LANCE
I donât hear from Wren the rest of the day and I fucking hate it.
I want to make up with her, but Iâm also worried about her safety. It makes my blood boil to think of someone at her truck, mere yards away from us.
My instincts say Tad. I know Emma. Sheâs more likely to frame Wren for doing something to her than to actively try and hurt Wren. I truly donât think sheâs that daringâor stupid.
The question is, how do I stop him without going totally rogue? Obviously Iâd love to watch the light go out in his thick skull, but Iâm not ready to get my hands that dirty...yet.
My mom and Grant come to my house in the evening. I refuse to leave the living room where I have a view of Big Red, but I need their input.
After I recount the dayâs events to Mom, she closes her eyes and I can tell sheâs thinking.
âSo,â she says finally. âEither itâs Tad or Emma, or Wrenâs not telling you something.â
She opens her eyes and looks at me. âYou trust her?â
âI do,â I say. âOne hundred percent.â
âThen itâs probably best for her to leave, at least for a little while,â she says.
âIf she leaves, Iâm worried she wonât come back. Plus, what if he just focuses on the rest of us? Next time could be worse than a hairline fracture in Jeremyâs leg,â I say.
âPoint taken,â she says. âIâll call and talk to Sheriff Moody, see if he has any suggestions for dealing with Taddy Boy. In the meantime, we all stay close together and no wandering off alone.
âGrant, will you and the boys make sure to double-check the fences? I donât know how this asshole is getting onto our land but I want it to at least be a hell of a lot harder.â
âNo problem,â he says.
She stands up and comes over to me. âWeâll figure this out, okay? Just stay vigilant and donât let your heart make stupid decisions for you.â
âOkay, thanks, Mom.â
She gives me a hug and they both leave.
I sleep like absolute shit. I text Wren an apology but donât hear back. The light in her window goes off around eleven p.m.
I try to calm my thoughts but I canât stop thinking about how empty this place is without her. Even if she does forgive me, what will happen in two months when the season ends?
I have to find a way to get her to stay, to give us a real shot without all this crazy stuff happening amid a looming deadline.
I indulge in the thought of taking snowy walks with Wren, spending the holidays together, meeting the rest of her family.
Itâs in this exact moment that I realize I donât want to live without her.
Iâm in love with Wren.
***
When I wake in the morning, I know Wren is going to want to pick Puck up as soon as possible.
So I walk to her apartment at nine a.m. armed with coffee and a bouquet of wildflowers from the field on the other side of the house.
She opens the door and I can see a glint of happiness even though she remains stone-faced.
âWren, Iâm sorry. Truly. Iâm an idiot and should think before I speak from now on. Can I come in?â
Her mouth turns up slightly at the corners. She grabs the coffee and walks away from the open door. I take that as my cue.
âListen, my mom is going to speak to the sheriff about Tad. Even if it wasnât him that sabotaged your truck, heâs still a threat and we need to deal with that,â I say.
Wren takes a drink of her coffee and keeps watching me.
âAnd the guys are going to reinforce the fences and try to figure out who is getting here and how.â
She is still quiet.
âAnd did I mention that Iâm an idiot? And that I hate being away from you even for one night? And Iâll do whatever you want if you come home?â
She smiles then and my heart finally unclenches. She walks over to me and climbs onto my lap facing me. Then she grabs my face and kisses me. My hands wrap around her immediately.
âI missed you,â I say.
âI missed you too,â she says.
âI donât know whatâs going on, but weâre going to figure it out together, okay?â
âI know, Iâm just scared,â she says. She curls up into my chest.
âI know, I got you.â
The truth is, I am scared too. For a lot of reasons.