Chapter 150: toxic

Chaos In My MindWords: 648

Is this toxic relationship

one I will ever let go?

No one can hear about it,

now one can know.

A voice, far away

the only one that answers my calls.

A voice inside, in me, within,

my heart grows smaller, smaller, thin.

I scream, I fight the urge of it,

Yet in the end I always cry,

alone in my room, nobody's there

would anyone care, were I to die?

I’m freezing inside,

everything feels cold.

Still, I cling to the whispers,

grasping every hold.

Were I now to stop it all,

were I now to break,

would it all seem like a lie?

Would you call me fake?

I stopped caring long ago,

as my bones stood bare,

as I'm crying, all alone,

why does no one care?