Chapter 17: Chapter 17

Beneath the IceWords: 24265

The weeks flew by as Lisa continued to juggle her responsibilities. The Southeast Asia expansion was nearing a crucial phase, and her team was pushing hard to meet deadlines. Jisoo's sustainable tech venture was also picking up momentum, and Lisa found herself constantly switching between the two worlds she was balancing. Through it all, her relationship with Jennie had slipped quietly into the cracks between work, growing into something both stable and delicate at the same time.

They had fallen into a comfortable rhythm dinners after work, stolen kisses in quiet moments, the occasional late-night conversation about things that had nothing to do with their projects. It was perfect, in a way. The intense pressure of their professional lives didn't feel as overwhelming anymore, not when Lisa knew she had Jennie by her side. And yet, the balancing act between personal and professional was starting to show its strain.

The first sign came during a weekly review meeting.

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Lisa sat in the boardroom, surrounded by her team, updating Jennie on the latest developments in the expansion. Things were going well partnerships had been finalized, the timeline was on track, and the competition seemed to be lagging behind. But even as Lisa went over the numbers, she could feel Jennie's eyes on her, a sharpness to Jennie's gaze that was different from their usual dynamic.

"Your projections look strong," Jennie said, her tone cool and professional. "But the budget for the local partnerships seems to have shifted. What's the reason for the increase?"

Lisa blinked, glancing at the data on her tablet. She had been anticipating this question...of course, Jennie would notice the smallest deviation. But she wasn't expecting Jennie to be so... distant. It was as if Jennie had reverted back to her old, unflinching CEO persona, the one who demanded perfection and had no patience for anything less.

"It's a temporary increase," Lisa explained calmly, keeping her voice steady. "We had to make adjustments to secure a key partner, but the overall budget is still within the original scope. We'll make up for it in the next phase."

Jennie didn't immediately respond. Her eyes flicked to the budget sheet, and Lisa could almost feel the weight of her scrutiny. After what felt like an eternity, Jennie nodded curtly.

"Fine," Jennie said, her tone clipped. "Just make sure it doesn't spiral out of control."

Lisa felt the sting of Jennie's words, even though they weren't harsh. This was work, she reminded herself. Jennie was simply holding her to the same high standard she always had. But there was something about Jennie's demeanor that bothered Lisa...the way she had slipped so easily back into her role as the demanding CEO, completely detached from the warmth they had shared outside the office.

"I will," Lisa replied, her voice firm. "We're still on track."

The meeting moved on, but the shift in Jennie's tone stuck with Lisa. It wasn't that Jennie was being overly critical...Lisa was used to that. It was that the line between their professional and personal lives felt suddenly too stark, too wide. Outside the office, Jennie was soft, vulnerable, and real. But here, in front of their colleagues, she was back to being the untouchable, unyielding CEO.

And for the first time, Lisa wondered if they were going to be able to maintain both worlds.

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Later that evening, Lisa found herself sitting in her apartment, replaying the meeting over in her mind. She knew Jennie wasn't one to mix work with personal matters...after all, they had both agreed to keep things separate. But it still stung to be treated like just another employee after all the nights they had shared, after everything Jennie had admitted about wanting this relationship to work.

Her phone buzzed with a message from Jennie.

Dinner? My place?

Lisa stared at the screen for a moment, hesitating. She wanted to see Jennie, wanted to talk about what had happened in the meeting and how it had made her feel. But she wasn't sure Jennie would be open to that conversation...especially not tonight, after a long day.

Yeah, Lisa typed back, deciding to go anyway.

I'll be there in an hour.

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By the time Lisa arrived at Jennie's apartment, the air between them had already softened. Jennie greeted her with a warm smile, pulling her in for a kiss as soon as she stepped inside. It was easy to forget about the tension from earlier when Jennie was like this...open, affectionate, letting her guard down.

They spent the evening cooking together, talking about everything except work. Jennie asked about Lisa's latest hobby (photography, of course), and Lisa teased Jennie about how terrible she was at cracking eggs. It was easy, natural, the way they had grown comfortable in each other's company.

But even as they laughed and joked, Lisa couldn't shake the lingering tension from the meeting. She hadn't expected Jennie to blur the lines between work and their personal lives, but she also hadn't expected the stark difference in how Jennie treated her in the office versus at home. It felt... jarring.

As they sat down to eat, Jennie must have sensed the shift in Lisa's mood, because she gave her a curious look. "You're quiet tonight. Everything okay?"

Lisa hesitated, her fork hovering over her plate. Part of her wanted to brush it off, to enjoy the evening without bringing up the underlying issue. But she also knew they couldn't ignore it forever.

"Yeah," Lisa said slowly, setting her fork down. "But... I've been thinking about earlier. The meeting."

Jennie's expression didn't change, but there was a subtle shift in her posture, like she was bracing for what Lisa was about to say. "What about it?"

Lisa took a deep breath, choosing her words carefully. "I get that we're keeping things professional at work. And I respect that. But it just... it felt different today. Like you were pushing me away."

Jennie's brow furrowed slightly, her expression unreadable. "I wasn't pushing you away. It was work, Lisa. That's how I handle things."

"I know," Lisa replied, her voice gentle but firm. "But I'm not just your employee, Jennie. We're more than that now. And it felt like... I don't know, like you were shutting me out."

Jennie was silent for a moment, her eyes flicking away as she processed Lisa's words. When she finally spoke, her voice was quiet but laced with tension. "It's hard for me to separate it sometimes. You know how I am at work. I have to be... like that. If I'm not, things fall apart."

"I get that," Lisa said, reaching out to gently touch Jennie's hand. "And I don't expect you to change who you are. But I also need to know that what we have outside of work doesn't disappear the moment we step into the office."

Jennie's eyes softened slightly, and she nodded, though Lisa could see the struggle in her expression. "You're right. It's not easy for me to switch between the two. But I'll try."

Lisa smiled, squeezing Jennie's hand. "That's all I'm asking for."

The tension between them eased after that, and they spent the rest of the night curled up on the couch, watching old movies and sharing quiet conversation. But the conversation from earlier still lingered in the back of Lisa's mind. They had agreed to keep their personal and professional lives separate, but now that they were in it, Lisa realized just how difficult that balance would be.

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The following week, the pace at work intensified even further. The expansion project was reaching a critical phase, and all eyes were on Lisa and her team to deliver. Every day felt like a race against time, with meetings, deadlines, and last-minute adjustments piling up.

Jennie, true to her word, had tried to ease up on the cold professionalism she had shown before. There were moments in meetings when she would catch Lisa's eye, offering a subtle smile or a quick nod of approval. But it was clear that the line between work and personal was still difficult for her to navigate.

And then came the investor presentation.

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Lisa stood in the boardroom, her heart pounding as she prepared to deliver the final presentation to a group of key investors who were considering backing the next phase of the expansion. This was it...the moment they had been working toward for months.

Jennie sat at the head of the table, her expression calm and composed, though Lisa could feel the intensity in her gaze. It wasn't just about her team now. It was about proving herself, proving that she could handle this level of responsibility.

As Lisa launched into the presentation, she felt confident, her words flowing easily as she outlined the success of the project and the bright future ahead. The investors seemed impressed, nodding along and asking insightful questions. Everything was going according to plan.

But then, one of the investors raised a concern about the budget increase for the local partnerships...the same one Jennie had questioned weeks before. Lisa had prepared for this, ready to explain how the investment would pay off in the long run.

Before she could speak, though, Jennie cut in, her voice sharp and authoritative. "The increase was necessary to secure a key partner in the region. We've already adjusted the next phase to ensure it stays within the overall scope."

Lisa froze for a split second, caught off guard by Jennie's sudden intervention. She had been prepared to answer that question herself, and the way Jennie had stepped in felt... undermining. But she quickly recovered, nodding along with Jennie's explanation and continuing with the rest of the presentation.

The meeting ended successfully, with the investors nodding their approval and agreeing to move forward. But as the room cleared out, Lisa couldn't shake the frustration bubbling inside her.

Once they were alone, Lisa turned to Jennie, her voice low but tense. "Why did you do that?"

Jennie looked up, her expression cool but confused. "Do what?"

"Cut me off," Lisa said, trying to keep her tone calm. "I had it under control. I was ready to explain the budget increase."

Jennie blinked, clearly not understanding why Lisa was upset. "I wasn't cutting you off. I was making sure the investors got the right information."

"I had the right information, Jennie," Lisa said, her frustration spilling over. "I was ready to handle it."

Jennie's expression tightened slightly, her usual calm slipping. "I didn't mean to undermine you. But you know how important this is. I couldn't risk it."

Lisa sighed, running a hand through her hair. "I get that. But you need to trust me. I'm leading this project for a reason."

There was a long, heavy pause, and Jennie's gaze softened slightly. "I do trust you."

Lisa shook her head, her voice soft but firm. "Then show me."

Jennie exhaled, clearly realizing the weight of Lisa's words. She stepped closer, her voice quieter now. "I'm sorry. You're right. I should've let you handle it."

Lisa smiled, her frustration fading as she looked into Jennie's eyes. "We're in this together, Jennie. But you've got to let me lead when it's my turn."

Jennie nodded, her expression softening. "I will."

And in that moment, Lisa knew that, despite the challenges ahead, they were figuring it out...both in the office and out of it. It wouldn't be easy, and there would be more moments like this, but they were committed to making it work.

After the tension in the investor meeting, Lisa couldn't help but replay the conversation in her mind. Jennie's sharp intervention had been a stark reminder of how complicated this balancing act was. They had managed to talk things through, but the lingering frustration Lisa felt made it clear that maintaining boundaries...between their professional and personal lives was going to be harder than they had anticipated.

Still, they couldn't afford to let it get in the way of their work, especially now that the expansion was entering a critical stage. Lisa had proven herself to the investors, and the project was moving forward. But Jennie's need for control, the instinct to step in and take charge, was something they would need to address sooner rather than later.

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The following week, Lisa was back in her office, focusing on the next phase of the expansion. The team had worked around the clock to finalize the logistics, and now it was about execution...making sure the partnerships were solidified and the product launches were perfectly timed.

Her phone buzzed with a message from Jennie.

Meeting tonight? We need to go over the numbers for the next phase.

Lisa stared at the message for a moment, feeling a knot form in her stomach. She knew this wasn't just about the numbers. The tension from the investor meeting hadn't fully resolved itself, and she could feel it simmering just below the surface, waiting to come up again. They needed to talk...really talk about how they were going to navigate their roles at work and their relationship outside of it.

Sure, Lisa typed back, keeping her response simple.

I'll see you in your office at 7.

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By the time 7 PM rolled around, Lisa found herself standing outside Jennie's office, mentally preparing for the conversation she knew they needed to have. It wasn't that she doubted Jennie's feelings for her...it was the boundaries, the delicate line they were trying to walk, that felt increasingly difficult to manage.

Lisa knocked lightly before entering. Jennie was sitting at her desk, as always, looking perfectly composed, her laptop open in front of her as she reviewed the latest financial reports. She glanced up when Lisa entered, giving her a brief nod.

"Lisa," Jennie greeted, her tone professional but lacking the usual warmth Lisa had come to expect outside of work. "Have a seat. Let's go over the numbers."

Lisa sat down, pulling up the reports on her tablet, but the weight of the unspoken tension hung between them. She wasn't sure if Jennie was avoiding the conversation intentionally or if she was simply focused on work, but Lisa knew they couldn't keep ignoring it.

They spent the next thirty minutes going over the financials, discussing potential risks, and ensuring the projections were aligned. But when Jennie moved to wrap up the meeting, Lisa couldn't hold back any longer.

"Jennie," Lisa said, setting her tablet down and meeting Jennie's gaze, "we need to talk."

Jennie looked up, her eyes narrowing slightly. "About what?"

"About what happened in the investor meeting," Lisa continued, her voice calm but firm. "I know we talked about it, but I still feel like there's more we need to address."

Jennie's expression tightened, and for a moment, Lisa wondered if she was about to put her walls up again. But then Jennie leaned back in her chair, her eyes softening slightly. "You think I overstepped."

Lisa nodded, relieved that Jennie wasn't going to shut down the conversation. "I do. I know you weren't trying to, but it felt like you didn't trust me to handle it."

Jennie sighed, running a hand through her hair. "It wasn't about trust. It was instinct. I'm used to taking control in situations like that."

"I get that," Lisa replied gently. "But you need to let me lead when it's my project. You can't step in every time something gets complicated."

Jennie was silent for a moment, her gaze drifting to the window as if she were considering Lisa's words. Finally, she turned back to her, her expression more open. "It's hard for me, Lisa. Letting go of control...it's not something I'm used to."

"I know," Lisa said, her voice soft but steady. "And I'm not asking you to change who you are. But if we're going to make this work both at work and outside of it...we have to figure out how to navigate this together."

Jennie's lips twitched in the faintest hint of a smile, though there was still a trace of tension in her eyes. "You're asking me to let go."

Lisa smiled gently. "I'm asking you to trust me."

There was a long pause as Jennie absorbed Lisa's words, and for a moment, the tension between them seemed to thicken, hanging in the air like a heavy cloud. But then Jennie nodded slowly, her expression softening.

"I do trust you," Jennie said quietly, her voice barely above a whisper. "More than anyone."

Lisa's heart swelled at Jennie's words, but she could still feel the underlying struggle Jennie was facing. It wasn't easy for her to let go of control...it never had been. But the fact that Jennie was willing to acknowledge it, to try, meant more than anything.

"I know it's not easy," Lisa said, reaching across the table to gently take Jennie's hand. "But we'll figure it out. One step at a time."

Jennie nodded, her fingers curling around Lisa's in a quiet acknowledgment of the trust she was placing in her.

"One step at a time."

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As the days passed, things between Lisa and Jennie began to shift. At work, Jennie made a conscious effort to let Lisa lead the expansion project, giving her the space she needed to make decisions and take ownership of the process. It wasn't always easy...there were moments when Lisa could sense Jennie's instinct to step in, to take control...but Jennie held back, trusting Lisa to handle it.

Outside of work, their relationship deepened in quiet, meaningful ways. Jennie had always been guarded, but with Lisa, she had started to let her walls down. They spent more time together, not just at dinners or in the privacy of Jennie's apartment, but in the small, everyday moments....texting in between meetings, sending each other photos of silly things that made them laugh, or even just sitting in comfortable silence after a long day.

It wasn't perfect, and there were still challenges, but they were learning. Slowly, they were finding a way to balance their personal lives with their professional ones, even if it meant making mistakes along the way.

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One evening, after a particularly grueling week, Lisa found herself back at Jennie's apartment. They had both been working late, and the exhaustion was starting to catch up with them. Jennie had ordered takeout, and they sat on the floor of her living room, eating Chinese food out of the containers and talking about anything but work.

Jennie leaned back against the couch, her eyes half-closed as she rested her head against Lisa's shoulder. "I think I'm too tired to think."

Lisa chuckled, setting her chopsticks down. "Same. This week has been brutal."

Jennie made a small sound of agreement, her eyes still closed as she shifted closer to Lisa. "At least the project's going well."

"Yeah," Lisa agreed, feeling a sense of satisfaction settle over her. "We're getting there."

They sat in silence for a while, the quiet comfort of the moment wrapping around them like a blanket. Lisa glanced down at Jennie, her heart swelling with affection as she watched her. This was Jennie at her most unguarded, relaxed, vulnerable, and real.

"You know," Lisa said softly, breaking the silence, "I'm really proud of us."

Jennie opened her eyes, tilting her head up to look at Lisa. "For what?"

"For figuring this out," Lisa replied, smiling gently. "It hasn't been easy, but we're doing it."

Jennie's lips twitched in a small smile, and she nodded. "Yeah. We are."

There was a long pause, and then Jennie sat up slightly, her expression more serious. "I've been thinking."

"About what?" Lisa asked, her brow furrowing slightly.

Jennie hesitated for a moment before speaking. "About how we're going to keep balancing this...us, work, everything. It's not going to get easier, especially as the expansion moves into the next phase."

Lisa nodded, understanding where Jennie was coming from. They had managed to navigate things so far, but the road ahead was still full of challenges...both professionally and personally.

"We'll take it one day at a time," Lisa said softly. "We've handled everything so far. We'll figure this out too."

Jennie looked at her for a long moment, her eyes searching Lisa's as if she were looking for reassurance. Finally, she nodded, her expression softening.

"I trust you," Jennie said quietly. "And I'll keep trying."

Lisa smiled, leaning in to press a soft kiss to Jennie's forehead. "That's all I need."

As the night wore on, Lisa and Jennie stayed like that, wrapped in each other's arms, the quiet comfort of the moment a reminder that, no matter what challenges lay ahead, they were in it together.

The next phase of the expansion came with its own set of hurdles. The competition had caught wind of their success and had ramped up efforts to undercut Lisa's team. They were facing pressure from all sides supply chain delays, last-minute changes from their partners, and the growing demand to meet the aggressive timelines they had set for themselves.

Lisa had never felt more under pressure, but she was thriving in the chaos. She had become more confident in her role, stepping up as a leader in ways she hadn't imagined a year ago. But with the increasing demands came less time for her and Jennie to just be. Their late-night dinners became less frequent, replaced by long hours in the office and hurried texts in between meetings.

It wasn't that they were drifting apart...it was just that work had once again taken over their lives.

Lisa knew that Jennie was feeling the same strain. Jennie had always thrived under pressure, but even she couldn't ignore the growing toll it was taking on them. They were both used to putting their careers first, but now that they had something more, something real between them, the balance was becoming harder to maintain.

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One evening, as Lisa sat in her office, going over the latest reports, she received a text from Jennie.

Can we talk tonight?

Lisa frowned, her heart skipping a beat. The message was simple, but there was something about it that made her stomach twist with unease. Jennie wasn't one to ask for emotional conversations unless it was serious.

Of course. Your place?

Yes. 9 PM.

Lisa stared at the message, a sense of dread creeping in. She knew they were both under a lot of stress, but she hadn't realized how much it was affecting their relationship. Was Jennie having second thoughts? Were they headed for a breaking point?

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By the time Lisa arrived at Jennie's apartment, the anxiety had settled into a low hum in the back of her mind. Jennie greeted her at the door, her expression calm but serious.

"Hey," Jennie said softly, stepping aside to let Lisa in.

"Hey," Lisa replied, her voice equally soft. She tried to keep her tone neutral, but the tension was already thick in the air.

They sat down on the couch, and for a moment, neither of them spoke. Jennie seemed to be gathering her thoughts, and Lisa didn't want to push her to speak before she was ready.

Finally, Jennie sighed, turning to face Lisa. "We need to talk about us. About where we're headed."

Lisa's heart clenched, but she forced herself to stay calm. "Okay. What's on your mind?"

Jennie exhaled slowly, her expression conflicted. "We've been so focused on work lately. I feel like... like we're slipping into old habits. Putting everything else first."

Lisa nodded, understanding completely. She had felt it too...the way work had once again taken over their lives, leaving little room for anything else.

"I know," Lisa said quietly. "It's been hard, trying to balance everything."

Jennie's gaze softened, and she reached out to gently take Lisa's hand. "I don't want to lose what we have. But I'm worried that if we keep going like this, we're going to burn out. Both of us."

Lisa felt a wave of relief wash over her. Jennie wasn't having second thoughts...she was just as committed as Lisa was. But she was right. They couldn't keep running at full speed without something breaking.

"You're right," Lisa admitted, squeezing Jennie's hand. "We need to make more time for us. For this."

Jennie nodded, her expression softening further. "I don't want us to lose sight of what matters."

Lisa smiled, her heart swelling with affection. "We won't. We'll figure it out."

Jennie's lips quirked in a small, relieved smile, and she leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to Lisa's lips. "I know we will."

As they sat together, the tension between them eased, replaced by the quiet understanding that they were in this together, no matter how hard it got.

They had faced challenges before, and they would face them again. But this time, they weren't doing it alone.

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