âOne month, no rent,â he said, his mouth twisting slightly as though he knew heâd snagged me with that last bit.
Money was the one thing I didnât joke about. âAre you pitying me? Offering me a room because my apartment sucks?â
His life depended on the answer, because pity was the one thing I couldnât handle. Not from anyone. I was competent, dammit.
A mixture of fear and disbelief crossed his face. âHave you met your sister? If she finds out I walked away and left you here, she will kill me. Then Max will stomp on me with his Ferragamo oxfords for upsetting his girlfriend. This is sheer survival on my part. Besides, itâs only temporary.â He looked around with a snarl. âIf you lasted a week here, surely you can survive a month with me.â
How had he known Iâd been here a week? Was he stalking me?
And I wasnât so sure I could survive a month with him. That was a very long time when lingering attraction was involved.
âI wonât be around much,â he continued. âI hired a new CEO to free up time for other projects. Iâll be working long hours, getting her up to speed. Youâll practically have the place to yourself.â
Free up his time? Last I saw, the man practically lived at home, roaming around in sweatpants. And why was I actually considering this? âLook, itâs nice of you to offer, but I donât like owing people.â
His gaze narrowed as though he were calculating. âNot even if the free rent was in exchange for taking care of a few things around the house? I donât want to hire someone I donât trust.â
âAnd you trust me?â My voice cracked on that last part.
He blinked as though Iâd caught him in a lie. âI trust you with the place,â he finally said.
Which was as good as admitting he didnât trust me in other ways.
I deserved that. This man had rocked me off-balance, and Iâd run after our night together. Not exactly a winning response. But if the sex had been so forgettable for him, then my lingering feelings were a moot point. It still stung to hear he didnât care.
This was a truly terrible idea, but I couldnât ignore the financial benefit. If Jack was gone most of the time, it wouldnât be so bad, would it?
He shifted his feet as though growing impatient. âIn addition to helping me out, youâll be giving your sister peace of mind. I wonât tell her where I found you.â
Okay, now he was bringing out the big guns. Not telling my sister about this place was a massive concession because it rivaled our motherâs hoarder house before weâd fixed it up. âOne month?â
âIn exchange for help around the house.â
Oh, I didnât like the sound of that. It was too vague. There was definitely a catch.
We slept together the one night Iâd sleepwalked into his bedroom, and it had been a low point for me. Not because of the sex, but because Iâd practically thrown myself at him after crushing on the man for weeks when visiting my sister. A small part of me worried heâd complied that night to be nice. Or because, you know, easy booty call. He sure as hell had never acted as though he liked me before then.
Though heâd surrendered enthusiastically to my advances, so at least there was that.
In any case, given our history, âhelp around the houseâ could mean more than taking out the trash. âWhat exactly are you expecting? Iâm not going to warm your bed, Jack.â Heâd called the sex forgettable, but men made funny decisions when easy access was involved.
He drew back, offended. âWhat sort of man do you take me for?â
âA red-blooded one.â
The corners of his mouth pulled back, and he glanced down. âFair. But no, thatâs not what I had in mind. I was thinking more along the lines of you taking care of the laundry and dishes. Maybe cooking dinner five nights a week.â He glanced around nervously. âCan we negotiate in the hallway? I feel mold spores making a bed in my lungs.â
I crossed my arms. âNo.â
His sigh came out on a low growl. âI have a cleaning person who comes twice a month,â he said. âThey give the place a deep clean, including your bedroom and bathroom.â
Free rent for a month, no black mold, plus someone to clean my bathroom? I wasnât sure I trusted Jack, but he was speaking my language. âWhat else do you want from me?â
He shrugged. âNothing. Your sister would want me to help if I could. She already said you refused to move in with her.â
And living with Jack would be downstairs from her, where she could burrow all up in my business. âThis is a terrible idea.â
âDo you have a better one?â His look was pure challenge.
I didnât, and he knew it.
âItâs only a month,â he said again. âItâll fly by before you know it.â Something must have caught his eye because he flinched.
I glanced at where he was looking. âOh, thatâs just Jack, my roach.â
His jaw shifted. âYou named a cockroach after me?â
âYou have a problem with that?â
Two more roaches scurried across the permanently sticky hardwood. âFuck!â he said, moving farther away. âMaybe the rest of the people in this building should move out too.â
I glanced at my nails, unbothered. âI checked. My apartment is the worst. The others donât haveââ I waved in the direction of the black-mold wall. âThereâs a leak somewhere in this unit, so itâs just special.â
He ran stiff fingers through his hair. âAre you coming or not?â
It was clearly making him nervous standing in my apartment. I must have a high tolerance for filth and critters after living with Mom for so long. Still, I hesitated. This wouldnât be living with my sister or mom, but Iâd still be mooching off another human being.
He sighed. âIf this is about that night, canât you just forget about it?â
My eyes widened. âCan you?â
He looked off, not meeting my gaze. âCourse I can. Iâm a man.â
I wasnât sure I believed him, but if that were true, it bothered me. Even if forgetting was what I wanted, that night was burned into my brain, and I didnât like that he could so casually forget.
âItâs already forgotten,â I said, and prayed the lie didnât show on my face.
âGood.â He looked down my body. âBecause youâre not my type. Donât worry about anything happening.â
Again, ouch. Yet, somehow, his words reassured me. He didnât want to go there, and I didnât either. I wasnât in the right mindset for a relationship, and something told me being in one with Jack would be a maelstrom. This was a business transaction, nothing more.
No matter what Iâd told myself over the last week to stay put and not go running back to Momâs, I was desperate to find something safer. If Jackâs place was a temporary stopover, would that be so bad?
He looked around. âLeave your stuff. Itâs probably got mold spores. Weâll figure out what to do with it later. For now, weâll get you new clothes, or you can borrow from your sister.â
âIâm not taking a single thing from my sister.â Sophia had worked her ass off, and this year was her time to focus on herself.
His mouth flattened. âThen you can wear one of my T-shirts. Happy?â
Not at all. His shirts smelled like him, and if memory served, he smelled amazing.
Everything about Jack was what had me scurrying down the fire escape the morning after weâd slept together. Iâd felt protected and cherished in his armsâsomething Iâd never experienced before. And that had been terrifying.
Jack scratched the back of his neck like he had the creepy-crawlies. âSo whatâs it going to be? Are you coming?â
âI donât cook. Youâll have to deal with whatever I make. And itâs three nights a week, not five.â I hated cooking.
He nodded. âThat works.â
This was a stupid idea Iâd probably regret. âFine. Iâm coming.â