BREE
âWhat are you thinking?â Rose asks as she plops beside me on the couch, holding a bag of chips and opens the tv.
Itâs been three days since our dinner at the cafe where Jack dragged us. Three days since Farhan blurted out that Finn also likes someone. Three days since the knot tied in my chest and isnât going away.
âNothing importantâ¦â I trail off. Finn liking someone shouldnât be this important. It did come as a shock because from what I know, Finn has never been committed to anyone and never considered it. Finn may have⦠special buddies but no girlfriend.
âCan I ask you something?â I turn to Rose.
âYes.â She throws a chip in her mouth.
âHow did you feel when Farhan hinted Ryan likes someone?â
Rose freezes for a second then chuckles, âI donât know,â
âYou donât know?â
âI focused on the news that Jack and Finn liked someone.â She says, âI didnât think about who he likes. I donât care.â
I shake my head, a small smile taking over my lips at the way Rose so easily lies.
Itâs true she doesnât think about any news about Ryan. She pretends to dislike him so she doesnât have to focus on the feelings she has for him.
I wonât tell her this but I donât believe her when she says she has no feelings for Ryan anymore.
âWhy are you asking?â Rose brings me out of my thoughts.
I shrug, âno reason,â
She hums, âI think there is one,â
I look back at her, âlike?â
She plops another chip in her mouth, âyouâre thinking about Finn,â
My cheeks warm up and panic settles into my stomach.
âWhat? No! W-why would you think that?â I quickly defend.
âArenât you thinking about who Finn might like?â
âOh,â my body relaxes, âright,â
âYou got defensive real quick-â
âIt doesnât mean anything!â
She smiles, looking back at the tv, âokay,â
I sigh, âbut I am thinking about who he might like. Do you know?â
She shrugs.
âThatâs not helping.â
âFinn never mentioned he was interested in someone. Unlike Farhan. We all know heâs interested in someone, we just donât know who.â
âYouâre right,â
We both stay quiet for a while, the voices of the actors on the tv being the only source of noise.
âMaybe he met someone at the club that night..â I mutter.
âHuh?â
âThe night he caught me at the club. Maybe he was on a date,â I say, looking at Rose. My eyes widen when realization hits, âOh my God, do you think he canceled his date to drop me off?!â
Rose frowns, âwhat?â
âWhy else would he be there? I never really asked him what he was doing there but there is a possibility, right?- Oh my God, what if his date thought I was his girlfriend?â
Rose stares at me as if Iâve grown horns instead of ears.
âWhat?â she repeats.
I open my mouth to explain further but I get interrupted by our door bell.
Rose mutes the tv, puts away the bag of chips then goes to answer the door.
âWhat are you three doing here?â
I get up to see whoâs at the door and find Jack, Farhan, Finn walk in.
âWe were dragged against our will,â Finn points out.
âWhy are you here?â Rose asks.
âAllow me tell you the true story because Jack will lie,â Farhan says.
âNo, I wonât-â
âWe went to the cafe to have lunch but Jackâs crush wasnât on shift so he dragged us here,â Farhan explains.
Rose and I look at Jack. He smiles awkwardly, âI went to apologize..â
âAnd why did you drag them here?â Rose asks, âdoes this look like a restaurant?â
âNo but youâre such a good, pretty, talented, intelligent-â
âPromise me to buy me a book and Iâll cook,â
âDidnât you just buy a book-â
âOkay, get out.â
âFine! Iâll buy you a book.â
âTwo.â
âYou said one-â
âThree.â
âFine. three.â
Rose smiles, turns around and goes into the kitchen.
âIs this how you make her do work?â
I turn around and face Finn- who asked the question.
âNo. She does everything without ever having me to tell her,â I say.
âSo is bribery necessary for us?â
I hum, âI wouldnât call it bribery. Iâd call it payment.â
Finn makes a face. I laugh.
âI donât understand women.â He mutters.
âWe know,â Jack and Farhan say from their place, earning a glare from Finn.
âNo man understands women,â I say, âbut, anyways, I have something to ask you,â
âYes?â
âDo you want my help?â
He blinks at me, âwhat?â
âDo you want my help? To ask out your crush?â
âW-what?â
âDonât you have a crush?â
âN-no-â
âYouâre lying.â
âNo, Iâm not-â
âYouâre blushing, dude,â Farhan points out from the counter.
âYou, shut up.â Finn grits out.
âCome on, I can help.â I say, earning his attention. If I help him get together with his crush then maybe this weird knot in my chest will untie.
âNo, you canât, Bree.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause.. I donât think this girl likes me.â He says, a pinch of sadness touching his voice.
âShe surely does but canât show it. Iâll help you ask her out.â
âDonât. Leave it, Bree.â
âBut-â
âLeave it, Bree.â
I shut my mouth. He sighs and walks away, joining Farhan and Jack in their conversation.
I donât think this girl likes me.
Who wouldnât like a soul like his?