MAX
The showerâs heat is a blessing. Iâm worn out and thereâs sand in places it shouldnât be.
Phoenix is peaceful tonight, the sunâs long gone and the barracks are eerily quiet. Itâs just Derek and me, the rest of the place feels deserted.
I head to my bunk, a towel around my waist and another drying my hair. I discard the towels and pull on some shorts, not bothering with a shirt.
Sleep is all I want tonight.
I texted my dad an hour ago. He finally replied, saying everyone was asleep and he was going to bed.
I promised to call in the morning, hoping to catch them before they left for school.
Derek is already fast asleep in his bunk, sprawled out like a starfish with his blankets at the foot of the bed. I canât help but laugh at the sight, but I understand.
Weâve been uncomfortable for five days, and this feels like a luxury. The lights are off, the only light comes from the moon through the windows.
As I reach to fluff my pillow, a note slips out from underneath it onto the mattress. I grab my phone and turn on the flashlight to read it.
Itâs from Ginger.
~Hi Max,~
~Iâve been taken to a family event in Rhode Island. Iâm here with my mom and younger sister and wonât be back before you leave.~
~I wanted to say goodbye properly. But it seems thatâs not possible now.~
~Please know that I cherished our time together. No one has ever treated me with such respect, itâs refreshing.~
~My mom mentioned that she met your dad once, a long time ago. He was the same, so I guess the apple doesnât fall far from the tree.~
~Take care, Maximus. I hope our paths cross again someday.~
~Yours, Ginger~
The note surprises me, but I canât deny the warmth it brings. The thought of Ginger sneaking in here, finding my bed, and leaving a note under my pillow is a little exciting.
I can smell her perfume on the paper as I bring it closer to my nose. I wonât leave her a note when I leave, I canât lead her on like that.
Sheâs a beautiful, kind woman, and Iâd be lucky to have her. But if sheâs not my mate, I couldnât bear to hurt her.
Iâll just make a point to come back here after we both turn twenty-one and Iâm done with training. That is, if we havenât found our mates by then.
With a sigh, I tuck the note inside my training notebook. I lay back on my pillow and close my eyes, sleep claiming me almost instantly.
***
âOh my Goddess Max, how are you?â Melanieâs voice rings out from the other end of the phone.
âIâd be better if you didnât just burst my eardrum,â I chuckle.
âSorry. But seriously, how are you? What have you been up to? Spill the beans,â sheâs calmer now, her words tumbling out in a rush.
Itâs clear sheâs missed our chats. Weâve been apart for almost nine months now.
âIâm good. Iâve been traveling the world. You wouldnât believe it. I visited our grandmotherâs pack in Italy.â
âItâs beautiful but so rural and isolated. Life moves at a snailâs pace there, not my scene.â
âSo I guess that means you wonât be moving there to take over the pack,â she states, but it sounds more like a question.
âNope, Mel, not happening. Iâm wrapping up here in Phoenix. Iâm flying out in a few days for a whirlwind tour of alpha meet and greets.â
âIâm excited but dreading the inevitable jet lag. Iâve discovered I hate flying,â I confess.
âReally? Why?â
âThe time zone changes are brutal, and weâre not meant to be cooped up in tiny metal boxes in the sky. Plus, most flights are packed with humans, so we have to be extra careful about what we say and do.â
âBut enough about me! Howâs school? Whatâs new with you?â I ask, hoping sheâll share more but not wanting to push.
âSchoolâs great, Iâve been doing really well. Brock has flown up here a few times to help me study.â
âHeâs surprisingly good at biology. Iâve also applied to a few medical schools, and of course,â I interrupt her mid-sentence.
âWait. Hold up. What do you mean Brock has been flying up there to help you study?â I canât keep the sarcasm out of my voice, and Iâm sure she can tell.
Melanie is silent on the other end of the line. I hear her take a deep breath and sigh.
âReally Max, weâre just friends. Heâs been great, helping me study for finals. He cares about my success.â
âI bet he does,â I practically growl into the phone.
âMax!â Melanieâs voice is loud and frustrated. âStop it, seriously. Thatâs all you took away from everything I said, which you didnât even let me finish.â
âYou interrupted me, so rude,â she huffs.
Sheâs right, I know she is. But I canât help being protective of my little sister.
Sheâs my best friend and Iâd hate to see her get hurt. She insists theyâre just friends, but I saw the way he looked at her and I donât believe for a second that he doesnât have ulterior motives.
âMelanie, I just worry about you. I donât want him to hurt you. What if he finds his mate?â
âWhat if he does?â She sounds angry on the other end of the phone, and I donât want that.
This is the first time weâve talked since I left. âCan we change the subject? When will you be home?â she asks.
âAll right, fine,â I concede. âIâll be home mid-June, but only for two months. I have to return to continue testing out of parts of the training.â
âI want to get this over with as soon as possible, itâs no joke. I had sand in places I didnât even know existed,â I tell her.
That gets her giggling, which was my goal. âThatâs better, I prefer hearing you laugh instead of yelling at me.â
âWell, donât give me a reason to yell,â she teases. âMax, I have to go, I have an early class. Selene and Jaydon are waiting to talk to you too.â
âI love you, be safe,â she doesnât give me a chance to respond as I hear the phone being handed off and Jaydonâs voice comes on the line.
âHey bro, whatâs up?â Jaydon, always the man of few words. I shake my head, wondering if I should tell him about Italy.
I decide against it unless he asks.
Our chat wraps up in a couple of minutes and Selene takes over the phone. Sheâs all fired up about her new training routine sheâs been working on with Gamma Connor.
Sheâs got her sights set on becoming a warrior in our pack and sheâs not afraid to let everyone know. Sheâs a force to be reckoned with.
I say a quick goodbye and end the call. I need to check in with my parents later, but right now, breakfast is calling my name.
As I make my way through the barracks, Derek falls into step with me. âSounds like your sisterâs got a boyfriend,â he teases, a smirk dancing on his lips.
I whip my head around to glare at him. âThat beta better pray to God not.â
I know Iâm being the overprotective brother again, but it gets under my skin. I should just let Melanie figure it out on her own.
Sheâs nineteen and more than capable. Sheâll be twenty-one before we know it, then sheâll see for herself if this guy was worth her time.
Derekâs laughter echoes beside me until I smack him on the back of his head. âAll right, man,â he raises his hands in surrender.
âSorry. I wish some guy would distract my sister from her makeup and dresses. It must be a touchy subject for you.â
âAnyway, why donât you like this Brock guy?â
I ponder his question for a moment before answering. âItâs not that I donât like him. Actually, heâs a pretty decent guy and heâs downright terrifying on the battlefield.â
âHeâs the biggest guy Iâve ever seen, except maybe those two Viking gammas that did water survival over in Italy.â
I pause, trying to pinpoint my issue with Brock. âI canât really put my finger on why Iâm not thrilled about my sister and Brock.â
âMaybe itâs because heâs a few years older than her and could find his mate at any moment, leaving her heartbroken.â
âOr maybe itâs the fear that he could whisk her away to the middle of nowhere in Texas. I guess I havenât quite figured it out yet,â I shrug as we continue our trek to the dining hall, our stomachs growling in anticipation of a hearty meal.
âLetâs just eat and enjoy our day off, no discussions that will get under my skin.â Derek nods in agreement, keeping his thoughts to himself, but I catch his smirk from the corner of my eye.
Sometimes, this guy just gets on my nerves, and today seems to be one of those days.
***
After breakfast, I find a quiet spot to call my dad. I need to discuss some pack matters, and I donât want any eavesdroppers.
Itâs time he starts preparing Jaydon for Italy. I believe that getting him ready ahead of time will ensure heâs mentally prepared for the next few years.
Heâs barely sixteen, but in just two years, heâll be off to alpha training himself. After that, Asolo, Italy will become his new home.
I canât even begin to imagine what will happen to the pack if this doesnât pan out, they canât continue as they are indefinitely, even if theyâre doing well under the beta.
***
We chat for about an hour before my mom takes over the phone. Sheâs excitedly planning a summer barbecue to welcome me home.
I try to remind her that Iâll only be there for a few months, but sheâs not having any of it. I give in and end the call.
***
When I return to the barracks, I find Derek slumped against the wall, his hands clenched into fists. His head is thrown back and a deep growl resonates from his chest.
Itâs clear heâs struggling to keep his wolf at bay, which means something serious must be going on. I keep my distance, not wanting to startle him, and softly call his name.
His eyes snap open and I watch as they flicker between his human and wolf eyes, his control teetering on the edge.
âJust leave me the fuck alone,â he growls so quietly I almost miss it. He closes his eyes again and I watch as he takes a deep, calming breath.
I wonât push him. Something is clearly wrong; I just wish I knew how to help.
***
I move to my bed and sit down, keeping my eyes on him. After about ten minutes, he unclenches his fists and a single tear trickles down his cheek.
He quickly wipes it away, takes a deep breath, and lets out a sigh. Derek stands up, strips off his clothes, and heads toward the showers.
âDerek, are you okay, man?â I try again to see if I can offer any support. Heâs made such progress in controlling his wolf over the past eight months, and I just watched him barely keep it in check.
***
Derek halts but doesnât turn around. His response is quiet, and Iâm left speechless. Iâm stunned.
âMy sister was attacked by rogues. They raped her and left her for dead in the woods.â He chokes back a sob as he continues toward the bathroom.
Iâm left in stunned silence. I canât help but wonder why my father didnât mention this, he surely would have known.
Thatâs my motherâs old pack. We should be sending warriors to help them, and Derek should not have found out this way.
***
I grab my phone from where Iâd tossed it on the bed and quickly dial my father back. âMax? Calling again so soon?â He sounds surprised.
âEverything all right?â
âNo, Alpha, everything is not all right. Did you know about the alphaâs daughter being attacked and raped at the Half Moon pack?â His silence confirms my suspicion.
âMax. I didnât want to worry you or stress you out, and I know youâre with Derek all the time.â He finally responds.
âThatâs exactly why you should have told me. He just found out over the phone, and heâs devastated!â I whisper-shout, hoping Derek doesnât overhear.
âDamn. I didnât expect Damian to tell him like that.â I hear my father muffle the phone and whisper to what I assume is my mother.
When he returns to the phone, I hear her say sheâs going to call Amara. âWe have plans to help them, Max. I know thatâs what you want to hear.â
âConnor is gathering a team to drive down there right now. They leave in thirty minutes.â
âThatâs good. But how do I help Derek? How bad is his sister? Is she alive?â
âSheâs alive, but obviously traumatized. She managed to send a mind link to Damien and Elijah when the rogues surrounded her, otherwise they might not have found her.â
âThey have no idea why she was alone, so far from the pack house. Right now, sheâs recovering in the pack clinic.â
âTheyâre bringing in a therapist to help her. Thatâs all I know for now, son,â he says, his voice heavy with sadness. âItâs a terrible situation.â
âIâve got something to share with Derek now, at least. Just give me a warning next time, okay?â I end the call before he can reply.
Iâm reeling. My heart is heavy for him. Sure, she gets on his nerves, but sheâs his kid sister.
I canât even begin to fathom the fury Iâd feel if this happened to one of my own sisters.
Melanie was once assaulted by rogues, landing her in the hospital, but it was nothing like this. This situation is going to require some serious effort.
Weâve still got two months before we can return home. Derek has to stay strong.