not my room" I said before faking a laugh.
"It's alright GG, I talked to her last night but she's busy with her upcoming defense so she can't stay with you" he said sounding upset.
I sighed because I know that it's not the real reason, maybe the reason that she refused to live with me for a month is because she's avoiding me and I can't blame her.
"It's alright dad it's not her obligation to stay with me, I'm adult now so don't worry" I assured him.
"That's what she said too but I hope you're okay. When I come back you should help me decide a motif for my wedding okay? I love you" it saddens me whenever I think about the wedding.
"Sure! Bye dad I love you!" I hang up immediately and threw my phone on the couch afterwards.
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A week have already passed and Janine is still away so I don't have someone to talk and to hang out with. I'm also avoiding Alessa, I don't want to talk to her as much as possible because I want to maintain the move on thing, it's best if we don't see each other often.
I still have three weeks to move on, I wish I'm like Janine because she can move on to someone so easily.
I entered the house full of darkness, I've been like this since dad and the maids left. I don't feel like turning the lights on and I didn't bother locking the gate and the front door as well. We have guards roaming around our subdivision so I'm not afraid.
This is the thing that I hate when I'm alone, I'm hungry but I don't feel like eating. I sat on the couch and flinched when I sat on my phone, I didn't brought it to school and didn't bother to check up on it until tonight.
I have nineteen missed calls from Janine and from my dad, the battery life is already at nineteen percent but I don't care. I tossed it again on the couch and laid down the floor afterwards.
I like the coldness of the tiles, I'm gazing at the ceiling as my eyes started to adjust to the darkness. I closed my eyes and the image of mom suddenly appeared, my tears fell automatically but I didn't bother to wipe it off.
"I missed you mom, I wish you're here with me at a times likes this" I cried my heart out till I drifted to sleep.
I don't know how long I'm asleep but one thing is for sure, I was awakened by an angel, and she's crying.
"Ginger!" my eyes opened when I recognized the voice. It's Alessa, though it's dark I can see the panic on her face.
I chuckled finding out that she thought that someone abducted me, she's cute when she's panicking. I told her that I just missed sleeping on the floor, she doesn't have to know that I'm sad. I'm happy that she visited me though I know that dad called her to do so.
My stomach rumbling in hunger interrupted our moment, I'm still enjoying resting my head on her lap but she has to cook or else I'm gonna die in starvation.
She promised me that she'll stay with me until dad comes back but honestly, I don't want him to come back sooner. I'm bad on that part but I can't help it. Alessa will be mine for three weeks and thinking of it excites me already.
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Alessa is the one in charged in cooking while I'm the one in charged in cleaning the house. I never thought that she'll ever learn to cook because I used to be the one who always cook for her before.
Honestly, I missed the feeling of living with the person that I love, we're not living together before but she's always in our house. We somehow got back to being best friends, except the intimate moments that we used to share, of course we can't do that anymore.
We're sitting in the dining area eating, I can't help myself not to look on her cleavage because she's wearing a V-neck shirt, I missed touching and kissing that part of her.
I am getting worked up now really, living in one house together with your super sexy ex-girlfriend and soon to be mom is really though. I shook my head to despise my dirty thoughts afterwards.
"What's the problem? Don't you like the food?" she asked anxiously.
"No it's delicious!" I replied hastily.
"It's just that my head hurts" I lied, of course I can't tell her the truth.
"Do you want me to massage your head after we eat?" That's a very tempting offer but I have to refuse.
"No it's alright, I will just take aspirin" I replied smiling while shaking my head gently.
She became so thoughtful since the day that she found me lying on the floor, she can be a really good mother but I don't want her to be like that because I want her for myself.
"What time are you going home tomorrow?" she asked me after a while.
"Six pm I guess" I replied flatly.
Janine will come back tomorrow from her vacation. I can't wait to see her already because I feel so drought and I need to seriously get laid. God knows how much I am trying my best to not touch Alessa, I already promised to move on from her and I want to keep that.
"Okay my class is until three in the afternoon, I will cook again for dinner so be home after your class okay?" she said smiling at me.
She's like a wife waiting for her husband to come home. I giggled to mentally before I continued eating.
"Sure!"
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"Hey!" I flinched when someone whispered on my right ear. I'm in the parking area and about to open my car.
"Janine! I missed you!" I faced her smiling.
I almost drool when I saw what she's wearing, she's not wearing her uniform today. She's wearing a halter shirt and shorts. I frowned when I saw what's on her navel, she pierced it.
"That hurts but it looks sexy on you" I said while tracing her stomach.
"Really? Well guess what, you can have that whenever or wherever you like it" she said seductively then winked at me afterwards.
As much as I want to have sex with her right now, I know I can't because we're in public area. I smiled because I know a good place, but I frowned afterwards when I remember Alessa.
Well she won't mind it since she doesn't love me anymore.
"Ginger" Janine snapped at me. Whenever I think of Alessa my mind always turns blank, she can make me lose my attention to anyone that I'm talking with.
"Huh? By the way how's your vacation with your dad? Did you two had a great time?" I asked before giving her a peck on the lips. She sighed heavily before she answered.
"Yeah I enjoyed it, in fact he is doing well" I frowned.
Doing well in what? I asked myself.
"Where did you two go?"
"In the hos--- I mean to the beach!" she said hastily.
Did she mean hospital? I want to ask her but I think it's not the right moment and it's obvious that she doesn't want to talk about it.
"That sounds fun! anyway, let's have dinner in my house tonight! I really missed you and you owe me some love!!" I said excitedly before opening the door of my car for her to enter.
She chuckled when she got what I meant and nodded before getting inside my car.
We arrived at my house after an hour, Janine was slightly taken aback when she saw Alessa, I forgot to tell her that she will live with me for a month. I know that they don't get along well but they don't have a choice. I just hope that they won't fight.
"I will just go and change for a while" I excused myself for a while because I need to get changed, my uniform is already making me itch.
They both smiled at me. I guess I'm wrong to think that they will fight, they're just not that into each other.
The whole dinner is quiet, they don't speak to each other, Janine will just answer my questions and get back to being silent again. All in all it was boring.
As soon as we finished eating Alessa took all the plates and brought it to the sink. Janine stood up and volunteered to wash the dishes but she refused so I led her to the couch to drink tea instead.
"She's acting like your real mom" She said annoyed.
"She will be soon, after she finished her masters degree they will get married" I said smiling, hiding my bitterness.
"Oh that's good to hear, that's two months from now, I am so excited!"
"Yeah" I replied flatly. I was about to ask her to my room when Alessa appeared.
"Oh you're still here, it's getting late you should go home now" she said smiling which caused Janine to frown.
"Going home? Nah I'm going to sleep here, Ginger missed me so much. She'll kill me if I let her take cold showers" she said before winking at me.
"Say what?"
"We will have s-" I interrupted her. She's embarrassing me, she doesn't have to say that out loud in front of Alessa.
"Yeah so uhm... we will go to my room and talk about a lot of things that's what best friends do wh--"
"We will have sex" Janine interrupted me as well.
I tapped my forehead in embarrassment. Alessa's eyes widen in disbelief, now I'm sure that they will fight.
"You really are bold, don't do shit things when I'm here, can you please just go home Janine" she said irritably.
"What is your problem? Don't act innocent, you're fucking your ex-girlfriend's father while she's here, so it doesn't make any difference if your ex-girlfriend is fucking her girlfriend!" I was slightly taken aback by Janine's outburst. She's really feisty.
"Hey calm down jeez. You two are feisty tonight huh" I looked at Alessa smiling. I'm already in the middle of them, if ever they start to pull each other's hair.
"Hey Lessa uhm Janine will stay here for tonight, we need to talk and that" I said apologetically.
I can't bring myself to tell to her face that I will have sex with Janine, I don't know why I can't bring myself to say it when she's around.
It's the first time I called her by her nickname that I gave her six years ago, hoping that she will back off.
"She's not even your girlfriend! Whatever!" she said rolling her eyes before walking away.
"Stop acting like you're a jealous girlfriend! You're her mom bitch!" Janine called after her. Alessa stopped and raised her middle finger in response before walking away again.
"Yes she will fuck me bitch"
"Janine! Please stop!" I snapped at her, she looked at me raising her brow.
"Why do you allow her to interfere with us! She's such a bitch!" she said annoyed before sitting back on the couch.
"Like you said she will be my mom soon, you have been warned, my future mom is a monster so be ready" I said before planting kissed on her shoulder.
"Whatever" she said before sitting on my lap and started kissing me passionately.
She can make me wet just by kissing me, her tongue opened my mouth and started sucking it. She moaned when I started caressing her breasts, she's about to remove my shirt when I stopped her.
"Not here" I said between kissing her, she frowned at me in confusion.
"Monster mom" I said smiling. She chuckled when she got what I said. She stood up afterwards and led me to my room immediately.
She pushed me on my bed as soon as I closed my door. She positioned on top of me afterwards. She's so sexy, the lights are dim so it added glow to her tanned skin.
She started removing my clothes one by one and smiled when she saw my full breasts.
"They're hard" she said while playing with my nipples.
I moaned in pleasure when she started sucking my cleavage, she's putting marks on it. I pushed her away gently after a while to remove her clothes as well.
I am getting all worked up, I am soaking wet and so is she. She spread my legs wide and sat on my stomach afterwards, she then started rubbing her center on it while playing with my clit.
It feels so good, I'm grasping the bedsheet because of so much pleasure. We're in that position when suddenly the door opened.
"Holy shhh" I flinched when Alessa entered. She's frowning while her arms crossed, she's holding the cordless phone.
I covered my naked body immediately. Good thing the lights are dim so she can't see my red face.
"Don't you knock?!" Janine yelled at her, not bothering to cover her naked body.
Alessa just made a face before handing her the phone. We both looked at her in confusion.
"That's your dad, he said he needs you" Janine took the phone and headed to the bathroom immediately.
Alessa averted her gaze on me afterwards, I am still covering my naked body.
"I already saw you naked before, I can even tell where your moles are" she said flatly before walking out of my room.
Perfect timing! Great!
I leaned my head on the headboard and waited for Janine to come out from the bathroom. She finally came out after a few minutes and started to get dressed.
"What's wrong?" I asked her confused.
"Dad needs me" she said while giving me an apologetic smile.
"Is he okay? What happe-"
"Please, I'll talk to you soon okay? I'll see you tomorrow I love you" she interrupted before giving me a peck on my lips.
"What is her problem?" I muttered frowning.
My body is still hot and I need to do something about it so I jumped off my bed and started wearing my boxer shorts and tank top.
I can't sleep immediately because my mind is occupied with Janine's father, plus my body is longing for someone.
I headed to the minibar and took a bottle of cognac. I sat on the couch and gazed at the ceiling afterwards. I want to talk to someone but I don't know who.
After nine shots of cognac I closed my eyes to make myself sleep but I still can't. I tried blinking multiple times to tire my eyes but it's still futile.
I saw Alessa making love with me the moment I closed my eyes again. I shook my head immediately to erase the thought but my body reacted to it immediately. I am sexually frustrated right now because Janine left me hanging.
My body is already numb, the alcohol is already taking effect on me. I took another three more shots, hoping that I will drift to sleep but I failed again.
My mind is saying thing's that I don't quite understand. I stood up and decided to go to my room when I stopped in front of Alessa's room.
Go to her room, sleep with her,
Go to her room, sleep with her,
Go to her room, and sleep with her. My mind kept on saying.
My hand automatically reached for the door knob and opened it gently. She's already sleeping, looking at her wearing only her negligee makes me all worked up again.
I am already drunk and I certainly know what I am about to do but I don't care, it's her fault anyway.
I walked gently to her bed and laid down beside her afterwards. She turned around immediately upon realizing that it's me.
"Gin what are you doing here?" I just smiled in response.
"You're drunk" she said frowning.
Again I didn't respond, instead I positioned on top of her and about to kiss her when she covered her mouth.
"I love you Lessa, I still do" she gasped in disbelief by my revelation.
This is what alcohols effect on me, I'm emotional when drunk. I pinned her hands on top of her head so she can't block my next attempt on kissing her.
"What are you saying?" she asked me stuttering.
"I said I love you" I replied before I started kissing her neck which made her moan.
"This is wrong Ginger, please" she pleaded but I ignored her.
"Make love with me... please" I pleaded as well.
Man I can't take it anymore, if I have to beg her and kneel down I will do it right away just to make her say yes.
She gazed at me intently for a moment before she nodded.
"Yes"