Song for this chapter :
Close to you by Gracie Abrams
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The whole point of this is being close to you
I feel comfortable around you
And I really feel like we have potential to create a friendship
Maybe something more
If I could I would make effort
I would text you everyday
Improvise my answers and be genuine
Maybe then you would talk more
You would know me more
I wish I could know you more
I feel a wave of adrenaline when you walk through the corridors and make eye contact with me
I hope you are my next deep talk
I really wish you are
I promise someday I will tell you
How much I wanted to be close to you
Maybe that is the stability I have been looking for
I truly believe in "It is what it is" "Id it is meant to be it will be"
But I am afraid that it is not
Cause I really want it to be me and you
someday